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Harm Reduction Notes for the COVID-19 Pandemic

#qq on IRC

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!GD3wBpep0Y - Sun, 13 Aug 2017 12:14:49 EST d5kHsYag No.518069
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Hi folks,

If you're looking to talk to someone immediately about any problems you have in your life and have nobody close to you, come and speak to us!

Join us on IRC on #qq. Most of us have different time zones but if you stay there, one of us will be there.

Don't be afraid to speak up.
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Polly Drattingshit - Sun, 17 May 2020 10:57:00 EST xbwHm37A No.534638 Reply
Many people find that they go into treatment for depression or drugs or what have you, and then when they get out, they go back to their old life. You're the person who's going to be walking through the supermarket wine aisle and you're the only one who will ever know if you buy something and take it home, and that's when you have to actually use the skills they teach you in therapy. That's where a lot of people choke, fall apart (this can be applied to any coping strategy, I'm just using liquor as an example).

You have coping strategies that you use to get through your life, and as you're basically functional, those strategies are working. The chaos in your life and mind is a side-effect. You have to think of the strategies you learn in therapy as stuff that's difficult but works. Your coping strategies also work, and are easier, but create chaos. At the time you're called upon to choose, you need to practice mindful acceptance that the hard path for you is actually easier on everyone else and therefore you, as a result, and these things that are pretending to be functional coping strategies are not.
Matilda Snodworth - Fri, 22 May 2020 15:16:44 EST 7G6Iav9p No.534684 Reply
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Something I've been dealing with lately is the Learn To Code™ meme

How do you deal with being treated as a subhuman because you aren't a programmer?
Matilda Snodworth - Fri, 22 May 2020 16:04:33 EST 7G6Iav9p No.534685 Reply
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It's me!

I'm the Dependent Weakling!

(Enjoy some combat violinists https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csVZ5oiFnEw )

I should have never joined the military. Or at least when people cleared rifles while pointing them at me, they should have ACTUALLY fucked it up and killed me.

I just can't do anything effectively. Everything I try to do fails. I am the self-suppressing unit. I lose the three-block war. Every single action I take on, no matter how simple, fails. Every time.

Even just now I plugged in an external DVD drive. It spooled up, sounding like a particularly pathetic rotary, or at least any Mazda in winter, but it's already late May, and just... Nothing. A flashing light on its face, and no drive mounted. Fuck it. Everything I do fails; every time.

I wanted to see if I still had some F18 dummy bomb footage, but no. Fuck that. I can't mount volumes. I can't use an external optical drive. Everything I do fails. EVERY TIME.

Jerked off to CP once - feels bad man, what now?

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- Thu, 26 Sep 2019 15:05:24 EST Y7ZWXY5S No.531891
File: 1569524724379.png -(1099000B / 1.05MB, 1919x1023) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Jerked off to CP once - feels bad man, what now?
Rewind 1 year ago

I download a nondescript link while on the porn boards here. The attached image and file size gave me the impression it would be an amateur compilation of teens n twenties, usual shit.

Opened it, examined it. Multiple sets of definitely 9-13 year olds sucking adult dicks or self-shots. I didn't like the CP - low quality, blatant abuse images of bodies too young for me. I think there was a "fuck it" moment though - I wasn't going to find this again. In all my time on the internet, I'd never seen anything remotely like this. Not what I was after, but I was bored of searching for porn.

I jerked off to it, deleted it off my PC, reported it here and then got on with my day.

Nothing about my consumption historically was pedo-esq. My porn collection was small <5GB, but I was a bit obsessive about the pursuit of curating files for it. The content was typically 18-30, emo, bbw, chubby, big tits, outdoors, fisting, homemade etc all sourced from overground websites like pornhub, xhamster, motherless etc. I had a few fantasy's about fucking 15 year olds in my local park, but it was really just reliving my own memories vicariously. Zero interest in actually doing that and I've never been happier in my current relationship.

