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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated July 26)

kill self

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- Tue, 02 Jul 2019 12:37:18 EST EnWZVPJW No.530172
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how do i kill myself if im on probation for being black? i have decided this is the best action to take but im scared because im black and they're out to get me plus god is too.

i want to just order some heroin off the deep web overdose and die and im scared if it doesnt work because im black. i feel like because im black if i fuck up ill just be in the hospital and theyll be like oh btw you gotta go to prison now for trying to kill yourself and just walk into the hospital and throw some piece of paper on my barely functioning body telling me i have to go to prison and go straight from the hospital to prison because im black

but if i was white they would just be like OMG WE HAVE TO GET THIS GUY HELP WE ENED TO SIGN A PETITION TO HELP HIM AND HE NEEDS HELP. i just wanna overdose and die on heroin i dont want any other stupid fucking method of suicide drugs are all i care about and i want to die by them. I just want ot nod off and fade into nothingness as i die slowly. i just want to take a bunch of xanax and alcohol to kill my anxiety and take like 30x the lethal dose of heroin all at once and just end it and slowly die peaceful and relaxed. i am not killing myself any other way and i have access to heroin easy off the deep web.
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Nathaniel Sumbletere - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 20:22:06 EST kAEKpfyQ No.530178 Reply
If you're worried about a hospital bill what you're looking for is a suicidal gesture, not suicide. Kinda gay imo. Guns are cheap and plentiful and you can blow your brain out with them and then you don't have to worry about anything anymore. If you can't even afford a gun then a rope will do just fine.
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Jarvis Mingerstot - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 06:43:29 EST ITjNMzUi No.530181 Reply
nah dude its not because your black its because god hates you
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Charlotte Hankinson - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 07:23:10 EST vFDzrbdS No.530183 Reply
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>>530173
GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY

In a real rut

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- Wed, 08 May 2019 03:45:45 EST m5vPT8jq No.529265
File: 1557301545894.jpg -(102807B / 100.40KB, 750x719) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. In a real rut
Hello, never posted here before but I feel like I'm in desperate need for some guidance. My problem right now is I broke my arm skateboarding two weeks ago. I live alone with no friends or family to help me. I have a job and was able to pay my rent last week. I can't work really so I'm wasting away stressing about my next month's rent. I'm also getting surgery tomorrow and the whole idea has me terrified. Anesthesia and having screws, brackets and stuff in my body. Never been under like this. Never broke a bone really. I'm mid-20s.

Really what my problem is I'm not sure how I'll be able to come up with the 500~ dollars I'm short on my next month's rent. I feel like I'm cracking under the pressure. I know it could be worse. I was able to get emergency insurance coverage through the state and I'm not losing my job or anything but I don't know how to get through the next month & 1/2 so I can recover and don't ruin my arm by trying to work with it again before its ready. Almost wish I just had more emotional support. Feels like no one can hear my cries.

I learned today I can't donate plasma with an injury so that option's out. I've heard about Social Security Disability Insurance but is that able to be used to pay rent?

Probably going to try finding an office for social workers when I feel strong enough after my surgery. Really I just need to figure something out. Feels like I have no one to turn to and I probably don't.

I'll answer any questions in this thread. I also have discord and snapchat.
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Barnaby Wuddledock - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 23:28:44 EST kr1gms69 No.530153 Reply
You broke your arm skating faggot, what the fuck do you need a surgery for? Why are you on your own with no savings if you can barely scrape up 600 bucks for rent every month?

Bet you probably fucked your shit up trying to drop in on a quarter pipe ya kook. Got what you deserved you stupid manchild
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Charlotte Hankinson - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 07:15:10 EST vFDzrbdS No.530182 Reply
>>529265
Welcome to being poor in America. Resign yourself that there will be expenses you will incur that you will not be able to pay, ever. As a result, you will pay more for things, your social mobility will be restricted, and you will have worse access to services. This is called a cycle of poverty. You are in one. Get educated on how poor people avoid paying debts, like what things you can let go to collections and what you have to pay off. Do this early. Don't even start that "I'm a man who pays his debts" bullshit.

varicocele

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- Wed, 26 Jun 2019 20:53:16 EST vtOIxKen No.530032
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any dudes here ever dealt with varicocele? if you don't know it's basically varicose veins in your ballsack, they can cause infertility and low sperm count, and in my case, hurt like hell. i found out i have it about a week ago and have an appointment with the urologist this weekend. i was told it was on the left side and at the time i only felt it there, but now i'm feeling it on the right side too. by all accounts, it is rare for it to be anywhere but the left side. from what i've read it's likely it will need to be operated on when it's presenting symptoms like this, and today it was so uncomfortable at one point that i had to waddle around like a fat person.

