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im insecure and cant deal with shit that shouldnt matter and its going to destroy my relationship

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- Sat, 19 Sep 2020 19:41:10 EST mFWXT8u8 No.536204
File: 1600558870725.jpg -(113800B / 111.13KB, 467x700) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. im insecure and cant deal with shit that shouldnt matter and its going to destroy my relationship
ive been with my girlfriend for 9 months now. the 2 months before we got together she had sex with as many people as I have in my entire life.

I feel inadequate. How could I compare to that experience. How do I feel special? I know who some of the guys are. They are thinner than me. Better looking than me. Bigger dicks.

The first night we actually met was when she was at the same venue as me to see one of the guys she had dated/hooked up with. She barely remembers me and had no feelings for me after that night. We didn't get together until awhile later.

My mind just circles on all these thoughts. How can I be special to her? How can I get over these feelings. My anxiety is so high sometimes over this. I hate it. It makes me hate the concept of sex.

She has never had an orgasm before, not solo, with others, not with me. She has told me before that no one else ever learned how to touch her the way she likes. She said I get her as close as she can get herself. When it feels like the the spot she thinks an orgasm should be, she just goes numb, and then "resets" and has no more sexual desire. She says I'm the only person she has ever enjoyed penetration with. Feels like a lie since why else would she have had sex with so many people if she didnt like it...?

I want these thoughts to stop so I can not fuck up an otherwise great relationship
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George Duffingdeg - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 10:17:41 EST MLL+pwyx No.536268 Reply
>>536267
Yeah it was implied that it's got to be consensual, but also non consensual seeming enough for her to get off on it. If that's a head fuck, yes it is haha. My mind couldn't comprehend that shit for ages.
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Augustus Pittworth - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 11:54:45 EST 6gpt5FtC No.536269 Reply
>>536268
Don't get me wrong, the first time I made my partner orgasm was after she told me she liked it rough and to pin her so we were going at it and I just pinned her arms and she realised how much stronger I was and she was pinned and just came. It absolutely could be be a solution. But it could also absolutely could be not it. Definitely worth asking.

I think there's a lot of possible explanations but I think her feeling the pressure to perform is definitely one of the most likely and this is one possible solution to that. I mean not having control could remove the pressure. Then again I had anxiety issues with a previous partner and she just told me it would be fine and she knew I'd be okay and it worked. Though we also did a lot of stuff to stack the odds in my favour like not fucking at 1am when I was tired, her putting the condom on (it goes from fiddling with a wrapper to her touching my junk) and it built my confidence up enough. So it's something to discuss and try various things, but also make sure she doesn't feel pressure, there's no time limit, you're not going anywhere.

If OP manages that he'll be a double winner. Better fuck and also more considerate. That sort of shit is worth more than infinite shitty lays with shitty people.
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Graham Paffingshaw - Thu, 08 Oct 2020 02:57:35 EST /a0EWK+P No.536366 Reply
>>536262
God willing...

>>536263
It really isn't a joke. You'd feel great if you found someone better... If you want to stay with her and avoid anxiety, try heroin
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Psychosis and drugs

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- Wed, 30 Sep 2020 16:39:13 EST WLm/1o0C No.536306
File: 1601498353487.png -(393919B / 384.69KB, 541x339) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Psychosis and drugs
So over the years of using many drugs I've had multiple instances of psychosis, including one hospitalization where I was labeled a schizo (which I am not because drug induced psychosis is not schizophrenia, the psychiatrist just wanted to push me in Invega Sustenna which I refused), the drugs that caused my psychosis were only weed and psychedelics, with weed being the worst offender, I was hearing voices telling me how worthless I am and when I looked at my parents their face was all black except two bright red lights where their eyes are. Psychedelics made me feel terrible and I was hearing voices telling me I am worthless and I felt super dysphoric, I tried LSD, shrooms, DMT, 2C-B, and 4-ACO-DMT, all of which felt terrible. Dissociatives and stimulants don't give me psychosis at least when I've tried them but I've read that those drugs can also cause psychosis too, I'm sure you've all heard of the paranoid meth head trope. Honestly I'm not sure what to do, I want to do drugs, but I don't want to end up killing someone while psychotic or injuring myself.

