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- Sat, 30 May 2020 09:06:03 EST hgtkQ315 No.534734
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I'm tired of it, I'm somewhat over my depression and I'm getting in good shape, but still, almost every social situation makes me sweaty and anxious as fuck, it's impacting my life in a bad way.

How do i make this less of an issue? Where do I even start?
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Jarvis Feckleforth - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 10:25:37 EST Lny7/LNo No.534859 Reply
>Can't we act like humans?
>No we've always been pieces of shit
>Go be a piece of shit too
You sad defeatist.
Martin Shakecocke - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 10:32:57 EST JXOrpgOI No.534860 Reply
What in the fuck? Nobody says you have to be a piece of shit. Just accept these things in your space and don't get all blasted angry about it.
Hannah Dennerwork - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 10:47:28 EST ySK+6TA1 No.534861 Reply
I don't think that's really what he was saying. To maybe a small degree that's what he meant, but your tendency to reduce somebody's argument down to such an oversimplified state such that it doesn't even really accurately reflect what they were saying any more is pretty much exactly what I've been saying in my last 4 posts is part of the reason people don't act civilized with one another. You aren't open to having an honest conversation with this guy to actually try and understand what he means, which means you've entered into this discussion in bad faith.

That, that right there is a major reason nobody is good to one another. It's not just difficulty understanding what others mean, but an unwillingness to understand it because it doesn't agree with our point of view. Just like the guy I was responding to in my last two posts, it shouldn't be a mystery to you why nobody can treat each other decently any more, because you're exactly as guilty as anybody else is in treating people poorly yourself. Sure, some people are trying harder to be dicks than others, but anybody that enters a conversation in bad faith, especially one they started themselves and claim to have started in good faith (asking a question you actually want answered, and being prepared for others with differing view points to respond and to actually consider what they have to say) is guilty of interacting with others in a way that propagates and reinforces the negative attitudes and behaviors of anybody that acts like a piece of shit and treats others like shit.

This guy didn't suggest that you go out and act like a piece of shit too because everybody else is doing it, he was saying that you need to quit letting the fact that so many people you encounter act like pieces of shit ruin your day and corrupt your view of basically anybody you might potentially interact with. You are so overly concerned with how you've been mistreated that to convince yourself of the narrative you've constructed about everyone else being a piece of shit nowadays, you falsely believe that most people are just pieces of shit nowadays, and that this didn't use to be the case. You are vastly overestimating how many people are straight up that shitty, and when somebody enters into a legitimate discourse with you over the subject and suggests your outlook might be the problem, you completely misinterpret what they say so that it just reinforces your narrative. You aren't willing to give people a chance any more, and this is exactly why people treat each other so badly. A majority of the people that you think purposefully go out of their way to be shitty aren't actually doing that, they're merely behaving in ways that confirm their biases and the narratives of their outlooks, and trying to protect their own feelings and sensibilities. It's just the same as what you are doing.

Opened up a can of whoop-ass on a friend without warning him

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- Sun, 31 May 2020 21:00:51 EST vXUdJx7V No.534758
File: 1590973251526.jpg -(6379B / 6.23KB, 300x168) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Opened up a can of whoop-ass on a friend without warning him
Okay so I have this friend who's enthusiastic af (not diagnosed but it's completely obvious because of how socially oblivious he is and his tendency to ramble about narrow, specific, sometimes nonsensical stuff without stopping, etc.)

Anyway, he does this thing where he likes to poke and tickle me (some others, but mostly me). He makes the "Ehhhh heheheheh" sound, wiggles his finger around, and jabs me with it. I've always had a habit of just either letting him do it or just pushing his hand away without saying anything. The couple of other people who he does it to have asked him to stop, with mixed results.

Well last night I finally snapped. I dunno what it was because I'm usually a very gentle person, and like I said I've always just kinda let him do it and never asked him to stop.... and I just punched him and slammed him to the ground and screamed "STOP DOING THAT! IT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF!" I dunno just after so long of taking it without ever asking him to politely stop finally burst out

Everyone who was there now thinks I'm an asshole even though they know that he has a habit of invading my personal space. They think I overreacted way too much and that I'm lucky he didn't press assault charges. Needless to say he's not talking to me and a few other people are limiting contact with me.

