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What and why

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- Tue, 02 Apr 2019 23:20:57 EST 7EQPr2Xz No.528610
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I go to the gym, have a girlfriend that loves me (as far as i can tell) have some friends that are there for me (as far as i can tell) but theres more right? My job sucks, im unsure and anxious all the time, im constantly sitting around worried that my girlfriend is gonna go off and cheat on me or that my ex dealers gonna get pissed that i dont talk to him anymore and come kill me (logically i seriously doubt any of this would happen but i constantly think of it when i get depressed), i have violent fantasies of getting back at people whove hurt me or loved ones or really just any evil people in general, constant ptsd flashbacks, resenting myself as weak and incapable, resenting my family, missing my dead dog, dwelling on terrible things ive done and shirked, mournfully remembering being an innocent and happy kid, and mourning my capability of feeling genuine unfiltered love that isnt hiding behind a bunch of walls and complexes that only acid and tears brings out. Im so depressed getting hard is a 50/50 for me. Im working for the better and feel good about it most of the time. Like i said im healthy and have a lot to be happy about, but im so obsessed with expecting something to go wrong and so obsessed with writhing in my regrets and my perceived uselessness.
1 year ago i was psychotic from drug use, shaved my head, got addicted to etizolam, my family dog i had since like 1st grade and grandma died during my addiction, i lost friends and endangered my loved ones through my delusional and reckless behavior, and that really only stopped 2 months after meeting my girlfriend who i somehow got amid the psychotic addiction and withdrawal. Holy shit that girl has to love me to have put up with it. So im way better than i used to be. Socially fluent again, i actually do things, i have people that make my world worth living in, and im more in touch with myself and my family.
But then ill sit down at night to smoke a bowl or two and look at my life and bawl my eyes out.


Tl;dr im trying and ive made a lot of progress but i still fucking hurt man, things only rearrange but dont change. How do i end this shit
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Wesley Gonningstodge - Wed, 03 Apr 2019 16:54:13 EST 7EQPr2Xz No.528630 Reply
>>528621
No i hurt all the time but i only express it when im not sober or crying or both. Dont be a dick dude
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Scourge of the West - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 23:04:48 EST z4oipUag No.528721 Reply
>>528610
Dave, this is your ex-dealer. I dont give a shit. People move on all the time. Im used to it. On my list of people to kill you are before Oprah but after Urkle. Im not going to kill you, but will give you a bag for old times sake if you call. On me.

Seen this one yet?

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- Tue, 12 Mar 2019 10:57:54 EST tuHeryy1 No.528358
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I suck at video games. Of course this isn't the problem, I just need a way to explain this.

I was told by the man at a very young age I had superior intelligence, which still isn't that cool but it did make me smarter than everyone I knew or had any opportunity to meet. Naturally I was held to an incredibly high standard my whole life and I have never once lived up to it. Something is wrong with me but I don't know what it is. I'm 27 and I live with my girlfriend who is cool, if a little bitchy. I pick things up, I take to them well, but then I never get any better. I start everything at a very high level and you would expect that I would grow at a high rate to the pinnacle of skill but I just don't. I have never seen anyone struggle with anything. Everybody seems to just instantly be perfect at everything (or at the very least way better than I am).

Do you know I have played soul calibur for the entirety of the series? It's my favorite game. How good are you at your favorite game? I am the worst player left on any server. I can double-perfect somebody and they will still get three unanswered wins to finish the match, somehow. It will always happen.

I failed out of college because I couldn't finish an assignment, quit every job out of shame at my inability to excel, and my house is always a ridiculous mess because I can't finish cleaning.

I'm only getting more depressed as time goes by. Should I just kill myself? Would I fuck that up too? I have a family that loves me but I can't begin to imagine why. I just can't do anything and I've tried it all. If you can think of it, you can be better at it than me, period. Every waking second I'm embarrassed and I can't really take it anymore. What does a worthless piece of shit like me do to succeed?
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Frederick Gummerson - Fri, 05 Apr 2019 14:20:38 EST USUZpST+ No.528660 Reply
>>528658
If you've never fasted for over a month you're basically just a dilettante shitheel baby
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Sophie Bunnerstadge - Sat, 06 Apr 2019 15:24:00 EST C6ln7bAi No.528671 Reply
man you have really high self esteem, but that means fuck all without self compassion

when's the last time you forgave yourself for something?
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Hugh Clellerbet - Sat, 06 Apr 2019 22:06:56 EST mX27lD5h No.528674 Reply
>>528650
>leaky gut

I know what to expect when dealing with your retarded ass you tripfag piece of shit but get your nonsense pseudoscience horseshit and blow it out your ass you fucking retard.

