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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated July 26)

Girlfriend knows no fucking boundaries about my family

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- Mon, 25 Mar 2019 19:25:16 EST vPXIYoJk No.528505
File: 1553556316508.gif -(203892B / 199.11KB, 766x579) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Girlfriend knows no fucking boundaries about my family
I don't wanna get into details, but i fucking hate my mother, she is one of the worst human beings i've ever come across, my sister literally never talked with her the moment she got a opportuinity to run away.

Now my girlfriend for some reason, likes my mother, and thinks that the person she sees almost never, is not the person i've grow with, if i tell i don't wanna deal with her anymore im either being spoiled, throwing a tantrum or being childish, she literally said that sexual abuse that woman did on me was no big deal.

I can't live with having my family in my future, i don't want to deal with her, and the fact my girlfriend won't respect that, she constantly tries to make me have contact with my mother, now that she graduated college and gonna have collation, she invited that woman to it, and i honestly don't wanna deal with her existence, im tired of my girlfriend disregarding my feelings for my mother and trying to shove that woman back into existance, and honestly i feel like just blocking her and ignoring her existence, since she will ignore my feelings with my family and act like she knows more than me, i know its imature to simply throw someone away, but im tired of living through anxiety of having to deal with my mother, the idea of having to see her there almost makes me have a panic attack, im angry as fuck and anxious.
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Phyllis Chizzlespear - Fri, 19 Apr 2019 08:04:33 EST UZC9gHak No.528879 Reply
time to leave everybody behind i think. some people just gotta do that shit family and shit like that isnt that important life is mostly about money and just trying to find fun shit and trying to break out of the 9-5 rat race shit.

family is not that important mostly just income and maybe drugs or whatever you do for fun
Simon Murddale - Fri, 19 Apr 2019 12:32:49 EST wuy30QqH No.528880 Reply

If he was gana kill himself why did he take the money? To pay the ferryman?
Edward Danderstedge - Fri, 19 Apr 2019 13:33:08 EST UZ9BzlLq No.528881 Reply
No one should take suicide lightly but you have to be aware of context. Even if your ex is genuine (almost definitely isn't) you the cost to you is enormous. You are WAY into the benefit of the doubt but even if it's real, what does "saving" this sort of person entail if she's not willing to change? Misery for both of you. There is a reasonable limit and it's a bit soft (but something I also do) to extend the benefit of the doubt a bit beyond that. That marks me as a bit of a target so I've gotten quite good at limiting the damage people can do when there's multiple red flags showing. Real people don't need multiple chances without catching you a break and coming through, real friends do fuck up but they accept your fuck ups because they know they do the same, and they mostly do good, or try. Relenting because you're depressed is not that, acknowledging your feelings would be.

If you are unwilling to step out of a situation where there is literally no evidence they respect you or themselves, you're going to be exploited all your life. All the gifts you have to give, the love, the compassion will not be helping someone. They will be wasted on someone who does not appreciate them and will not make good use of them. They will not bring joy, they will just be a thing that happens while they expose you to misery. And you will suffer. There is nothing good about making yourself a martyr because you have a magic inflexible code of bullshit honour that says "oh they said the S word, I have to let them do whatever". Because that is ending your life.

Life is many different colours and shades. You cannot be black and white about it.

Hopefully your friend is fine though taking a load of money is weird. Unless he only took enough cash to get where he needs to go this doesn't sound like suicide. Maybe he's freaked out and is off on an adventure/crisis. Hopefully he'll turn up with some healthier perspective soon.


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- Tue, 16 Apr 2019 22:14:47 EST SFFhpIiL No.528839
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no one will ever believe me

everyone accepts that secret organizations can monitor all of us all the time but no one would ever believe my testimony

I know about them. We are in contact. They don't know what to do with me. I feel like I am fucked here because I made up a conspiracy that turned out to be true.

it's consumed the past three years of my life.

you won't believe me.
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bruno - Tue, 16 Apr 2019 22:43:05 EST SFFhpIiL No.528841 Reply
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I'm not sure my problem is money

I mean. I wish I had a billion dollars so I could found a lab and hire geniuses to find the people whose buffonery torments me on a daily basis
Bruno - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 21:21:14 EST SFFhpIiL No.528875 Reply
His question had nothing to do with my problems.
Betsy Smallwell - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 22:18:05 EST ehhnNOgT No.528876 Reply
How many people do they monitor and how often do they monitor the average subject?

