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!GD3wBpep0Y - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 12:14:49 EST d5kHsYag No.518069
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Hi folks,

If you're looking to talk to someone immediately about any problems you have in your life and have nobody close to you, come and speak to us!

Join us on IRC on #qq. Most of us have different time zones but if you stay there, one of us will be there.

Don't be afraid to speak up.
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Charlotte Pirrysedging - Tue, 01 Sep 2020 14:34:12 EST V+I+eC6C No.535925 Reply
>>535780
I'm probably too late but if you enter "/server -m irc.420chan.org" it should work
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Angus Bickleson - Tue, 08 Sep 2020 23:05:24 EST usehq5m4 No.536052 Reply
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ive done a lot of things wrong, and i refuse to apologize for any of them, because the things I get shit on are all things that I either never did or weren't wrong

im insecure and cant deal with shit that shouldnt matter and its going to destroy my relationship

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- Sat, 19 Sep 2020 19:41:10 EST mFWXT8u8 No.536204
File: 1600558870725.jpg -(113800B / 111.13KB, 467x700) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. im insecure and cant deal with shit that shouldnt matter and its going to destroy my relationship
ive been with my girlfriend for 9 months now. the 2 months before we got together she had sex with as many people as I have in my entire life.

I feel inadequate. How could I compare to that experience. How do I feel special? I know who some of the guys are. They are thinner than me. Better looking than me. Bigger dicks.

The first night we actually met was when she was at the same venue as me to see one of the guys she had dated/hooked up with. She barely remembers me and had no feelings for me after that night. We didn't get together until awhile later.

My mind just circles on all these thoughts. How can I be special to her? How can I get over these feelings. My anxiety is so high sometimes over this. I hate it. It makes me hate the concept of sex.

She has never had an orgasm before, not solo, with others, not with me. She has told me before that no one else ever learned how to touch her the way she likes. She said I get her as close as she can get herself. When it feels like the the spot she thinks an orgasm should be, she just goes numb, and then "resets" and has no more sexual desire. She says I'm the only person she has ever enjoyed penetration with. Feels like a lie since why else would she have had sex with so many people if she didnt like it...?

I want these thoughts to stop so I can not fuck up an otherwise great relationship
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Edward Puckleridge - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 22:42:24 EST VZaU/8aj No.536208 Reply
>>536204
So basically, Answer those fucking questions that are bothering you. Out loud. Decide what the answers are. Use your will. Support yourself. Be a friend.
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Lydia Drillyfuck - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 23:59:01 EST m8gMi16v No.536209 Reply
>Feels like a lie since why else would she have had sex with so many people if she didnt like it...?
Obligation sex. Sex just to feel desired. "I guess this is what we're supposed to do now" sex. I dunno. Lots of dumb reasons to have sex.

I have a girl friend who is a lesbian, but for like three years I knew her she exclusively dated men, lived with men, fucked men, even had casual hookups with men. Didn't enjoy it but did it because it was part of the heteronormative experience I guess. Then she realized she was gay.
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Lydia Drillyfuck - Sun, 20 Sep 2020 00:00:29 EST m8gMi16v No.536210 Reply
also OP your pic is very.... pedoy.

Let's see your imagination. What do you try before suicide?

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- Thu, 17 Sep 2020 07:55:56 EST ZzBHnTwL No.536181
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You will be dead anyway so you can do anything. Trying to rob a bank is lame because it is impossible to escape. It is 2020. So what is your ideas? Heavy risk actions which normally you afraid but not stupid.
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Fuck I'm 33

