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Flaking

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- Thu, 30 Jan 2020 01:58:23 EST JCATCBbz No.533410
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Hey there, hope you're doing well. Anyway, have any of you experienced someone flaking out on you repeatedly or ghosting you? Like making plans to do stuff together then bailing with no explanation at the last minute? I know this girl is young but she's kind of blinding me with red flags to be honest.

Anyway, just wanted y'all opinions.
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Naquar - Thu, 30 Jan 2020 10:43:39 EST LbPBpo3d No.533417 Reply
>>533410
I didn't taking showers fuh weeks. Then I took a shower. like this Thang doesn't know male from female.
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Ian Clirringmudging - Fri, 31 Jan 2020 18:41:37 EST 1SSFeKJF No.533433 Reply
>>533415
basically this. Common sense says if they bail they aren't interested. Realism says they might bail once due to circumstances. Thoroughness says maybe give them 3 chances. If she has already bailed three times then stop talking. Hell, twice is probably enough.

The other classic of a woman who has no intention of meeting is she messages once or twice a day. I mean some days people are busy, but if you've been arranging these dates for a week or more and after the first couple of days it's been one message a day then just stop now. If she wants you, she will be interested. I mean I have to admit my sample of women who wanted to meet me is pretty small because the second one is still seeing me 6 months later but last time I used dating sites there were quite a few flakes or people who just go quiet when you try to arrange a date and they do feel very different to someone who's interested.

Coping with loss

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- Thu, 03 Oct 2019 20:37:06 EST 3obYAJL5 No.531953
File: 1570149426146.jpg -(26518B / 25.90KB, 1080x1080) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Coping with loss
Anyone had ongoing issues with loss of a loved one?
My gf died in traumatic circumstances 3 years ago and i feel so disconnected that i cant fathom life, the pst before 3years ago is like a still image and i feel like i am in a dream i will wake up from and nothing is real. Had a few episodes whrre i walked out into the street at night not knowing what i was doing, felt like there was no breeze and everything was weirdly still i dont know.
Is generic meditation any good?
Moving on is so hard im scared i dont remain effective at work etc in the future.

Anyone had disassociation before?
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James Birringworth - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 13:25:17 EST 8J4P3qg4 No.533398 Reply
>>533397
yeah thats how I think of it. I feel like ending it often but I figure letting life pander out is more exciting than a certain death. like I cant smoke these dank nugs when im dead yo.

but seriously I feel for ya, similar situation but yours is quite brutal. life just gets ripped up from under you and forces you to be like 'yeah well now what bitch'. its made me very apathetic honestly and Im slowly turning into The Dude with a healthy hint of pessimism maybe even nihilism. I'm just always in a constant state of ripped and I use the weekends to binge on opioids.

I hope this is just a phase too though. it sounds like you're in a much better spot maybe I'm just early.
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Eugene Drinningwater - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 14:38:50 EST ZGHoc+sS No.533402 Reply
>>531953
traumatic grief is a thing, go get grief counselling?
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Thomas Billingway - Fri, 31 Jan 2020 17:45:23 EST VBQd6bjv No.533431 Reply
I want to know what happened to her

Not Sure About Reconnecting With Cute Blonde Weed Smoking Model

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- Mon, 27 Jan 2020 23:03:51 EST zbdRQGlB No.533388
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I met up with a random on circlejerk to smoke weed for the first time.
So we smoked weed and we talked a bit and walked around for an hour and it was fun.
Anyway she said we could do this again or whatever.
But I kinda don't feel like smoking weed with her again.
Just want to hang out and talk because I felt a genuine connection you know.
She's nice but she kinda has issues.
Looks put together, blonde model but smokes weed everyday.
Just doesn't seem like something you should do everyday.
She came across as more cute than hot if you really want to know.
I'm very tall so really like an elf compared to me.
I haven't really contacted her in a while because I was dealing with personal issues.
Just admitted to myself I was a trans about a month and a bit ago.
Anyway not sure if or how to reconnect.
Also don't want to feel like I'm just using her for free weed.
But I kind of don't want to buy a bag.
Smoking burns like a bitch but I don't have money for a vaporizer right now.
I could bring weed next time but I'd rather not just have what's left just sitting around rotting mostly.
I mean I could pitch in a fiver if we smoke weed again but that feels mechanical.
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Simon Blythewater - Wed, 29 Jan 2020 00:59:48 EST RoVFCa/O No.533406 Reply
If you're worrying about every little thing like that you just need to do it to get over it. To prove to yourself that you dont need to worry about every minute misconception that could arise.
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Betsy Madgekon - Wed, 29 Jan 2020 17:52:29 EST zbdRQGlB No.533409 Reply
>>533396
For an enthusiastic failure like me this situation is impossible to handle
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Alice Sushpork - Thu, 30 Jan 2020 09:25:09 EST ZzRQDhU6 No.533414 Reply
>>533409
Yes, if you do not want to build the skills necessary to navigate these routine social situations, you will always have problems with them.

