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Way she goes

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- Fri, 17 Sep 2021 18:10:48 EST SiNCx35r No.540496
File: 1631916648433.jpg -(356418B / 348.06KB, 834x855) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Way she goes
>Be genius child
>Get praise from teachers all throughout school and great grades but have some issues with social interactions
>As teenager start getting suicidal for no reason, smoke weed fixes it
>Feelings start fading. But get interested in science
>Wanted to become an engineer because Star Trek
>Did great in school, couldn't get through uni, didn't understand why, I worked so hard
>Start a business because I can't work a regular job. Can't keep regular hours despite working hard
>At 25 get diagnosed with enthusiasm and adhd
>Didn't get any help despite that
>Start drinking because doctors keep drug testing me
>At 26 my business is doing well, engaged, buying a house soon

>Still can't feel anything and every day is a struggle

I wonder what would have happened if I was diagnosed earlier. would I have gotten help? would I be in a different place? I don't even know if I'm happy, feelings have faded so much
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Cedric Widgefoot - Sat, 18 Sep 2021 18:56:05 EST 5V5rPYC3 No.540507 Reply

Actually, the word was filtered because people kept using it as an insult to attack others, instead of using it in legitimate discussion relating to the meaning and proper use of the word.

I can see how it can be viewed as an attack on people with the disorder.
Alice Snoddock - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 09:17:41 EST JC9KiBGn No.540510 Reply
Not a disorder

maybe if they block it lower case and allow it upper case? It's worse to see it edited out as if it were some disgusting word than to see someone using it as an insult or using it wrong. I mean, what other words are filtered like this? the N word and cakefart, two things only complete idiots say.
Alice Snoddock - Sun, 19 Sep 2021 09:20:25 EST JC9KiBGn No.540511 Reply
Yeah you have to pay for therapy here too, and it's really expensive because you have to pay the therapist to rent the therapy room and pay the therapist to pay their supervisor and THEN pay the therapist their wage, and they are probably in debt from getting the education to be a therapist. But there are also volunteers working for independent organizations and you often only have to pay like 10 euro for that, maybe there is something similar in Sweden? Paying insurance premiums costs a lot more than saving up for a full price therapist, so I still think the system is better.

weight issues

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- Mon, 06 Sep 2021 04:06:23 EST GQjGiweK No.540425
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there are multi-days where I will eat and drink a fuck ton of calories (3-4k), and then days where I don't eat anything except tiny scraps here and there (500 calories/day). Is this safe or should I stop doing this? I'm still overweight slightly but I binge and then compensate by going on non-eating benders and rinse and repeat.
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Lydia Drellerwine - Thu, 16 Sep 2021 08:09:39 EST JD7Bcu8R No.540489 Reply
people in mainland Europe aren't think because they are all on diets, they are thin because they have never dieted and vegetables in europe are dirt cheap. Restricting is damaging your heart.

https://www.buzzsprout.com/1519369 < check out this binge eating podcast from a qualified dietician
Thomas Fumbledale - Thu, 16 Sep 2021 09:46:38 EST ds1VMBcr No.540491 Reply
>being hungry on purpose is disordered eating
Hunger is your body's way of telling you that you must eat RIGT AWAY or you're going to start burning fat.

Which, if you're trying to correct your obesity problem caused by your other eating disorder, is useful information that you need. But not responding to hunger isn't disordered eating. That's way too far of an over-the-top generalization to be useful.
Clara Blandlemadge - Fri, 17 Sep 2021 14:36:28 EST JC9KiBGn No.540495 Reply
that is literally nonsense. Ask a dietician instead of an anorexic.. All you do by repeatedly ignoring your hunger is slowly push up your set point


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- Thu, 16 Sep 2021 03:34:27 EST 6gvE7IDd No.540487
File: 1631777667246.jpg -(446727B / 436.26KB, 1920x1200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Venting
I departed my plane as it arrived at LAX, wearing nothing but my cardigan and my dreams. I had never been to Los Angeles, and was blown away by the fame and excess of the city. I hopped into my cab, admiring my first presence in the city. As i passed the hollywood sign on my right, all i could think of was how crazy this all was, and that everyone around me seemed famous.
Fuck Nosslesat - Thu, 16 Sep 2021 04:36:08 EST nDPxJAba No.540488 Reply

That's Party in the USA, my man.

This is an advice forum, please don't shitpost in it.