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- Fri, 18 Sep 2020 19:54:20 EST K2adsqNS No.536198
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Okay I got my first apartment when I was 18 I got out of jail on Halloween with 600 bux in my pocket in 2005. I used smoked down see shows every night... I went to college at 21... still partying trying DMT, and new bands MGMT, starting dating seriously at 24 not just fuck buddies.... I bought a house at 26 got married at 27 mom passed away when I was 29 never really knew my dad... right before my 31st my son was born. I'm bipolar on the welfare my wife works so I'm a stay at home dad... none of the drugs work except opium I'm saving that one till I really hurt (50+) I have everything I could want except the ability to enjoy the things I have the chemicals in my head and what little time in my life no longer let me enjoy Motorcycles, Wave Runners, and PS4/PSVR. I'm always tired, I always wear Pajamas, I can't remember the last time I was anywhere formal or even fun. I never worked a day in my life except sweat equity into my house, and sweat equity into my kids. I wanna be 20 again or even 18.... I wanna feel... I don't care if I'm broke I wanna feel that dopamine hit my system again in a good way I feel the rush of the drive along the beach, that first bite of filet mignon, that first tight pussy, that first insane fucking concert (I Love you Mindless Self Indulgence/Powerman 5k, Kill Hannah). I feel like Dorian Gray like some old potrait in an attic. How do I stop this feeling? I remember when Kirtaner had a cute ass, and when Mac Os didn't suck. I'm old.
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Scourgeofthewest - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 10:46:29 EST HZm1KLNh No.536200 Reply
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>>536198
I'm 42. You are as old as you feel. You need to hit the gym, run, or do somekind of physical activity. That's the answer. You just need to do it.
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Cedric Guzzleferk - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 12:30:27 EST ehhnNOgT No.536202 Reply
>>536198
>tfw old now but never did anything fun nor built up my career/wealth nor dated/fucked women

At least you lived a little when you had the chance and now you have a family of your own. Things could be much worse.
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John Finnerdutch - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 12:38:17 EST MJluvy3Q No.536203 Reply
>>536198
Get your shit together today for your kid, it's not right to behave the way you do as a child's role model.

Fucked my shit up, impatient, insecure, or all of the above

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- Mon, 14 Sep 2020 16:35:51 EST a1R46Eta No.536166
File: 1600115751494.gif -(1079855B / 1.03MB, 112x112) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Fucked my shit up, impatient,  insecure, or all of the above
So basically I’ve fallen in love with a girl who I’ve been with for a few months, since we first started hanging out it’s felt like an unseen force was with us guiding us to be together, every moment felt charged with magic and a sense of belonging. We talked about both feeling this force and feeling unique energies from one another.

However recently she has called me by her ex’s name four times, admittedly when we’ve just been chilling doing nothing in particular, but the most recent time it was said after I kissed her on the cheek and she flat out denied what I’d heard clearly with my own ears. I asked her why she was lying, told her lying made it worse and she still denied it.

Now this would be offputting enough - it’s extremely hurtful no matter the context and throws her proclamations of devotion to me into some doubt - but she is also pregnant with my child. We deliberately conceived because we felt that we’re at the perfect age (25) and that we’d both choose each other to have children with over anyone else.

Now I’m realising that perhaps this whole arrangement was the result of us mutually having a deeply manic episode and that neither of us were really ready at all. Her calling me her ex’s name is a red flag that didn’t show up until it was too late. It implies that she’s not quite over him and perhaps has just been relying on the exciting/promising nature of our relationship to ignore her feelings for him.

Of course she denies still having any feelings for him and says it’s just a ‘case of misnaming’ but it makes me constantly on edge, wondering if she’s about to call me his name again or if she’s going to think of him when we’re intimate. This makes it incredibly hard for me to focus on the task at hand which involves finding a house to rent to live with her for the foreseeable. She also expects me to propose to her before the baby is born which of course makes sense but this whole thing makes me really uncertain about that whole thing.

If I were to walk away from her she wouldn’t get an abortion - I wouldn’t want her to - but she’d probably just give the baby to me, which wouldn’t be such a bad thing but I’d seriously worry about how that would affect her, not to mention how she’d go about handling the pregnancy.

