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#qq on IRC by Mintzs !GD3wBpep0Y - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 12:14:49 EST ID:d5kHsYag No.518069 Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hi folks,

If you're looking to talk to someone immediately about any problems you have in your life and have nobody close to you, come and speak to us!

Join us on IRC on #qq. Most of us have different time zones but if you stay there, one of us will be there.

Don't be afraid to speak up.
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Betsy Chullernet - Sat, 12 May 2018 18:22:21 EST ID:im6khaI6 No.524056 Ignore Report Quick Reply
No seriously. Does /asp/ mean anti social personality?

How and where the fuck do I get help without people recognizing my car?
Charlotte Herringspear - Sun, 13 May 2018 02:16:15 EST ID:QvcxQVsf No.524058 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Pretty sure the abbreviation is ASPD. Asp usually just refers to aspies.
Phineas Tillingwater - Mon, 14 May 2018 03:26:40 EST ID:m19TYEQf No.524070 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Where the fuck do I get get help without people recognising my car?

Do you live in a small town or is it paranoia you need help with?

Think she is interested? by Sophie Sunnernet - Mon, 21 May 2018 04:17:18 EST ID:ZHxB44Gj No.524221 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>Meet girl during group event
>Get her number while people are exchanging numbers
>Afterwords get lucky and she had parked in the same direction as me
>Muster up all of my courage and ask if she would like to get together for lunch
>She says yes if we can work out a good time for it
>Text her later that day commending on something we talked about
>No reply
>Text her later in the week asking if she wants to do something that weekend
>"Sorry Anon, this weekend isn't going to work. Maybe another time?"
>Respond with "Sure just let me know when you're open."
>No reply

So if she had no interest I probably wouldn't have gotten a reply at all, right? Assuming she has some interest how should I proceed? Try again next weekend?
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Edward Blussletuck - Tue, 22 May 2018 01:30:44 EST ID:0PJ7z1R+ No.524244 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Hannah Birringstock - Tue, 22 May 2018 02:16:04 EST ID:cBYQH4Mo No.524246 Ignore Report Quick Reply
any time a girl texts you leading with "Sorry

you have already lost and must move on
Frederick Cruddlewodge - Tue, 22 May 2018 06:04:12 EST ID:AkBTpOns No.524251 Ignore Report Quick Reply
some actual decent and accurate advice from a few different posters here

you surprise me qq
Simon Clacklefatch - Tue, 22 May 2018 14:48:16 EST ID:jhxT8BUJ No.524254 Ignore Report Quick Reply
ahould've asked her irl
Esther Gellerworth - Tue, 22 May 2018 18:25:02 EST ID:WFZ/uYDo No.524256 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>So if she had no interest I probably wouldn't have gotten a reply at all, right?
No, she was being "polite". Personally I think that shit's pretty lame and the opposite of polite, just be honest and stop playing these shitty games, but she was definitely trying to let you down gently.

From the get-go it was "if we can find a good time for it", if she wanted to she'd just say yes and you guys'd go from there.

>Try again next weekend?
No, don't try at all. General rule of thumb is if somebody says let's reschedule and doesn't suggest a different date then they're not interested.

Sweecide by Betsy Hupperkire - Sun, 20 May 2018 20:14:24 EST ID:5W2PUymg No.524207 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm ready to go. Not so much ready to go, but ready to just do it. There are no consequences, I'm not going to regret it later because I won't have consciousness anymore. Does anyone know where I can find a sweecide partner? I don't want to just wrap a bag around my face and breath helium in my room. Hanging shooting and jumping all sound ghastly. Acetaminophen doesn't seem to work as efficiently as I would like. I want to go to a foreign country and ingest nembutal. I want it to be an adventure. The last and most profound adventure of my life. I've been perusing depression and antinatalist groups on Facebook for a little bit but nobody seems to be serious. I am wary of just making an ad online as I'm in the military and I fear being found out or thwarted.
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Phoebe Sevingchotch - Sun, 20 May 2018 21:08:43 EST ID:OHp7Bid0 No.524210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't know whether I should say anything or not, but seeing as I'm on this board at 3 o'clock at night means we have at least one thing in common: our paths have had their fair share of hurdles.

But every hurdle is surmountable and permanent solutions to temporary problems just don't seem like the right thing to do.

