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Girl At Work

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- Sat, 15 Feb 2020 12:22:06 EST R6I578yU No.533631
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So a new girl started at work about a month 1/2 ago. I didn't really speak with her much at all during the first week or so she was in training. Well eventually we started working closer together and got to know eachother.

I would flirt lightly with her, say she looked cute, tease her, etc. She seemed to enjoy it for the most part. I'd ask her leading questions i.e. "Do you live with anyone?" "Doing anything this weekend" and she always seemed to pause but answer with No, or "oh maybe my Mom".

I guess I'm in sort of a leadership role at work, but me and her are on the same level as far as hierarchy at work goes.

More and more it seems like she enjoys / wants my attention, and whenever I'm in a down mood / not feeling it she seems upset / down that I'm not my usual self.

I had worked up the courage to finally ask her out, but that same day she started wearing a ring to work. Now I'm 100% positive she wasn't wearing it anytime before , so I took it as a hint and stopped flirting with her.

The next couple weeks shes acting as if I killed a puppy in front of her since I've backed off. This pattern goes on for another two weeks. Get close, I feel confused and hurt, stop, she seems depressed, etc.

All this time she's never once mentioned in conversation if she's seeing anyone. Eventually it turns into whenever I say anything mildly flirty to her she seems distressed about it.

I got so sick of it I finally asked her directly: "Hey, you know how I feel about you. Can you make it clear to me how you feel so I know what to do?"

As you could guess: "I'm in a relationship. I was only being nice and friendly. Sorry if I did something wrong."

Now guys, I promise I'm not delusional. I don't really have the best self-image and confidence in the first place. By all standards I'm a good looking guy, but as a former fatass who got bullied everyday, it's hard to shake that image. I know for a fact for at least sometime she enjoyed my attention more than just be friendly.

Was she just caught up in a new guy flirting with her and got ahead of herself? I feel like if you love someone you're in a relationship you wouldn't be so afraid of just mentioning it. Even just as an offhand comment.

I don't really expect it to go anywhere at this point and really am just over it. I thought she was cute and wanted to get to know her better but since it's at work it blew up into a way bigger deal than it was supposed to be.

I guess I just want to know how far off the mark I was/am. It all feels a bit unfair because she had all the chips and chose to not say anything until I confronted her directly, she didn't argue with me when I said she already knew my feelings. We haven't really spoke the last couple days.

Not really sure what to say for things to go back to relative normalcy.
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Simon Hengersin - Thu, 20 Feb 2020 10:22:56 EST VAcauGzm No.533721 Reply
It's all better than "Do you hear ringing in your ears?" If anyone remembers that guy.
Jenny Monningdale - Thu, 20 Feb 2020 12:38:33 EST 1SSFeKJF No.533724 Reply
I'd already mentioned evangelion but yeah, I forgot that one. Classic.

OP, if you do need more advice please bring this back on topic but all your shit seemed cool and I'm nbing out of consideration for people will actual issues in the mean time.

How to build a social life

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- Tue, 11 Feb 2020 12:15:29 EST EN3AUmBx No.533569
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Hello everyone.

I went cocoon mode a year and a half ago at the age of 23 and went from obese all my life to what people are now calling slim. I wouldn't use that word myself, but that's what I've heard. It's changed my personality so much, literally everything has changed. I'm no longer a self loathing, obese, socially retarded, victim who hates life but someone who's accomplished something, has a sense of fulfilment, and loves being around people. And it seems people are much nicer to me too. Literally every fucking thing has changed and I don't know who I am anymore honestly.

In the last year I've made friends and hooked up with girls from those apps. Which honestly I never enjoyed, but it did give me a confidence boost, like it told me I was attractive enough for people to want to be around. Which was nice, because I had experienced the opposite all my life until 23-24. I'm 25 now and really want to start socializing and going to the pubs for drinks on weekends but I have no wingman since I shut myself in for such a long time.