How long after a seizure can I start doing dumb shit again

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- Thu, 18 Apr 2019 12:55:15 EST HCEYmc5X No.528859
File: 1555606515328.jpg -(126295B / 123.33KB, 1125x1358) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. How long after a seizure can I start doing dumb shit again
Hey so I posted this on /med/ and the only response I got was someone suggesting I post this here since /med/ is so slow, so sorry for the 'double post'.

weird thread but hear me out

So a year and a half ago I had my first seizure. Since it was the first I was taken to the ER, made sure I was cool and was basically told not to worry about it since most people will have one freak one at some point in their life. Wasn't taking drugs at the time.

I had my second one this past weekend. They did all the tests again and said "well you don't have any signs of actual epilepsy so we're gonna refer you to a neurologist." Full disclosure, I had totally been abusing tramadol for like, a week or two before. Never going beyond the 400mg a day guideline but maybe up to 300mg a day. Anyway, I'm pretty sure that's what caused it. I mean if I told the doctors that they would certainly blame that since there's nothing else to jump at. In any case it doesn't matter, cause I'm not gonna go down that road. I got off heroin years ago. The DEA has made it damn near impossible to get real opiates these days. So, I fell off the wagon with these fucking things. I know not to take them again.

My main question is about how long should I wait til I start fucking with more 'regular' street drugs again? I think last time I waited about a week. Thing is I broke a couple of toes, dislocated my shoulder and banged my ear and head pretty hard this time around. That little bit of 3meopcp in the drawer is really tempting since OTC pain meds ain't worth a shit and I keep having to leave work early cause I'm in such pain and I can't exactly afford that since I know I've got an ambulance and ER bill coming soon.

I understand I'm taking a risk no matter what. I guess I should also mentioned they sent me home with some Divalproex to prevent another seizure which I have been taking, although I'd rather not. Think I may just take it until I get to my regular doctor in a couple days. I know it's really stupid to even ask ya'll but the internet at large does not have an answer for "how long after a seizure can I start doing drugs again?" I'm hoping maybe one of ya'll has some personal experience or something.

tl;dr had a seizure 5 days ago. Can I probably do some 3meo?
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Jack Brookwater - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 16:14:08 EST o73XImOz No.528872 Reply
you know it there is a chance it could cause permanent brain damage, but this iis more important, i got ya
Ernest Dollyfoot - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 19:24:39 EST HCEYmc5X No.528873 Reply
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Yeah, I hear it. I'm just wondering to myself and trying to balance the risk/reward factor.

I've had issues with depression all my life, legitimately tried like 7 different various anti-depressants, anti-psychotics, seen a dozen different counselors, doctors, had a handful of religious experiences that seemed to fix my perspective in the short term but nothing lasted...
There are a handful of drugs out there that our culture seriously frown upon at the moment for various reasons. Some valid, some not. But I don't think every drug user is an addict. I've never missed a day of work to get high. I've never stolen anything to fund any habit. I've never not paid my bills. These few drugs I'm thinking of have always made me feel better and enabled me to be more functional and productive.

So I'm in that sort of "Do I risk it and do what I know will make me happy or do I just live my life like a sad robot"?

how do i get my neighbors dogs taken away?

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- Wed, 17 Apr 2019 20:15:08 EST UZC9gHak No.528852
File: 1555546508486.jpg -(20649B / 20.17KB, 235x282) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. how do i get my neighbors dogs taken away?
my neighbors dogs literally outside 24/7. they neglect the fuck out of them just leaving them outside literally 24/7. like i literally NEVER see them inside. yesterday was 35 degrees frost forming everywhere dogs were out for fucking 8 hours straight that i could keep track of it it was probably more like 12-18.