Besides, can you imagine never looking at a ripe, nubile ass walking down the street in tight jeans? That is enough for me to never eject from life.

Good luck.
David Darringpare - Sun, 20 May 2018 23:06:58 EST ID:h2bl60Tp No.524216 Ignore Report Quick Reply
whats wrong?
Betsy Hupperkire - Mon, 21 May 2018 01:22:35 EST ID:5W2PUymg No.524220 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Basically. Two person integrity. They could very well get scared and back out. But I am of the opinion that I want to make the mistake. I know it's "a mistake", and that every biological faculty primed for self preservation will urge me against doing it. I'd probably spend the moments between ingesting and losing consciousness "regretting it", "feeling bad", etc. That's not important, the importance is that the shit gets in my system and it does its fucking job.
Nicholas Blemmerlig - Mon, 21 May 2018 15:33:19 EST ID:jhxT8BUJ No.524233 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you're not ready
also stop fantasizing suicide like a 15 year old
Rebecca Binningped - Tue, 22 May 2018 17:00:07 EST ID:ZWzSroDM No.524255 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Where do you live, anon? If you come to me I'll join you on this final adventure, or if you're somewhere I can get myself to, perhaps I'll come to you and we can go out together, so long as we vibe well and all. I wouldn't want to kill myself with someonthis I don't vibe with.

Shitting Where You Eat by Basil Hemmlehood - Tue, 01 May 2018 18:31:11 EST ID:C+6NY20y No.523793 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Sup /qq/

So here's the deal. My life is going through a major transition as I exit a relationship of 5 years. I have onegina so bad I feel like I am going to explode. I went out with a coworker who has been a friend for like 2 years a couple nights ago for the first time and man did we get along. We have basically everything in common, and it was only due to our mutual professionalism that we went home separately. But I am certain if we go out a couple more times things could get physical. There was so much tension between us you could have cut it with a spoon. Now at work we have the same job title so there would be no issue in terms of fraternization, however it is technically against company policy for two employees to engage in a relationship. I really really need this job, I have built myself a successful and stable income here, and losing it for any reason would be a tremendous blow to my current life changes (paying the bills). It is the most income and stability I have ever had with a job. However I have adored this girl's ass for 2 years and I want to eat it out at least one time and I think she would like it as much as I would.

Please tell me what I already know, that this is a treacherous road and that I should pursue other females and avoid shitting where I eat. But I gotta shit so bad. I GOTTA SHIT SO FUCKING BAD HELP
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Polly Pabbletug - Sat, 19 May 2018 09:53:21 EST ID:jhxT8BUJ No.524178 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you lucky, lucky bastard
John Navingworth - Sat, 19 May 2018 10:52:19 EST ID:593fRQ7a No.524181 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Even if you got caught at work I doubt you would get fired for that. Maybe put in a probation or given a warning or somthing.
Cyril Clongerstag - Sun, 20 May 2018 12:28:13 EST ID:98BX0pVe No.524201 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Congrats bro. I just had an all day fuck fest with one of my coworkers from a fortune 500 finance firm. I think we have to declare our relationship for it to be legal lol. All holes were used.

Was gonna say go for it but loons like I'm late to the party that shit is exciting.
Hannah Birringstock - Tue, 22 May 2018 02:37:00 EST ID:cBYQH4Mo No.524247 Ignore Report Quick Reply
OP here, have banged boss 11 times and coworker 3 times
Fucking Miffingfock - Tue, 22 May 2018 06:32:21 EST ID:Q3TQO9f4 No.524252 Ignore Report Quick Reply

You should tell your boss you'd be willing to engage in a threesome with her if she promotes you. You're already on a roll, so better strike while the iron is hot