I went to the pub by myself a year ago because I had a dream I was at that pub with my Dad, who died 2 years ago, and saw him there and we were like BRO WHERE'VE YOU BEEN and had a good catchup. It felt strange waking up after because it felt so vivid. So I decided fuck it and walked down to sink a couple of pints in his name. I was hoping it'd be more of a fun event but it was just me and two old dudes reading the newspaper trying to escape the missus for 5 minutes.

I really want to start meeting friends who like to have some fun. Like drinking, weed, softer drug use, etc but I have no idea where to begin. The idea of going to a club/pub by myself seems so alien to me it's crazy. Idk why I'm posting here, I'm trying not to come off as a total bitch, because I know my "problems" aren't even really problems. Everything seems to be on the up. I'm just socially frustrated. I have no idea where to begin on going out. I made a Facebook account last year and a few old friends have added me, I suggested we go out for a couple drinks and catch up but they never follow through with the plans.

Thanks for hearing me out.
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Martha Checklespear - Sun, 16 Feb 2020 22:13:30 EST mttQWkrO No.533664 Reply
I dunno, I'm kind of in the same boat still. I think this is a very common crisis that those of us who "make it" endure after our bitter, misanthropic world-view is shattered and we slowly come to terms with the fact the only person holding us back in life was ourselves.

I think that support groups are a great place to at least have some meaningful human connection as a kind of springboard into other social circles, it's a lot easier to get to know people who you share something deep in common with.

This is advice I'm still working on following myself, I was lucky enough to have made a solid group of friends in school before dropping out, and we still talk and all, but I don't live there or get to see them that much. Not to mention that the default where I knew how to really socialize which is through drinking isn't an option for me after I became an alcoholic. Been sober for 3 months or so now, I still do other drugs, but you can't do them as much or as freely.

I think what people are saying about hobbies is solid advice, but also a lot easier said than done.

Wish I could offer more help than saying someone else was and kind of is in the same boat but doesn't have any answers

>because I know my "problems" aren't even really problems

Suffering is only relative to one's own experiences, and there's nothing to say objectively that matters of life and death or other "real" problems are objectively worse or harder to endure than what you're going through, you can be grateful for what you have, but don't let that make you feel bad for experiencing life
Charlotte Dorringlock - Mon, 17 Feb 2020 16:07:19 EST D8tit+zd No.533679 Reply
I calculated my calorie intake on a TDEE calculator online. I researched BMI scales and looked for a healthy goal for me. Which was 22. And I made it, from 32. I learned what carbs were and then cut them down significantly, I would still eat a double burger and bacon for tea, but I never had chips (fries). I also got into High Intensity Cardio on a stationary bike and did 20 minutes first thing after my caffeine on a morning for 20 minutes going as hard as I could. It's been a while since I did that though. Mentally, the toughest part is being able to remind yourself it's ok to be hungry. I also had a pretty bad video game addiction at the time, and my brain demanded instant gratification otherwise I would see no progress long term. It's like I needed an XP bar or something to look at. So I had to quit video games for a while too. And Learning about Insulin spikes and it's effect on your body in terms of where it gets energy from helped me overcome that.

I'm actually very passionate about this and if you ever need any help I'll keep an eye out on this thread every now and then. I never in my life would've imagined I could have been described as skinny but just 2 nights ago someone said "all the skinny ones in the back" of a cramped taxi and pointed at me but here I am.

And yes, family is blessed.
Charlotte Dorringlock - Mon, 17 Feb 2020 16:28:59 EST D8tit+zd No.533680 Reply

I have a great group of friends I talk to from my online gaming days, we've known each other for 10 years and met multiple times, great guys and were really there for me when things got dark with my Father's passing. Love them all like family honestly. I just wish it was possible we could do things more.

I'm trying not to feel bad doing new things that I know long term aren't a great idea, hookups, socially using drugs other than weed etc. I think the sense of knowing it's bad is a healthy instinct to have even though it's such a burden, if it wasn't there, who knows where I'd be.