How to handle admiration

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- Tue, 02 Apr 2019 22:12:11 EST 3zvkiN7P No.528607
File: 1554257531120.jpg -(1491723B / 1.42MB, 2285x1787) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. How to handle admiration
I have recent made a new friend who is much older than me (about 15 years), I have only spoken with him twice but both times we ended up speaking for a very long time, well into the night.

I am having difficulty with the emotion because I kind of come from a super competitive, hyper masculine background where I actually have made many genuine friends but it has all come from a place of aggression, banter, roughhousing etc. and I have never experienced a friendship like this where it is all based around very open expression and the extension of just goodwill to each other.

I kind of see the guy as a mentor in a way and I'm finding that actually I'm just really embarrassed. Like jesus christ I feel like a teenage girl sometimes cause I'm afraid to ask him to hang out and shit because I don't wanna be a total fag but he's a really insightful guy and I find that I am super stoked to have met the guy. I've never had much of an older brother figure in my life so I guess this is new but yeah it feels really strange and I feel a bit foolish in all honesty because I'm sure he's just going about his life thinking "oh yeah anon is pretty cool" and I'm here writing anonymous paragraphs about the guy.... lol pretty gay. Does anyone know this feel?
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Matilda Blythehood - Fri, 05 Apr 2019 02:59:24 EST Huj98zI3 No.528657 Reply
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>>528607
Yeah man, that's the start of a love story definitely.
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Sophie Bunnerstadge - Sat, 06 Apr 2019 15:25:52 EST C6ln7bAi No.528672 Reply
>>528607
don't mind them they got sex on the brain. I hope you continue to share this friendship, it sounds like it's already starting to mean a lot to you
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Fanny Farringwater - Sun, 07 Apr 2019 09:23:40 EST SvrL9OfC No.528675 Reply
>>528607
I was like this when I met my best friend. I felt really weird about things for about 4 years sometimes because my emotions concerning our relationship were genuinely confusing to me.

Now we've been friends so long and have been so open and whatnot that things evened out. Without realizing it, we developed banter and other things over time, and I never recognized it for what it was until he told me other friends of his (and kind of mine) that we'd be hanging out with would ask him if we were fighting with each other or mad at each other at some point throughout the night because of some of the shit we'd say to each other.

Thing is, we got so comfortable saying whatever we thought to one another without inhibition of any kind that we'd just tell each other off without it being part of some weird machismo bit, and since we have a habit of getting into big and deep discussions when drunk, we often disagree with each other on certain things or have differing perspectives and just state these things outright without tailoring what we were saying to avoid being misinterpreted as coming off as getting shitty with one another or being rude or whatever.

He picks up on social cues far better than I do, so he notices when we are getting into a straight up dialog where the other person suddenly has just gotten quiet and will pause to tell them we aren't actually fighting with one another, by the way, we just talk this way to each other. Usually when this happens, the thought that we could be seen by outsiders as getting in an argument and angry with one another never crossed my mind because it's so normal for us to discuss things the way we do. The idea that I might be pissing him off by what I was saying or something was never a possibility that entered my mind. I don't think there's ever been a single moment we've ever actually gotten angry with one another once the entire time I've known him.

Somebody Stole My stuff

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- Tue, 26 Mar 2019 16:30:02 EST yrdTDdo2 No.528515
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All my timeb, It's buh my birthday.


Older again, oh h well
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hell.

Hell, it happens though.

,,,
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I'm basically a lolcow

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- Sat, 30 Mar 2019 20:49:02 EST r1LUcfgv No.528573
File: 1553993342068.jpg -(49952B / 48.78KB, 600x411) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. I'm basically a lolcow
hypothetically speaking, what would be the funniest/lulziest way to die?
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Reuben Worthingdock - Mon, 01 Apr 2019 05:06:51 EST RLgz2+eY No.528590 Reply
Get raped in prison with a cyanide capsule hiding up your ass

Money

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- Sun, 17 Mar 2019 16:56:29 EST VMWI2UQi No.528419
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>SO I need a new computer to start a business ....
*Have no job .
*cant sell blood right now .