I feel like I betrayed myself. For one naive moment, I had some sort of "what happens in vegas" feeling and just went way off script. I don't feel like a pedo, I've watched videos where they talk about their feelings towards kids and it's not how I feel. However, since this incident, a guilt is now present. A hesitation to interact and a fear of being inappropriate. I only look at eye level, I ignore children in my peripheral if I don't know them etc.

Society gets as far as punishment, but never really figures out what to actually do about the bad guy, beyond hating them. People are generally seen as "no bueno" if they play with the fire that I have. I've had a lot of guilt on my mind and my hands felt stained with blood that I can't wash off. I've tried my best to simply honour the mistake, by not repeating it and also changing myself for the better. I don't watch porn anymore, although that took a while to happen. My perspective changed on porn. I realised how desensitized I had became, that this blatant abuse became mere entertainment for me.

I don't believe in burdening people IRL with my dark, fucked up moment. I've kept it to myself. I'd really like to get this off chest.

>Can I be redeemed?
>Should I even feel guilty a year later?
>What should I do about it?
>Can you fuck up, learn from it and actually be better afterwards?

I am sorry if this broke rules of this board.
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Angus Nenkinwedge - Thu, 31 Oct 2019 15:40:28 EST Je9nm5wp No.532243 Reply
this, life is inherently meaningless outside of the meaning we give it, if this falls outside of your typical moral compass don't do it again, but if you never get caught (which you won't unless you snitch on yourself) just do a big ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ and get on with your life
Martha Duckdock - Sat, 02 Nov 2019 18:08:00 EST yndvewPP No.532264 Reply
lol, if I was so hard on myself after every poorly calculated move I'd be locked up like a rock. Get a life OP, you live and learn, but your life begins and ends now, seize the day.

knowingly let myself be Scammed Online for $$ by a dude pretending to be a chick

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- Fri, 22 May 2020 04:18:40 EST f8xxX90X No.534676
File: 1590135520883.jpg -(65289B / 63.76KB, 817x1024) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. knowingly let myself be Scammed Online for $$ by a dude pretending to be a chick
I just want someone to talk to about this as I know there's no solution or getting that money back and I feel stupid for ignoring my conscience and willfully doing something I knew the entire time was a scam and was going to end badly.

Long story short I let myself knowingly feed a scammer 500$ worth of Steam giftcards by sending them Pix of the scratched barcodes outside the store where I'd paid for them all under the premise that they would pay me back as soon as I got to their house which was only 500ft away from where I lived and was standing. I know they probably used a VPN or something but regardless, I was on Grindr and this chick hit me up 45 feet away from me with pics and telling me come over except she's babysitting and the kids need Steam cards to be distracted while we fuck etc.

All very stupid and while the entire time I was showing my unwillingness to do all this well aware how this would turnout I was sent pics of the cash on hand and since it was so close I felt like I could just run up on the house with some backup once they decided they aren't coming outside with my money.

Well, Scammer moved and hmu just now from a whole other coast and told me they spent my cash on weed and to pay them 50$ if i want my 500$ cashapp'd. Obviously they finally reveal themselves to be a young black couple and not a young women while flippin me the bird. Idgaf about the $ because I've afforded a 30grand private jet into LA drinking 800$ alcohol with my buddies and that cash isn't a big loss, not to mention I come from a family of business owners and shit that is so far above a measly 500$ for weed.

Really what gets me is that I let this happen knowing full well the outcome and have never been so dumb before until then. Why did I do it? Was my dick truly just duped by some tits I saw? Is That what it feels like to think with my dick despite my brain saying absolutely to stop and not move forward because it's a terrible idea? Fuck, man. What am I even asking any of you to say to me right now so I feel better lol
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Clara Shakebury - Sun, 24 May 2020 06:01:16 EST jnas4L6T No.534688 Reply
>btw im rich hee hee

very original op
Charlotte Fodgetack - Sun, 24 May 2020 18:42:59 EST tpaazIs9 No.534689 Reply
If it makes you feel any better op I gave a findom girl 6000 dollars over the course of a couple months when I was living with my parents. Really regret doing that but I still get boners thinking about it.
Cyril Diffingtun - Mon, 25 May 2020 10:24:14 EST mttQWkrO No.534690 Reply
holy shit guys are thirsty lmao