Misanthropy

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- Tue, 28 Jan 2020 13:45:27 EST Y+MDiAnf No.533399
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So I spent most of my life hating everyone, then realized I was wrong and now I love everyone. The problem is I also want to fuck everyone, either way. What do I do with my manic (but sometimes transient) joy and libido, which is really new to me? How can I be accepted almost universally? Or at least by one person who means the most.
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Fanny Chollywudge - Thu, 30 Jan 2020 04:18:02 EST RA8xO+8j No.533411 Reply
>>533399
Simple really, OP, you just need to start incorporating all of it openly in your social media presence. Express the animalistic passion that drove your hatred and mix it with sexuality but in a nice yet raw fashion and I assure you it will be decently attractive to more than you expect. I was the same, and tbh, having read up on spirituality I found that misanthropic nature is the first stage our souls go through until realizing the pain almost cripples us and then you begin evolving. You seem to have reached that point, now instead of following the institutionalization of spirit via religous morality surrounding sexual nature or becoming a workaholic or army man or repeat jail-goer to substitute your own lack of direction I suggest you skip that whole stage 2 and move onto stage 3 of soul evolution and begin truth seeking as a skeptic, or, if you feel beyond that already go to stage 4 wherein you have the real fun of embodying the mystery of life through paradox and contradiction. Let your stage 1 chaos reign and incorporate all 4 stages together at once. Bitches love a man whose soul is burning with conflicted passions and the complexity of your nature seems fitting for this tbh.
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Alice Sushpork - Thu, 30 Jan 2020 09:23:00 EST ZzRQDhU6 No.533412 Reply
>>533400
Don't go overboard. If you're a girl you can be the one in the friend group who takes all the guys virginities but that's as far as you really want to go down that rabbit hole.

fake friends

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- Sun, 19 Jan 2020 21:27:27 EST c9sg81uH No.533325
File: 1579487247980.jpg -(8686B / 8.48KB, 300x168) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. fake friends
Do you know when you send someone a text to see if you're a novelty to them as much as you believe. I kind of told this guy I would go out to see him get married. I've known him for like 10 years or so. Doesn't seem like the greatest person so I feel like I'd be set up for something and see that I'm a novelty friend in person.

What I mean by that is some of the things he's done that hurt people that care about him. I saw something about how people that don't grow up with normal relationships grow up seeking out the same thing in their adulthood and it made sense to me. Anytime I've had a friend that didn't treat me like shit or weren't abusive mentally or spiritually I was very suspicious of them.

I have a bit of a guilty conscious when it comes to things like this. My tolerance for things is so low now I cut people off pretty soon if I get a bad idea of them because I've been hurt too much in the past. He can send me a text our of the blue and I'm back to thinking he's really my friend. Eventually I see the truth.

I'm a lonely guy or was I guess. I have a girlfriend that I love very much. I have pushed everyone else out of my life for the above reasons. It doesn't feel good and I have examined why my relationships with people have been abusive. I have been so shy/late to break out of my shell that I'd befriend anyone just to get out of my fucking head.

What should I do?
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Henry Surringnire - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 18:09:56 EST q/Zj//gQ No.533376 Reply
What do you bring to the friendship that gives it depth and meaning? Because right now all you're displaying is an insecure person that puts people through childish tests. You hold on to the bad shit that's happened in your life and wave it over people's heads to garner sympathy. That shtick gets old real quick as people grow up and realise that they're just enabling your victim mentality. You need to work on yourself and realise that you are more than just the sum of your shitty past dude. You will only ever be a "novelty" to your friends if you don't start helping yourself.
Friends should be there to support you as you try to better yourself, they are not there to carry the entire weight of your perceived struggle.
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Thomas Fummleham - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 13:03:16 EST ySK+6TA1 No.533383 Reply
>>533378
>It’s not so simple; it’s not just a matter of one part of my life not working out and me being butthurt. I feel that everything in my life up to this point was a lie or a failure and how does a person keep going? How and where am I going to find something I actually feel like I’m competent enough to do?

