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Okay, so you're bilingual, that's something. Indicates creativity and intelligence, I don't think even the sitting president of the United States is bilingual, so at least you can take pride in the fact that you're not a moron.
But there is nothing you appreciate, so you don't like your body. You play a lot of videya, so you're probably not on the move alot. To increase your self-esteem, it would be incredibly healthy and smart for you to start working out. Start doing strength-training, and you'll definitively start to feel more confident after two-three months of working out and building muscle.
This isn't because I wanna just get you into vanity, training does wonders for your mood and mind, and preferably you should strive to keep in shape and also sharpen your mind. If you strive to learn about things you find interesting, and being healthy, you won't care about external achievements to fill a sense of pride, because you yourself will be your own product of achievement, your mind and body. Once you have gotten control of your body, mind and habits, you will find it easier to take control of your path in life and to develop your virtues.
Someone said daily affirmation, and I second that. But only if you start to actually work on yourself, there isn't any point to self-delusion. You have to put in effort, you won't just suddenly wake up and love yourself. It's a fucking ton of work, but it'll make a man out of you.
Get into shape, learn things. After a year, I think you'll have a completely different outlook on life and yourself. Sounds easy, but it isn't, and you will fail, and you will feel like shit, and you will think "Man I don't give a shit anymore, it isn't worth it". But with persistence man, with persistence you will overcome.