Am I blowing things out of proportion? Obviously getting her pregnant so soon was foolhardy but it felt right at the time, was always going to be a challenge and somewhat crazy but we both felt like it was now or never. Everything seemed to be falling into place for us. I felt so close to her and now just like that I feel so unsure about everything.
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Martin Cinkinstone - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 05:46:44 EST a1R46Eta No.536171 Reply
>>536167
I guess you’re right, I’m just seeing the worst in everything because now I’ve made this huge commitment to her and the baby. Things have slowed down a lot because she’s a month pregnant and starting to get morning sickness and fatigue, and we’re stuck in limbo with regards to getting a place together and everything else. It’s a breeding ground for anxiety and self-doubt and I feel stuck. I worry also that she resents or will grow to resent me.
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Beatrice Grimfuck - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 10:44:50 EST G0ncPuvZ No.536172 Reply
>>536171
yeah, I would agree with phineas. If you really, really feel this relationship is good for you, then a few simple name mistakes are not really much to worry about.

Just understand that what the future holds is largely out of your control

"It’s a breeding ground for anxiety and self-doubt and I feel stuck. I worry also that she resents or will grow to resent me. " This might be projecting your own worries onto another. Make sure your anxiety stays under control, or you will constantly think about this thing and that's no way to be happy
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Cedric Guzzleferk - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 11:53:40 EST ehhnNOgT No.536201 Reply
You decided to have a baby with a girl you've known for a few months. YOU DECIDED TO HAVE A BABY WITH A GIRL YOU'VE KNOWN FOR A FEW MONTHS

Do you realize how fucking insane this is? Even disregarding the mystical energy aspect of it it's clearly insane. Of course this was not a good idea, you're still in the infatuation stage where everything feels perfect and magical. That shit rarely lasts longer than a few months and when it wears off who the hell knows how things are going to go especially when you have a baby to deal with. Idk man, all I can say is good luck trying to make things work. You still have to be mother and father to the kid for the rest of your life no matter what happens. That's a big responsibility and if you fuck it up you fuck up your kid for life so just like, be ready.

Shit Roommate

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- Sun, 30 Aug 2020 14:20:25 EST 8YfZXFG9 No.535891
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>From day one roommate hasn't made me feel like I can even speak to him really, despite having a very similar tech job and once I moved in, basically is nonexistent. Guy just eats and makes noodles, no other meals and works on his computer.
>Live at place for last 3 months. I think we have spoken about all of two times and I've been friendly and trying to initiate a conversation quite a few times, dude just runs to his room.
>Sends me txt 2 weeks back, complains about me leaving the light on in the hall, complained about a loud noise (which was just a mat I've had in front of my door the entire time, couldve just asked about it, made a rubbing sound when I moved the door.) Complained about me smelling weedy and then said I had at some point forgot to flush the toilet or something. And said that I now, after two weeks back saying I could vape in my room can now not vape in my room, but the thing was I actually quit vaping 5 days before he even said anything.
>Alright then... Uh, So I stop talking to him. weird to complain all at once in a text form, move mat, whatever. Told him I quit vaping, and sorta glanced it off. Cringed at him then txting me "Oh good, you'll feel health benefits if you keep on quitting." followed by a "I'm glad we could work these issues out" which made me just about implode with how snarky it seemed.
>be 2hrs ago, get txt "Your keyboard has woken me up twice tonight chill tf out, it's almost 2am, nobody needs to type that loud." literally just sitting in my room as quiet as possible. He then threw something at the wall.

Literally didn't even respond. Went for a walk awhile later at about 4am to some people in the same apartment complex yelling off their balcony talking to one another loudly and kids screaming bloody murder in an apartment complex down the street as I walked by.

Made me just shake my head.

Some people honestly, are just super sensitive, i'm really not and I legit was as nice as possible throughout this and I've had quite a few things to complain about, like paying half the rent but getting 1/4th the space in the kitchen and him not taking the garbage and etc out, but this is just stupid. Get a fan, use a white noise generator. You really should eat something green, and you aren't the center of the world dude.

Who complains about a keyboard like that. lol, and i'm typing right now without any kind of retaliation or things getting thrown at the wall the same way I did earlier.