It's only as complicated as you make it man. How do you keep going? You just do. How and where are you going to find something you're competent enough to do? I don't know, nobody does. I mean, how should we (or you, for that matter)? You just have to put yourself out there and find it. The way you do that is as simple as continuing to put one foot in front of the other; keep moving forward. As long as you keep going, you're going to eventually find what you're looking for.

So the plan is simple: keep moving forward, don't give up. Your biggest obstacle is your lack of motivation due to emotional instability, so do whatever it is you have to in order to cope with and get over that in a way that allows you to keep moving forward. Talk to people about things, maybe see a therapist, get new hobbies and creative outlets that allow you to express yourself and what you're going through to get it all out of your system and achieve some form of catharsis, etc.
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Thomas Fummleham - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 13:03:50 EST ySK+6TA1 No.533384 Reply
wrong thread, my bad.
nb

Unable to enjoy single life

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- Thu, 09 Jan 2020 22:31:08 EST lYwVS2OU No.533173
File: 1578627068841.jpg -(23720B / 23.16KB, 630x400) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Unable to enjoy single life
I feel im too attached to being in a relationship, i like the comfort it gives me, it makes me feel valid, so much to the point if im not in one like in this point at life, i feel really unable to be happy, it gets me in a desesperate state, which obviously doesnt help since im either getting in shitty relationships or wanting things to move too fast and ruining them.

Its not as if i don't have other stuff i need to focus, there is a lot of things i should be worrying instead of relationships, like getting a good job and making my course projects, but the anxiety from being alone, which also keeps bringing me past traumatic abusive relationships, kinda makes me unable to just focus on what i should, instead i feel somehow my head geared at one point towards focusing on a search for love, and thats really crippling.

I know also that being in relationships doesn't make me happy, if im in one, im surely will get anxiety about when it will end, i will start looking for defects in my partner to feel above then, as if when they do leave, i can feel like its their loss, honestly i shouldnt be seeking a relationship until i got better of this mentality, but i feel its the only way i get the approval i need for myself, i just don't know how to construct my own self stem.
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jlqdbw - Thu, 23 Jan 2020 23:50:47 EST LbPBpo3d No.533354 Reply
>I feel im too attached to being in a relationship
be happy for your self.
> Its not as if i don't have other stuff i need to foc-us
what a crazy play on word
>I know also that being in relationships doesn't make me happy
try and be a money maid
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Polly Midgedog - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 22:25:13 EST 1VcUBcZx No.533358 Reply
This weird thread again, déjà vu!

Friend Killed Herself

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- Mon, 13 Jan 2020 18:18:08 EST jnas4L6T No.533228
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I used to have a crush on her. We almost dated but nothing came of it and we never spoke in person again. One night I drunk dialed her and we both ended up spilling our guts and crying over the phone about our whole lives. Couple years went by, never talked again, too awkward. Now she's dead. Her smile could light up a room.

RIP
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Charlotte Sittingkug - Thu, 23 Jan 2020 16:23:50 EST EkUX7xDu No.533350 Reply
>>533349
>i told him, don't kill yourself with this please

you don't say that to someone unless you think they're suicidal, and even if they didn't explicitly state that they are, it's still completely idiotic to give lethal drugs to someone that you suspect so strongly is going to kill themselves that you specifically tell them not to

so I guess you could rephrase it as
>trading deadly drugs to a person who is almost certainly suicidal
yo what the fuck
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Eliza Chirryfuck - Thu, 23 Jan 2020 16:59:11 EST gUnXgLtU No.533351 Reply
>>533350

i completely avoid opiates because i dont want the guilt of someone dyin on me. youre sort of assuming suicide was even on either of their minds.. it may have been an accident. or op may have given him the idea in passing, unintentionally. op may have meant "this is potent, dont fuck up" not literally "dont purposely kill yourself"
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Charlotte Sittingkug - Thu, 23 Jan 2020 17:22:13 EST EkUX7xDu No.533352 Reply
>>533351
>i told him, don't kill yourself with this please. promise me.
dude what the actual fuck

>i told him, don't kill yourself with this please, promise me
>and then I handed him the revolver
what the fuck
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GF immasculated me in front of my parents

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- Mon, 13 Jan 2020 17:19:43 EST kReslAKF No.533225
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So my GF just met my parents last week for the second time and I'm going to break up.