I'm ready to die

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- Wed, 01 Sep 2021 08:50:57 EST usLsCGhB No.540375
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In and out of mental hospitals my whole life, barely can hold on to a job, about to be fired again... No friends, no relationships, nothing.

I'm a piece of shit, I'm lazy, I'm an asshole, people are right to not like me. I can't do anything right, I'm untalented and unqualified.

My family wants me to learn German and move to Switzerland where I have some family who allegedly could help me get work. But it will be the same there. I will just be a drain, a parasite, and I will not be happy.

I see clearly that the only way out is to die. When I die, nobody will have to worry about me, my family could finally have a normal life. I'm worthless and my absence will not be truly felt by anyone.
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Nigel Goodforth - Sun, 05 Sep 2021 05:44:43 EST XgLCX/nP No.540421 Reply
Unless you have some actual advice, I demand you refrain from posting in the thread.
Clara Shittingway - Mon, 13 Sep 2021 13:04:59 EST sHeT9A53 No.540475 Reply
Switzerland is not a place where you can just show up with some cash in your pocket and a dream and start working from the bottom up.

You'd be surprised. I know many Eastern European people who did just that. Learned German, retrained in a profession or trade that was in demand there (transportation, electrician, cable installing, nursing, physical therapist, etc) if they didn't already have the credentials, found a job, earned a lot more than they do in their shithole countries, brought the entire family over.

why am i attracted to the fucking worst?

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- Sat, 14 Aug 2021 01:28:12 EST lYwVS2OU No.540217
File: 1628918892330.jpg -(8446B / 8.25KB, 275x183) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. why am i attracted to the fucking worst?
Im drunk as fuck so bear with me, so long story short, i had a emotionally abusive ex, if i can even call her ex since she said "she never considered me her real boyfriend and neither a real man" when we broke up, she always freaked out for no reason on the relationship and when we broke up she went to find another dumbass fast as fuck while i had some fucking issues to resolve.

This was two years ago, in the meantime i lost weight, got into some profitable deals that made more stable financially, now i got a passion for martial arts and plan on competing in my first amauter boxing match soon, wheni meet her i was in a sad state all together, but after that harsh breakup, i also been dating this girl for a year now, she is prettier than my ex, she is a really kind person, she is creative, artistic, smart, and doesnt freak out every week with me.

Still, i never really loved her, as much as i loved my last ex, a fucking big nose ugly ass body goblin with a fucking narcissistic personality, she went talking to me around two weeks ago, and i dumbly went to her house to sell some stuff im producing and this got into us getting drunk and fucking, the sex wasnt even as great as i had in my imagination, since at least i had this "she had the best sex ever" ideal from our first relationship.

Im this time of me going to her house and having sex with her, she already went into some full blow rollercoaster over me, decided to make art using me, showed some really obsessed signs, and as ever freaked out she was just too obssessed and needed sometime alone to deal with what she was feeling.

Thing is, im not alone, i can have someone, and someone who is really better to me, my life got better, and in part it got better because of her constantly fucking me up, why do i still feel so dumbly in love with her tho? its been two years, and just having sex once triggers this weird intense almost borderline feelings in both of us, meanwhile i can date the dream girl for a fucking year, and feel nothing, even if she is everything i asked for, how come? i hate the fact i might lose my shitty ex over she wanting to refect over it, and i hate myself for having this kind of feelings towards her.
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Phineas Trotspear - Sat, 14 Aug 2021 08:01:13 EST 00KbcawF No.540220 Reply
...if perchance you have some childhood trauma, the chances of retraumatization of any kind are very high, and it makes you a magnet for other people with attachment issues and unintentionally select for them, and the patterns and skills you learn to cope with harm as a kid (and empathize with the people hurting you) make it more likely you'll stay through harmful behavior as an adult, or at least not be so shocked by it that you'll avoid it forever after they dip.

I didn't know (or admit) I'd experienced child abuse until I was in my mid-twenties, so I used to think I was merely stupid and that's why my dating record was full of people who isolated, cheated on, and beat me, lol.

it's not a life sentence even if so. fyi.
John Dunderlack - Sat, 14 Aug 2021 23:51:34 EST xClt4etP No.540223 Reply
Yeah so attachment shit really. You're afraid of the real shit so you put up barriers and avoid so that's why you're devaluing the hot normie you were seeing.

Whereas your crazy ex is already in the car pulling out the driveway so it's safe to give chase because you probably won't ever catch her. You probably understand crazy better to and feel more understood around crazy.