OMG...
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Esther Handerworth - Fri, 29 Mar 2019 10:44:52 EST 2tz018tx No.528560 Reply
Fun fact: universities often have surplus technology depots that regularly sell used computers. You can get a 4-5 year old machine for sometimes as low as $100.
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Nigel Sunderhen - Sat, 30 Mar 2019 11:45:41 EST kAEKpfyQ No.528569 Reply
>>528478
gay bars are also great for whoring out your boypussi for some quick cash, o-or so I've been told

Insomnia, anxiety, fucked up life, etc

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- Thu, 21 Feb 2019 21:07:31 EST iVyCQLW+ No.528154
File: 1550801251896.jpg -(6657B / 6.50KB, 225x224) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Insomnia, anxiety, fucked up life, etc
Any of you guys have tips on severe insomnia? I literally can't sleep at all, usually passing out about 48 hours awake, with panic and starting psychotic episode. I was a pretty bad benzo and alcohol abuser some time ago, but i'm clean now and i was able to sleep good for a good period of time after i cleaned up. But now i have several life issues, all my life is fucked up and i have to work 12 hours a day in the factory for shit tier money, which is only enough to buy shit tier food, utilities and other daily groceries, i don't even dream about being able to pay for housing.(renting a flat). My life is fucked up severely and i'm in so much anxiety that "pee comes from my arse" and my heart palpitates and i'm on the verge of panic attacks and psychosis all the time. I literally can't remember when was the last time when i slept more than 6 hours. I have to go to the factory to work 1,5 hours from now for 12 hours and i'm afraid i will fuck up working and losing the job or having a panic attack, i didn't slept more than 24 hours ago and even that was no more than 4 hours of sleep. I have shit tier medicine that isn't good for anything (quetiapine). And seems like i have to do this forever. I'm seriously considering to end it all. I'm having all kinds of problems like my teeth ache, despite i'm brushing them twice a day and eat almost no sugar. What the fuck should i do? The reason i have to work like a fucking slave is because i fucked up university and at the same time i: 1: have no degree of anything, 2: have to pay for university because i fucked up state-fellowship semesters 3: i don't have time for a normal full-time job because all of them require me to be there 5 days a week 8-16 and some of those days i have to be at the uni courses.

What the literal fucking fuck should i do my friends? I feel like i will do some absolute madman thing if this continues like this.
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Charlotte Simmleherk - Wed, 27 Feb 2019 10:32:04 EST REHV0FS7 No.528236 Reply
Thanks for the replies guys i'll try your advices.
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Samuel Furringwater - Sun, 31 Mar 2019 19:13:01 EST Pss1BPRg No.528583 Reply
Sounds like you have sleep apnea and your teeth hurt because you grind them at night
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Phoebe Dravingway - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 12:56:11 EST p3lhPA0V No.528602 Reply
>>528217
This site is filled with schizophrenics and wannabe psychologists, usually both at the same time. Can't any of you retards use drugs without going insane?

What can/should I do

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- Thu, 28 Mar 2019 20:54:09 EST N8SnPlnn No.528549
File: 1553820849543.jpg -(45645B / 44.58KB, 920x613) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. What can/should I do
I've been put in a situation where someone whom I befriended five years ago subjected me to a lot of harassment and threatening stuff by proxy. I was bullied severely as a teenager and developed c-ptsd from it, but had recovered until she put me through hell.

I'm too exhausted to tell the whole story, but in essence I am put in an unbearable situation right now. She has attempted to contact me many years since and does not seem to understand the gravity of the situation for me. The threats and harassment were a misunderstanding (she claims), but still it shook me to the core and I've until recently been a de-facto alcoholic for the last five years.

After remembering my life is falling apart, dropped out of university, got in debt because of bills I couldnt pay due to no loan for uni etc.
Basically a spiral of death, not to mention the extreme stress I am living under each day, the flashbacks of people ganging up on me, and having zero control.

The problem is that I have no evidence of any of this, and it happened almost five years ago, though the last phone call was two years ago I think.
What can I do? It has reached the point where I don't want to live anymore and think about suicide daily. It's not the stuff that happened itself that's eating me up inside, it's the fact that she and her friend will get away scot free. That they lead happy, interesting lives, and I am a depressive, anxious wreck about to lose everything.
I hate them so much but there is nothing I can do...