A support group could be a good idea, maybe I could find some people who used to be fat too. The results of it all have come as such a shock to the system, I could never have imagined my life being anything like it is now since I decided to go for it.

For me to get into a hobby it has to be cheap and something I'm passionate about, very few exist. But I'm always open to trying experiencing new outlets. Gardening was a great discovery for me, and really complimented my weight loss as I was learning about nutrition for plants and for myself.

Congratulations on getting sober mate, 3 months is enough for a total reset in receptor density I think, so by this point you've probably managed to rewire your brain to be fully used to not being drunk, which is deffo easier said than done with Alcohol.

It was nice reading a post from someone who understands the new mindset you gain when you shift the fat for sure. There aren't many at all I can go to who know how it feels.

Healing after domestic abuse

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- Sat, 15 Feb 2020 03:38:42 EST eGS6zz6/ No.533620
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I was assaulted by my father and brother. They took turns, shouting insults at me, grabbing me by the neck and throwing me around the room. It's been almost a month now. When will I feel normal again?
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Fanny Blackbanks - Sun, 16 Feb 2020 14:09:09 EST HLM4ONBa No.533661 Reply
I was also abused by my brother for 3 years on a weekly basis. I don't talk to him anymore as I've cut all ties with him. I understand your situation OP. Move out ASAP! It's only going to get worse and killing them in their sleep will only land you in prison for the rest of your life. Not worth it. Just work your ass off making money and look for a place to live out on your own. After you move out cut all ties with them and live your life. If you have to go to therapy. I'm in therapy right now trying to get my issues resolved from all the beatings I took from my brother. Getting help doesn't make you weak. It's doing the right thing for yourself so you can move on with your life and leave those two pieces of shit in the dust.
John Cladgepad - Mon, 17 Feb 2020 07:21:44 EST UapYWX45 No.533669 Reply
Clint Musson used to beat the absolute FUCK out of his little sister Mandy like every single day. Kathy Olsen, their mom, knew all about it and let it continue because she was busy taking all kinds of dick. This happened in the 80s in Michigan.


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- Tue, 03 Dec 2019 20:21:51 EST Y/IBjRot No.532628
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>15 year old girl adds me on social media and starts blowing me up constantly, clearly very interested in me
>Talk to her but don't act on it, she's too young
>A few years go by, vaguely keep in touch
>Start talking to her this summer, find out we live in the same city, about 2 miles away from eachother. She is now 19 and I am 27.
>Brings her boyriend to chill and smoke with me

Since her and her boyfriend have broken up and she got a different boyfriend, she started picking up from me occasionally.

I noticed something, i dont see her that often but the more I see her the more nervous she acts around me, the most she seems like she's into me, and since she got a new boyfriend, I catch her texting me at 2-5 am on any given weekend.

Last weekend I got way too high and passed out and woke up, she texted me at 2 am, saying that she wanted to bring her friend (another attractive female with a boyfriend, 18) to come meet me, "maybe we could get drunk or something :p"

how do I turn this one into a threesome boys? I don't want to destroy the relationship but this girl totally seems into me and I bet her friend is too
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Angus Sangerchitch - Thu, 13 Feb 2020 20:22:31 EST 7GQ+V5H8 No.533614 Reply
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You don't have to do anything but host and make suggestive jokes about it. The girls will do the rest if they're drunk enough and feeling it. If not then you've lost nothing but time and had a great night.

This is advice, not moral advice. Take of that what you will.
Samuel Binningson - Fri, 14 Feb 2020 00:07:43 EST J6KyYR1G No.533615 Reply
being 27 doesn't mean he inherently has experience with women. maybe he's had only a few relationships. And why does it make a differences if it's a threesome?
Samuel Climmleshit - Mon, 17 Feb 2020 22:11:37 EST ye3yBa3n No.533685 Reply
I was talking about life experience not sexual experience, but you're right, OP could have spent the last 10 years in his room playing video games and jacking off and have the mental age of an 18 year old.