has anyone here had this and/or had surgery to fix it, and how has it affected your life? i feel healthy otherwise, and it hasn't even stopped me from fapping (even though i pay a price afterward). i've only been dealing with it since this month, so it's possible it will get better and can be managed, but everything i've read points to surgery and I'm all kinds of scared about complications and such. how fucked am i dudes
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Lydia Binkinchin - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 07:49:09 EST F1FRZWms No.530169 Reply
>>530147
>it's just permanent damage to your reproductive system dude no big deal

Jail

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- Tue, 02 Jul 2019 01:22:50 EST 0JH6jvDo No.530160
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How do i not go to jail and prison as a black person? there's just something in our heads that makes us impulsively commit crimes and shit. sometimes we dont realize how serious shit is and do it in the moment and the crack that gavel and give everyone life over nothing. I saw suge knight who just got pissed the fuck off and tried ramming some dude with a car probably thought it was some 5-10 years thing or probation or something NOPE REST OF LIFE IN PRISON

i see people just do impulsive shit in the moment not really meaning to harm anyone (not suge knight he fucking hit someone with a car) and just wake up with a 5 year sentence and shit and committing one crime instantly turns into like 12 different felony charges like if you break down a door and take shit you would think oh thats one felony stealing. NO. its a felony for breaking down the door, felony for walking in the house, felony for taking the item, felony for this, felony for that, felony for selling the item, felony for possessing the item.

i feel like as a black man its impossible to not go to prison and i dont even want to do one day i want to just live a peaceful life and chill. I feel like you can do one harmless thing in the heat of the moment and just wake up one day with a 5 year prison sentence or in jail or some shit you dont even know how illegal something is until its too late. and fucking drugs are illegal. i cant just live in LA because god is out to get me and weeds legal there but i saw someone in florida that got pulled over by a cop and they smelled weed and the cop fucking freaked out attacked him ALL OVER WEED and pulled a fucking gun on him ALL OVER WEED and the dude tried to drive off and the retarded cop just hung onto the car dragging along ALL OVER WEED and then they charged him with trying to kill a cop

ALL OVER WEED.
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Jack Snodwell - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 01:27:04 EST uZExeyVJ No.530161 Reply
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>How do i not go to jail and prison as a black person? there's just something in our heads that makes us impulsively commit crimes and shit.
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Archie Wongerway - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 11:42:12 EST 2tz018tx No.530171 Reply
>i cant just live in LA because god is out to get me

hide ruralfag threads
ignore ruralfag posts
do not reply to ruralfag

nb

Suck my cock

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- Mon, 01 Jul 2019 23:37:56 EST qTTmaZ8D No.530154
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These fucking faggot pizza faced forum moderators think I'm trolling so they tried to ban mem literally all I do is tell the truth.
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I didnt fail, everyone failed me

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- Sat, 01 Jun 2019 14:32:05 EST SnMldkwK No.529681
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I really just dont know what to do. Here is my situation in a nutshell:
I am a 27 year old male living at home with a possibly excessively attached mother, my sister, my drug addicted homeless aunt and uncle, six cats, and a dog. I am still stuck here because we live miles from anywhere I could work and noone in the house has a car. Walking is so far its impossible to do daily. I have no money, few possessions, no friends, and after a few bad relationships I have give up on them all together. Mom keeps talking about how she is going to move and we are all going and how that will fix everything but its been 3 years and ive seen very little if any progress in that direction. My question is.. Should I stay and wait or just pack a bag and start walking to see if I can get my own life together? I love my mom and sis, but Im 27 years old and have never even got a foot out the door. Do you think its wrong to abandon them? Due to situations, if I did leave, I would probably never see them again and that weighs heavy on my heart. Ive been thinking about how to handle this for ages and cant come up with anything better than being homeless for awhile. Please help
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Ernest Buzzhall - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 19:27:00 EST kAEKpfyQ No.529752 Reply
How does your family get the money they need to live if no one has a car and you don't live within walking distance of any businesses?
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Barnaby Wuddledock - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 22:57:43 EST kr1gms69 No.530151 Reply
How do you let shit get so far out of fucking control this long?

Probably a fat greasy fuck who wears those cringy wolf t-shirt. I wish I felt bad for you, but in reality you're an unskilled lazy faggot who's time has run out

Suffer.

All I do is work

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- Mon, 01 Jul 2019 04:18:31 EST EDme/XXe No.530121
File: 1561969111636.jpg -(212194B / 207.22KB, 2048x2048) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. All I do is work
I dont even like coming home, sometimes I'll just go lie on the hill at the park.