>Drugs are not for you, just don't use them
I wish I could, but I feel so down most days, there's a low grade level of dysphoria at all times and I feel lost and meaningless. I have anhedonia too which means I don't enjoy things anymore, most days I spend endlessly refreshing Discord and YouTube, and obviously imageboards. I feel like genuine trash.

>Use opioids or benzos
I've used them before and benzos didn't do much for me but opioids were a lot of fun. The problem is of course tolerance and addiction, and also ODing and dying. I would use opioids all the time if they were safer and less addicting.
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Clara Pickridge - Thu, 01 Oct 2020 03:20:26 EST 1SSFeKJF No.536309 Reply
>>536308
Yeah, if you get the symptoms of schitzophrenia smoking weed it means if you keep smoking it they'll just eventually stick around. Weed doesn't cause drug induced psychosis but it's known to trigger schitzophrenia in those who have the predisposition to get it.

I don't know what happens to those people who stop doing drugs, maybe if you're lucky it'll never happen. Maybe Phyllis has a point. But odds are you have the genes for it and you should stop and do everything you can to take care of your physical health. You might avoid or at least stall it a bit that way.
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John Pemmlekod - Thu, 01 Oct 2020 08:59:23 EST 1GSL4sLX No.536310 Reply
>>536306
>So over the years of using many drugs I've had multiple instances of psychosis,
Stop using drugs today and get psychological counseling to learn to handle all the toxic shit you're masking with drugs. Do this before you get older and hurt someone.
>I feel so down most days,
Drugs don't stop that, they just get you high so you don't notice how shitty your life is while taking away your ability to manage it.
>I have anhedonia too
Do you? Or are you just bored with your life because it reflects the amount of effort you're putting in?
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Graham Paffingshaw - Thu, 08 Oct 2020 02:54:16 EST /a0EWK+P No.536365 Reply
Avoid the hard stuff and you should be alright OP
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Racism

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- Fri, 02 Oct 2020 12:16:46 EST UZC9gHak No.536315
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How am I still on probation for being black for a misdemeanor what the fuck. And it’s literally like ultra strict ultra federal level bank robbery shot at cops type strict shit.

What the fuck

And my house is like a third world prison with ptsd and cold and the roof leaking every day.

I FUCKING HATE GOD IM KILLING MYSELF
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William Blackdock - Wed, 07 Oct 2020 12:14:25 EST 2+hYgsSp No.536351 Reply
>>536315
Wow you can't keep from ruining just one website. You have to bring this shitposting onto this site too.Sort your shit out.
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Beatrice Grandham - Thu, 08 Oct 2020 03:17:36 EST 1SSFeKJF No.536370 Reply
>>536350
>IM WRITING FICTION TO TROLL PEOPLE
Fixed if for you. nb

Fckd up inside.

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- Tue, 22 Sep 2020 22:46:24 EST B1xbQxm+ No.536247
File: 1600829184717.jpg -(82780B / 80.84KB, 374x624) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Fckd up inside.
It is mostly emptiness, apathy, sometimes I feel hate towards my surroundings, people and myself, sometimes I feel hurt. But mostly I feel a void, I have a new girlfriend and I am afraid I am going to ghost her since I am pretty sure I cannot bring anything to the table, I feel like a worthless human. Sometimes I think about killing myself, I do not want to blew it with my new GF but I am starting to have the symptoms again, just like I did with previous possible relationships that I was never able to solidify. I am already more than 30 years old and never ever had a relationship for more than 4 months. I do not know if this has anything to do with the fact that I was sexually abused as a child but I also tend to close myself sexually, I feel sexually crippled. I am a woman, so is really easy for me to make her cum, however I do not let her touch me not even emotionally, she has been very patient but I do not know how to fix myself, I have never do so and I am afraid of losing her. I've drinking a lot just so I don't have to think about it.
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Jack Goddlecocke - Wed, 30 Sep 2020 14:26:47 EST 1SSFeKJF No.536305 Reply
>>536247
Echoing get therapy. We can't fix you or help that, we can recommend steps that would help. don't be afraid to shop around with therapists. Give them a session or two but if you don't think they'll work for you try someone else.

You probably can't help yourself alone but if you take steps to improve yourself you're already a better person than you were. This isn't your fault that you're messed up like this but it's up to you to start the process of healing.