Have a look at the material about it. There are techniques to create secure attachment with oneself and others
Martin Crammlenidge - Tue, 14 Sep 2021 12:28:23 EST ryWqMUhI No.540480 Reply
people just grow on u bro.
that crazy ex might just be what you're looking for if you have your own demeaning streak, self-hate, and maybe even her obsessed side, or her appearance, might be something that keeps u there.

Bout to be homeless

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- Fri, 20 Aug 2021 23:00:27 EST 6gvE7IDd No.540281
File: 1629514827735.jpg -(3755727B / 3.58MB, 3866x2577) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Bout to be homeless
Hey whats up Im about to be homeless. My mom found my stash of buds and my dramamine and said im kicked out the house next week. what can i do when im homeless? Are shelters alright and will they be cool if i bring my laptop and use it in the common area? Are people usually pretty giving if you hold a sign? Are there any food places which will give you free meals? I just want to be prepared.
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Hannah Brublingfoot - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 01:48:01 EST XSZZrjOH No.540381 Reply
Why is it that the government exclusively uses MK-ULTRA mind control to make people do stupid shit? Why doesn't the government mind control me to get a job and pay taxes?
Cornelius Fillystock - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 06:45:58 EST LXm3O9o9 No.540456 Reply
Why would that do that for you? Using you as a crisis actor to your own detriment in their chaos games can benefit them, how can this benefit them?
Augustus Greenman - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 21:18:54 EST J6+Qo/MV No.540459 Reply

Dude, yeah, if the government was so great they could just psy-op everybody into conforming to their views and systems. What a tool!

friends gets hospitalized

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- Sun, 05 Sep 2021 17:48:29 EST X5T6TKj+ No.540422
File: 1630878509786.jpg -(65536B / 64.00KB, 500x336) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. friends gets hospitalized
my good friend goes to a closed psychiatry for a month or so and i want to make a gift. i just dont know what exactly because im afraid i gift just trash and burden them with objects.

what would you gift, what might be a good idea?
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Hugh Nungerhutch - Mon, 06 Sep 2021 01:38:42 EST XSZZrjOH No.540424 Reply
No visits or phone calls?

The biggest thing I remember about being in hospital was the overwhelming sense of abondonment by friends and family. Visits and phone calls helped a lot. Also if your friend is on some kind of mandatory psychiatric hold odds are good your friend is only allowed to have paper.
Sidney Mennerforth - Tue, 07 Sep 2021 12:20:41 EST osfQv4vp No.540439 Reply
This seems like a good idea. If a friend did this for me it would mean a lot
Matilda Piggletuck - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 16:25:11 EST C1RCoBnR No.540458 Reply
I wrote them a little letter and hope i chose the right words. Thank you for your remarks.

i will make a visit in two weeks. it was a chosen stay and i am proud at them for doing that.

Starting to lose faith in humanity

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- Thu, 26 Aug 2021 13:04:21 EST JGeah4KP No.540339
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This might sound like some rant by an edgy teenager, but I am well into my twenties. I'm starting to feel that human beings are inherently cruel, savage and hateful, and enjoy hurting those they perceive to be weaker than them. Only until recent history, humans were living in utter savagery. A large chunk of people would just die in warfare and organised mass killings. It is because of modern-day laws and regulations that this behaviour of humans has been suppressed. But if you take away the fear of facing consequences, humans will naturally treat each other with cruelty, and I see evidence of this all the time.

As I grow older and move forward in my career, this idea is getting further and further reinforced in my mind. I might soon be unable to love or trust anyone anymore. I guess this post might be perceived as inappropriate and inflammatory, so you can delete it if you want to, but I want to hear someone else's opinion since this is a terrible thing to bring up with people I know in real life.
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Hugh Gimmleshit - Wed, 08 Sep 2021 08:33:41 EST osfQv4vp No.540445 Reply
OP please take one (1) introductory class in anthropology
Fuck Soshlock - Mon, 13 Sep 2021 04:09:46 EST vJji9HNW No.540468 Reply
He will realize his premises are false and understand how much of a ignoramus he is being.
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Wtf is going on with my life