How To Meet People

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- Mon, 11 May 2020 11:44:54 EST KkBfYYxo No.534526
File: 1589211894196.webm [mp4] -(821838B / 802.58KB, 720x1280) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. How To Meet People
Basically the title. I know everyone's probably going through it now, but I guess this sort of isolation just highlighted to me my lifestyle, and how I had to change nothing at all. I used to think that you know, I'll make friends and stuff once I get a car or a house or a job or something like that, that my life would get better in the future.

So I did work on myself. I got my licensed and a car, got my own house, got two great jobs I love and am working on my education. I'm just so busy now though. Not that it anything I hate, but I just don't have time. Like I wake up, go to work, go to training and then come home to eat and study if I got an hour to spare.

I guess I've got work friends, but everyone at work is 40+ and there's a bit of an age gap. Same with training, where everyone is at least 30 and has a family and kids and all that, and it's just a bit hard to connect. We joke around a bit, but I wouldn't say we're friends.

I don't know, I guess it's just a problem I created. I just feel lonely, but even if I had a friend or a lady, I probably wouldn't have the time for them. I guess it's just I was working on getting myself in a stable position for years, and I did and I'm happy where I am now, but I guess I've just spent the last 2 years just focusing on myself, and I have, but I guess I'm just conscious now I could just sit here and let my life pass me by with no friends for another 25 years, and I would be content enough to not change anything, but still lonely.
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Augustus Drunkinson - Sat, 16 May 2020 18:43:27 EST t6SQpQCg No.534631 Reply
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>Compared to past generations ... a huge number of us are genuinely severely mentally ill.

Have you ever talked to older people, or had to work a job where they were customers? They're incredibly mental. Maybe in different ways, but still absolutely mental. My experience is their anxieties come out in different ways than younger people, but that may be due to the many years of coping with these issues before medicine officially recognized them.

Old people will flip out over the dumbest shit and get this out of body look in their eyes while they ramble about everything that's going wrong. A great deal of them have terrible, debilitating anxiety and don't even know it.

People are as mental as they've always been, it's just now we have a bunch of labels and words to give younger generations to categorize it so it seems like it's more common. Nobody who was a teen in the 70s wants to admit they're afraid of something or don't get along with anyone. That's why they all stay home and watch cable 6 hours til they pass out and go back to work. >>534563
Matilda Snodworth - Fri, 22 May 2020 16:08:41 EST 7G6Iav9p No.534686 Reply
grandpa was a literal liberated concentration camp intern; he was fine. The service industry job I had the longest, the owner was an iranian who deserted the Iranian Military during The War. He seemed ok.

They were both very easy-going, and genuinely seemed to want better for those after them.
Henry Battingbere - Fri, 22 May 2020 18:13:45 EST 9SfDsgst No.534687 Reply
Mental illness isn't something that you catch and that sticks with you forever, and it's not always obvious. And if you've ever had a public facing job where you work with oldies, you know he's right.

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- Fri, 08 May 2020 15:18:10 EST 0ObFkfrJ No.534496
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Ive been letting this girl stay in my house for free during the rona cus it got everyone's income fucked up, only we started having sex immediately that she moved in only she come to me today and says she's uncomfortable with the situation like she's paying for room with sex? I said no she doesn't have to have sex with me to stay but she says she wants to stay AND to have sex with me but can she pay for the room too? I said fine you're crazy but I could use the money. Anyways don't know if I need any advice but maybe you have something to tell me about what I'm doing wrong
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Shitting Backlelock - Tue, 19 May 2020 04:51:50 EST d4fOgvZr No.534663 Reply
I do not understand how the course of action here is unclear to you, OP.
Ian Darringwill - Thu, 21 May 2020 16:47:55 EST yLGUmxew No.534671 Reply
>I do not understand how the course of action here is unclear to you, OP.