Am I an asshole for not giving him a verbal warning? Or was I in the right to finally stand up for myself after taking his invasion of my personal space like a bitch for so long?
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Edwin Brangerhut - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 16:36:34 EST jnas4L6T No.534816 Reply
you're definitely a baboon. the fact you feel some pride in your actions is the worst part.
Molly Nabberfod - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 16:45:48 EST hCe8LxqZ No.534818 Reply
Haha you fuck

Gonna go out and make people feel bad hahaha
Make em feel like SHIT


haha oh shit man you gotta get a hobby, holy christ you gotta get a girlfriend or something woooooow

This speaks to all of us lol..

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- Tue, 02 Jun 2020 06:06:30 EST Mgr0+a86 No.534788
File: 1591092390903.jpg -(12803B / 12.50KB, 236x236) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. This speaks to all of us lol..
Everyone in this board ( including myself..) is a rundown bum with wasted potential and unfullfiled dreams.. lets face the facts and do something about it.
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William Sadgebury - Tue, 02 Jun 2020 17:37:52 EST 3ScQQ4dj No.534792 Reply
i just need a job, i would spend that money so well
Rebecca Dandlelun - Wed, 03 Jun 2020 00:43:21 EST /wfmLR6J No.534796 Reply
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>rundown bum with wasted potential and unfullfiled dreams..

I mean this in the most humble way possible, but that's just kind of life. You might even find that after you become more than you thought you could possibly be you still fill this way.
Walter Divinghune - Wed, 03 Jun 2020 06:03:16 EST 7J8o2xTW No.534800 Reply
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This. Though I'm not bummed by it.

I have done a lot and I am very happy with the improvements in my life. I will never fulfill the potential I imagined I had or even actually had, and aside from people with hyper priveledge and a bit of right place at the right time luck no one does. But that's fine.

Even if you've already spun your wheels and considerably broadened the gap between what you could have been and what you actually can be it doesn't mean you can't engage to make the most of out where you are now. If you're looking at a huge gulf between "what I am" and "what I could be by now" you probably can close that massively and it feels great.

I look at me 10 years ago, he couldn't imagine having done the things I've done, he thought he had no future, life in a rut, a prison really. Sure if I hadn't gotten to that state in the first place I'd be even better now but I can't change the past. And 8-9 years ago when I started changing my life I could only change the present and future. Which I did.

I think missing some of your potential makes you appreciate how much you turn things around when you do. Or maybe that's just me being glass half full about it.

Jerked off to CP once - feels bad man, what now?

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- Thu, 26 Sep 2019 15:05:24 EST Y7ZWXY5S No.531891
File: 1569524724379.png -(1099000B / 1.05MB, 1919x1023) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Jerked off to CP once - feels bad man, what now?
Rewind 1 year ago

I download a nondescript link while on the porn boards here. The attached image and file size gave me the impression it would be an amateur compilation of teens n twenties, usual shit.

Opened it, examined it. Multiple sets of definitely 9-13 year olds sucking adult dicks or self-shots. I didn't like the CP - low quality, blatant abuse images of bodies too young for me. I think there was a "fuck it" moment though - I wasn't going to find this again. In all my time on the internet, I'd never seen anything remotely like this. Not what I was after, but I was bored of searching for porn.

I jerked off to it, deleted it off my PC, reported it here and then got on with my day.

Nothing about my consumption historically was pedo-esq. My porn collection was small <5GB, but I was a bit obsessive about the pursuit of curating files for it. The content was typically 18-30, emo, bbw, chubby, big tits, outdoors, fisting, homemade etc all sourced from overground websites like pornhub, xhamster, motherless etc. I had a few fantasy's about fucking 15 year olds in my local park, but it was really just reliving my own memories vicariously. Zero interest in actually doing that and I've never been happier in my current relationship.