The bar for a good partner is disgustingly low, if you are actively trying to not be a broken piece of crap you're already better than most people. This is out our pay grade but get help. You know the current path isn't going anywhere good so time to change.
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Matilda Madgekutch - Sat, 03 Oct 2020 13:06:43 EST SaMVdeEG No.536322 Reply
>>536305
> The bar for a good partner is disgustingly low, if you are actively trying to not be a broken piece of crap you're already better than most people

Incredibly true.
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William Goodham - Sat, 03 Oct 2020 22:23:17 EST EYDoYbIH No.536323 Reply
>>536322
Yep

But that's the difference between a piece of shit and someone who can be redeemed. Just trying to change. It's not much. You just have to try.

Fucked my shit up, impatient, insecure, or all of the above

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- Mon, 14 Sep 2020 16:35:51 EST a1R46Eta No.536166
File: 1600115751494.gif -(1079855B / 1.03MB, 112x112) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Fucked my shit up, impatient,  insecure, or all of the above
So basically I’ve fallen in love with a girl who I’ve been with for a few months, since we first started hanging out it’s felt like an unseen force was with us guiding us to be together, every moment felt charged with magic and a sense of belonging. We talked about both feeling this force and feeling unique energies from one another.

However recently she has called me by her ex’s name four times, admittedly when we’ve just been chilling doing nothing in particular, but the most recent time it was said after I kissed her on the cheek and she flat out denied what I’d heard clearly with my own ears. I asked her why she was lying, told her lying made it worse and she still denied it.

Now this would be offputting enough - it’s extremely hurtful no matter the context and throws her proclamations of devotion to me into some doubt - but she is also pregnant with my child. We deliberately conceived because we felt that we’re at the perfect age (25) and that we’d both choose each other to have children with over anyone else.

Now I’m realising that perhaps this whole arrangement was the result of us mutually having a deeply manic episode and that neither of us were really ready at all. Her calling me her ex’s name is a red flag that didn’t show up until it was too late. It implies that she’s not quite over him and perhaps has just been relying on the exciting/promising nature of our relationship to ignore her feelings for him.

Of course she denies still having any feelings for him and says it’s just a ‘case of misnaming’ but it makes me constantly on edge, wondering if she’s about to call me his name again or if she’s going to think of him when we’re intimate. This makes it incredibly hard for me to focus on the task at hand which involves finding a house to rent to live with her for the foreseeable. She also expects me to propose to her before the baby is born which of course makes sense but this whole thing makes me really uncertain about that whole thing.

If I were to walk away from her she wouldn’t get an abortion - I wouldn’t want her to - but she’d probably just give the baby to me, which wouldn’t be such a bad thing but I’d seriously worry about how that would affect her, not to mention how she’d go about handling the pregnancy.

Am I blowing things out of proportion? Obviously getting her pregnant so soon was foolhardy but it felt right at the time, was always going to be a challenge and somewhat crazy but we both felt like it was now or never. Everything seemed to be falling into place for us. I felt so close to her and now just like that I feel so unsure about everything.
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Nell Brookville - Sat, 26 Sep 2020 03:09:18 EST VZaU/8aj No.536284 Reply
>>536166
DO NOT MARRY