If it wasn't for the fucking EU data protection laws I would have had evidence, but I don't.
Please help me figure this one out, guys, I am desperate...
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Nathaniel Shakeville - Thu, 28 Mar 2019 23:53:55 EST RXMFipUL No.528553 Reply
I understand completely. Had the same shit from early childhood. The bad mixed with periodic good and trust rebuilding all for betrayal does a real number on you, combined with minimizing their behaviours from others around you. Cut them out for one and if she persists tell her to stop contacting you and block her completely. It's not appropriate for her to try and feel better about herself by seeking your forgiveness if you arent able to offer that.

Therapy really helped me but only with a therapist that listens, doesn't judge and who you feel you can trust. So it may take a few duds for the perfect therapist for you.

Down the line when you're feeling better, I suggest you consider reevaluating the events with a broader mindset, but dont bother now. It's a bitter pill to swallow. Vulnerable humans with issues seek approval from the majority by taking advantage of other vulnerable people who are seeking approval. It ends in a spiral of trauma and regret. If only we had that wisdom, the perpetrators to know that they dont need to act that way as it only damages their own ways of relating to others and themselves, and the victims to know that it's not their fault and that they dont need approval and attention of the lost souls of the manipulators and the hyenas that stand on the sidelines. After that is only forgiveness, but it causes anger to turn inwards to regret and deep cynicism.
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John Tillingspear - Fri, 29 Mar 2019 18:28:38 EST N8SnPlnn No.528561 Reply
>>528553
Thank you so much. It's helpful to hear some advice from someone who knows what they are talking about. Especially the last part. I want to be the kind of person who forgives and understands again more than anything. This whole emotional spewing was never me.
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Hugh Dellytick - Fri, 29 Mar 2019 19:24:40 EST ffVpGLbu No.528562 Reply
>>528551
I agree with a lot of this but also consider help within the university. Honestly I found when I came to mine it failed me but if you explain in the same detail we are and here's the key don't be a man about it, don't hold back, cry in the first session or whatever and it might work.

I've personally let revenge go and honestly you never forget someone who fucked your life up but living well and not ever going back is a good sort of revenge. You can't control your feelings, only how you react to them and whether you engage with them. Choosing to ignore the resentment and rise above it is good. That doesn't mean you should pretend nothing happened. Just cut them out entirely, no tirades, no vengeance just cut them out. It's always going to be a "Misunderstanding" and they'll probably turn on the tears if you do it face to face. You don't owe this person and explanation or appology, just ignore their messages, block their contacts, make sure shared links are happy to not tell her anything.

One of my friends was where you are now a few years ago. He cut her out, he cut out anyone he couldn't trust not to act as a relay or try to put them in touch (and if any did he cut them out too) and he made a new life for himself. In his case, he knew she was a monster (she really was, presumably is, I cut her out a long time ago too) and hasn't looked back, I'm sure she'd have said the same things but he wouldn't even consider them. Take a leaf out his book.

Mummy Blues

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- Sat, 16 Mar 2019 05:09:24 EST DoK4cjeL No.528402
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I am a part-time working mother with a toddler. I live 3 hours from any family and most all of my good friends work full-time. I love my child more than life itself, but having him has made me lose the last of myself. My partner is a good man, and treats me right, but he lacks empathy and doesn't understand. when i try to talk to my mother i get comments like "well at least you didnt have to raise 3 kids on your own" as though i am a shit cunt for having the audacity to be upset about my life. I honestly have a fairly good life, but i constantly feel lonely and like i am being a fake version of myself
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Priscilla Pommlebury - Thu, 28 Mar 2019 15:50:21 EST Xk+KIdim No.528547 Reply
>>528407

Is it an option to have people come visit you at home so you don't have to sort out a sitter but can still be more social? It's maybe not ideal but you would have all the resources you need for your son and still be able to relax and entertain.

I'm sorry to hear about your mother, she's gaslighting :/ mine's always done the same kind of thing when I tried telling her I was depressed or anything else. I'm not sure if she has negative intent with this, but it's inveitably going to make you feel worse. Do you have friends you could chat with? Maybe another support network of parents?