I feel like I betrayed myself. For one naive moment, I had some sort of "what happens in vegas" feeling and just went way off script. I don't feel like a pedo, I've watched videos where they talk about their feelings towards kids and it's not how I feel. However, since this incident, a guilt is now present. A hesitation to interact and a fear of being inappropriate. I only look at eye level, I ignore children in my peripheral if I don't know them etc.

Society gets as far as punishment, but never really figures out what to actually do about the bad guy, beyond hating them. People are generally seen as "no bueno" if they play with the fire that I have. I've had a lot of guilt on my mind and my hands felt stained with blood that I can't wash off. I've tried my best to simply honour the mistake, by not repeating it and also changing myself for the better. I don't watch porn anymore, although that took a while to happen. My perspective changed on porn. I realised how desensitized I had became, that this blatant abuse became mere entertainment for me.

I don't believe in burdening people IRL with my dark, fucked up moment. I've kept it to myself. I'd really like to get this off chest.

>Can I be redeemed?
>Should I even feel guilty a year later?
>What should I do about it?
>Can you fuck up, learn from it and actually be better afterwards?

I am sorry if this broke rules of this board.
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Martha Duckdock - Sat, 02 Nov 2019 18:08:00 EST yndvewPP No.532264 Reply
lol, if I was so hard on myself after every poorly calculated move I'd be locked up like a rock. Get a life OP, you live and learn, but your life begins and ends now, seize the day.

I wanna trip

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- Mon, 01 Jun 2020 10:04:01 EST RIHXoW41 No.534781
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I can't fucking take it anymore. My life is fine and going well. But I just can't shake the feeling of wanting to fucking trip balls on acid, tweak so hard that I end up naked after dreaming of Nick Minaj and Britney Spears on my bed. Go to street to look at trees looking like an absolute fucking lunatic crackhead. I might order some soon.

Alcohol doesn't do it anymore and I drink like a middle aged man.
Phoebe Trotwell - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 13:27:29 EST chULFERQ No.534783 Reply
This is one of those cases where the QQ trope of "take acid" is very fitting. Might tack on a 10 day fast beforehand too.
Nicholas Chullygold - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 18:01:15 EST zz8xCeM1 No.534819 Reply
OP should also smoke some weed and jerk off. Bonus points if they watch Neon Genesis Evangelion.

quantum genarations

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- Thu, 02 Apr 2020 18:51:50 EST LbPBpo3d No.534171
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grandperents a shitty. they hard walk and talk. im sick of this scope of reality. they pray on the seemful of things. its just the thing about though. the ablness of what they have its like they steal it from a fuck brin. i cant find a better reason than blaming them for me not having the avalibillity to get a job. im going to apply every place in a 30 mile radius here again next week... maybe.
these third rate job agents are fucked and try to be every growing.
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birn - Tue, 26 May 2020 01:22:34 EST LbPBpo3d No.534692 Reply
that it im gona get bunch of good shit going to claim yto king undead oct 1st.
Nigel Bicklekut - Fri, 29 May 2020 19:59:46 EST ySK+6TA1 No.534728 Reply
man you just picked a really bad time to get a job. i know sometimes the endless feedback loop of unemployment and not getting calls back from applications really sucks, but at the moment with all the corona virus shit, finding a job besides in like, factories that are some how considered essential like mine is impossible.

seriously though, if you need a job, hit up factories... especially night shift positions if you can do night shift. people get hired and quit within 2 weeks all the fuckin time. roughly a third of the new people where i work show up from training and quit within the first 2 nights. another third don't make it beyond their 3 month probationary period because they either hate the work or can't help but call in 3 times (only allowed 3 points before getting fired within your first 3 months), and then another third actually stay for anywhere between 6 months and potentially years (although only 1 in 12 new hires stays more than 9 months it seems like).