i cant go for a walk or do ANYTHING. they instantly fucking charge at me. if i go on a walk at 3 in the morning i have to worry about that shit waking up the whole neighborhood and pissing everyone off. i think oh its 3 am there cant be a dog outside RORWORWORWORWORWORWORWROWROWROWR fucking retard charges at the fence trying to attack me and then jumps up and down and runs back and forth barking and freaking the fuck out.

it is literally outside. even in freezing cold weather they leave it outside and we have the coldest winters in the world. literally snow up to your head ice everywhere every inch of everything is frozen solid like 0 degree weather strong winds blowing and the dogs just sit outside 24/7

i want to report them by sending in letters instead of calling becuase i want to be completely anonymous. the dogs run around, attack peoples animals, piss off EVERYBODY, literally outside 24/7 being neglected by shit retard owners. i want it to be reported anonymous becuase if the town doesnt do anything im going to kill them myself. my town laws say that if they recieve 3+ warnings for the dogs they are instantly taken away by animal control and i reported them a fuck LOAD of times before after like dozens of times the cops showed up one time. dogs shut up for 2 weeks. back to normal now they leave them outside 24/7. they literally sit there and bark at 3 am 6 am midnight 10 pm all day long all morning long all night long and they sit there and bark for 8 hours straight. i just want the town to come take them away and kill them.

if i just report it every single week with the same complaint over and over again the town will have to come do something right? i want to do it completely anonymous so i can kill them myself if i have to or i dont want the pissed off redneck owners staring at me all day long like "hey you took our stupid dogs away that we left outside 30 days in a row and never paid attention to and let sit outside in the cold and bark for 18 hours straight how dare you we loved those dogs"
Nicholas Fondledetch - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 14:45:40 EST UZ9BzlLq No.528861 Reply
Aren't you in prison or joined the army or something now? After you couldn't move because you haven't got a car you got a DUI if I remember rightly.
this is all fiction fuck off nb

Anxiety literally never stops

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- Mon, 15 Apr 2019 03:34:50 EST fh5xuZgB No.528792
File: 1555313690792.gif -(1020293B / 996.38KB, 150x148) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Anxiety literally never stops
How do you deal with 24/7 anxiety? The kind where you're practically in a state of panic from the moment you wake up until the moment you fall asleep?

And its about total bullshit half the time too. I get too stressed about work and stuff but at least that makes more sense than how I get all fucking worked up laying in bed unable to fall asleep just thinking about totally useless garbage like the inevitability of death. I spend every second of every day worrying about something, usually finding something totally nonsensical and pointless to worry about.

I don't speak a god damn word to anybody I don't have to besides my girlfriend because my social anxiety is just as bad. This hinders me at work and day to day life in general. Every facet of my life revolves around this constant anxiety. There is no escape. I binge watch TV shows or play videogames in my free time in a desperate attempt to escape it but I do not enjoy them and I cannot get immersed in them because I am perpetually unable to focus on literally anything except my anxiety. If I have nothing to worry about at the moment then I will be like "oh shit remember that one time like two decades ago that you had a slightly awkward conversation" and it will eat away at me until I just turn off the game and give up on trying to have fun.

I am tired. You can see it in my face. The most mundane things are exhausting because I am fighting a battle in my head around the clock. I am barely able to function as a normal human being. I can't do this forever.

I'm mostly just venting at this point but advice is appreciated. Has anybody been here and gotten better?
Cedric Padgeben - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 12:04:00 EST lXsK4abP No.528804 Reply
lay off the shitty hobbies, work out, eat healthy, talk to people
Fucking Peblingkuck - Tue, 16 Apr 2019 13:53:30 EST UZ9BzlLq No.528830 Reply
I found with anxiety the fear of the fear was worse than the thing. I had a more specific sort of problem where I thought I was dying and had actual anxiety attacks. You can't change your predisposition to being a worrier or how your brain goes mad directly but you can change how you process those concerns, the amount you "Indulge" them.

I found therapy helpful alongside lifestyle changes. The therapy was CBT based and the lifestyle changes were ones that dispelled or lessened some of my concerns. Thought my heart was failing, went to the gym, my fitness increased rapidly now I have the resting pulse of a professional athlete and it makes those threats less real.