>My dad
My father is socially retarded and a cunt to everybody in the family, especially at public gatherings (I don't think he had any real friends in like 50 years other than business). When there is a conversation he dismisses everybodies opinion, talks down or outright ignores people saying something to him.
Examples:
My father will react to any statement or contribution to the convo by pointing out what that person said was wrong in some way. Not answer any questions. then stop reacting.
In general whenever someone says anything he will point out a problem with what was just said or ignore people outright. He is like that in any public situation and 50% of the time in 1on1 situations.
Basically constant humiliation if anybody but him dares to talk. A passive aggressive bully. the only conversation he enjoys is him talking about something TO others with minimal input from others.
My older brother gets it the worst but he does it to me, my mom and all relatives.
I know it sound hellish but the I can deal with it when I see them. He is very old and the cranky old man stereotype so I just don't care. Its hell for my brother though.


Under normal circumstances My GF is sweet, loving and all around perfect wife material. I have never seen her act shitty to anybody in 2 years.

HOWEVER

After spending ONE day with my parents she started hopping on his bandwagon and low key ripping on me. Questioning every single statement I make even on stupid shit.
In private she has always treated me like a god (most love I ever received in a LTR to be honest). In front of friends or her parents she is the perfect GF. Zero complaints.

But after 1 goddamn day with my shitty father she starts disrespecting me. Not overtly but by assuming every single thing I say is wrong and shit along those lines, just like my dad does. Even stooped to laughing about him cracking dismissive jokes about me (not friendly banter)
Getting fucked with by your own dad is bad enough. Imagine seeing that happen to your partner and deciding to ADD TO IT.

I will end it. I'm so fucking disappointed. Was planning to eventually start a family with her. But this is a slippery slope I cant tolerate, right?

Anyways I made this thread to vent to see if others experienced similar or have theories on WHY. I know women using public humiliation happens in toxic relationships and saw it a lot but I believe its weird having it happen completely out of the blue and at my parents out of all places. Especially since she never even did something like that in private.

Her mom rips on her dad in public all the time by the way
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Cyril Nacklesten - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 00:08:47 EST nShuIDUf No.533355 Reply
>>533347
So you had a bad experience and now noone on the earth can have a relationship?
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Simon Gullyhatch - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 06:26:28 EST 1SSFeKJF No.533365 Reply
>>533355
Basically that's what Cedric thinks. I mean if you are capable of a long term relationship and good at selecting and attracting the right partner you don't tend to stay sloshing around single for very long. Cedric for example hasn't quite got the hang of selecting and attracting the right partner.

Most people who are single for long of course can't do long term relationships because they can't find the right person or aren't capable at the moment but that's skewed. I mean for all their shit Gen X have managed to get divorce rates falling by living together. We're yet to see how the generations to follow will go. My bet and hope is that Gen Z start to rollback the excess of social media and online dating and find a healthier medium with a bit more face to face interaction and meeting strangers in more real scenarios again and that we got the worst of it. It'll be another 10 years before we know for certain though.

okay ill be honest - big hentai

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- Fri, 17 Jan 2020 19:52:58 EST oEeh8XSK No.533296
File: 1579308778552.jpg -(1790256B / 1.71MB, 3456x4608) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. okay ill be honest - big hentai
i lost a a person who was pretty much my "dad" because im dead to my real one and his family....

i've been "lonely" for a LONG time.
i can'r relate with anyone in my close environment...
im 29...
i just feel very lonely...
i "saved" this cat and now she's healthy...
i know that i sound "evil" sometimes but its mre of an "alterego" than hate...
i'm angry my grandmother CAN'T let my granddad go and its really stressful seein him in her house...
am i monster?

you have a pitbull dude?
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Eugene Billinglock - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 22:15:24 EST Kh/r6QjF No.533326 Reply
>>533296
Focus on the good things your doing, and the good things in life. Stay strong , and take steps towards happiness every time you can!
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Hugh Hinkinwell - Wed, 22 Jan 2020 23:46:04 EST TUQC22QU No.533345 Reply
So fuck you! And Fuck me too....

How do I socialize?