Fucked up love triangle

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- Thu, 16 Jan 2020 17:30:44 EST E1gp9gc3 No.533277
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Hi everyone.

So, completely moronic situation here, one that I created totally by myself by being a foul idiot, or worse. Likely worse. It's basically soap opera shit, with myself, my girlfriend and my lover.

So, last year I had a lover. She was the best friend to my best friends girlfriend, and it was passionate and the sex was fucking amazing. Like mindblowingly good sex, because honestly, she's been around the block before. She's beautiful, but she has a lot of issues, mainly anxiety and depression, and a kid.

I was basically in bliss through the whole thing, because I finally felt like someone saw me, I was going daily to psychiatry and I really felt a new leaf turning. After about a month or two tho, she just started ghosting me. Naturally, I felt awful. Eventually I tried to reconcile and all that shit, it ended with me basically having to break us up, because I knew she would rather just ignore it.

She clearly has issues with intimacy, and while it hurt like I hell I guess I understood and said that if anything, I'll be here if she needs me. Trying to get through the tough patch, and feeling a lot more confident if anything, I decided to use Tinder. I met this fantastic young girl, five years younger than me, and we immediately hit it off.

It wasn't that passionate, and I guess it never really was, and I was still head-over-heels over my ex. We'll call her C. So while me and the girl I met on Tinder, we'll call her T, was hooking up and starting some sort of relationship, I ended up sleeping with C, multiple times. I guess I tried to play both sides, and I didn't really assume me and T would become that serious.

Over the winter, me and T became closer and closer, and I felt more and more guilty. But even tho I told C directly that I didn't feel right doing what I did, I still couldn't keep my dick in my pants. We've been through a lot I guess, and I think she feels safe around me, and like that we are able to communicate. And as I said previously, the sex is great.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, two days ago she came to me with an ultimatum and a thinly veiled threat that I should break up with T, or C might tell T about what's been going on. It's because she wants to get better, stop doing drugs and have something steady in my life. I truly believe she has strong feelings for me, while it's a fucked up thing to do, it sort of proves that it's important to her I guess?

Me and T however, we have a different kind of relationship. It's easy to be together, I think she's incredibly funny and nurturing. While my actions might paint a different picture, I do actually care immensely about T, she has grown on me a lot and I care for her like I'd be a bear with cubs. The sex isn't as good, and she isn't very passionate, but she makes me feel cared for and safe.

Back to the story, I guess. So C gave me this ultimatum, and not being able to choose between any of them, I just caved in out of guilt and broke off with T two days ago. It seriously spiraled me right down to a intense broken heart, because in hindsight, I don't know if I did the right thing. It's like when you jump off a cliff believing you want to die, only to discover in mid-air that maybe you don't.

I care about both of them immensely, and both of them are going through incredibly hard phases of their life. I'm obsessively trying to "choose" or trying to find out how I can avoid hurting them, though obviously I know that it's completely impossible, and everytime I picture one of them crying it's like someone is stabbing me in the heart.

Should I choose the one that has given up on me before, but now, out of nothing suddenly desperately needs me and wants me to meet her child and everything, the one that is most passionate, the greatest sex and the one that I share a lot of attributes with, but also the one with a fucking metric ton of issues. She is incredibly depressed now, she feels guilty and she vaguely talks about suicidal idealization.

Or should I choose the younger one, that sure enough has issues, but one I truly believe wants to stay together with me. The one that is nurturing, sweet and the one I laugh the most with. She is also the only one that is truly a victim in all of this, even tho I know that C will be devastated if I tell her that I can't be with her know.

I'm afraid that if I turn…
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Isabella Dobberlure - Wed, 12 Feb 2020 22:51:03 EST VBQd6bjv No.533604 Reply
Late to the party here... your best choice would have been to toss C. You put your dick in crazy, which felt fucking amazing, but you chose to forego stability and downright warm comfort for good pussy and possible righteous stepdad vibes. Yikes. It was also a mistake to place responsibility on yourself for how unpredictable C could have reacted. That's not on you.