The girlfriend doesn't seem to have the sparkle she used to when we spend time together, shes spending more time hanging out with her buddies.

The trap friend is drinking hard liquor and dissasociating, wont even talk to me.

My best friend is busy taking care of his relatives kids.

Me, I work.

It's the only thing I'm any good at.

Fridge's empty.

Milk went a week ago.

I've been eating staff room food and drinking Monsters.

I'm a mess.

Im lonely.

At least I have you, internet stranger.
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Reuben Seffingsteck - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 09:10:45 EST wRA+5tPD No.530122 Reply
Don't be like a little kakashka, change your lifestyle and get some new inspiration and interest.
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Priscilla Sondlehudge - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 17:06:22 EST JG3hr5FL No.530140 Reply
>dump gf
>become and ultra professional
>make friends with career fuckfaces

>you are Remy Danton

I belive that the right career can give more validation than almost any ol' bullshit
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Beatrice Mullykere - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 20:03:24 EST mx986IvR No.530144 Reply
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>>530140

Yeah I think I'm just gonna go work for the national passenger train line. Try setting roots in vancouver and get to Japan and fuck around there. Hell I might even try shooting for a job there as a railway dude. Make grandpa proud.

another drunk depressive bemoaning about lost love

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- Sun, 30 Jun 2019 00:15:45 EST z5mjYXr2 No.530085
File: 1561868145805.jpg -(53468B / 52.21KB, 480x368) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. another drunk depressive bemoaning about lost love
was lonely
met girl on tinder
started dating
fell in love quick
she was affectionate but never verbally
left the country for several months
updated her tinder bio with that country’s language and new pics
tried talking to other girls, got some flirty exchanges but no willpower or motivation or real desire to date them

just sad and drunk. stewing in depression. i was motivated for a while but I just wanna sink back into the depths for a bit and sleep there
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Walter Pindershaw - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 14:46:16 EST +cDBckoC No.530134 Reply
>>530133
Why would you defend that kind of attitude? Please explain, I'm curious. That guy comes into a thread where OP is sincerely opening up because he's sad, strictly to be an asshole and attempt to diminish OP's problem by making his own sound larger.

Do you sincerely consider this to be defensible?
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Walter Pindershaw - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 14:55:25 EST +cDBckoC No.530136 Reply
>>530133

Don't bother replying, just looked around and saw what kind of person you are through your posts in other threads.
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Beatrice Cerryhatch - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 21:18:48 EST 2dpbGRKS No.530149 Reply
don't ever catch feelings for people using dating apps

Getting a better self steem

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- Sun, 30 Jun 2019 22:02:15 EST vPXIYoJk No.530115
File: 1561946535449.png -(246765B / 240.98KB, 500x239) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Getting a better self steem
How the fuck is one supposed to get a better self steem?
This last months, i realized more and more how many of my "troubles" and situations are because i have overall a bad view of myself.

Thing is, how do i get this better? I exercise a lot, i started boxing which is something i love, i've been trying a lot on my projects and feel i am overall a talented person, im overall a smart guy, i am what most consider attractive, i constantly notice people glancing at me when im on the street.

Yet, i feel no matter what, if i for instance was the best athlete, the best artist, all my projects went perfectly, i would still find others to compare myself, i would still feel im not enough.

I didn't grew a good teenager life, i was kinda ugly and ultra shy as a teenager, i didnt had a healthy way to develop myself, i was into punk groups who would constantly get into road fights, im the end i leaved the whole scene when a friend of mine died stabbed and i felt i wasn't there to protect him.

After that point, i feel i've been trying constantly to get better, to be strong, smart, beautiful and "enough", but its never enough for me, i always need to have outside approval i guess, i've been in bad relationships and friendships during the beggining of my adult life, just to feel approved, and of course that didn't feel good for me long term, i can't deal with loss, cause i feel losing a friend or love, is losing all my self approval, i can't deal with people having a negative view of me, normally if i know some person thinks something bad of me, i over exagerate that bad aspect to the person as a kind of punshiment, say someone tells me im impatient, i start acting more and more impatient with that person, and on the end it only hurts myself.

I 've been way worse, after sometime i've been able to realize the problem, and try to deal with it in a healthier way, yet i don't feel it will get better, i don't see myself being able to approve myself, at some point i got into this idea i should seek all my approval from others, and im never really able to get satisfied with it from them, its egostical and incomplete, yet i don't know how to start approving myself, how to be able to look at myself and think this is good enough, that i am were i should be and im doing my best, i always feel this "other", as if there are people doing better, them im not doing my best, and therefore im horrible.