DO NOT FORM UNIFIED LEGAL ENTITY

THIS IS NOT A GOOD TEAM
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William Cribbleforth - Sat, 26 Sep 2020 07:53:57 EST a1R46Eta No.536285 Reply
>>536283
Yeah man don’t worry I’m good on all that. The kid comes first no matter what.
I still love her, and I think I somewhat overreacted to the misnaming thing. I often misname her in my thoughts, it’s not like I’m actually thinking about the other girl in that context, just a brain glitch. It just hurts a lot to hear it verbalised. Hasn’t happened since the last time though.
I will say that things have changed a lot in the past month since we did the pregnancy test and we don’t talk as much, she naps a lot, we don’t go out or do anything. Of course this is largely because she’s in her first trimester and just feels exhausted and nauseous all the time but it’s also because we’re worrying. At first we were both really happy and excited but I think the fear, self doubt and anxiety about becoming parents just gave us both a grace period before bubbling up. Now we’re both worried and unsure and are avoiding talking about anything because we don’t want to admit to one another that we’re freaking out.
There are plenty of reasons to love her; she’s very intelligent, empathetic/spiritually perceptive, beautiful, wants kids, plays the piano, has a good eye for aesthetics, takes my advice on board, fantastic in bed... but like anyone in this degenerate modern cuture she has her issues. Abusive parents, abusive ex-boyfriends, past eating disorder, sleeping around in college, depression. She also had a failed pregnancy (unplanned) with her ex which kind of bothers me. She also has a cat that she is utterly obsessed with, constantly worries about when it’s out of the house, fusses over when it’s in the house, keeps me awake baby-talking it at 5am after it comes in meowing, and refuses to discipline it when it’s misbehaving in any way beyond weakly telling it off. Like just shut it out of the room goddamn.
Anyone can tell that the cat is a coping mechanism for her trauma and depression and a source of what she sees as unconditional love, as well as a proxy for the baby that she lost. Kind of makes me feel like I walked right into a trap. But then of course I do want kids and the qualities I love about her and want in my children are still there, I just worry about the negative things taking precedent and stopping her from bonding with the child properly or being unable to care for herself let alone a child leaving me to pick up all the slack for the rest of my life.
I hate to say it but there’s still a chance of miscarriage, which makes things even more stressful. She’s at greater risk from having had one before and having been born prematurely herself. If it were to happen I think things would turn pretty dark.
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Hedda Sombletane - Sun, 27 Sep 2020 04:41:27 EST 1SSFeKJF No.536286 Reply
>>536285
A few short things
>one in five pregnancies ends in misscarriage everyone is at risk
>you probably had a manic episode and she had her own issues this was really quick
>you would both benefit from therapy to better function as people when someone else depends on you
>if it's too far gone you're committed to so get your shit together

You need to address your issues or they're going to destroy your child. You didn't walk into a trap though because honestly you're still a mess too.

Eviction

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- Sun, 16 Feb 2020 21:38:15 EST rxDf9oTy No.533663
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Does anybody have experience with this?

>live in apartment with roommate
>roommate goes psycho on a combination of Xanax, adderal, and anti deppresants, starts physical fights
>I kick his ass and move out
>keep paying rent because I don’t wanna fuck myself over
>lease goes until may 1st
>my landlord is trying to rent the place out early and charge me for rent until may

Some have told me that if I stop paying I’m gonna get fucked over and evicted, others have told me nothing will happen. I planned on paying for March, but if I don’t pay for April will I get fucked?
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 07:04:53 EST mNRa2otm No.536157 Reply
>>536154
>Who had been supplying me with?
>When had they been supplying me?
>How have they been supplying me?
>Why have they been supplying me?

How in the fuck? I quit.
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Walter Clinnerwin - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 23:48:16 EST /a0EWK+P No.536259 Reply
If you could get evidence that he was renting it out you could fight it in court, but you would probably need to ask the guy he's renting out to for some sort of receipt or something... Not sure he'd go along with that. Might be able to get the psycho to help though
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Shit Roommate

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- Sun, 30 Aug 2020 14:20:25 EST 8YfZXFG9 No.535891
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>From day one roommate hasn't made me feel like I can even speak to him really, despite having a very similar tech job and once I moved in, basically is nonexistent. Guy just eats and makes noodles, no other meals and works on his computer.
>Live at place for last 3 months. I think we have spoken about all of two times and I've been friendly and trying to initiate a conversation quite a few times, dude just runs to his room.
>Sends me txt 2 weeks back, complains about me leaving the light on in the hall, complained about a loud noise (which was just a mat I've had in front of my door the entire time, couldve just asked about it, made a rubbing sound when I moved the door.) Complained about me smelling weedy and then said I had at some point forgot to flush the toilet or something. And said that I now, after two weeks back saying I could vape in my room can now not vape in my room, but the thing was I actually quit vaping 5 days before he even said anything.
>Alright then... Uh, So I stop talking to him. weird to complain all at once in a text form, move mat, whatever. Told him I quit vaping, and sorta glanced it off. Cringed at him then txting me "Oh good, you'll feel health benefits if you keep on quitting." followed by a "I'm glad we could work these issues out" which made me just about implode with how snarky it seemed.
>be 2hrs ago, get txt "Your keyboard has woken me up twice tonight chill tf out, it's almost 2am, nobody needs to type that loud." literally just sitting in my room as quiet as possible. He then threw something at the wall.

Literally didn't even respond. Went for a walk awhile later at about 4am to some people in the same apartment complex yelling off their balcony talking to one another loudly and kids screaming bloody murder in an apartment complex down the street as I walked by.

Made me just shake my head.