But yeah I'm way late to issue all this nonsense to you, it's not even advice. It's just me on my 6th glass of chardonnay and 3rd low shelf whiskey shot. Nuke option always has its sole merit: it's just you now. Whether or not that grants solace, fuck it. Cheers.
David Hummermodging - Thu, 13 Feb 2020 15:40:44 EST E1gp9gc3 No.533613 Reply
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Yeah, that's pretty much the verdict my man. I dun goofed.

Fuck it, cheers comrade.

Everyone thinks I'm a predator now

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- Mon, 23 Dec 2019 22:49:46 EST sMo3jsci No.532924
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Aight I'm going to keep this as short as possible:

A little over a month ago I was at a festival-thingy and I met a young lady. I'm 30, she's 20, and well, one thing led to another and we hooked up. We haven't spoken that much since then, we're FB friends now but that's it. We've like... shared some memes in each other's DMs but no long conversation.

Well about a week ago a buddy of mine who was there who saw us slink off together let it slip what happened while at a Christmas party. It was fucked up enough that he had to air my business to the public, but now everyone thinks I'm some kinda pedo because I hooked up with a woman 10 years younger than me. Now I have people posting stuff on social media to look out for me at any social gatherings because I'm supposedly a "predator" and a "PUA" and other such bullshit. I've lost 3 close friends to it, saying they can't trust me. Even had someone tell me to kill myself.

I know it probably wasn't the smartest thing to do, but she is a legal adult, I wasn't on the prowl for pussy while I was there, I didn't "seduce" her, we were both stone-cold sober (well, she was, I was actually quite ripped on an edible), she actually was the one that started holding my hand and asked to kiss me before we engaged in coitus... It was perfectly consensual and no emotional or physical manipulation occurred as far as I'm concerned.

What do I do now? Was I a nonce for banging someone under 21? Either way, how do I do damage control? I don't want to bring her into this drama cuz this is some bullshit, but I don't know if people will shut up unless they hear it from her herself.
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David Brommlebadge - Thu, 13 Feb 2020 06:48:41 EST NUPLxYIu No.533607 Reply
you're a predator and the girl gets no blame for being promiscuous? That's a crock of shit OP Youve done nothing wrong, a 10 year age gap in a relationship isn't that uncommon & I hope you overcome your troubles
Molly Bammlenen - Thu, 13 Feb 2020 09:33:55 EST c9Ir204E No.533608 Reply
sounds like your friends are retards she was 20 you did nothing wrong
Eliza Clayfoot - Thu, 13 Feb 2020 12:10:37 EST HLM4ONBa No.533609 Reply
The girl is of legal age, an adult. You didnt do anything wrong. Your friends are jealous because you fucked a hot younger girl when they cant get any pussy themselves. Pure healousy.

Prostitution & loneliness

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- Sun, 09 Feb 2020 01:51:34 EST a9l1x9a4 No.533535
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Have you ever been with a prostitute? What is it like? What do you do afterward? Do you feel ashamed?
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Simon Sedgedale - Mon, 10 Feb 2020 21:12:08 EST 4A9iIlCN No.533552 Reply
It’s fine if you just need to nut but if you are trying to fill that hole in your soul then hiring a sex worker will make things feel a whole lot worse
Isabella Banningturk - Wed, 12 Feb 2020 13:03:21 EST 6LCI1CKD No.533600 Reply
I tried once, she was pretty but I felt so bad for her because the place was a dump and she looked even more depressed than me. So I just gave her the money and told her to buy something nice and left, she probably got coke with it or something, not that I care tho
Simon Smallcocke - Wed, 12 Feb 2020 18:00:12 EST CQLzQjHA No.533602 Reply
You could spend that money on a therapist instead Op and talk to them about it

Free money for drugs

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- Mon, 10 Feb 2020 22:12:56 EST y1PVAcx4 No.533556
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TBH i just want free money for drugs. been thinking about doing a kickstarter or something so that I could "explore the medical marijuana dispensary more thoroughly" but I expect even this idea would run into trouble even tho i have a med card. anyone got any thoughts on this or any other good ideas? BTC donations? DNM research funding?