I don't know your exact best route but anxiety is at least partially a thought process thing so medicating it is probably a last resort.
Caroline Brookway - Tue, 16 Apr 2019 22:00:25 EST 4rsfPuc5 No.528838 Reply
I'd not as bad as you but it feels like I have anxiety/social anxiety and strange paranoid behaviors most of the time. It basically doesn't go away, except in certain situations which I'm not in most of the time.

But ya I would start with diet and exercise.

are some people in life just meant to struggle no matter?

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- Sun, 14 Apr 2019 20:57:32 EST fRLz4Li6 No.528781
File: 1555289852123.jpg -(468512B / 457.53KB, 1200x1200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. are some people in life just meant to struggle no matter?
So life can be easier for some others?

To be honest the cycle of go to work go home and eat shitty food wasn't enjoyable until I got into a relationship. This of course made it was worthwhile. Until I eventually became unhappy again that this is what life is all about. The struggle builds character. Yet so much of life seems like luck. Who you know. That sort of thing. I hit my midlife crisis at 20 As a college drop out. Working towards something I think. Everyone says just go back to school. What's funny is that place made me feel more isolated and anxious than ever.

I got something that everyone else seemed to have awhile ago. A lover. Life is easier, days aren't as long when spent coexisting with another, but the slog, hamster wheel of life didn't change. Isn't it sad one day we won't know each other? We will do this dance til we get old and become more ignorant (or rather ignore) the problems of the world.

When were children we don't know the darkness of the world. When we get older we must ignore it to continue on lest we give up and decide it stops with us. Wake up go to work. We're made to think we must achieve certain things by a certain age when you realize how luck based life is after high school. Hard work only goes some way when you were given a shit lot in life.

How can you look past a mediocre life when there are so many with 30 mile driveways? Can one simply just accept ones life?
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Edwin Cremblehall - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 05:38:29 EST OCwtUy6R No.528796 Reply
Life sucks for a lot of people. Im happy to not be born to complete drug addict parents. Im happy to not be born to rich monsters with no character. Im happy to not be born into some third world shanty. Im happy to not be born into a Muslim family, so I can still have my freedom of conscious. Im still very fortunate despite the struggle of that is my life. Ive been hearing a lot of rumors about what has been happening to children and other unfortunate people for decades and feel quite fortunate despite having a shitty run at life.

My main fear right now is loosing my soul. Over lies and rumors, especially because of the nature of the people telling them. The human brain can easily be manipulated and the soul is bound to the body through the mind. The monsters that occupy various departments of medicine and research laboratories have been known to commit great evil in their quest for technolgoical progress.

My life sucks. Im not allowed to have a girlfriend, a job, a home, a car or any of that shit. The reason why is bullshit. It all started on Facebook and it went way to far.

Make the most out of mediocrity.
Phyllis Wanderbed - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 13:14:45 EST o73XImOz No.528806 Reply

What are your values? are you living in line with them? Are there any you can't live in line with? If so, change them.

E.g. if you are a super shallow person whose main goal in life is to have money and a supercar and a swiming pool and a girlfriend with lots of plastic surgery who you can't actually talk to, but you have no way of making money, you need to change that value to something else, which shouldn't be hard because it's a stupid value to have in the first place, wealth is meaningless...

if your value is aquiring knowledge that's totally doable nowadays with the internet, regardless of money

if your value is having a positive impact, volunteer

if you have no values, find some

here's a list of some values you might like

Wealth Family Morals Success Knowledge Power Friends Free Time
Adventure Variety Calmness Freedom Fun
Recognition Nature Popularity Responsibility Honesty Humor Loyalty
Reason Independence
Achievement Beauty Spirituality Respect Peace Stability Wisdom Fairness Creativity
Relaxation Safety

Instead of being like "oh oh my life has no meaning" and asking us shits to impose some meaning on your life, figure out what your values are and find people who are living by those values and learn from them or copy them or read their books
Nell Grimson - Tue, 16 Apr 2019 07:41:44 EST 91wep0dl No.528828 Reply
>life sucks waah
we are a walking bag of complex molecules that chemically interact with eachother because of the laws of physics. 99,9% of all species of life have gone extinct. all that death has brought us to this very moment. humans have faced extinction, natural predators, disease, natural disasters, wars, famine, and so on yet we're still thriving somehow.
a happy life was never promised to us! we are not born with equal opportunities, so we have to take whatever we want at the cost of someone or something else. that is why we thrive. we are better at taking stuff from the planet for ourselves than any lifeform has ever been.
but still we are natural beings in a natural world, so we still have to follow the laws of nature.

you wonder why some people struggle more than others? your ancestor was a mouse living in the age of the fucking dinosaurs. yet here we are.

