>> | 1639786550152.jpg -(1177064B / 1.12MB, 3024x4032) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>541567 Thanks, this kind of makes me feel better. I don't know if it was abuse in the typical overt sense, but I had a particularly weird emotional childhood and adolescence, numerous odd, uncomfortable incidences that I dwell on for whatever reasons.
>>541569 Trying, really.
>>541573 Seen your other posts, I think there is something to dopamine fasting, exercising, and meditation. I was doing keto, did seem to help. maintaining consistency has always been an issue.
Struggling right now, juggling work, and university, no partner. trying to eat healthy consistently, maintain a sleep schedule, plus the demands of studying on top of work that feels physically, emotionally, draining / going unrecognized for commitment, or time put in.
"be careful of substances with that give a false ideal" what does this even mean? Specifics? I do drink alcohol, and drink coffee. I am thinking coffee of giving the caffeine up, alcohol is something I fall into occasionally, never go binge status, but enough to make me want to quit it for good.
I genuinely think I could use a deep psychedelic trip to get myself out of this shitty work-school rut I am in, but am proceeding cautiously. What about MDMA, I read reports of people having breakthroughs with their traumas on it, like fully cognizant integration.
Genuinely frustrated at state of world, lack of passion/artistry/diversity that isn't present in majority lives, everything homogenizing. |