so, with back orders being so huge because the time that companies weren't accepting shipments because of the shutdown, and people naturally quitting all the time anyway, the factories are still in need of new workers. if you can't bring yourself to do factory work or last more than the probationary period, then chances are you aren't actually willing to work for your money and want something easier. if you're desperate enough or just willing to actually do something that's honestly pretty easy but still requires more work than a lot of places, you can make a decent living working at factories.

what do I do with my life

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- Fri, 29 May 2020 04:10:20 EST vm8CAmLW No.534720
File: 1590739820617.png -(310694B / 303.41KB, 1024x480) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. what do I do with my life
Hello.. I have emotional issues and Ive been struggling with uni and school and previously, in high school, pretty bad depression. Was studying accounting and I wanna re-tackle it. How can I re gain my confidence? also, what other jobs could I consider? I'm relatively bright, decent at writing, and like people. Iunno. I feel like a jack of all trades that gives up so easily.
Charlotte Donnerville - Fri, 29 May 2020 08:14:40 EST 7OGdb+ZV No.534723 Reply
Confidence is being able to accept failure as part of the process. If you lack confidence, no doubt it's because you judge failure harshly. Stop judging failure harshly and you won't be afraid to fail, and you will persevere until you achieve success. That's what confidence is.
Nigel Bicklekut - Fri, 29 May 2020 19:51:12 EST ySK+6TA1 No.534727 Reply
you've got the beginning seeds of confidence already sewn, it sounds like. now you just need to cultivate it and allow the time for it to grow--in other words, put in the daily work required to achieve something, and once you've achieved it, the tree that grows will be your confidence. that's generally how confidence works for me, anyway. you can never truly believe in yourself until you've done something and have something to show for it.

confidence is essentially the knowledge of your abilities to do something plus the pride that comes from having actually followed through and done it, resulting in something you can always recall in the future to point out that your knowledge of your abilities wasn't just your imagination and you've had real world results to prove that any time you need to refer back to it.

Girlfriend acts weirds

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- Sat, 11 Apr 2020 04:08:20 EST PCkzqyu8 No.534260
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So my girlfriend has been on Xanax a long time and is currently still, then she was also a coke/crack head with me as well.

We've recently quit doing the cocaine stuff and crack a while back. But she still uses Xanax and I use alcohol and weed.

She always gets mad at me for drinking or smoking. While she is popping pills and shit. Then she starts fighting with me and sometimes gets violent. Or she gets scared then angry then cry's and basically is having major mood swings over anything. Like a bad dream.

I really need to leave her but she makes it impossible to. Like she will call me and message me on social media even after blocking her (made new accounts).

Anything I can do besides going to the cops.
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Nell Wabberhood - Fri, 29 May 2020 04:48:49 EST cSJDS1k/ No.534721 Reply
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So two people consenting beforehand to fuck while on drugs is rape?
I guess this really is trump's america, but I'm a fucking metal hippie like my girl and were both enthusiastic retards but still have more self awareness than most people.

OP's girl sounds like a bitch though, that's what I'm saying, she sounds like a tyrant that desperately wants to be tamed.
Charlotte Donnerville - Fri, 29 May 2020 08:11:24 EST 7OGdb+ZV No.534722 Reply
Wow holy fuck, you just puke out incendiary bullshit when something online upsets you, I see. Pretty proud of how angry you get, huh?

It is how it is except when it is when its ain't

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- Wed, 27 May 2020 14:10:52 EST 0DOizHVp No.534706
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The world expects truths, in returns provides silence, even when a lie would suffice.

The people who understand the most are the first to seem the least concerned,but the first to act.

Sometimes its good to ask yourself,

Am I spending too much time helping others that I've forgotten about myself?

spare shoulder.
Fucking Gammerkork - Thu, 28 May 2020 12:21:18 EST bgNsrXdi No.534717 Reply
Nobody's expecting anything except you.

Wife undergoing mania

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- Wed, 27 May 2020 10:18:50 EST MVET1pY2 No.534702
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I just had my wife taken to a mental ward because she's been undergoing a manic episode for a week now and I can't handle it anymore. I can't handle someone who can't acknowledge that their mode of thinking is no longer in line with our plain of reality, to the detriment of her relationships with everyone around her and to the detriment (most fucking importantly to me) of her ability to care for our 1 year old daughter.