I spent a few days in an inpatient psych ward. by Kureizi-chan - Fri, 18 May 2018 08:25:50 EST ID:avtEn6L3 No.524154 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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It was the second or very most trialing period of my life.
I'll never frown upon mentally ill people ever again, not that I did but I didn't fully respect them or understand their position.
The current medical care industry is TOTALLY FUCKED.
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Walter Misslestock - Fri, 18 May 2018 14:52:04 EST ID:EIyqGIGs No.524160 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I used to work in it.
Half the issue was funding and incompetence on the part of professionals higher up.
Priscilla Gezzlefure - Sun, 20 May 2018 20:51:01 EST ID:kAEKpfyQ No.524209 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It all honestly depends on how much money you spend. The cheap places are horrible but the expensive ones can be great.
David Darringpare - Sun, 20 May 2018 23:08:06 EST ID:h2bl60Tp No.524217 Ignore Report Quick Reply
no shit its messed up. thats why you should be against psychiatry and big pharma. nobody is as much of a victim as they have to agree to being in order to get treatment. pick up your balls!!
Phyllis Brandlefuck - Mon, 21 May 2018 06:13:33 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.524225 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This wouldn't be a problem if we focused on mental health as a community issue first and not an individual one, supporting families over outpatient clinics. Nobody listens. They think by bullying individuals on the internet they can stop this crisis. Good luck.
Martin Cammlestone - Tue, 22 May 2018 05:21:00 EST ID:x02brCtF No.524250 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Is this what the study was about?

24 need help by Lillian Millybine - Fri, 11 May 2018 23:23:35 EST ID:tqLCqqy2 No.524047 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I'm a guy and I was raped when I was 12. I finally met my dad when I was 18 and he got me my first girlfriend when I was 19. She was a stripper who lived next door. She was 25 and beautiful. I never called her after we fucked. I guess I was still fucked up in the head from being raped and never telling anyone. I dropped out of engineering college a month later and was homeless for 4 years. Never masturbated until I was in jail. Spent 7 months in jail over a false accusation. Started masturbating because there wasn't anything to do. Thought about her and called her for the first time when I got out. She's 30 now and I'm 24 I still haven't had a relationship with someone and it looks like she's past her prime.
I want to kill my self can someone talk me through it?
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Charlotte Honeyforth - Sun, 20 May 2018 18:45:14 EST ID:0j3WPAPJ No.524206 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Like this girl who's 19 was going through some stuff where her dad died and she was looking for me to hug her and I couldn't do it. But I did at the end and it just felt wrong. She needed a hug right then and I couldn't.
Phyllis Brandlefuck - Sun, 20 May 2018 22:59:28 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.524214 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>blah blah blah talk yourself out of bad life events

CBT is bullshit and mindfulness is overblown. Community mental health services or bust.
Martin Mucklewell - Mon, 21 May 2018 10:41:58 EST ID:SutoWtdw No.524230 Ignore Report Quick Reply
In all seriousness, this is exactly the sort of thing professional therapy is there for.

Also, if "shame" is really what you're feeling, meditate on how sick it is to blame someone for something that is completely and totally not their fault. You were a kid. Someone did this to you, something nobody should ever experience or do. But whoever did this to you is the one who should be ashamed. It's not your fault, you didn't deserve it. It also happens to a lot more people than this society as a whole is willing to admit or accept. Most people find it traumatic; that's not a reflection on you.

There is no dishonor in seeing a counselor or therapist. Helping you feel better about yourself, as you deserve to, is probably beyond the capacity of some random strangers on the internet. Good luck.
Wesley Napperwater - Mon, 21 May 2018 20:44:07 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.524239 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>In all seriousness, this is exactly the sort of thing professional therapy is there for.

It's there to provide a band-aid to the leaky dyke. It's not effective, especially not when severity ramps up. The most severe schizophrenics end up on the streets or in prison. Deinstitutionalization killed mental health in this country because it forced people like you to start seeing it solely as an individualist issue rather than a community issue. You can thank Carter and Reagan for that.
Nigel Chishshit - Tue, 22 May 2018 03:11:46 EST ID:yDKihQN5 No.524249 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Please explain more. I keep seeing you shilling for community but have no idea what that is.