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- Tue, 07 Sep 2021 11:17:43 EST agkaeG+i No.540438
File: 1631027863898.jpg -(83747B / 81.78KB, 505x431) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Wtf is going on with my life
Ok I got a story to tell. I'm a little drunk, and that's ok right now, but the story has nothing to do with that. I'm kind of shocked I can type this fast being a 4loko into a little binge. It's ok I guess. So here I go. I went to a psych ward recently. ( 4 years sober btw) let's get that over with. So I went to a psych ward recently. I was either so intense with my manic behavior or super woke ( could be the same thing for all I know) that these two girls became in love with me. I mean so much that one of them got my last name tatted on them and the other moved in with me. I was practically a kissless virgin alcoholic druggy who went to rehab/ had no life until then. Now im living in such a predicament where the girl is receiving strange text messages from other guys and I'm on my bare minimum with enlightenment and being at manic zone. So me and her are "in love" but I feel like I'm either witnessing someone who is mentally ill and shameless be as egoistic and dishonest as possible or, someone who has feelings for someone like me and is fully conscious of her actions which would consider her a bit fucked. Let me know what you think... This is probably the weirdest thing you've read, and I can't blame you. My life is like a shitty movie that ends bad.
Edwin Dibberlatch - Tue, 07 Sep 2021 15:34:01 EST I8mAHvZo No.540440 Reply
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Irregardless of whether this person is a bit fucked, you should be in the company of those you know better to help you get through this time.
I can share and say that I recently got with a gal who got angry and shut down before I even got to her place. She had timed me for how long the maps said I should be there by and only wanted me over because she was dry. On top, she had plans and probably wouldn't have kept my butt over there an hour. Maybe there are signs that they're mean mad but you can't accept that people act that way.
Phyllis Nebbershaw - Wed, 08 Sep 2021 04:27:45 EST W0Qzhmtv No.540442 Reply
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Calling after protective order just to say no hard feelings

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- Thu, 02 Sep 2021 22:38:16 EST 6gvE7IDd No.540392
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whats up blades. my girlfriend got a protective order against me. its been about 2 weeks. we used to talk every day. kinda hard to get used to. i was wondering if itd be ok if i called her just to say no hard feelings and see what shes doing? If i dont threaten her or anything ill probably be good i think idk. i dont wanna get in trouble but shes still worth it to me.
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Martin Ginderlock - Fri, 03 Sep 2021 06:09:40 EST UDVnDlxF No.540398 Reply
No man. If she wants to talk, she will call you. She's not calling.

If it got that bad then it's best for you to move on from her and also get your fucking shit together before you jump on the next girl. I've been there dude. Really. You cant fucking call her though. It's not going to make anything better. This is your attachment issues fucking with you.

Theres some kind of fuckery afoot. Trauma or neglect or childhood shit. You think that you can just talk and say hey it's all good but what if she tells you to fuck off and calls you a piece of shit? You'll be right back in that place of violence and turmoil. If she wants you back you end up here again next cycle but with worse consequences because it escalates. Something has to change now!! You're not dealing with your relationship issues with yourself.
This is addictive shit right here.

What hurt you bad enough to think that you need that?
Augustus Blopperbury - Fri, 03 Sep 2021 09:41:43 EST mttQWkrO No.540401 Reply
>my girlfriend

i mean i hate to be harsh but if she filed a protective order against you, she's not really your girlfriend anymore, i know it sucks but you kind of have to move on in anyway possible, referring to her as such isn't really a healthy thing for you

it's a good thing to try to make amends if that's your only intention and don't have this fantasy of getting back together, but now is definitely not the time, obviously i don't know your specific situation, but in all likelihood she didn't file it for no reason

Ass hole neighbors

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- Thu, 02 Sep 2021 20:04:03 EST 2tIzH+Y+ No.540388
File: 1630627443857.png -(414750B / 405.03KB, 615x689) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Ass hole neighbors
what the fuck is wrong with poor people? my parents are poorfaggots and i have to come back to this hell hole sometimes and it's always awful.

what the fuck is wrong with poor people? every single person here neglects their dogs all day and no one gives a shit. I go to civilization and there's rules, people are courteous, and follow the law. not out here. every single fucking retard here has a loud barking dog and no one gives a shit. i just took a nap from around noon to 5 and when i went to sleep my neighbors dog was barking and when i woke still barking and hours later still barking.

how the fuck do poor people not hear this or care about this? how does no one else care about barking dogs for 10 hours? the fucking neighbors dogs just run through peoples properties while the owners watch and they fucking piss all over my shit and i have small cats in my yard and shit and these hillbillies act like were best fucking friends and just let their fucking dog bark for 10 hours outside my window and run around my yard.

what the fuck do i even do? these cock suckers are ruining my life. i have fucking jolly african-american dogs running around everywhere barking running through my yard and shit and no one fucking cares. My local ordinance says that everything they’ve done they should be fined and have their animals taken away and I’ve sent in letters. I’ve had them sit on my porch and nearly attack people in my own yard and they just keep getting fucking dogs
Cornelius Hozzlestock - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 20:07:29 EST Z8E/qob6 No.540390 Reply
Haven't seen you post in a while ruralfag
Sophie Tootson - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 21:28:14 EST Txg3xVxi No.540391 Reply
Why are you worried about them?