As for your partner, even if he lacks some empathy, it's worth trying to make him understand that you need some nights out every so often too. You work part-time, but childcare is also a lot of work and (forgive me for assuming) you likely take care of a lot of domestic tasks as well. This stuff doesn't bring money into the home, but if you weren't doing it it would certainly cost a lot of money. Even if you could get him to agree to 1 or 2 weekend nights a month or something where you could get together with friends, it would give you something to look forward to and help a lot with balance.
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Spicey Octopus - Fri, 29 Mar 2019 02:54:30 EST t8/4l9r0 No.528557 Reply
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>friends work fulltime
>feeling lonely
>faking life

jeez, young parents these days.
Having kids is a full-time job. Kids are expensive, kids are nerve-wrecking.
What did you expect? Your friends come visiting you and help with your kid?
Wouldn't surprise me if they just want their quiet when enjoying their free-time.

I don't say this to be mean, but why would you even consider having a kid, when you obviously didn't enjoy and pursue your dreams first?
Its pretty clear that you had a wrong picture about parenthood in your head.

Would explain why you feel like beeing a fake version of yourself.
You need to keep up the lie that wasting your youth on a kid will reward you in some way,
while in reality the rewards may or may not come until the kid chooses your retirement-home.
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Nathaniel Shakeville - Fri, 29 Mar 2019 04:27:39 EST RXMFipUL No.528559 Reply
>>528557
Kids are time consuming and draining but you're kidding yourself if you think they aren't rewarding.

Anyway why don't you go hang out with them at their home with said kids?

Depression fucking sucks

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- Sun, 24 Mar 2019 21:29:28 EST pVQpRQsT No.528484
File: 1553477368071.jpg -(466778B / 455.84KB, 800x999) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Depression fucking sucks
Its far from severe in my case but i know theres something stopping me from enjoying life. I dont really know how to explain myself, im not disfunctional, its just some sort of weight holding me down like an anchor. Is it tho? Is it real? Most of the time i listen to extremely violent and aggressive music, have death grips lyrics playing in my head all the time and i love it. I love the violence, the pain, the sight sound smell of death, the atomic heat of hate, the radical departure from this earth. I struggle to form relationships, how can i when theres this ugly shit inside of me? Sure i can try to make someone feel kind of beautiful and wonderful and like theyre the best thing on the planet but i cant do it for myself so it wouldnt be real, itd be a cry for help, an attempt to latch on to something else and inevitably drag them down, a pathetic way to go. Why dont i want to live? I barely even get drunk anymore, losing control, losing myself is near impossible, got too used to breaking myself down so my body immunised i guess.I dont care i dont care i dont care, i just want to crawl up into a ball and let everything pass, i give up. Fuck all of this, everything.

Im partly just venting but if anyone understands pls give me your two cents. I try to be conscious of my thoughts and feelings, i honestly try to fix it, writing like this helps a bit.
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Isabella Gadgewedge - Fri, 29 Mar 2019 00:41:33 EST 2+eUs2yK No.528554 Reply
>>528518
Its crazy how a bit of mindfulness can help. Ive been reading up on it, focussing on vipassana. Its a bit hippy dippy at first but it does seem to work. Its crazily simple and simultaneously absurdly hard to realise. To oversimplify it: its just about truly understanding your problems, where they come from, what is actually hurting you and causing you pain. Our actions follow as reactions to pain and most of the time we react blindly and the way we live is incredibly unconscious - we are like fucking zombies acting like we live but truthfully we dont. Its important to understand what we really need and want and start to change our conditions so we get what we need. Im not talking about in the future: a better job, a wife and family, money, succes, a certain lifestyle. I mean right now, here and now.
If youre interested a good place to start is "the power of now" a book by eckhart tolle. I found it online in pdf form. I dont want to make it seem like ive managed to solve all my problems in the space of a week but i do feel alot calmer. I dont have any real reason to feel anxious or depressed, that stuff just happens when you dont live in the present.

Deal with self hate

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- Sat, 23 Mar 2019 21:25:26 EST v1KBCftA No.528467
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I have hated myself for a long, long time, I hate everything about me and yet part of me wishes for that to change.

How have you guys dealt with/overcome self hate?
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Doris Lightway - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 17:15:00 EST VixL4yV0 No.528503 Reply
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>>528494
>>528498

lol this fucking guy sounds really well adjusted and level-headed.

are you really so insecure about promoting your fucking dog that you'll just start shitting on the idea of self-improvement because you're too used to being an imageboard troll that only deals in black and white.

here's a crazy idea that won't have occured to you in a hundred years because everything on the internet has to be adversarial and it exists only to promote your own personal motto at the cost of everything else...:

OP COULD BOTH LIFT AND GET A DOG!
Crazy, the idea of adding to the conversation instead of substracting.