Baby trap?

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- Thu, 09 Aug 2018 11:43:34 EST 2ZLMnT1L No.526026
File: 1533829414530.jpg -(53624B / 52.37KB, 490x362) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Baby trap?
Is it safe to say that a girl who wants me to fuck her without a condom is trying to baby trap me? I don't get that vibe from her but you never know.

She doesn't take bc pills cause of the side effects (understandable) and I use condoms but she's "really likes the feeling" and wants me to stick it in at least for a bit. Ive done a good job resisting so far but I'm thinking of breaking it off because no woman who actually doesn't want a child is OK with that shit.
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DICKS EVERYWHERE - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 03:10:47 EST GBSSu+42 No.528752 Reply
It's safe to say here, and maybe you should talk to her about it.
Edwin Clannerchudge - Tue, 16 Apr 2019 14:10:48 EST OQPLSKjo No.528831 Reply
>>526026 Why don't just get a vasectomy? They run $800 unless you're poor, then they are free. I got one and my life has vastly improved. Rawdawgin it all the time now. It's your ticket to freedom

Girlfriend just makes me unhappy

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- Sun, 14 Apr 2019 12:23:58 EST Qi8ECBsJ No.528769
File: 1555259038174.jpg -(246705B / 240.92KB, 1080x2034) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Girlfriend just makes me unhappy
>will go out of my way to do things for her
>Made her breakfast after getting her flowers and coffee after I hiked with the dog
>Literally starts bitching about the dog being dirty when I am bathing it
>Complains about the coffee, food, flowers
>Everytime I have a great day she will find a way to make it terrible, make me feel bad
>She will then act apologetic and sad and regretful that she hurt me but will not change her actions

How the fuck do I get out of this shit someone please shed perspective
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Jenny Clisslewit - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 21:27:12 EST jnas4L6T No.528820 Reply
I spent 5 years in a miserable relationship. Eventually you will reach a point where pain of staying > pain of leaving. Until you reach that point you will probably just deal with it because it's easy and it's scary to face the unknown.

Real talk though, move out. Get an apartment, with roomies if you need to, or even with fam if you can. Sounds like a real lifeforce-draining cunt

Being a flaky bitch

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- Sun, 14 Apr 2019 16:12:38 EST c+HQg5up No.528775
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>having feelings for multiple people
How does one cope? They aren't down to share
Ebenezer Pipperchere - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 17:20:12 EST C9BiJcEz No.528779 Reply
Being honest doesn't help. I want to spend time with all three of them. But they get bitchy and depressed whenever I bring it up. Don't want to go behind their backs either.
Caroline Heddledud - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 20:09:41 EST JCATCBbz No.528780 Reply
Eh I feel like their egos are in the way. It's their pride you're hurting by not committing to them, and only them. Most people are selfish and relationships are no exception. If you truly feel like you want to be with all of the people involved maybe you need to find three people who are OK with open relationship kinda stuff. It's like you're saying "Yeah, I enjoy spending time with you but I don't want only you." That does hit your pride. I myself am selfish and jealous with romantic interests. I commend you for acknowledging your true desires though. Please update when you can.
Ernest Sishhall - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 20:03:49 EST xFBnJEh+ No.528819 Reply
>wanting a monogamous relationship
>selfish and close minded
Come on, man. I'm not going to judge someone for wanting a poly relationship, but you don't need to go around judging people who don't want one either.

I'm like a damn preacherman.