Imagine if you were in a gaff that your host graciously provided. You are sexually attracted to your host and she reciprocates. You smash genitalia with gusto.

A few days (weeks?) go by and you're still having sex. You start to feel guilty. You like this person, you like getting your dick wet too, but now you've painted yourself into a corner. What if she gets bored of me? What if we fight or I do something dumb?

So you offer to pay money, as it provides you a little bit more security than just sex. The sex aspect is now simply fun times and you can move on with your life.

That's where she's at OP, it's a very human thing, and she's a good person to offer this. You can do two options:

A) Accept rent OR ask her to buy groceries every once and a while
B) Do not accept rent. This will frustrate her.

Do not choose B)
Ernest Pockcocke - Fri, 22 May 2020 13:23:28 EST BRi7SSKw No.534683 Reply
Lmao why everyone replying like I didnt say I was taking the money?

wow guys I didn't think i'd be in this position

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- Sat, 16 May 2020 22:10:37 EST S6WwTyS/ No.534632
File: 1589681437715.jpg -(94631B / 92.41KB, 640x640) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. wow guys I didn't think i'd be in this position
Post spreadasshole guy here, my gf broke up with me today because I got upset that she was giving a fuckboy attention, so I called him out and now I'm getting dragged for being insecure which sure maybe I was but I don't feel like I'm totally in the wrong
Augustus Gossleson - Mon, 18 May 2020 08:32:49 EST 5CmzjCid No.534648 Reply
Yeah if my daughter's boyfriend started bullying other guys because she talked to them, I'd have a talk with him.
Phineas Debblebanks - Mon, 18 May 2020 22:13:03 EST OZEY0BK7 No.534660 Reply
Yeah insecure is the right word. I mean she did break up with you over it so obviously you guys didn't have the best relationship so in the end you were right to be insecure but it was the wrong thing that you were insecure about. It's not him
Martha Grandcocke - Thu, 21 May 2020 08:57:59 EST mttQWkrO No.534670 Reply
>but I don't feel like I'm totally in the wrong

you're totally in the wrong

Judgment and Invalidation of Others' Experiences

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- Thu, 30 Apr 2020 20:21:07 EST FIEjOuV5 No.534441
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I'm struggling very hard lately with my (internal) reactions to others' experiences.
I've been through some challenges, I don't think it's relevant as to what - but I've always survived, sometimes through sheer force of will. During those times, no one was able to relate to me and certainly no one was able to help me. So I internalized how important independence and self-reliance are.

Lately, and I don't know where this is coming from, since I'm in therapy and I'm learning a lot about opening up to others, expressing my needs and reaching out for help, I feel like I've grown to see others in 'lesser' (logically, I know full well every experience is subjective) circumstances crumble - and I judge them as weak.

My therapist tells me to have compassion for each individuals' experiences, and I get that. I do. I try and help as best I can (if it's appropriate) without letting my judgment get in the way. Compassion is a skill I'm still learning as it was never show to me.

I find it especially frustrating if someone else is offering some naive, pollyanna platitude to the person facing hardships. It's like no, that's... wildly unhelpful and redirects the locus of control from them, as a human being with their own agency, to some nebulous (and false) force such as luck, or god, or whatever.

TL;DR - I have the constant thought in my head that if I got through XYZ - and on my own - there is no reason (in my view) why this person cannot get through ABC.

I'd really like to hear if anyone's had similar thoughts and found the best way to move past them. I hate being this judgmental.

I mean, at least I'm aware of it, that's a start....right? Fuck.
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William Soddledock - Thu, 14 May 2020 10:37:58 EST ySK+6TA1 No.534578 Reply
being a pretentious jack ass by assuming I know OP's situation and struggles***

sorry niggas, been up for over two days and i'm all out of my addy script, spacey as fuck
Frederick Fingershit - Sat, 16 May 2020 09:05:40 EST L2FV8Wg5 No.534623 Reply
> I was being some kind of pretentious jack ass
David Debblewell - Thu, 21 May 2020 01:47:35 EST 0AOaBa3Z No.534669 Reply
Usually if I have thoughts directed at others I don't like I tell myself they have no consequence. I can think of them as much or as little as I want. I can be evil or good. It doesn't really matter in my head.