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- Thu, 02 Sep 2021 15:16:05 EST X5T6TKj+ No.540386
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a friend of mine got along pretty well, until they were helped and supported. suddenly they become extremely tired or kinda depressed. similar with another one. Is there something like that mechanics, while as long as you are on your own you are alright. but as soon as you are allowed to trust and let go you become depressed, anxious, tired? is it like a subconcious sign to be needing this help or why is that?
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Hedda Buzzville - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 18:33:51 EST Txg3xVxi No.540387 Reply
When there's nothing wrong, people don't know what to do.
Phineas Nimmleway - Fri, 03 Sep 2021 13:31:46 EST 6mUWs/d2 No.540404 Reply
numbing yourself out just runs you into the ground
you gotta mourn
when you slow down, you are going to mourn for that stuff you were previously numbing
if you keep numbing it it will last forever
if you mourn it, whatever it is, you can grow and heal and integrate it

Tfw embarrassing twitches

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- Fri, 27 Aug 2021 21:59:31 EST V2SYAnVJ No.540351
File: 1630115971913.jpg -(15371B / 15.01KB, 225x225) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Tfw embarrassing twitches
>been told I have a great personality and very entertaining
>have lots of friends tell me they’d think I’d be a great streamer
>have wanted to do streams since 2011
>the only reason I haven’t is because I have Tourette’s that gives me horrible eye twitches
>psychiatrist has only recommended medicine for schizos that makes me sleepy

I-I just want to make people smile and not be mocked or questioned about my embarrassing twitches
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Isabella Hillerman - Sun, 29 Aug 2021 07:22:29 EST 4HYxVX1U No.540368 Reply
people on the internet can be really mean, but most people are really nice. you'll probably have met a lot of nice people before the first person comments on your tic, but someone will, because some people are assholes

so, ok. Your twitches aren't embarrassing, you find them embarrassing
Is there a way to be ok with them? That's what I'd work on I think. Maybe twitch could even help you, it's like exposure therapy to assholes. But you can't do exposure therapy willy-nilly you got to do it in a gentle way and be kind to yourself

Maybe CBT could help if you have the funds

either way, best of luck. Seriously it's not a big deal to anyone else, I swear. We just fixate on these things and then when a few people comment on them or bully us about them we think they are a big deal, but the majority of people just notice the tic and then immediately forget about it and probably even forget you have it
Wesley Pellerkod - Tue, 31 Aug 2021 17:39:36 EST zSW8xosv No.540374 Reply
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If you suspect you are the type of person who can hit roll on a camera and just goof off/be authentic then you probably could make an entertaining stream, OP.

The biggest hurdle, it seems to me, is the camera itself. If you can do that, regardless of your physical shortcomings, you should find some level of success, whatever that means to you. So what, you don't look like the talking-head new-anchors people are used to; wear that badge on your shoulder with pride! Make that tic your own, friend.

"My eyes spazzin worse than usual, I think some shit bout to go down"

Hamilton Fuffingdat - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 11:16:41 EST osfQv4vp No.540385 Reply
Stop trying to get normies to like you and go be friends with neurodivergent people

Am I a sex addict?

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- Mon, 09 Aug 2021 19:40:06 EST XSZZrjOH No.540176
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So I recently started trying to date again after a whole year of doing nothing but my job. All of a sudden I have a will to work out, shower twice a day, clean my apartment. The only reason I'm doing any of these things is because I think it'll increase my chances of getting laid if I ever bring female company over to my house. Pretty much the only reason I am productive or high functioning at all is because I think if I do a good enough job I'm going to have sex.

And so what I'm wondering is if this does make me a sex addict, should I actually do anything about it? I finally feel alive and motivated again after feeling like nothing but an awful leather sack meat and bones for a whole year. I'm taking care of myself but my desire for sex is pretty much the only thing that's driving me to do so right now. Odds are good if I give up on sex then I'll go back into a depression and stop doing all the stuff I'm doing now.
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Hannah Fevingfudging - Sun, 29 Aug 2021 17:47:42 EST XSZZrjOH No.540372 Reply
At least I felt like someone loved me for a little while.

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