Probably gonna give the dude my 30 days and just move out. Guy was strange from day one, never had anything bad to say about him until clearly he had some sort of issue going on'.

All I know is I would probably talk to that person about a thing before it got to the point i'm sending you a asshole list of issues or complaining about mundane things and clearly having a bit of a breakdown about it/being frustrated like that. It's a weird move especially when you haven't even attempted to have a decent conversation at any point in the last 3 months.

Like, is there something here I ain't getting? I've lived with quite a few people in different situations and I've not really ever had anybody ever complain quite like this. Legit, I got no words, a keyboard? Why did you even look for a Roommate?
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Oliver Fegglestone - Sun, 30 Aug 2020 21:47:09 EST 8YfZXFG9 No.535901 Reply
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>>535894
OP returning.

So I confronted him about all of this shit, and we pretty much hashed everything out in about 30 minutes of talking.

>I was quitting nicotine at the same time dude was quitting a regime of SSRI's, he apologized first off and I think he sorta realized what he was sounding like.

We came to a conclusion where it's clear he was stressed out, i was stressed out and we were 100% not communicating and that by simply talking for 30 minutes candidly, we realized there are no issues and ironed it all out, he's gonna get a bigger fan for white noise, and if that fails I told him I'll switch to a membrane keyboard later on at night or whatever.

We just talked about shit, and realized we're probably just equally enthusiastic. We actually had a really hard time ending the conversation because we just sorta went in circles with what we were gonna do to try to fix the situation.

Gotta say, not the way I assumed that was gonna go. I'm still waiting for him to turn on me again, but I'm willing to go forward as we both basically told each other that talking really showed neither of us are THAT big of assholes, and maybe I'm a little loud cause i machine gun that shit, maybe the walls of the apartment suck dick and maybe he's just a bit of a bitch when it comes to staying asleep.

And we all lived on...

Jesus christ.
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Polly Herringsick - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 01:04:29 EST fm2nh+WG No.536199 Reply
>>535901
What a good conclusion to this thread. Hell yeah OP, glad you guys worked this shit out.

Does this make me a complete asshole

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- Wed, 19 Feb 2020 16:56:53 EST EtHPqQfW No.533703
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I lived with this guy for 3 years. I moved out a few years back and I recently heard he tried to kill himself. He keeps talking about how miserable he is. He tried to do it when this girl dumped him. Frankly I think it’s all bullshit and he should have just fucking done it.

>sits around watching news all day
>yells about politics constantly; huge communist
>literally all he cares about is communism
>hates everyone who isn’t super far leftist
>never smoke or drank in his life; looks down on people who do
>adopted this stupid dog that’s like 200 pounds and violent to seem more liberal “I rescued him”
>now his girlfriend dumped him because he tried to an hero
>trying to get a studio w dog that’s bigger than him
>has this really shitty entitled attitude that a landlord should just give him an apartment and hold it for him until he has the money
>polsci major
>bitches and whines about how exhausting his fmla approved therapy sessions are, month off work “it’s so exhausting”

Honestly I think the suicide attempt is completely bullshit and just a cry for attention. I get legitimately angry when I think about how stupid this person is. I’ve known people who killed them selves and this seems like just a big cry for attention.

Am I onto something or am I just a dickhead?
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Lydia Murdson - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 06:41:09 EST jnas4L6T No.536177 Reply
unironically using the term "red pilled" makes you more of an asshole than anything else you posted.
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[name redacted] !h55/E7mIo6 - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 15:11:27 EST e9eRuSB0 No.536178 Reply
>>533703
If being around/talking to him is shitty for you and causing you stress, just cut him out of your life. It's not your responsibility to babysit everyone you meet for the rest of your life.
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James Snodforth - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 19:32:58 EST jnas4L6T No.536197 Reply
>>536178

local incestuous pedophile cannot help but use "babysit" as metaphor

Hrhdjruhdjkejfh

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- Thu, 17 Sep 2020 14:59:04 EST m8gMi16v No.536182
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I’ve been watching “I may destroy you” and it has me thinking about all the times ive been sexually assaulted, and how 99% of people in my life dont even know about it.
i have never been raped, as far as i know. but i have been

