Fetish View Thread Reply Hide Jack Sonkinkure - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 18:15:47 EST qSBAVAm/ No.530344 File: 1562796947127.jpg -(18662B / 18.22KB, 630x603) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >wonder why my sexual fantasies have gone stale over the last few years>realize it is due to a lack of humiliation >targeted at me
Ack View Thread Reply Hide Lydia Gozzlebury - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 23:50:39 EST 2XVEGG21 No.530303 File: 1562644239052.jpg -(787148B / 768.70KB, 1200x1200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Goddamn, I just don't know what to do. Every time, without fail, I'm either blocked from progressing from the start, or I'm thrown back to square one once I get close to my goals.I have a shitty job right now but I can't handle it anymore. I live in an area where it reaches ungodly high temperatures for eight months out of the year and feels worse due to the humidity. The kind of job I have requires you to work outside for extended periods of time, which I actually didn't know upon applying, but it's not as if I had any other choice. Beggars can't be choosers and no one else wanted to interview me. I walk to and from work as I can't afford a car and I don't earn enough yearly to apply for a credit card, thus I'm relatively sure I couldn't even get car insurance or other required shit for that even if I owned a vehicle. While there are a good number of businesses immediately around where I live, my job opportunities are still severely limited and will be for a while.It's so fucking humiliating arriving at work after a 20 minute walk, completely drenched in sweat. While on the clock they'll forget about our stupid asses outside and ignore our requests to be switched out with someone inside. It's exhausting walking home in the suffocating humidity after being outside all day. My medication causes me to have night sweats so I can't even escape it in my own home, damn it.I was so, so close to being able to afford a car. About a grand in my bank, about $500 in cheque money, some other shit was on the way; it was good. I was so close to being able to get the secure credit card I've had my eyes on so I could start building a credit score. Almost another step closer to freedom. But then my mom came to visit and she always drains my bank account. She's been like this ever since I was little. She's mentally ill, bless her, but fuck. She couldn't get her drivers license in time so I dropped around triple digit numbers on Uber drives. So many other things happened before and after she left so now I'm down to around $400 in the bank. About a hundred more than what I started with last year. Back to square one.I've been reapplying at all the businesses around me but no one wants to even interview me, just like before. I have an 11 hour shift coming up and we only get a single half hour break for anything between 5.5-11 hours work. I'm not asking for perfection, I just... want something that's slightly more tolerable. That's all. What am I meant to do. Am I really supposed to get on my knees and suck cock for a cashier position at a place Kroger? Maybe I'm just doing something wrong and I'm not seeing it. My resume looks as good as it can be considering my past. I'm energetic and can carry myself well enough in interview situations, or so I think anyway. I've tried asking my therapist but all she says is "Just keep trying" and the like. Is it worth using assistance programs as ultimately I'm currently seen as "disabled"? Or would those work against me? Companies aren't supposed to discriminate against people whom are marked as such but you know they do anyway. Have any of you guys managed to get and keep jobs with those?... I'm not even moving forward for myself at this point. Just for my girlfriend. She means the world and more to me. Her beautiful smile, her laugh, the way her eyes sparkle, how emotionally connected her are on even the deepest levels.... Everything about her perfection and I want to give her everything and more. I want to be able to help her pay her mortgage, take her on trips around the world, buy her anything and everything she wants. I don't want to depend on her to drive me places anymore. I feel bad... I'm not suicidal anymore but I still can't take this. I want to lock myself away but I can't. 3 posts omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> Lydia Gozzlebury - Tue, 09 Jul 2019 18:13:30 EST 2XVEGG21 No.530324 Reply Ah, those government assistance programs are just if you're severely mentally ill and need help building your resume, which I don't need. They also don't secure interviews and the like. Damn. >> Beatrice Fungerwat - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 01:57:43 EST GiCOfox9 No.530331 Reply I think it's wonderful that your girlfriend is there to give you a lift. >> Ebenezer Hongerwell - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 10:35:17 EST vOBNA1J1 No.530338 Reply >>530324Well wait a second, maybe you have a therapeutic goal now. If you can't get through an interview, maybe that's something you and your therapist can work through. Maybe diagnostic roleplay or smth.
>> Lydia Gozzlebury - Tue, 09 Jul 2019 18:13:30 EST 2XVEGG21 No.530324 Reply Ah, those government assistance programs are just if you're severely mentally ill and need help building your resume, which I don't need. They also don't secure interviews and the like. Damn.
>> Beatrice Fungerwat - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 01:57:43 EST GiCOfox9 No.530331 Reply I think it's wonderful that your girlfriend is there to give you a lift.
>> Ebenezer Hongerwell - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 10:35:17 EST vOBNA1J1 No.530338 Reply >>530324Well wait a second, maybe you have a therapeutic goal now. If you can't get through an interview, maybe that's something you and your therapist can work through. Maybe diagnostic roleplay or smth.
Does anything ever change, really? View Thread Reply Hide David Nablingteck - Tue, 09 Jul 2019 16:26:11 EST OcRzmCVE No.530319 File: 1562703971976.jpg -(36518B / 35.66KB, 780x439) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Say i moved someplace else, abandoned the relarionships i currently have, adopted a lifestyle i imagine i would enjoy, would it really be any different? 3 posts and 2 images omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> Matilda Bemmerfack - Tue, 09 Jul 2019 19:13:13 EST SLZ94LIZ No.530327 Reply >>530319in my experience no. I did this >>530320 and had the same problems. But I'm not better yet. >>530322 fuck me, I want to believe. >> Sidney Fimbledare - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 07:05:54 EST OcRzmCVE No.530335 Reply 1562756754855.jpg -(54378B / 53.10KB, 550x550) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Ah well, guess better get used to it then. >> Ebenezer Hongerwell - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 10:31:24 EST vOBNA1J1 No.530336 Reply >>530319Depends on what you bring with you. Perhaps it isn't all those things that are dragging you down, maybe it's you.