Some people honestly, are just super sensitive, i'm really not and I legit was as nice as possible throughout this and I've had quite a few things to complain about, like paying half the rent but getting 1/4th the space in the kitchen and him not taking the garbage and etc out, but this is just stupid. Get a fan, use a white noise generator. You really should eat something green, and you aren't the center of the world dude.

Who complains about a keyboard like that. lol, and i'm typing right now without any kind of retaliation or things getting thrown at the wall the same way I did earlier.

Probably gonna give the dude my 30 days and just move out. Guy was strange from day one, never had anything bad to say about him until clearly he had some sort of issue going on'.

All I know is I would probably talk to that person about a thing before it got to the point i'm sending you a asshole list of issues or complaining about mundane things and clearly having a bit of a breakdown about it/being frustrated like that. It's a weird move especially when you haven't even attempted to have a decent conversation at any point in the last 3 months.

Like, is there something here I ain't getting? I've lived with quite a few people in different situations and I've not really ever had anybody ever complain quite like this. Legit, I got no words, a keyboard? Why did you even look for a Roommate?
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Oliver Fegglestone - Sun, 30 Aug 2020 21:47:09 EST 8YfZXFG9 No.535901 Reply
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>>535894
OP returning.

So I confronted him about all of this shit, and we pretty much hashed everything out in about 30 minutes of talking.

>I was quitting nicotine at the same time dude was quitting a regime of SSRI's, he apologized first off and I think he sorta realized what he was sounding like.

We came to a conclusion where it's clear he was stressed out, i was stressed out and we were 100% not communicating and that by simply talking for 30 minutes candidly, we realized there are no issues and ironed it all out, he's gonna get a bigger fan for white noise, and if that fails I told him I'll switch to a membrane keyboard later on at night or whatever.

We just talked about shit, and realized we're probably just equally enthusiastic. We actually had a really hard time ending the conversation because we just sorta went in circles with what we were gonna do to try to fix the situation.

Gotta say, not the way I assumed that was gonna go. I'm still waiting for him to turn on me again, but I'm willing to go forward as we both basically told each other that talking really showed neither of us are THAT big of assholes, and maybe I'm a little loud cause i machine gun that shit, maybe the walls of the apartment suck dick and maybe he's just a bit of a bitch when it comes to staying asleep.

And we all lived on...

Jesus christ.
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Polly Herringsick - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 01:04:29 EST fm2nh+WG No.536199 Reply
>>535901
What a good conclusion to this thread. Hell yeah OP, glad you guys worked this shit out.
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Walter Clinnerwin - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 23:37:10 EST /a0EWK+P No.536257 Reply
>>535895
Agreed, lolled

>>535891
Sounds like he just isn't a good roommate. Hopefully you can find a better one but it sounds like he is quiet at least so good luck OP
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typical petty shit

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- Sun, 20 Sep 2020 22:23:33 EST yWLXdtue No.536228
File: 1600655013719.jpg -(32150B / 31.40KB, 783x391) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. typical petty shit
>feel wronged by my gf
>we fought and haven't spoken since
>mutual silence
>know I should just text her and get us to patch it up
>really don't want to have to be the one who does that all the time
>still feel owed and apology so don't really want to reach out
>know that if I don't we will mutually ignore each other for days
... I don't want to be immature about this and play a stubborn waiting game, but I also don't want to forfeit my own boundaries either, I feel entitled to an olive branch for once. What do.
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Eliza Bocklefield - Mon, 21 Sep 2020 23:26:24 EST ehXzQxG7 No.536240 Reply
Why not break up with her and smoke pot and jack off instead?
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Phoebe Worthingway - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 07:17:31 EST 7OGdb+ZV No.536243 Reply
>>536240
This OP. You ever get high and jack off thinking about her?
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Walter Clinnerwin - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 23:14:43 EST /a0EWK+P No.536251 Reply
Leave her and wait for the better one
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not attracted to gf

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- Sun, 20 Sep 2020 13:50:01 EST nHFJj8Qi No.536219
File: 1600624201939.jpg -(44301B / 43.26KB, 750x766) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. not attracted to gf
been together for somewhere around a decade. she was pretty fit when we started fucking and that turned into an ltr. then she got fat but she's slimming down now. we in a ldr as well, i moved to find work.

she brought up how i don't initiate and that she feels like I'm not attracted to her at the end of a phone convo. i reacted with anger because i don't know why she has to spoil the night right before we go to sleep, but really it was probably because I didn't want to say

>yes, you're right

tbh i haven't been physically attracted to her for a while. but we're in real deep now. she has other great qualities like a caring nature, loyalty; I can tell she would be a good mother. But then again she acts like a bipolar person and has affected my mental health negatively over the years. I'm sure I've done plenty to her as well, but her hysterics are intolerable.

but yeah, If I'm being honest, I don't find her attractive. I feel like I'm the hot one in the relationship and I don't like that.