-sexually assaulted by my cousin. I remember crying on the stairs after and him telling me that if i told my parents they wouldn’t believe me
-sexually assaulted by my brother
-drugged and maybe sexually assaulted by an acquaintance, but i never reported it so i dont know. I asked my friends about what happened and they were completely unhelpful and seemed like they didn’t want to believe something like that would happen, and i didnt want to believe it either
-pretty sure the same guy tried to do the same thing another night, but fortunately i ate too much chinese food earlier in the day and i puked. woke up topless with my shirt by the door and puke on the floor and vague memories of being bent over a couch.
-sexually assaulted by an ex-boyfriend

there is no point or purpose to this thread i just wanted this information somewhere in the world so i stop carrying it by myself. I see a therapist but when i talk about this stuff i gloss over details and act like im over it because i dont want to talk about it. I dont think theres much he could say about it anyway besides “yikes that sucks”

Thanks for reading
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Shit Honninghall - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 17:15:46 EST CK9jwNkj No.536194 Reply
>>536191
I wasn’t trying to victim blame I was just asking how is it that it seems people never get raped or they get raped a ton Jesus I don’t know the numbers, it’s ok to ask a question

It’s like if someone got food poisoning at almost every restaurant I’d be like whoa how tf does that happen to them
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James Snodforth - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 19:31:52 EST jnas4L6T No.536196 Reply
>>536191

i thought the same thing. it's easy to stretch that question and apply horrible thoughts like "asking for it" and other trash, but i too have noticed there tends to be clusterings of these things. the research posted a few posts ago is very interesting, and very sad

HELP

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- Fri, 11 Sep 2020 11:40:59 EST ACi57ccn No.536114
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>be me
>happy go lucky college student in late 2013
>Meet girl fall in love yaddah yaddah
>we're both psychonauts (drug addicts)
>Start doing a lot of psychedelics (5-meo, 2cb, LSD etc)
>smoke weed all day every day
>Also doing a lot of drinking around this time and this is where my memory starts to fade
>We basically ignore the world around us, only hanging out with a small group of hippies and Burning Man types.
>Spend a shit ton of time camping, barley ever at our apartment we share
>At some point me and girl drop out and move to Thailand, i start teaching English
>I get off drinking but start taking massive amounts of benzos and barbs
>me and girl were so into astral projection and transcending existence on Earth that we basically ignore the entire state of the world and news for two years
>we eventually both end up cheating on each other and we have a huge fight and break things off
>Meet a different Thai hippie woman who is rich enough to take care of me and basically we start doing almost the exact same shit as i did with my ex
>this goes on for another year and my memory gets extremely fuzzy at this point.
>get in bike accident and go to hospital, don't remember any of it but apparently was in coma for a few days
>memory is now fucked even further
>at some point i end up flying back to US, don't even remember how it all happened
>end up staying with my old best friend from high school on the west coast, he informs me that people in my home town think i died, i had kept in touch occasionally with my parents but that's it.
>explain to him what i remember happened over the last 6 years
>he informs me of all the shit that has happened in the world since then, i'm blown away by just how bad everything is.
>i was aware of minor things, like i realized Trump was actually president and it wasn't a joke while i was in Bangkok and started seeming him everywhere on tv and on t shirts and trinkets
>but had no idea the world had been getting this bad while i was literally living in my own head
>he's much more put together in life and suggests i go to rehab which i agree is what i need
>contact my family and end up in a in patient facility within a week and a half
>have seizures getting off the benzos and barbs but i am able to complete the program
>almost right as i get out of treatment and move back in with my folks for the first time in ten years Covid hits
>As my memory and awareness slowly and steadily has been coming back to me i now realize just how fucked my life, my situation and my country in general is.