Then they eventually go away.

my cat is missing

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- Fri, 15 May 2020 22:52:30 EST MHw4zt7g No.534610
File: 1589597550163.jpg -(38134B / 37.24KB, 528x480) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. my cat is missing
shes my best friend and the best friend i ever had
its been 4 days now
ive done all the things; posters, food/litter outside, cauht someone elses cat in a trap, went around looking, asked people to look for her.
how do i stop my insides from feeling like theyre made of nails
how do i stop screaming and crying
why does the universe make us suffer
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Sophie Granddock - Sat, 16 May 2020 07:22:01 EST UZC9gHak No.534615 Reply
Explore fucking everywhere. My cat fell out of a tree and broke his leg and I couldn’t fucking find him anywhere for 2 days he managed to bring himself to my house dragging along with a broken leg and was almost left for dead and I wish I looked every single fucking inch for him.

LOOK NOW!!!! Literally all day every day 20 hours a day.
Augustus Drunkinson - Sat, 16 May 2020 10:59:24 EST t6SQpQCg No.534628 Reply
Dang OP that's tough. My cat got stuck in a tree once for 4 days. Might check some tall trees near her usual Hangouts. Sometimes they climb up and are too scared to come back down.
William Hupperkug - Tue, 19 May 2020 23:41:26 EST 7c3hOHv6 No.534667 Reply
Did ya find your kitty?

sick friend

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- Sun, 17 May 2020 21:07:09 EST VXmlp2L2 No.534643
File: 1589764029822.jpg -(17218B / 16.81KB, 571x535) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. sick friend
I just found out my friend with diverticulitis is suffering from hep B on top of hep C and is struggling with addiction to hard drugs. He was on suboxone working for a pizza place but got fired due to the pandemic. He was living at a trap house but ended up in a hotel for a while after he overdosed on H and had to be narcaned several times. Claimed his room mate had a psychotic episode and that's why him and his girl couldn't live there anymore. Now they have been couch surfing. How can I support him? I feel bad he's only 20 and already struggling with two types of hep. When my parents help me get a place with my disability money, I want to let him stay with me because idk how he's supposed to at least get the hep c treated without stable housing. Any ideas how to comfort/support him in the mean time? It's gonna be a while before I'm in a position to take him in. I really love him though. I don't think his relationship will last much longer either.
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Betsy Wallerdick - Mon, 18 May 2020 18:34:16 EST D3SeTK3p No.534656 Reply
Make sure he's ready to move on. You seem like a nice person but also very vulnerable. Your friend needs your help but just make sure you're looking after him, not giving him a window to resume the same self destruction. If he wants to change his life then you are what he needs. If he doesn't he'll drag you down.

I'm not saying don't take him in. Just be careful.
Phineas Debblebanks - Mon, 18 May 2020 21:51:06 EST OZEY0BK7 No.534659 Reply
Look guy you're going to have to keep some healthy distance at times. You want to help him but if you get drawn into his world you'll both be worse off. And with the old bipolar you might dive in head first.

Do you have drugs issues? Are you able to have stable healthy relationships? If no to both yeah maybe keep the helping to brief specific stuff. Like food or a coffee and chat or something. I wouldn't advise putting them up in your place.
Augustus Foddlestot - Tue, 19 May 2020 07:59:42 EST KEmQe8DO No.534665 Reply
>I told him how much it matters to me that he's still alive.
If you do that in someone's life, you may be the only one who does. You might not look at it like it's a big deal, but keep doing that, because it is.