I'd ask for advice but I think I already know what I need to do. just don't want to for some reason.
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Matilda Fanderson - Mon, 21 Sep 2020 04:31:58 EST h9TTa2SX No.536232 Reply
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I dunno OP, are you sure you’re not attracted to her anymore? you’re in an LDR. when is the last time you two actually fucked? it can hard to feel attracted to someone when you’re so physically far apart from each other. was it like this when you were living together?

it sounds like there are a lot of things you like about her, and there must be some really good stuff there if it’s been ten years. it almost sounds like you’re trying to talk yourself into breaking up with her. are there other reasons you want to be single?

the easy way out is to break up. i think ten years warrants a little bit more exploring into what is going on and what steps can be taken to make it better. times like this can actually generate a lot of growth in relationships. when you have nothing to lose and the alternative is to break up, you can really just go all in with exploring feelings and options... if that makes sense.

could be worth talking to an actual counsellor irl about it too instead of a bunch of sad jaded 420channers.

wish you luck and bless up
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Walter Clinnerwin - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 23:12:13 EST /a0EWK+P No.536249 Reply
LDR's are notorious for never working out for good reason

Even if a woman isn't the best looking girl in the world, being able to have sex with her creates the same bond you would have with a perfect woman. Being far from her robs you of this
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Does this make me a complete asshole

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- Wed, 19 Feb 2020 16:56:53 EST EtHPqQfW No.533703
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I lived with this guy for 3 years. I moved out a few years back and I recently heard he tried to kill himself. He keeps talking about how miserable he is. He tried to do it when this girl dumped him. Frankly I think it’s all bullshit and he should have just fucking done it.

>sits around watching news all day
>yells about politics constantly; huge communist
>literally all he cares about is communism
>hates everyone who isn’t super far leftist
>never smoke or drank in his life; looks down on people who do
>adopted this stupid dog that’s like 200 pounds and violent to seem more liberal “I rescued him”
>now his girlfriend dumped him because he tried to an hero
>trying to get a studio w dog that’s bigger than him
>has this really shitty entitled attitude that a landlord should just give him an apartment and hold it for him until he has the money
>polsci major
>bitches and whines about how exhausting his fmla approved therapy sessions are, month off work “it’s so exhausting”

Honestly I think the suicide attempt is completely bullshit and just a cry for attention. I get legitimately angry when I think about how stupid this person is. I’ve known people who killed them selves and this seems like just a big cry for attention.

Am I onto something or am I just a dickhead?
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Lydia Murdson - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 06:41:09 EST jnas4L6T No.536177 Reply
unironically using the term "red pilled" makes you more of an asshole than anything else you posted.
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[name redacted] !h55/E7mIo6 - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 15:11:27 EST e9eRuSB0 No.536178 Reply
>>533703
If being around/talking to him is shitty for you and causing you stress, just cut him out of your life. It's not your responsibility to babysit everyone you meet for the rest of your life.
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James Snodforth - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 19:32:58 EST jnas4L6T No.536197 Reply
>>536178

local incestuous pedophile cannot help but use "babysit" as metaphor

Tired

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- Mon, 14 Sep 2020 09:40:52 EST HApLONFc No.536163
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Uni has been shit for a while (after things were starting to improve).
The pandemic played a big part in that, but it also seems to have made everyone act quite a lot shittier lately (thankfully, my close family has remained mostly sane - initially not, but now really sane).

Country is becoming a de-facto autocracy and a banana republic at the same time.
SO is stressed and acting extreme lately (either extreme affection and asking for too much attention or being hostile and not wanting to even talk).
At times, their attitude flips 180° in a matter of minutes.

Uni has been harassing us and dealing with us like shit:
>Changing exam structure and conditions/course guidelines without prior notice or just an hour before exams.
>Calling people in for hearings for no reason other than harassing them basically.
>Profs not giving clear answers when they keep changing shit.
>Changing HW assignments a day or two before the deadline without any time extensions.
And obviously, all the time, their standard answer has become:
>Unexpected times! Pandemic! Corona!
It's like a buzzword at this point, a catch-all.