I'm completely at a loss rn, i had no idea things were this bad or were going to get this bad. I was planning on using my sobriety to go back to school and get a job but now i'm just stuck inside doing zoom classes to start my degree program and absorbing just how fucked the state of the country and world is rn. I spent over six years just literally in my own world with either a gf by my side or just alone. I am wholly unprepared for civil conflict in November and i have no idea what to do with my life. I know it's my fault but i do partly think the psychedelics switched something in my brain that made me just decide to shut off society for years, now society is breathing down my neck and i'm fucked.
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Cyril Lightford - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 20:14:18 EST LQ4VvGPH No.536179 Reply
It's not like you'd be any more prepared for civil unrest if you didn't spend all those years doing drugs and having sex. None of us know what to do.
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William Carryhood - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 02:29:54 EST StwWjX3r No.536180 Reply
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>>536173
OP again. I went to a Neurologist recently who said my brain scan showed some more advanced damage for someone my age but it wasn't too severe and i've noticed i'm starting to get that "clear" headed feeling back again. One of the positives is i now have time to build a solid work out routine. And yeah, living there again is kinda pointless for me, i ended up alienating all the friends i made there and was pretty much alone by the end of it. Still absorbing just how dire the situation here in the states is.

>>536179
True but i have a few family and old friends that have been extensively prepping for awhile now, i used to think those types of people were being dramatic but now i'm not so sure. I already checked and there's no way i can purchase a gun before the election so i'm just trying to stock up on supplies and whatever survival gear i can get in the meantime
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Hamilton Grimworth - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 08:48:51 EST wIV+lz7o No.536192 Reply
>>536179
>None of us know what to do.
Right now people know what to do and are doing the opposite on purpose to spite the people who told them to do it.

Eviction

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- Sun, 16 Feb 2020 21:38:15 EST rxDf9oTy No.533663
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Does anybody have experience with this?

>live in apartment with roommate
>roommate goes psycho on a combination of Xanax, adderal, and anti deppresants, starts physical fights
>I kick his ass and move out
>keep paying rent because I don’t wanna fuck myself over
>lease goes until may 1st
>my landlord is trying to rent the place out early and charge me for rent until may

Some have told me that if I stop paying I’m gonna get fucked over and evicted, others have told me nothing will happen. I planned on paying for March, but if I don’t pay for April will I get fucked?
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 06:08:09 EST mNRa2otm No.536154 Reply
>>536145
They're hardcore liars. Big pig half-sister might as well be my big brother. Big pig stepfather Eugene.
Anyway I quit fuck you.
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 07:04:53 EST mNRa2otm No.536157 Reply
>>536154
>Who had been supplying me with?
>When had they been supplying me?
>How have they been supplying me?
>Why have they been supplying me?

How in the fuck? I quit.

Tired

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- Mon, 14 Sep 2020 09:40:52 EST HApLONFc No.536163
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Uni has been shit for a while (after things were starting to improve).
The pandemic played a big part in that, but it also seems to have made everyone act quite a lot shittier lately (thankfully, my close family has remained mostly sane - initially not, but now really sane).

Country is becoming a de-facto autocracy and a banana republic at the same time.
SO is stressed and acting extreme lately (either extreme affection and asking for too much attention or being hostile and not wanting to even talk).
At times, their attitude flips 180° in a matter of minutes.

Uni has been harassing us and dealing with us like shit:
>Changing exam structure and conditions/course guidelines without prior notice or just an hour before exams.
>Calling people in for hearings for no reason other than harassing them basically.
>Profs not giving clear answers when they keep changing shit.
>Changing HW assignments a day or two before the deadline without any time extensions.
And obviously, all the time, their standard answer has become:
>Unexpected times! Pandemic! Corona!
It's like a buzzword at this point, a catch-all.

And I'm just tired, I have one last exam in a few days, and I just don't know how I'm gonna make it.