Depression and hygiene by James Pevingman - Tue, 22 May 2018 03:00:56 EST ID:mBFPcjON No.524248 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I'm on another forum that brought up the issue of depression and hygiene, and it was very interesting and it brought up some questions for me. I thought I'd ask them here too.
If you suffer from depression but are "high-functioning" by societies standards, how do you deal with this?
I'm depressed as fuck and when unemployed, I could go 4 or 5 days without bathing. I'd go two days without brushing my teeth.
Now, I work 50+ hours at two jobs, and as depressed as I am, I can't go more than two days without a shower. I'd rather be 30 minutes late than go in 3 days unshowered. I also will FORCE myself to brush my teeth every morning if I work. I just can't go out into society without being somewhat decent. That's the anxiety that comes with depression, hah.
Anyway, anyone else struggle with this? I absolutely hate getting ready, which wasn't the case before I had depression and anxiety. When I'm actually out and about, I'm not as depressed and I'm glad if I "got ready" for the day (picked out a nice outfit before, showered and put on my makeup, etc), but it's sooo absolutely tedious and intimidating in the morning that I just want to give in and call in sick.
Hopefully this makes sense, I'm drunk as shit and stupid.
Alice Hummerridge - Tue, 22 May 2018 13:24:42 EST ID:wuy30QqH No.524253 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude its so fucking hsrd for me to do laundry. Idk why I just have to walk to the machines in my appartment complex and put in some coins. If it wasnt for my job I would smell so fucking bad.

So in short, yes

Is it PTSD? by Ernest Blannerstadge - Sun, 20 May 2018 01:14:11 EST ID:2wIGxCIO No.524195 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I smoke lots of weed all the fucking time just to start this off. About $400 a week or around 3 ozs depending on quality. Recently I decided to take a T break and try and quit because spending more on weed than rent isn't getting me anywhere in life.

I just turned 29. I didn't have the best adolescence. I got beat up and punked until I joined a gang at 13 years old (which was old for my area, most people got courted in around 10 or 11, I spent 3 years getting fucked with until I gave in). It was mainly a race thing, although I joined a gang that I wasn't the race of the rest of the gang I was brown, well half and from another continent, but they did protect me from other brown gangs and the white gang in school. I bounced around, went to different cites and saw some fucked up shit. I went to jail a few times but got lucky enough to beat 2 cases that would have sent me to prison.

I withdrew from that lifestyle around 18 and tried to focus on a factor job I got but was still around it and part of it by default even though I wasn't active. That's the time the 2 cases came about. I moved away to a wealthier area an hour from where I grew up.

A few months ago I got a job as a phlebotomist at a plasma center. I like the job, the company is great and so are my co workers. When I first started working there I would smoke weed when I got home because the sight of blood is off putting. One day someone leaked through their gauze when the needle came out and I froze. On top of my fear of blood I see people I knew from back in the day that aren't doing too good. Friends and enemies, although no one has shown ill will towards me, probably because the money is more important than maintaining jr. high reps in our 30's. It's off putting to see old rivals that have aged and are down on their luck give me a look of respect that doesn't come from a primal place, like it's genuine and rooted in something other than violence. I don't feel like I earned it. They have prison muscle and scars, I have smokers teeth and gray hair in my 20's. THere's just a feeling of desperation and unease there, although the rest of the staff and I do our best to make it a w…
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Hamilton Bardstone - Mon, 21 May 2018 01:06:11 EST ID:wJavO91C No.524219 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I have PTSD. Been diagnosed like 4 months or something like that. I don't really want to get into how I got it.

The only way to really tell if you have it, would be to go get checked out by a professional. There are a lot of things that share symptoms with PTSD, also a lot of mental illnesses that trauma can cause.

Nothing about your post is screaming "PTSD!" to me. You know? I definitely see depression, though, and regardless of what you have going on, it would be wise to treat it.

Are you able to see a psych at all?
Shit Cubberbad - Mon, 21 May 2018 16:42:45 EST ID:2wIGxCIO No.524236 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't trust them and don't have the disposable income to see one.

I tried talking to one when I was in juvey about 15 years ago about the feeling that bad and good were relative concepts and they put me on massive amounts of Seraquil and told me shut up. I was also in the clinical trials for Abilify against my will and got taken out of a group home and put back in juvenile hall for refusing to take it. It made me feel sick, when I saw the commercials years later it said "side effects may include death".

When I see blood at work I freeze and most my time is spent either thinking of old friends that are gone, old fights I could have won if I would have just done something different, or that time I put my friend's intestines back in his stomach because he got cut across the stomach in a fight. When people start leaking blood at work that's usually the first thing I think of. I get sad and panicked and the feeling lingers all day.