And I'm just tired, I have one last exam in a few days, and I just don't know how I'm gonna make it.

>pic unrelated.
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Charles Clungerford - Mon, 14 Sep 2020 10:05:38 EST sBmQyJ0Q No.536164 Reply
University is pretty exhausting. Make sure working isn't all you're doing. Look into mindfulness, I wish I'd done it when I was younger.
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Barnaby Pannerwell - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 00:59:13 EST HApLONFc No.536169 Reply
>>536164
I guess that's the issue, I hardly get any breaks (e.g.: no time for playing guitar).

>>536165
Somewhere in the mid-east, but I'm not too comfortable about sharing more.

whoa this site is a shell of it's former self

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- Wed, 19 Feb 2020 18:51:54 EST GmZKdiP6 No.533706
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I can't believe you guys got rid of the /sh/enanigans board. I used to post my acts of vandalism on there and you all shunned me. Now look at you- mid 30s waste of life stoners... meanwhile I am still vandalizing as both a hobby, and a career.

You need a brick thrown through a window? $30CAD.
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Jack Barrybanks - Mon, 14 Sep 2020 07:35:07 EST 7ljE9qVr No.536162 Reply
>>533706
are bananas like really expensive in canada cause they have to be transported all the way up there or not really?
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Betsy Brenderhood - Mon, 14 Sep 2020 23:03:24 EST JFqzZM+C No.536168 Reply
>>536159
I don't know why OP is even asking us to hire him when he could just work for the DNC.

I feel like I will be too old for college and my career

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- Tue, 08 Sep 2020 14:35:05 EST iQwAM7dA No.536046
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I am currently going on 25 and I'm planning to stop being a recluse and assimilate into society by getting a job since a decade. I also plan on going to a cc but I missed the registration deadline so I will have to register to classes next year which will make me 26. Let's say I finish an associates and immediately transfer to an uni to get a bachelors. I will graduate at 32. I just feel like I am too old for the career I want to pursue. Maybe I am underestimating the sympathy from other people. But I feel like giving up and go back to being a recluse once I think of my competition that will most likely be younger and more lively. This may be regret for not getting out sooner I don't know. How do I stop feeling this way and just power through it? The career I am pursuing is in the medical field.
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 04:25:20 EST mNRa2otm No.536150 Reply
>>536141
All I wanted to do was better myself at College. But no that could not happen.
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 06:30:56 EST mNRa2otm No.536155 Reply
>>536150
I mean they came to my job and fucked it up so I had every reason to proceed the way I did. After the problems they caused here I can say fuck you people.
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Cedric Blushway - Sat, 12 Sep 2020 06:52:20 EST mNRa2otm No.536156 Reply
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I had it my mind to try and build a Utopia. I needed to learn Fine Art via practice. Images are currency. I needed to learn to read and write; managed to do that. I needed to learn to program because nobody respects a game designer that can't program. I needed to learn mathematics, because that's important. I needed to learn filmaking because some people don't like video games and prefer films.

However it is not to be. Though I do have them on the numbers.
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CULT DISGUISED AS A HOMELESS SHELTER

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- Thu, 06 Feb 2020 03:53:00 EST 7cGpsW87 No.533489
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okay, firstly, I want you all to know this place is well on its way to being found out and shutdown by the local federal judge here in Hawaii, so no worries but I need to write about this.


For starters,
>I just reunited with my long absent father after 19 years growing up entirely without him in my life.
>I am a free american citizen and not on probation or drug addicted or in any sort of trouble binding me to be a part of some program or any sort of rehabilitation housing or halfway house or anything like that,
> I just got off the plane ✈️ in Hawaii to see him
> was picked up by this van with my dad in a wheelchair inside who is however legally bound to this weird place I was told is happy to take me in and help us out for a bit

If you check the google reviews of their ex location in Washington you may find;
> they were SHUT DOWN by Child Protective Services and have been labelled a CULT by more than five families.
>This lady who runs the place is called “Mom” by all the crony grown adults working here for her,
>they soon are telling me Church is Mandatory in this place
>every Sunday and Wednesday, however everyone rooming with me said that’s odd because none of them were told that and it wasn't until my blatant resentment for psychotic religious types was being expressed that they made this decision,
>even though apparently this was the norm in their Washington location and it was shutdown.