Like a pendulum, i feel like the worse human being ever, get some stupid feeling of love and feel great, until this feeling is not enough and i change back to feeling the worse, a constant loop of seeking myself in others, and i just don't know how to escape that.
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Phyllis Gellydale - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 16:19:39 EST vPXIYoJk No.530137 Reply
>>530119
I don't know, i like art a lot, i think about animation, i like boxing, i like olympic lifting, but i don't feel a lot of this would hold on if i had nobody to show it, i feel art itself is important to me, but at somepoint i started seeing it as a means and not a end and that bugs me.

i keep fucking up

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- Mon, 01 Jul 2019 12:49:58 EST F9uPG3pa No.530126
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Like i'm not even sure how or why or when, but it just keeps happening. I need to start doing work for school because i've got the last final on friday and everything happening now just brought my will to 0.

i don't really want any of what i have or what i'm trying for, it just seemed the best route through life. i mean i thought i wanted it, but i just don't. The effort doesn't feel like it's worth it. Fuck i miss being a loser. I hated everything and everyone and i was alone but there was no responsibility and if there was i didn't give a fuck.
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George Grimwater - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 13:06:13 EST dZnLdogk No.530128 Reply
>>530126
Okay stop panicking a moment. Stop trying to achieve huge things. Just break down what you need into tiny steps. Do 15 minutes work, or one chapter. When it's done you will realise you can do just one more. Repeat until you need to break. Then resume. Just do it a step at a time.

Its your last final. You might as well just get past Friday and then worry about your direction then.

Can't come during sex

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- Thu, 13 Jun 2019 18:36:57 EST Y+eN58b0 No.529849
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Been with my gf for a couple months. Have slept together many times, with P in V sex about 5-8 times now. I have never orgasmed with her, but made her cum many times from oral and combos of oral and PinV.

I went for like 2 hours yesterday. felt really close, but it didn't happen then. I can go slow, steady rhythm, pound fast, etc, switch up positions etc. No matter what I can't finish. Haven't came for over 2 weeks now, even masturbating. though I could probably come from masturbating, I want to with her.

What are my options?
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Martin Grimforth - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 05:20:24 EST sK+XFiKK No.530091 Reply
People have been masturbating for thousands of years.. millions? That's why our arms are exactly that length (probably, who knows). It is NOW that young people are going to doctors and sex therpists, that never happened before. It's now that more and more young people aren't having sex (actually a good thing when it comes to people under 18, teen pregnancy is waaaaaaaaaay down). It's free online porn that is making the difference. Masturbate all you want, give up porn. You are not alone, seriously this is a HUGE problem affecting millions of men and it didn't even exist like 20 years ago
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Martin Grimforth - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 05:22:30 EST sK+XFiKK No.530092 Reply
>>530091
(well it existed, but for older men) if all this stuff doesn't work then yeah OP sex therapists are awesome. Get someone with an undergraduate in clinical psychology or something though because anyone can proclaim themselves a sex therapist
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Lydia Sinningwit - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 12:41:52 EST USUZpST+ No.530125 Reply
>>530091
>People have been masturbating for thousands of years..
Who? Aren't they sore?

Job interview

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- Wed, 26 Jun 2019 20:42:28 EST w8rdUIS2 No.530030
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I applied for this job and got an interview invitation. It seems like something I’d want to learn and I’m slightly interested. One problem.

The woman who interviewed me had a name who looked familiar. I realized it was someone I got very drunk with a few years ago, probably smoked pot with too, and tried to have sex with. She rejected me.

She’s also had me on Facebook for years where I post controversial political discussions and dialogue that most people disagree with, mainly right wing stuff.

I’m wondering if it would be a waste of time, my roommate suggested that she could hire me and than just fuck with me or fire me. My gut tells me this might be true, but I am extremely broke and need a better job
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Phineas Trotgold - Thu, 27 Jun 2019 00:26:39 EST VxtSuD4E No.530034 Reply
The reasons you shouldn't do it are the reasons you should try. You'll probably get rejected or something but itll make the job interview after this seem boring in comparison and you'll have a good story
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Albert Fanstone - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 20:15:20 EST 5vzjK7AG No.530113 Reply
Whatever your past with her, I doubt she would hire you "just to fuck with you". Expect her to be professional. Just treat it like any job you're interested in and hopefully your past with her won't even come up.