She hates and resents me for this now. She had bad experiences with the medical system a decade ago and she feels like this is a total violation of her trust in me, for me to be committing her into the hands of that system now, but I don't know what to do. She isn't all here and you can't fucking talk to her about it properly because she's so irritable and just fucking talks and talks for hours at a time if you do try to engage with her.

Knowing her like I do, I have a feeling that once she comes back down to earth and is thinking a bit more realistically, she's still going to hate and resent me for having her put away. She'll never forgive me for this. But I just didn't know what to do, I felt like I was out of options and if I didn't put her in the hands of professionals then it would have been me who'd just suffer a total emotional breakdown and I would have ended up there.

What the fuck do I do? I feel like this is going to be the potential end of our marriage. I can't fucking deal with her anymore but I don't want to split with her. I'm just so tired of it all, I just want her to be normal again. I'm tired of her obsessions, I'm tired of her social awkwardness. I just want her to be grounded. I want someone who I can talk to about inconsequential everyday things. I feel like in retrospect the cheese has been slipping off her cracker for a long while now and I'm only just seeing it.
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Emma Sammlehood - Thu, 28 May 2020 07:53:18 EST MVET1pY2 No.534714 Reply
>If she has some sort of variant of manic depression then it's rare that it can be managed through therapy and usually is just the brain being fucky.
She was diagnosed as type I bipolar a decade ago. It runs in her family; her mother, father, and a younger brother all have it. Her mother was hospitalised for a manic psychotic episode about 14 years ago, her brother just last year (both episodes were triggered by being prescribed SSRIs without a mood stabilizer). Her initial psychotic episode was also triggered by being prescribed with an SSRI, which was prescribed due to a prolonged depressed spell as a result of PTSD from being raped a year or two previously.

She was on medication (lithium and an anti-depressant) until 2016, not long before I met her. I've only ever known her while un-medicated. Somehow, some way, she had the mental willpower and persistence to avoid falling into mania for 4 whole years. Despite this impressive feat, I'm realizing that 1. this is a chemical imbalance that requires chemical help and 2. she has longstanding traumas and mental issues that she (despite her insistence otherwise) has still not gotten over after over a decade and needs serious professional help with.

With this episode now, I'm looking back at everything and I'm realizing that she's mentally been on a long downward slope, slowly deteriorating. She's definitely not the same person she was when I first met her. I guess her progression was akin to that of a glacier - very slow, not noticeable to the naked eye, but it was definitely moving. Moving slow enough that you just 'get used to' her increasingly erratic behaviour; slow changes can become normal. It's only with the outburst of mania in the last week like a sudden supernova that it's suddenly all become very obvious.

There is a lot to do and a lot to rebuild. Hopefully she can come out of this with a more stable approach to her problems.
Fucking Gammerkork - Thu, 28 May 2020 11:01:05 EST bgNsrXdi No.534716 Reply
> If she has some sort of variant of manic depression then it's rare that it can be managed through therapy only
You still need therapy as part of your return to health.
Sophie Wullerway - Thu, 28 May 2020 14:46:43 EST 1SSFeKJF No.534718 Reply
Yeah on second thought I concur. Beyond putting a tiny bit of steer on her brain she could learn coping mechanisms to limit the damage. Therapy will help with some of her other issues too. If her PTSD isn't sorted she needs therapy for that too.

What OP describes is the boiling a frog phenomena.

Where am I hoing with thing and friendships?