Now, not only is Their specific “”Church”” in the building Mandatory but also reading Proverbs downstairs every morning at 7am is now mandatory.
>They play whacky LOUD christian music every Sunday and Wednesday that can be heard even down the street while dancing around waving their hands like maniacs in the movie Midsommar and wearing purple capes as one lady bows down in front of her husband who is the son of this “”mom”” lady etc.

and hey, TO EACH THEIR OWN, I dont mind whoever believing whatever.

But, in America, which Hawaii very much still is a part of, I as a citizen have the right to freedom of religion and expression and freedom of choice. I understand in a privately owned or run business they make the rules, but my dad has a FEDERAL probation officer on our side and has actually been getting a kick out of all this knowing they are truly digging their own grave by how they run this place.

Apparently the federal Judge here recently asked her, in Court, “Does Faith house REQUIRE or Force people to attend or perform religion practices?” the answer “Not to any of My clients...”” and the judge responded “Good... because I absolutely forbid that and anything like that...”

Now, when she said not any of My clients she is referring to the fact Federal convicts here are required under Federal order to stay there after release from jail and therefore can stay regardless of anything they do or dont do here as far as their house “”rules”” go.

But Me, who is just moved here to reunite with my dad, am not under any probation or federal requirements or programs or anything like that to be here and am just a free US citizen trying to stay with my dad while we get our own place and were waiting on his check to come in.
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Betsy Mockleletch - Sat, 15 Feb 2020 02:48:31 EST 1OmC/vbR No.533619 Reply
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>>533500
Ditto my dude, 31/34 qualities of a cult they in fact have here
about a B+ maybe even an A- if we’re grading this place on being a fully active cult.

So, yeah, that about covers everything for now, aside from a handful of other showings of their insanity. I got off a fucking plane and picked up in a van unwittingly by a fucking cult full of lies and untrained wannabe “apostles and prophets” who essentially know jackshit about running an operation like this and generally force their views onto anyone and everyone here, to a point this place might as well be their containment zone because their fucking “preacher” was too busy getting kicked out of Malls before this

Absolute Fucking Madhouse i tell ya. Just needed to get all this written down for my own sanity and be able to backtrack all this shit if I need to.
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Albert Brollysut - Sun, 23 Feb 2020 02:46:42 EST EFXmbFdY No.533753 Reply
https://www.thenewstribune.com/news/local/article26268601.html

that’s an article my buddy found for me of the newspaper article from the week this lady running this place got found out by Child Protective Services and shutdown after being reported for abuse and neglect as well as being understaffed and not properly trained or having valid backgrounds to allow them the authoritative positions they somehow managed to obtain.

Btw, some dude here woke up covered in bug bites and nights prior swiped a roach off his torso that was crawling across while he lay in bed. This place is a nightmare all the while tomorrow being Sunday we all STILL have to wake up for their Mandatory Church goings if we wanna have a roof over our heads, because all these fucks care about is forcing religion onto everything they do while collecting money from all inhabitants living here.

Meanwhile, a fucking samoan gang has their part in staying here and couldn’t give a shit less as they give me dirty looks knowing I have this place on my fucking radar and am fully smart enough to get it reported and closed the fuck down. Fuck your lazy ass gang needing this place to stay at for cheap. I’ve had a shelter in Bend, OR. get demolished by the state Senator after every worker there was fired and a new bigger better shelter built on the place’s fucking ruins in 2018. I could give a fuck less if these fucks end up in the struggle if it means getting this corrupt place out of business. I just gotta be smart about it, my buddy worries for my safety hearing all this shit.

Anyways, tomorrow at the weekly “house meeting” Im addressing the fact these people normalize insects all over the house to a detrimental degree, so much so that you’ve got several roach sightings and other bugs even in the kitchen and restrooms and living room as well as in kitchen cabinets IN the cups kept inside there at times, and if they dont plan on stepping it up then fuck ‘em, I’ll be well on my way to getting this place reported for neglect and abuse of power and they can get shut the fuck down like any other endeavors they’ve tried in the past.
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Cedric Blushway - Fri, 11 Sep 2020 23:06:03 EST mNRa2otm No.536146 Reply
>>533489
Preying on the homeless.
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