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- Mon, 01 Apr 2019 22:27:29 EST rhuqshfb No.528596
File: 1554172049857.jpg -(60128B / 58.72KB, 605x765) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. I'm like a damn preacherman.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I please everyone, all the time. I cannot be in the presence of someone without wondering if he/she is TOTALLY 100% OKAY. I'm slowly getting better but shit, at this rate I won't be a normal guy until I'm 30. The extent of what I'm talking about is truly, profoundly absurd in its imbalance. If you knew me you would be like, this guys awesome. But the thing is, a therapist would say I'm like this because I feel I must be accepted. BUT THE THING IS, I dont give a FUCK what most people think of me. I very often do things that go against my social self preservation. I just don't want anyone to be suffering. It actually comes down to that. And I don't know why.
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Angus Turveyspear - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 16:30:28 EST RXMFipUL No.528758 Reply
Yeah but if you're coming to /qq/ with mental health problems and also still plan to continue to use dph, like why bother posting? DPH is not a safe drug. It's horrible. It will break your mind and body. That's some lung cancer patient smoking bulk cigarettes level of self destruction.

You need to stop it man, its not worth the high.
Sophie Goodworth - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 05:20:43 EST UZ9BzlLq No.528760 Reply
This. DPH will ruin your shit. OP you are crazy. No one regularly takes DPH who is sane. Peak /del/ was teenagers with mental health diagnosis faking suicides for fun and then actually nearly dying from huge doses. This isn't talk from reading hyperbole, this is what you learn by watching a community of regular abusers of a substance.
Sidney Fonningfoot - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 08:59:36 EST kAEKpfyQ No.528764 Reply
You just feel the need to be useful to people because your self esteem isn't high enough to face them as equals. If you can be useful it obviates the need to be liked on your own merits. The line "I very often do things that go against my social self preservation." is telling. It betrays your low self esteem. You feel like a loser so you're fine with people thinking you're a loser, but then you make yourself useful to them in order to have a place at the table even while feeling so inferior to them.

i don't know

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- Sat, 10 Feb 2018 23:43:38 EST Ytvfly7k No.522093
File: 1518324218992.jpg -(122345B / 119.48KB, 640x853) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. i don't know
i used to be happy, i used to didn't care about anything except having fun

now i'm 24 and a miserable sack of shit with a perfectly fine live that wants to kill himself regardless

what went wrong
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Cornelius Cammlekadge - Wed, 09 May 2018 12:45:20 EST 3A/9rSkO No.523992 Reply
People are idiots, therefore let's give one of those idiots all the power and hope nothing goes wrong.

W-wait we have advisers!!! and like, there's inheritance laws too!!! wait come back!!! NOT THE CONSTITUTION, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Hiffwe !udstr89wEY - Tue, 07 Aug 2018 16:26:27 EST JuLFxMX7 No.525991 Reply
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Get pissed off, do something about it. Fuck everyone. "Anon you've changed, wheres the sensitive cunt we fingered for attention?" RIGHT HERE BITCH LETS GO, LIGHT A BLUNT

I wish I could die for other people

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- Sun, 07 Apr 2019 23:15:41 EST aKLE6eU1 No.528678
File: 1554693341948.jpg -(491445B / 479.93KB, 1439x1279) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. I wish I could die for other people
Anybody else get this feeling on a daily basis? I'll be driving to work and the nice radio man will tell me that some drunk slammed into a minivan and crushed one of the kids, and I'll feel bad that I'm still alive. Its not just that I want to die (I mean that's part of it, I've wanted to kill myself for 12 years now. Literally half my life has just been wishing for death), I resent the fact that the universe doesn't do trade-in's. You don't have to tell me that life isn't fair but I can't think of much worse than people with so much potential, who love life and can't wait to do things; they get that shit snatched away from them meanwhile guys like me have prayed for cancer. I cross the road with my eyes closed and my music up and I hope somebody hits me.

Ain't right. I should be able to take that kid's place, it should be me instead and let them live out the long, happy life that I'll never have. Its just a waste of life all around.
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Alice Greenfoot - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 11:17:29 EST o73XImOz No.528724 Reply
only a complete loser would try to diagnose someone online based on a single paragraph, and i can diagnose you as being a loser based on your trying to do that hey-o
Doris Sickleford - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 23:28:54 EST N4eypHeE No.528749 Reply
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Absolutely. I've often fantasized about getting caught in a mass-shooting, and maybe "heroically" shielding humans with my useless body.. It's the perfect way to die. I'm too much of a pussy to off myself, but if a 3rd party were in the picture... well, you just can't go wrong.