>pic unrelated.
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Charles Clungerford - Mon, 14 Sep 2020 10:05:38 EST sBmQyJ0Q No.536164 Reply
University is pretty exhausting. Make sure working isn't all you're doing. Look into mindfulness, I wish I'd done it when I was younger.
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Barnaby Pannerwell - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 00:59:13 EST HApLONFc No.536169 Reply
>>536164
I guess that's the issue, I hardly get any breaks (e.g.: no time for playing guitar).

>>536165
Somewhere in the mid-east, but I'm not too comfortable about sharing more.

whoa this site is a shell of it's former self

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- Wed, 19 Feb 2020 18:51:54 EST GmZKdiP6 No.533706
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I can't believe you guys got rid of the /sh/enanigans board. I used to post my acts of vandalism on there and you all shunned me. Now look at you- mid 30s waste of life stoners... meanwhile I am still vandalizing as both a hobby, and a career.

You need a brick thrown through a window? $30CAD.
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Jack Barrybanks - Mon, 14 Sep 2020 07:35:07 EST 7ljE9qVr No.536162 Reply
>>533706
are bananas like really expensive in canada cause they have to be transported all the way up there or not really?
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Betsy Brenderhood - Mon, 14 Sep 2020 23:03:24 EST JFqzZM+C No.536168 Reply
>>536159
I don't know why OP is even asking us to hire him when he could just work for the DNC.

I feel like I will be too old for college and my career

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- Tue, 08 Sep 2020 14:35:05 EST iQwAM7dA No.536046
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I am currently going on 25 and I'm planning to stop being a recluse and assimilate into society by getting a job since a decade. I also plan on going to a cc but I missed the registration deadline so I will have to register to classes next year which will make me 26. Let's say I finish an associates and immediately transfer to an uni to get a bachelors. I will graduate at 32. I just feel like I am too old for the career I want to pursue. Maybe I am underestimating the sympathy from other people. But I feel like giving up and go back to being a recluse once I think of my competition that will most likely be younger and more lively. This may be regret for not getting out sooner I don't know. How do I stop feeling this way and just power through it? The career I am pursuing is in the medical field.
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 04:25:20 EST mNRa2otm No.536150 Reply
>>536141
All I wanted to do was better myself at College. But no that could not happen.
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 06:30:56 EST mNRa2otm No.536155 Reply
>>536150
I mean they came to my job and fucked it up so I had every reason to proceed the way I did. After the problems they caused here I can say fuck you people.
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 06:52:20 EST mNRa2otm No.536156 Reply
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I had it my mind to try and build a Utopia. I needed to learn Fine Art via practice. Images are currency. I needed to learn to read and write; managed to do that. I needed to learn to program because nobody respects a game designer that can't program. I needed to learn mathematics, because that's important. I needed to learn filmaking because some people don't like video games and prefer films.

However it is not to be. Though I do have them on the numbers.

a mistake

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- Wed, 05 Aug 2020 19:08:44 EST fFX5osX4 No.535605
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I had to do it though

"oh he can't keep his pills arranged"
"love means whatever I say it means"
"he's going to do X"
"why are you such trash"
"you're weak no matter how strong you actually are"
"are you okay"

etc.


but I'm addicted to abuse
I'm addicted to the resulting rage

I love this place but it's not severe enough
I need something far, far more than this

I meant it when I said I don't want to self-destruct over this, but it's not this is it?
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John Pimmlechet - Wed, 09 Sep 2020 16:01:10 EST OKDfBFVs No.536060 Reply
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documentation's sake
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Cedric Blushway - Fri, 11 Sep 2020 21:49:45 EST mNRa2otm No.536139 Reply
>>535605
I made few mistakes myself with women. Never actually got to fuck one up though. It's never been my cup of tea.

I've had sex and stuff but never got to beat the shit out of one them.
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 04:28:27 EST mNRa2otm No.536151 Reply
It took long time before grandma had her day with me.
A lot of bullshit had been said and done.
I didn't fucking like her that damn much.
Not like a weirdo who just listens to grandma all the time.

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