I just want free money for drugs
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Esther Chacklesure - Tue, 11 Feb 2020 18:24:21 EST VAcauGzm No.533582 Reply
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This thread is dogshit

Starting to fall in love after a LONG time.

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- Mon, 10 Feb 2020 23:45:36 EST 6LCI1CKD No.533559
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So Ive been alone for years now, Im not a virgin and ive had a few gfs but it was a long time ago , the relationships were kinda bad and since the last one ended then I never even kissed a girl for at least 6 or 7 years maybe more, depression got in the way and other issues, getting out of my house just for work, drug use, etc.

But recently i started talking to a girl I used to talk years ago, we ended up hitting it up pretty well, we saw each other this past weekend and she told me she was in a similar situation as me, we had a wild night and a lot of fun I actually felt so good and alive it was like a high, I know it sounds stupid but even just getting a hug was incredible. But now the feels are all over the place, I should be feeling pretty happy but im actually kind of sad? Like thinking its not going to work or something.

Im sorry im just venting im pretty high and wanted to share my experience. Im probably not going to remember posting this tomorrow.
Nicholas Sendlenetch - Tue, 11 Feb 2020 09:22:36 EST 3ScQQ4dj No.533566 Reply
i had the same thing happen to me last year but she moved
just have fun while you can. everything is temporary
Charlotte Clerringnire - Tue, 11 Feb 2020 16:35:23 EST 6LCI1CKD No.533574 Reply
Too bad it happened to you , im sure the same thing will happen to me. Its a good answer tho thanks and wish you the best.

Still really depressed today just took a bunch of buprenorphine and xanax so I can sleep/nod a lot.
Sometimes I really hate myself.
James Covinggold - Tue, 17 Mar 2020 19:15:47 EST sg9WXzAO No.534026 Reply
almost cried reading your latest reply op.
just got heartbroken myself. similar situation to you. everyone wants love and people in their life but you gotta set that desire aside and evaluate if it is worth the inevitable pain and suffering that will follow. its hard and confusing and bullshit to do such a feat and its not easy...pass me some drugs btw
real sad boy hours


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- Tue, 04 Feb 2020 10:46:21 EST gFDxoYPM No.533463
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Long story short, a girl I hooked up with last week (an ex of mine from a long time ago) told me that she hooked up with a new guy last night. She brought it up very casual after asking about my weekend. Is this a cue that she wants me to back off? I haven’t talked to her since because she hasn’t messaged me after. I played it cool and told her to have fun. Ugh I think she likes the guy bc she was venting how attached he is to her, but really I bet it’s the other way around.
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Lillian Nidgehall - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 22:19:02 EST pYj6G0D2 No.533534 Reply
Sometimes it's not about you dude. Girl is unstable and unable to support anyone. You shouldn't pursue these people because you'll get drawn into their issues without getting any support for yourself. That's the takeaway. Work on your self worth and you might think you deserve better in the future.
Žærjah Quahà - Mon, 10 Feb 2020 18:53:39 EST vgf0tTGM No.533550 Reply
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Y’all are right. I’m actually over it and it doesn’t even seem like a loss at this point. Good points. Appreciated. She is BPD and manic as hell too. She gotta lotta issues and it’s only gotten worse over the years. Thanks again

Comfort In Suicide

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- Mon, 03 Feb 2020 09:59:00 EST tw/KD1ik No.533456
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I'm starting to feel a great deal of comfort in the idea of being gone forever. I want the peace of being at rest. I know this isn't normal. I'm 25 years old and I feel like such a burden to everyone I love. I feel like everyone would be better off without me. I'm feeling such comfort in the idea i won't be around to bother anyone. I think about my fiance though, and even though we're going through some really bad stuff.. I'm pretty sure she'll miss me. The only thing keeping me from putting a bullet through my head is the fear I feel when I think of her being alone.