Instead of:

>Local manchild FINALLY jumps off a cliff, leaving his parents and siblings to settle his state of affairs and throw away the cumsocks. "Took him fucking forever to commit to the plunge", says onlooker, "drawn out and stupid. Glad he's dead, selfish prick".

you get
>Local man HEROICALLY takes bullets intended for kids/adults/dogs. "he just jumped in front of them without hesitation, although the very first shot instantly killed him, his body shielded and saved us", say survivors, "I owe him my life. He's a real hero and a real human being." Porn star Sally Saucy, among those he protected, has announced tribute film to honour his memory.

maybe a slight hyperbole, but if anyone's going to die in a mass shooting/bombing/etc, it might as well be the lazily suicidal, right?
Lillian Wennerchet - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 02:35:06 EST mDXHfNzO No.528750 Reply

">Local manchild FINALLY jumps off a cliff, leaving his parents and siblings to settle his state of affairs and throw away the cumsocks. "Took him fucking forever to commit to the plunge", says onlooker, "drawn out and stupid. Glad he's dead, selfish prick". "

so thats how its gonna read out for me? Fuck sakes I'd rather no obituary

No Beliefs Just Pain

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!.GE3yhKoq2 - Tue, 09 Apr 2019 18:51:39 EST ZLKpSfEG No.528693
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I've had shitty life. I don't think I've ever been truly happy. My life isn't the worst, I'm pretty sure that my life is still better than most but my life has sucked pretty much the entire time.

I have people insinuating a lot of blatantly false shit about me. I'm facing two felony charges. I had been off of probation for all of two months. I've already been convicted of one in addition to two misdemeanors. All this shit started under Obama. I won't say what I really think about him since it's not necessary. It's technically my fault, I shouldn't have been posting "hate speech" on Facebook.
Anyway my life has never recovered from that and I'm probably going to have to do more jail time. Unless there is some sort of divine intervention.

I just want a normal life. I used to have some inner peace but now my soul is in a constant state of pain. It's been a very rough nine years. Shit it's been a rough life.
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Hedda Worthinghood - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 21:06:51 EST Kr2kFxh1 No.528746 Reply
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This society is so sick that groups like Atomwaffen Dvision exists.
Hedda Worthinghood - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 22:11:25 EST Kr2kFxh1 No.528747 Reply
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>I should be dead not nipsey
>At least he wanted to improve the community

Working for Grubhub or DoorDash soon... tips?

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- Thu, 04 Apr 2019 10:41:21 EST loFqoohq No.528637
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Hi guys I recently applied to be a driver for both grub hub and Doordash. I need to start making some money as I’m heavily in debt as compared to my income. I’m a little nervous as I haven’t had a job for over 7 years since I decided not to work while I get myself through college.

I guess what I wanted to ask is if anyone has had experience working for these companies and if they had any tips or tricks to help me with the job. Any food delivery workers are welcome to drop tips as well.

I like the flexibility this job offers and the ability to somewhat be my own boss.

TLDR: im poor (make $200 a month, in over 10k CC debt, haven’t worked in 7 years and am starting working for Doordash and Grubhub in a couple days, any tips are appreciated for this nooblet in life because I have literal 0 people and work skills.

(Been living off parents and a measly $200 a month for the past few years And I’m finally tired and want to change that.) I’m sick and tired of never having any money or having to suck up my pride and asking for help to pay my bills. Amazon mturk can only do so much financially wise.
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Nell Chibblewater - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 12:31:09 EST Lny7/LNo No.528715 Reply
Ssssh. Only your sweet virgin tears now.
Oliver Sallywater - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 12:38:12 EST 2NZXdluf No.528725 Reply
>eating a meat only diet with only $200 a month to live on

Stupid jolly african-american
Cedric Homblehall - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 19:35:03 EST LjxF6xVF No.528744 Reply
>lol reading the OP? wuts that xDD

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