Like I said, I used to smoke copious amounts of weed and cigs to deal with it but I am just so burnt out on both those things. I used to be able to just brush everything off but without those crutches it all seems pointless.

My hopes and dreams will never come true. I'm fucking retarded and have a criminal record, not to mention the mental health record. I want to leave America so bad but don't know where to go. I hate it here. I think I have a broken finger and went to the urgent care, they gave me an x-ray then told me to go find an orthopedic clinic because all they could do was an x-ray. That's $400 dollars I didn't have well spent, I'm sure the fucking orthopedic office was incapable of taking xrays. They didn't even clarify anything, they literally gave me a print out of the x rays and said I need to go find a doctor that does that. The orthopedic doctor refused to see me until I went to urgent care though. I pay for insurance but need to pay $1500 out of pocket before they will help with anything.
Hamilton Bardstone - Mon, 21 May 2018 18:18:46 EST ID:wJavO91C No.524238 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I get sad and panicked and the feeling lingers all day.
That is something that's more along the lines of "this could be PTSD" along with your intrusive thoughts and memories in the first place. There are multiple kinds of symptoms that need to be present, but that's one of them.

Getting treatment could help tone down how much those memories come up, and how much they bother you when they do.

I have had some pretty gnarly shit toned down, myself - there are methods out there that totally can work, and can help you out, like a shitload. PTSD or not, you clearly are bothered by shit that's happened.

>I don't trust them and don't have the disposable income to see one.
The thing is, if you do have PTSD, which is totally possible - you're not going to get better without some sort of professional help.

It's worth looking into how your health coverage does in regards to mental health treatment. I have medicaid, it covers my EMDR therapy and psych meds and stuff.

You had a bad experience with mental health people - it's natural you're resistant to wanting to see them now - but they aren't all like that, in fact many of them are really good at what they do and care about their patients getting better. I know that me saying that doesn't really do anything to make your fears go away - I'm not trying to dismiss them, they're legitimate, I've had some shitty mental health care happen myself though nothing as bad as what you've had. But - with some good experiences built it gets easier to trust them.
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Charlotte Shakeshit - Mon, 21 May 2018 22:30:59 EST ID:EAInNdJP No.524241 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I wish you the best of luck. There's nothing I can say that's going to fix anything, but you've got an internet stranger hoping that you make the best of this.
Henry Doshhall - Tue, 22 May 2018 02:10:27 EST ID:2wIGxCIO No.524245 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thank you guys.

Just being able to articulate these thoughts to other people helps.

Depression by Augustus Bunnermutch - Thu, 17 May 2018 13:03:34 EST ID:OHp7Bid0 No.524132 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I hate the fact that I have a tiny voice inside of me that knows what I should do to get out of my depression, out of my rut of being a miserable, unhappy failure, but I just can't bring myself to listen to it and do the things I need to do to change my situation.

It's like I'm addicted to being in this miserable state. I feel like shit and I feel guilty and ashamed about my behavior and my miserable life, but I just can't bring myself to care enough or feel enough to change it.

I know I'll hate myself for throwing away a big part of my life just because I'm miserable and won't change it.
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David Bluffingstock - Sun, 20 May 2018 08:04:16 EST ID:aHEi5b5M No.524198 Ignore Report Quick Reply
From the sidelines this actually comforted me abit. I've been a mess for almost a decade. Recovery has been spotty and more like hitting your head to concrete wall while your doctor says "don't give up, you've gone a long way". It's a crushing feeling when only given way to get better is to return to the wall and keep hitting. As if I didn't feel pretty damn defeated already. You just showed me another way. Regardless of whether or not it works, it 's soothing. Thanks man.
Phineas Nicklehood - Sun, 20 May 2018 17:24:13 EST ID:WFZ/uYDo No.524204 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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i'm gonna bury my head in your ass
Nicholas Granddale - Mon, 21 May 2018 05:31:20 EST ID:oCNeJQKN No.524223 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>524194 what the fuck are you on about?
Phyllis Brandlefuck - Mon, 21 May 2018 06:12:24 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.524224 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Mental health from a family/community perspective or societal death.
Sidney Sabblehood - Mon, 21 May 2018 17:05:16 EST ID:/pl3Lein No.524237 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>I was able to heal from one bullying episode by finding a person who hurt my feelings on Facebook, I asked them why they would do that to me and they couldn't even give me a real answer and they didn't even remember me.