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- Sun, 12 Jan 2020 13:11:32 EST ZdO79o5x No.533203
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I have depression, anxiety, PTSD, ADHD, and aspergers. I never really knew how to socialize very well and I want to meet people playing online games. Overtime I just lost the ability to even make attempt at socializing with anyone besides my girlfriend. Each time I try to seek out a game with someone I just end up not doing it. I am not sure why. I miss playing games online with friends and other players. It was fun. Maybe someday I will do that again.
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Under Intact - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 19:42:13 EST ZdO79o5x No.533323 Reply
>>533321
When I worked as a cashier at a gas station I mostly formed the practice of reciting the same lines each time trying to get people out the door.
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Nigel Conkinlock - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 20:18:37 EST tyasLjNE No.533324 Reply
Is iit really that fucking hard to understand that im PAIN junkie?

I don't get why menopausic bitches get a pass because "muuhh anxieties" but when you fall from high places and break your shit you'tr just an "addict/dope seeker" fuck that.
Like mixing fucking methadone and xanax is cool but not getting the GOOD SHIT?

FUCK THIS.
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Under Intact - Mon, 20 Jan 2020 08:27:16 EST ZdO79o5x No.533332 Reply
>>533324
I think you might be on the wrong thread. No one ever said anything like that. Either that or you are self reflecting really hard. I hope you get whatever good shit you are looking for though.

I feel like I'm going to get fired because nobody likes me

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- Tue, 07 Jan 2020 19:54:01 EST S9sCeFDv No.533125
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I spent the past ten years as either homeless or near homeless and I'm only now just getting a decent job. I really love my job at the moment, and it pays pretty well too. But I'm pretty much a feral animal at this point. I don't know how to make friends, or be friendly. And it seems like everyone at work regards me as rude, weird, or someone to potentially make fun of.

I have about two months of "trial period" or whatever you want to call it left. I haven't actually been hired yet, but after that span of time they will decide whether or not to keep me.

Any advice? If I lose this job I'm probably just going to give up on life.
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Frederick Pivingfield - Mon, 13 Jan 2020 01:56:10 EST OBCosjk3 No.533217 Reply
>>533125

some tips from someone who struggles with this everyday

Don't look at it as "being normal," that will just make you all the more self-conscious.

Try to learn how to convincingly smile at people. . .which might require finding something to smile about.

If you make mistakes or commit awkwardness, learn from those experiences by remembering what occurred, and when you find yourself in a similar situation try something different. Don't be afraid.. people enjoy change in personality. I think?

Get really good at your job, no matter how ass it is. . . just do a little more than your fair share of the work and you will be valued. The world operates on social credit, and you have an empty account. . best to make up for it with busting your ass (but not so much you make others look bad).

Lastly, just find another job.. no matter the work, if you aren't liked by the people it's never worth it to stick around. Unless the pay is just that good.. but even then it's dangerous.

I would also accept the fact that you might just crash and burn with this socializing thing a few times, so save your damn money and look for other opportunities. Maybe move to a new town.

Best of luck, man, people are harsh. And even though I don't know you (maybe you are like a real dick or something lol) I've been in your situation and can only tell you it will get better if you start taking action to improve things.
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Beatrice Povingville - Mon, 13 Jan 2020 07:53:09 EST ryh+3+PJ No.533218 Reply
>>533125
I don't know what field you work in but here are the important things to employers

>Show up everyday on time.
>Actually work when present.
>Don't steal shit.
>Pass a drug test.
>Don't start fights.

If you can manage that, you're going to have a job pretty much anywhere. I work a trade so getting someone who isn't on meth or showing up hung over everyday if they even show up is 90% of the battle. Then finding someone who doesn't steal shit and pick fights is the other 90%.

Nobody is going to fire you for being antisocial unless you are in a high up white collar job or management. I don't talk to people and only speak when directly spoken to and it is kept short and to the point. Everyone thinks I'm an asshole because I put earbuds in and keep to myself. But the boss is going to fire a lot more people before me because I'm essentially a robot without a personality at work. I'm also a metalhead and wear a lot of satanic shit too and still nobody will say anything because finding someone who is dependable is impossible. Let alone someone who knows what the fuck they're doing.

Just keep showing up on time and not addicted and you've already launched yourself about the rest of the masses.
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Nell Brookworth - Mon, 20 Jan 2020 01:20:15 EST wto1PZJi No.533329 Reply
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Stop giving a fuck about others and do your thing.

forever a spider monkey's butt and swinging it solo?