Asking out my (freelance) tutor

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- Fri, 15 May 2020 03:31:57 EST +Tb+nQ+M No.534588
File: 1589527917128.png -(572951B / 559.52KB, 799x441) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Asking out my (freelance) tutor
I recently started taking language lessons with a tutor. (Not at a university, I found her via an expat chat where a few tutors advertise their services)

She's cute, my age, has a few interests in common with me, and has complimented that I'm cute and have a dynamic personality and am fun to teach. She also says I'm her most charming and funniest student. We've been working over Zoom but suggested getting together face-to-face (although that very well may be just her suggesting a better setting for our lessons).

If I she was a tutor at a university I was attending (I'm no longer in school, I'm just learning the language because I've moved overseas and I need to learn the native language), I'd definitely not go for her. But she's not tied to any workplace or campus.

Should I go for it (when the time is right)? Or would that be shitting where I eat/dipping my pen in the tutorship ink? Thoughts?

Pic possibly related
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Betsy Wallerdick - Mon, 18 May 2020 18:36:57 EST D3SeTK3p No.534657 Reply
The problem with IDs is that sometimes they change. Some people get a new IP every 15 nanoseconds, some last years. Some browse on two devices. You're right though. Maybe it's a troll and maybe it's OP. We don't know. IDs only postiively identify if it's the same person, they don't prove it's not.

Assuming it's OP my advice stands. If not then Lydia is on to something.
Sophie Grimdale - Tue, 19 May 2020 02:39:48 EST +Tb+nQ+M No.534661 Reply
OP here
I'm using a VPN cuz I'm behind the Great Firewall, that's probably why my ID changes.

But last night went quite well on our actual date-date, ended up getting back to my place in the wee hours of the morning, so I think I can wrap up the thread. Thanks for the advice though guys.

Shitting Backlelock - Tue, 19 May 2020 04:55:50 EST d4fOgvZr No.534664 Reply
Nobody's going to give you a gold medal for not hitting on people.


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- Mon, 18 May 2020 18:38:47 EST Kt5TMNI+ No.534658
File: 1589841527964.jpg -(5946B / 5.81KB, 230x219) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Rejection
>found a cute cockroach roaming around my room
>pick it up in my hand
>it's a female
>bring it close to my face so I can give it a kiss
>it bolts away to somewhere I can't even see it

Why does everything I show affection to reject me
Shitting Backlelock - Tue, 19 May 2020 04:49:12 EST d4fOgvZr No.534662 Reply
If you become an exterminator you will:

  1. Get some cash
  2. Solve your roach infestation and in turn
  3. Get affection from de grills


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- Sun, 17 May 2020 20:33:34 EST QTdU+QUh No.534642
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My brother was always kind of a pussy but something happened, he started texting me daily making wild accusations. Accusing me of being a white supremacist and a neo nazi over really trivial shit, he’s basically an antifa supporter far authoritarian left. He calls me a filthy breeder type because I say I want to have children, he also says that they should teach transgenderism to kids as young as 4. The thing is I could give a shit about his beliefs, but he texts me daily pressing me on my beliefs and than when I disagree with him he goes ape shit. He called me racist for saying I love black women today, than went on a rant about people who get married are basically slave owners. I’ve told him many times that I just want a simple life...have a few kids, get married and settle down. He takes huge issue with this. I deleted my signal app today because that’s how I talk to him and told him to stop texting me, he started texting me more on sms, saying that anyone whose associated with me is a loser. I blocked his number.

I go to my parents house, I fall asleep on the couch. It’s always some drama. I just came to visit because it’s Sunday. My father starts screaming for my sister to come down and show him how to use the tv at the top of his lungs. I ask him politely to be quiet because I am taking a nap. He starts yelling at me to go fuck myself. It’s shit like this all the time

I feel like absolute garbage and completely low. Growing up everything seemed so normal. But here I am, 28, and I don’t care to hear from my family anymore. They won’t let me go but I’m done with them. I’m going to change my number and cut them off, I’ll reach out to them at some point, but I don’t want to be in regular contact. I want to start my own family and my own life, I’m so lost
Augustus Gossleson - Mon, 18 May 2020 08:30:24 EST 5CmzjCid No.534647 Reply
It sounds like you don't have a great relationship with your family.