Should OP really be taking advice from someone so mentally weak and obviously dependant on outside forces to fix internal strife?
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Edwin Fenninghene - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 19:24:40 EST qTml9FbR No.528536 Reply
>>528498

Lmao. Okay. hahahaha

Crazy Ass Woman

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- Mon, 11 Mar 2019 15:18:49 EST OuQCp+w8 No.528348
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So, I'm with this girl and my parents like her and stuff, she looks out for me, gives me rides but I'm not attracted to her at all. I've been speaking to her for a few months and instead of taking things slow, she tries to rush everything and that's all she does is seek constant affection and validation. I'm kinda forced to crash at her place until I get a job and my parents let me move back in and all it is is her constantly up my ass. Because I have a drinking and drug problem she doesn't allow me to drink or do drugs and is constantly suspicious of me. I want to break it off with her but she is such an emotional trainwreck that it's going to be real tough. She always is texting back and fourth with my dad giving him updates and shit about how I'm doing. I'm real sick of this, I shouldve never hooked up with her when I was drunk that ONE time. That's all it's been is her stalking me on social media and trying to make life decisions for me since. I fucking hate it.

Quick Example: I sit down on the couch, just get comfy, and shell want me to get up to show her affection like every fucking 15 minutes if not she'll bitch and moan about how I dont like her.
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George Fankinspear - Sun, 17 Mar 2019 19:52:47 EST JCATCBbz No.528423 Reply
>>528392
You could even build on this one, OP. Make it clear to the girl that she's micromanaging you, you don't like it and will leave her if she continues. That way, when she continues you can leave without guilt. TADAA I SOLVED IT
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George Dallerdot - Sun, 17 Mar 2019 20:38:42 EST 6002AjTj No.528424 Reply
>>528348
You have become her project. The whole relationship is built around her fixing you. If you can't grow a pair and tell her to GTFO (hard to do when living with her and being supported by her) you're only hope is to fox yourself. Get a job, control the drug use, keep in touch with your parents, manage your life like an adult. She doesn't want an independent man at this point. She wants a project. You're basically Mom training for her.
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Beatrice Gubbersadging - Sat, 23 Mar 2019 23:38:24 EST wJWwXGAC No.528477 Reply
>>528348
She's manipulative, evil, and controlling. Get the fuck out of there. Seriously, dump the bitch.

A pity to envy

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- Mon, 18 Mar 2019 17:09:37 EST 33P85GSG No.528436
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I got stalked by some organization with incredible technology for posting shit on tinfoil in 2013.

They're into crazy shit. Fringe shit. They say I am going to get shot in the head if I don't stop posting about it. But they did bad things and it's wrong. Like anti-christ wrong.

I don't think it's a hill worth dying on.

I've learn a lot about their capabilities and now any job or profession I could get would seem utterly meaningless compared to the study of the human mind that could be done. So I just sit around painting wires coming out of my head.

No one will ever believe this.
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Awe God !!Bwteoy2D - Tue, 19 Mar 2019 11:40:37 EST Hk18xYib No.528447 Reply
>>528442
what sort of organization was stalking you?

what kind of study of the human mind could be done?
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Det. Colombo - Sat, 23 Mar 2019 23:10:41 EST 4CR+KoJ+ No.528473 Reply
You can't just talk smack without evidence, you need to be able to show what they have been doing, once you have something that's tangible then you can email it to a journalist who will do the publishing.
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Beatrice Gubbersadging - Sat, 23 Mar 2019 23:32:25 EST wJWwXGAC No.528475 Reply
>>528473
That's not how journalism works. Unless they think they can make money off of the story, or you pay them, they don't post shit. It's honestly pretty fucked up how journalism works.

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- Fri, 22 Mar 2019 08:50:08 EST hBEhmcBg No.528459
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What do you guys think about the red pill?
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Martha Ficklespear - Sat, 23 Mar 2019 12:16:09 EST Lny7/LNo No.528466 Reply
Looks like a suppository to me.
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Basil Sibberlack - Sat, 23 Mar 2019 23:05:32 EST 4CR+KoJ+ No.528472 Reply
I think it got me *woke*
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Clara Grimworth - Thu, 28 Mar 2019 17:49:46 EST chrVAPja No.528548 Reply
A meme stolen from a Jewish produced film to promote antisemitism because lol so irony xDddddd

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