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- Wed, 27 May 2020 02:54:59 EST bVi8zFrk No.534698
File: 1590562499228.jpg -(46296B / 45.21KB, 470x384) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Where am I hoing with thing and friendships?
I'm 24, mild enthusiasm, and feel like I'm only just now accepting some things. Growing up, I was badly bullied and then through highschool and college I always forced myself to practice skills that I hated practicing on the chance that they'd win me friends or opportunities. I now realize the importance of finding what makes me happy and that I can look forward to doing every day but I have yet to really figure those things out. Same with friends, a lot of the people that like me are people that ive either been too nice to or put on some kind of sham for. Some of said people I'm actively trying to avoid. Two because they're full of self pity and I was too nice to them and one is a lady that I taught English to in the community when I was going through my sort-yourself-out-ASAP phase. I have no idea where I'm headed through the next five years and people I've known just havent been right for me, and I've always felt the need to put on some kind of an act because I dont want people to see that stoner that isnt religious and doesnt have any deep connections. I have a college degree and am trying to teach english in a foreign country. ive already done it once and it was more enjoyable than not.
Wesley Blurryshit - Wed, 27 May 2020 08:43:08 EST 7KZ23CYp No.534701 Reply
What do you have to offer people? Focus on that.

knowingly let myself be Scammed Online for $$ by a dude pretending to be a chick

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- Fri, 22 May 2020 04:18:40 EST f8xxX90X No.534676
File: 1590135520883.jpg -(65289B / 63.76KB, 817x1024) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. knowingly let myself be Scammed Online for $$ by a dude pretending to be a chick
I just want someone to talk to about this as I know there's no solution or getting that money back and I feel stupid for ignoring my conscience and willfully doing something I knew the entire time was a scam and was going to end badly.

Long story short I let myself knowingly feed a scammer 500$ worth of Steam giftcards by sending them Pix of the scratched barcodes outside the store where I'd paid for them all under the premise that they would pay me back as soon as I got to their house which was only 500ft away from where I lived and was standing. I know they probably used a VPN or something but regardless, I was on Grindr and this chick hit me up 45 feet away from me with pics and telling me come over except she's babysitting and the kids need Steam cards to be distracted while we fuck etc.

All very stupid and while the entire time I was showing my unwillingness to do all this well aware how this would turnout I was sent pics of the cash on hand and since it was so close I felt like I could just run up on the house with some backup once they decided they aren't coming outside with my money.

Well, Scammer moved and hmu just now from a whole other coast and told me they spent my cash on weed and to pay them 50$ if i want my 500$ cashapp'd. Obviously they finally reveal themselves to be a young black couple and not a young women while flippin me the bird. Idgaf about the $ because I've afforded a 30grand private jet into LA drinking 800$ alcohol with my buddies and that cash isn't a big loss, not to mention I come from a family of business owners and shit that is so far above a measly 500$ for weed.

Really what gets me is that I let this happen knowing full well the outcome and have never been so dumb before until then. Why did I do it? Was my dick truly just duped by some tits I saw? Is That what it feels like to think with my dick despite my brain saying absolutely to stop and not move forward because it's a terrible idea? Fuck, man. What am I even asking any of you to say to me right now so I feel better lol
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Clara Shakebury - Sun, 24 May 2020 06:01:16 EST jnas4L6T No.534688 Reply
>btw im rich hee hee

very original op
Charlotte Fodgetack - Sun, 24 May 2020 18:42:59 EST tpaazIs9 No.534689 Reply
If it makes you feel any better op I gave a findom girl 6000 dollars over the course of a couple months when I was living with my parents. Really regret doing that but I still get boners thinking about it.
Cyril Diffingtun - Mon, 25 May 2020 10:24:14 EST mttQWkrO No.534690 Reply
holy shit guys are thirsty lmao

How To Meet People

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- Mon, 11 May 2020 11:44:54 EST KkBfYYxo No.534526
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Basically the title. I know everyone's probably going through it now, but I guess this sort of isolation just highlighted to me my lifestyle, and how I had to change nothing at all. I used to think that you know, I'll make friends and stuff once I get a car or a house or a job or something like that, that my life would get better in the future.

So I did work on myself. I got my licensed and a car, got my own house, got two great jobs I love and am working on my education. I'm just so busy now though. Not that it anything I hate, but I just don't have time. Like I wake up, go to work, go to training and then come home to eat and study if I got an hour to spare.