>I post controversial political discussions and dialogue that most people disagree with, mainly right wing stuff [on facebook].
This will catch up with you sooner or later. Facebook is very public. I wouldn't be surprised if a company decided to not hire someone because they frequently post controversial political anything.

To demotivated to work

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- Sun, 30 Jun 2019 04:51:04 EST EnWZVPJW No.530090
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I have this really shameful shitty job I hate and I always wonder if it's bad doing so that contributes a lot but still. My job is what seperates me from white trash I was destined to be white trash. Drama sadness poverty everyone around me is stupid poor trashy as fuck arguing drama working shit jobs to raise kids and shit.

I have this job and I was really good at it I made a ton of money. I can do it whenever I want so I have to force myself to do it. I find myself getting more defeated doing it then ever before because it's really hard. I just can't do it anymore. I'm so fucking lazy and demotivated and my life sucks no matter what i do that's why it's hard to do it and I hate my life too I'm so depressed I'm completely fucked

I took a few days off and took up a new hobby and now I don't want to do it at all/ I've just been trying to have fun and realized how shitty it was working all the time and not enjoying anything but working non stop. After taking a few days off it was hard as fuck to get myself to do it again and I instantly feel more defeated doing it because it's hard, not wanting to do it, giving up easier, doing it for less time.
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Cornelius Greenshaw - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 07:38:53 EST dZnLdogk No.530095 Reply
>>530090
What demotivates you about your job? Can you find a similar function in an organisation that does good? My job is one that some people do to further the gains of the most despicable humans on the planet but I do it so vital services that save lives are provided.

If it's the hours can you find something that gives you more time to breathe?

If you want to get out of your lifestyle rut what are you doing with your money?

Your mentality and the way you define yourself is pretty dangerous. You know what you DONT want to be but not what you want to be. I was like that once and it lead to a lot of stupid short term decisions. Is there something else you can skill up in?

You are working to avoid a bad fate but you have nothing that you're actually reaching for. All you're doing is fighting to avoid the bad thing and in the long run that's a miserable existence. All you're doing is looking back at the bad place and your life is still defined by it. You need to find and set some positive future goals and that will instantly make your job and life less awful. Maybe they'll be things like getting the skills or experience for a career change or even just a new job doing something similar.
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Hamilton Sasslelock - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 09:42:48 EST Lny7/LNo No.530096 Reply
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Shitty Job thread? Shitty job thread.
>My job is what seperates me from white trash I was destined to be white trash. Drama sadness poverty everyone around me is stupid poor trashy as fuck arguing drama working shit jobs to raise kids and shit.
Mostly the reason why I haven't quit mine even though I would sell an orphanage worth of souls to find something better. The guy who's the manager of my workplace (and the oldest son of the owner) is a complete fucking failure. In his 40s, no one really likes him except for his drinking buddies (even then), he's divorced with two kids (who both have a shitton of issues) and his ex-wife married someone a lot younger than her. I've turned into the therapy talking guy for the company owner who never sees the manager becoming any kind of competent, the way he sells shit is a joke. Manager thinks he can take over the company and make it grow, in the meanwhile he's still watering down prices for whiny customers while all the other employees would rather see him dead.
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Ebenezer Drocklenene - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 14:03:02 EST vFDzrbdS No.530107 Reply
Motivation is a false God. Do things that need to be done, stop looking for reasons.

therapeutic drugs

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- Tue, 04 Jun 2019 12:10:50 EST GIhHYQNG No.529723
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What drugs can I safely use if I have had a 2 year long depersonalizatikn / derealization period after just a little bit of weed.

Im diagnosed for depression and take meds. Also diagnosed with schizoid PD and schizophrenia (weird combo I know)

I want to make life liveable. I have good experiences with downers like antipsychotics and benzodiazepines and kratom. I want to try MDMA for the feelig of love, GHB to feel libido and lightweight psychedelics that will not induce dpdr. Im also interested in spiritually growing thru psychedelics.


I just want to make life liveable
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David Blatherstone - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 21:24:07 EST egiMesX2 No.530082 Reply
>>529723
I don't think there's anything left if its for DPDR.
Everything else is just for coping. Maaaaybe CBD? But it won't give you insight or anything.

You talk about lightweight psychedlics, but weed is already a pretty lightweight psychedelic and I am really, really, really curious how much a "little bit" of weed is and wondering if you smoked or ate.
Cuz if you ate an edible, then your story is a little less insane especially if weed isn't legal where you are (i.e./or the portions aren't well-advertised/consistent)
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David Blatherstone - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 21:26:36 EST egiMesX2 No.530084 Reply
>>530082
Also by "a little" I actually mean "by a lot"...
There is a huge difference there.

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