What was the bullying about, if I may ask? This sounds familiar.

moms by Sidney Chellerson - Mon, 21 May 2018 16:33:26 EST ID:4hBEIt21 No.524235 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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i hate my mom. she'll be placid one day and the next day she'll be hellbent on making everyone's day shitty. she brought back some sweets from the bakery, and I ate two of them and she threatened to kick me out of the house because of it. I mean what the fuck? then she went on about how pathetic I am and how I need to move out because it's too depressing watching me smoke weed and work a menial job. also she asked to see my penis when I was 12 and I never told anybody except my current girlfriend. I'm 23 now. wish I could kill her sometimes. I wouldn't but I feel like she's responsible for so much of the shame and self-hatred I have for myself that I wish she would just go the fuck away forever. It'd be easier if she was just insane all the time, then it'd be easier to hate her and dismiss her and put her in a fucking home or something. But no, she likes to be sweet when it's convenient to her mood swings. How can one person make me feel so fucking shitty..
Sophie Sirrybanks - Mon, 21 May 2018 20:51:48 EST ID:4A7JZiMV No.524240 Ignore Report Quick Reply
and why don't you move out?
she's probably just as tired of you
Edwin Chuddledale - Mon, 21 May 2018 22:31:42 EST ID:4hBEIt21 No.524242 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I don't have the funds. I have a job but it's not enough.

Post-break up rant by Shit Bammerlock - Mon, 21 May 2018 15:27:55 EST ID:r08QUQyP No.524232 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>Girl i used to date breaks me up via text
>Write her thank you telling how she felt and good wishes
>Apologize if she felt nervous when I wanted meet her more often ie. more serious relationship

In a way I guess it was a blessing. She is going to Spain for 3 months and had family issues. I was forced to see her after breakup because we work in the shopping centre (different jobs) and saying hi out of good manners but I quit because she ignored it.

One night i was infuriated by her rude behaviour. Chose to write her a letter. I wrote that I forgot to tell her I forgave her for breaking me up via text and that I have no desire for revenge ( I deleted her number so I had to write). This helped me to cope despite she never answered.

I have accepted the fact that I was rejected but she is still an annoyance in my life whenever I see her. I don't think there is anything else other than let time heal wounds but it really sucks.
Phoebe Sevingchotch - Mon, 21 May 2018 15:34:06 EST ID:OHp7Bid0 No.524234 Ignore Report Quick Reply
To be honest it sounds like you're behaving in a very respectful and mature way. Time heals all wounds, you're right.

I feel all alone now by Graham Tootshit - Sun, 20 May 2018 21:46:20 EST ID:1/0uv5Dp No.524211 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>meet qt german girl last year
> go on a couple dates
>everything is going well we like eachother want to spend more time
>couple more dates go on she tells me she just wants to stick as friends
> ignore her for a few days then she comes back with crazy interest in me
>only wants to hang out with me always makes future plans
>we're going good and she starts to refer to me as her boyfriend
> hang out multiple times a week over the course of several mo months
>feel like im falling in love with her
>one day i told her that i loved her
>she tells me that she would never be romantically interested in me, would never reciprocate and doesn't love me back
> she leaves to go back to her country
>trys to tell me she really likes me and really misses me
>told her i missed her too
>tries to convince me to come visit her
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Cyril Clazzleson - Sun, 20 May 2018 22:22:24 EST ID:EAInNdJP No.524212 Ignore Report Quick Reply
She just wants attention
Cyril Clazzleson - Sun, 20 May 2018 22:24:23 EST ID:EAInNdJP No.524213 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Just leave it be, like I said she just wants attention. Fuck this hoe
David Darringpare - Sun, 20 May 2018 23:05:52 EST ID:h2bl60Tp No.524215 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Got to find someone else. That's how life can be - being alone makes you strong anyway. If you don't need them then they'll be there.
Samuel Worthingbury - Sun, 20 May 2018 23:26:36 EST ID:xPmGb3w4 No.524218 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>like eachother
>wants to stick as friends
>crazy interest in me
>she would never be romantically interested in me
>she really likes me and really misses me

She either doesn't like you that much or you're not being enough of a man/yourself

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