>I went to my parents' house for a Sunday visit and told them all to be quiet so I could sleep

So, what you need to work on is being less selfish, being less focused on what is making you individually uncomfortable and upset in life. It sounds like you might also be displaying some behavior that's indicative of a certain minority segment of right wing views. As you're experiencing, it's not the views that people have a problem with, it's the arrogant, selfish, boorish behavior that comes with them, behavior that you have demonstrated. This, combined with your total lack of ability to connect with other humans means that you just don't belong around people.
Phineas Debblebanks - Tue, 19 May 2020 19:10:41 EST OZEY0BK7 No.534666 Reply
Yeah your brother is clearly in the wrong but you're in the wrong with your dad. It's his home. He can be as loud as he wants. Help him out with his TV next time.

How to find an asian girl in America?

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- Sat, 16 May 2020 06:58:18 EST UZC9gHak No.534613
File: 1589626698192.png -(104257B / 101.81KB, 549x413) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. How to find an asian girl in America?
How do I find a good asian girl? Yes I know there’s tons of slutty girls in asia too.

Asia is the one place ive talked to decent girls where they aren’t sexually impulsive don’t post half naked selfies and slut out and stuff. Yes I know a lot of them there do it it’s not perfect but still it’s the only place ive met a handful.

The problem is the only asian country I would be interested in would be japan and I could never move there cause when I was younger I came from a really shitty area and got arrested for dumb shit like weed and pills.

Plus I have random moments where I see everyone else having fun and I just say fuck it I wanna just smoke weed make a ton of money and fuck sluts and maybe it a good one comes along sure but whatever.

Whenever I see my heroes and celebrities and shit living all my dreams having fun I just like fall under a spell and turn evil again.

I’ve met a handful of girls there that are the only non sexually impulsive girls I’ve met before and I like it better
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Henry Buzzwill - Sun, 17 May 2020 07:40:12 EST +eu7fILs No.534636 Reply
So? What if I am? You people are just as bad as fucking god
Polly Drattingshit - Sun, 17 May 2020 11:00:22 EST xbwHm37A No.534639 Reply
You fucking got me.

If you are him or you aren't him, you got me.
Albert Cindlekad - Wed, 20 May 2020 20:40:46 EST ehhnNOgT No.534668 Reply
look for the ones with squinty eyes, how do you not know this by now ffs.

What do

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- Sat, 16 May 2020 07:39:14 EST +eu7fILs No.534616
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The only way I can fall asleep at night is if im totally sleep deprived like eyes burning all day getting no sleep

Any time I feel well rested I still feel tired all day and then I just stay up all night and I hate the feeling

Plus sometimes I have these moments clarity at like 7 am where I actually feel relaxed and good and in a good mood and calm and I don’t wanna ruin it by sleeping. Every day when I wake up I feel totally miserable and dead inside and depressed and tired and in pain all day.
Frederick Fingershit - Sat, 16 May 2020 08:44:36 EST L2FV8Wg5 No.534619 Reply
Melatonin is optional, and go to bed with lights and devices off at the same time every night and wake up at the same time every morning and actually get out of bed immediately when you wake up. Do this for 30 consecutive days or don't complain about not being able to sleep.
Augustus Drunkinson - Sat, 16 May 2020 10:56:44 EST t6SQpQCg No.534627 Reply
How much physical activity do you get? Your body evolved to slay wooly mammoths and climb mountains.

If you've been sitting on your ass for a few years staring at a computer indoors, go out and exhaust yourself. I mean really be physical to total failure. You'll sleep pretty fuckin good after a few days of that and it will help with your other problems.

Doesn't have to be a gym or trail or anything. Fill a bucket with water and carry it around if you have nothing else. If you're not willing to make an effort to wear yourself out, then at least acknowledge your responsibility for your low state.

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