I can't stand this anymore. I see a therapist weekly and I just don't know what to do about it anymore. I feel like offing myself is the only way, but I KNOW it isn't.
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David Bruddlewore - Thu, 06 Feb 2020 13:03:22 EST VAcauGzm No.533496 Reply
Exploring philosophy and spirituality help me drag myself out of a similar mire.
Oliver Sazzlelatch - Sun, 09 Feb 2020 23:29:40 EST R1R6pLaQ No.533545 Reply
I've attempted suicide in the past. I got super drunk so I couldn't feel it. I sliced my wrist wide open and I was literal centimeters from hitting the vein. If i had hit the vein. I wouldn't be here today. There was so much blood all over still. It looked like a crime scene. I ended up having to get 26 stitches. It scared the fuck out of me. I don't know if I have the balls to try it again. I think it's just ideation though. I find comfort in the idea of being dead and gone, but the actual process of dying and thinking of leaving my loved ones behind is pretty scary.
Graham Berringsark - Mon, 10 Feb 2020 10:53:14 EST lZaOl/t/ No.533546 Reply
Well your death is inevitable and in the grand scheme of things 30,50,70 or even 90 years isn't very long. Might as well make the most of your chance to be not dead. If it sucks it will eventually end anyway. And sometimes if you focus on fighting to make the best of things it can turn out pretty good but that does require quite a bit of consistent effort to achieve. Probably better than just waiting for death though.


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- Fri, 07 Feb 2020 23:58:14 EST TUQC22QU No.533521
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Hey did you know people can bring you back to life? basically Buddha. Or jehovah, Jesus. So no. Don't you dare!
Nigel Becklewater - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 19:48:19 EST d5QZlOir No.533530 Reply
Buddha might tell you that there's nothing to be brought back from or go to.

I have priorities I desire to fulfill yet I idle

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- Thu, 06 Feb 2020 16:52:19 EST jXnrYFZ3 No.533502
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Hello /qq/ I am troubled with my work ethic lately. I have always managed to get by without doing much but now that I am of age, I have some priorities that I think about all day. Whether it be taking my younger relatives to a theme park, going to an out of state attraction to see (Botanical gardens, national parks) , just finish reading books or start into gamedev. I can't stop my mind from drifting into dreamland where I get these things completed. My mental self clearly desires this yet I idle. What is wrong with me? How do I stop myself from treating time like a fool?
Charlotte Degglebutch - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 22:06:21 EST ZfuDhUgH No.533532 Reply
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You hurt. Physical exercise can be done in a myriad of ways. If you dislike the exercise options available to you; if you can't stomache climbing a rope or flipping over tires, try ass kegels or rucking or yoga. Keeping your ass in line...
Free your ass and your mind will follow.
Lillian Nidgehall - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 22:08:56 EST pYj6G0D2 No.533533 Reply
You just need to stop when you are fantasizing and acknowledge that it's not going to get you there and then to take the smallest step towards a goal.

Read a chapter of a book, plan the route to the national park etc. Just do little shit until theres only the big thing left because everything else is prepared, and then just jump in, because its not going to be perfect, but imperfect is better than fantasy.

I dont want to work because i dont want to be around people.

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- Thu, 06 Feb 2020 14:44:45 EST kXdTY8d+ No.533498
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Hate jobs.
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Nathaniel Turveywater - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 22:04:14 EST pv7fDB/U No.533515 Reply
Firewatch is mostly volunteer now. Got a buddy in California who makes like, 23$/hr being one of two security guards at a technology campus. Doesn’t do shit but watch YouTube and Netflix all night.

Depending on OPs location that might work better.
Augustus Pittstock - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 22:57:44 EST TUQC22QU No.533518 Reply
most wanted job! I'd love to work the parks but no, it's probably hereditary like the millitary and police? try office work.

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