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- Sat, 18 Jan 2020 02:01:51 EST ryh+3+PJ No.533302
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Just looking for some input here because you guys probably have encountered this

So I'm starting yet another job soon but like all my other jobs it is paying dirt poor with no benefits because I dropped out of school and am a loser yadda yadda yadda. Even if I were lucky somehow I'd end up with maybe 20 bucks an hour and still no benefits. Any kind of health problem or car trouble or whatever and I'm fucked. I've got a good living arrangement basically squatting at a guys cabin but who knows how long that will last. The problem is my job is physically demanding, I can't into higher paying shit and I'm a forever a spider monkey's butt so I can't even get dual income or anything like that.

Anyone in the same situation? I'm estranged from family and have no friends. I'm looking 10+ years down the road when my body starts to fail and nobody needs an old ditch digger anymore. Everyone I know around me has paired off so they can manage at least getting their own place to live and some kind of healthcare or whatever. If my car breaks or I get a cavity I'm up shits creek. Regular housing even in the hood will take up 60%+ of my monthly income. Gas and car insurance soaks up another 10%.

>Anyone else figure out a way to set up some kind of safety net that isn't living in jail? Any high paying low skill professions?
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Nigel Blythestone - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 06:13:06 EST ZyAKcTrV No.533316 Reply
You're living at the level of someone who puts in your amount of effort.
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Sidney Crumbleway - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 15:16:11 EST oXo9Ddud No.533320 Reply
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>>533316
Sounds like something a yuppie or capitalist bootlicker say. Everyone has a right to healthcare, shelter and food, you fucking scum.
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Weird anxiety

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- Sat, 18 Jan 2020 19:59:01 EST /6LVEKC1 No.533309
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Alright people, I'm having a really weird problem, 2 years ago I was threatened with physical violence by some lunatics who used to be people I knew before being brainwashed by weirdos, I was a little easily frightened before that, but since then I've been getting panic attacks whenever I get worried about anything and even when I heard sudden loud noises, it's like I'm always expecting a disaster and I can't stop it, often trembling and out of breath, what the hell should I do
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Jack Cesslekutch - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 22:41:20 EST gYYtQtgH No.533311 Reply
i love your passive aggressive threads but my anxiety steams from actual pain/nerve damage. Can't take alcohol because its for Plebs. I'll love to smoke opium but since I'm an "addict" well can't do that for some retarded action.

I want to see you having a seizure from taking xanax and methadone and IF YOJ SURVIVE you can talk to me and tell me if you can handle the pain without losing your sanity. (plus hand, knuckles, spine and elbow fractures)
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Sidney Crumbleway - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 00:26:37 EST oXo9Ddud No.533312 Reply
Sounds like PTSD, you just need to surround yourself with good people and SLAYER. Take it easy.

>>533311
How does this relate to OP's post at all?
User is currently banned from all boards
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Fanny Messlefield - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 14:10:05 EST 5vsfrw17 No.533319 Reply
>>533309
Have you considered setting up cameras? Listening devices? They may be trying to keep tabs on you, see what you're up to.

feeling sexually stifled by my partner

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- Thu, 16 Jan 2020 22:37:02 EST 2t9+xzhR No.533283
File: 1579232222894.jpg -(87849B / 85.79KB, 500x640) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. feeling sexually stifled by my partner
I'll break this down in point form to make it easy for both you and me

  • partner and I have been together for 11 years
  • my libido is higher, i'm kinkier, i initiate sex 99% of the time
  • recently got tired of initiating sex so i just stopped.
  • have sex maybe once a month now, or once every other month.
  • i suggest things like toys, threesomes, etc, partner expresses some interest but is ultimately not interested enough to actually do it.
  • we own a house and a dog together.
  • could very easily find other people to have kinky sex and threesome with, but I can't because we're monogamous and they aren't open to non-monogamy
  • sexually stifled. feeling resentful. have talked about it 50,000,000 times already...
  • what now??? couples counseling?? ugh
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Henry Sashpot - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 01:13:37 EST Z71VEMm6 No.533299 Reply
>>533283

Kill your partner and go to town on the corpse. It's kinky AND you can satisfy yourself as much as you want. A bonus is that you can eat the corpse once you've finished.

win/win/win
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Lydia Tootspear - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 02:18:36 EST QvqpXi0j No.533314 Reply
ditto. trying rebuilding intimacy and changing our roles within the relationship.

seems to be working okay, but it is slow.

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