I guess I've got work friends, but everyone at work is 40+ and there's a bit of an age gap. Same with training, where everyone is at least 30 and has a family and kids and all that, and it's just a bit hard to connect. We joke around a bit, but I wouldn't say we're friends.

I don't know, I guess it's just a problem I created. I just feel lonely, but even if I had a friend or a lady, I probably wouldn't have the time for them. I guess it's just I was working on getting myself in a stable position for years, and I did and I'm happy where I am now, but I guess I've just spent the last 2 years just focusing on myself, and I have, but I guess I'm just conscious now I could just sit here and let my life pass me by with no friends for another 25 years, and I would be content enough to not change anything, but still lonely.
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Augustus Drunkinson - Sat, 16 May 2020 18:43:27 EST t6SQpQCg No.534631 Reply
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>Compared to past generations ... a huge number of us are genuinely severely mentally ill.

Have you ever talked to older people, or had to work a job where they were customers? They're incredibly mental. Maybe in different ways, but still absolutely mental. My experience is their anxieties come out in different ways than younger people, but that may be due to the many years of coping with these issues before medicine officially recognized them.

Old people will flip out over the dumbest shit and get this out of body look in their eyes while they ramble about everything that's going wrong. A great deal of them have terrible, debilitating anxiety and don't even know it.

People are as mental as they've always been, it's just now we have a bunch of labels and words to give younger generations to categorize it so it seems like it's more common. Nobody who was a teen in the 70s wants to admit they're afraid of something or don't get along with anyone. That's why they all stay home and watch cable 6 hours til they pass out and go back to work. >>534563
Matilda Snodworth - Fri, 22 May 2020 16:08:41 EST 7G6Iav9p No.534686 Reply
grandpa was a literal liberated concentration camp intern; he was fine. The service industry job I had the longest, the owner was an iranian who deserted the Iranian Military during The War. He seemed ok.

They were both very easy-going, and genuinely seemed to want better for those after them.
Henry Battingbere - Fri, 22 May 2020 18:13:45 EST 9SfDsgst No.534687 Reply
Mental illness isn't something that you catch and that sticks with you forever, and it's not always obvious. And if you've ever had a public facing job where you work with oldies, you know he's right.

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- Fri, 08 May 2020 15:18:10 EST 0ObFkfrJ No.534496
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Ive been letting this girl stay in my house for free during the rona cus it got everyone's income fucked up, only we started having sex immediately that she moved in only she come to me today and says she's uncomfortable with the situation like she's paying for room with sex? I said no she doesn't have to have sex with me to stay but she says she wants to stay AND to have sex with me but can she pay for the room too? I said fine you're crazy but I could use the money. Anyways don't know if I need any advice but maybe you have something to tell me about what I'm doing wrong
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Shitting Backlelock - Tue, 19 May 2020 04:51:50 EST d4fOgvZr No.534663 Reply
I do not understand how the course of action here is unclear to you, OP.
Ian Darringwill - Thu, 21 May 2020 16:47:55 EST yLGUmxew No.534671 Reply
>I do not understand how the course of action here is unclear to you, OP.

Imagine if you were in a gaff that your host graciously provided. You are sexually attracted to your host and she reciprocates. You smash genitalia with gusto.

A few days (weeks?) go by and you're still having sex. You start to feel guilty. You like this person, you like getting your dick wet too, but now you've painted yourself into a corner. What if she gets bored of me? What if we fight or I do something dumb?

So you offer to pay money, as it provides you a little bit more security than just sex. The sex aspect is now simply fun times and you can move on with your life.

That's where she's at OP, it's a very human thing, and she's a good person to offer this. You can do two options:

A) Accept rent OR ask her to buy groceries every once and a while
B) Do not accept rent. This will frustrate her.

Do not choose B)
Ernest Pockcocke - Fri, 22 May 2020 13:23:28 EST BRi7SSKw No.534683 Reply
Lmao why everyone replying like I didnt say I was taking the money?

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