>> Matilda Bemmerfack - Tue, 09 Jul 2019 19:13:13 EST SLZ94LIZ No.530327 Reply >>530319in my experience no. I did this >>530320 and had the same problems. But I'm not better yet. >>530322 fuck me, I want to believe.
>> Sidney Fimbledare - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 07:05:54 EST OcRzmCVE No.530335 Reply 1562756754855.jpg -(54378B / 53.10KB, 550x550) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Ah well, guess better get used to it then.
>> Ebenezer Hongerwell - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 10:31:24 EST vOBNA1J1 No.530336 Reply >>530319Depends on what you bring with you. Perhaps it isn't all those things that are dragging you down, maybe it's you.
Shelter View Thread Reply Hide Alice Clamblebanks - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 04:42:23 EST UelVVgpu No.530284 File: 1562575343992.gif -(649619B / 634.39KB, 480x392) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. I think I'm going to an abuse shelter soon, like in the next few months I'll be able to get myself to do it. I'm very lucky in that my two best friends will support me even if I don't have anyone else, family or otherwise, but I'm scared of my life turning upside-down, and I feel heartbroken and just like complete dirt. >> Jenny Weffingfotch - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 05:38:16 EST JCATCBbz No.530286 Reply >>530284OP! Don't feel bad for wanting a better life. EVER! You're admirable for pursuing a better life. Fuck labels and tags, you're just chasing improvement and that's inspiring. Good on you. >> Cyril Pockleridge - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 08:25:17 EST Bs7kqlWt No.530287 Reply >>530284Your life is upside down right now if you're planning on going to a shelter. So it can turn right side up. But getting out of your situation won't make it worse. >> Esther Nomblelig - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 17:17:09 EST bZjBiC2x No.530300 Reply >>530284You've made the first step in the right direction by acknowledging this isn't right. I'd do it in the next few days if you can though.
>> Jenny Weffingfotch - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 05:38:16 EST JCATCBbz No.530286 Reply >>530284OP! Don't feel bad for wanting a better life. EVER! You're admirable for pursuing a better life. Fuck labels and tags, you're just chasing improvement and that's inspiring. Good on you.
>> Cyril Pockleridge - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 08:25:17 EST Bs7kqlWt No.530287 Reply >>530284Your life is upside down right now if you're planning on going to a shelter. So it can turn right side up. But getting out of your situation won't make it worse.
>> Esther Nomblelig - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 17:17:09 EST bZjBiC2x No.530300 Reply >>530284You've made the first step in the right direction by acknowledging this isn't right. I'd do it in the next few days if you can though.
Dark life View Thread Reply Hide Alice Chickledot - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 18:57:04 EST 4Yq/zP1e No.530276 File: 1562540224696.jpg -(45533B / 44.47KB, 250x364) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. My life is dark.There is no future written.I was as a innocent in a prison.It didn't change anything. Being innocent changes nothing. I stalked the love of my lifeShe rather had sex with married man and now with a colombian ghettokidThan she would have recognized meAs a person Every pain and obstacle inside slowly kills meEvery tear did long ago dry and I can't even cry anymore I can't even laugh No even did understand meThe hate for my love is the only thing that keeps me alive My hate is the only close relate I haveMy love was never recognized nor respected... I was laughed at... I'm not being any good or bad I'm just a hollow with the desire for fireThe lost love keeps me and keeps my hatred aliveI swear that I will bring her close what I feelAnd to make her ghettoboy my dog... I shall take vengeance This is my oathGive me a road Amen >> Jenny Weffingfotch - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 01:46:11 EST JCATCBbz No.530282 Reply >>530276Yo OP. Don't stress bitches. Just move on to the next one. If this one didn't respond to you, that's no fault of yours. Seriously. There are chicks out there that will respond to you as you are. Don't get hung up on this one idea. Let her go. >> Cyril Pockleridge - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 10:31:24 EST Bs7kqlWt No.530292 Reply >>530276Do you ever get high and jack off thinking about her? Must be incredible... If you did the drugs she likes you could get her too. This isn't about friendship or love of companionship for her, she's hot and a girl and guys will give her drugs and food and attention if she offers herself up for sexytime. You will never understand this mentality. Stop ramming your head against it.
>> Jenny Weffingfotch - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 01:46:11 EST JCATCBbz No.530282 Reply >>530276Yo OP. Don't stress bitches. Just move on to the next one. If this one didn't respond to you, that's no fault of yours. Seriously. There are chicks out there that will respond to you as you are. Don't get hung up on this one idea. Let her go.
>> Cyril Pockleridge - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 10:31:24 EST Bs7kqlWt No.530292 Reply >>530276Do you ever get high and jack off thinking about her? Must be incredible... If you did the drugs she likes you could get her too. This isn't about friendship or love of companionship for her, she's hot and a girl and guys will give her drugs and food and attention if she offers herself up for sexytime. You will never understand this mentality. Stop ramming your head against it.
Self help cbt links? View Thread Reply Hide Angus Churringwodge - Sat, 06 Jul 2019 18:40:38 EST l0bJVUWw No.530252 File: 1562452838342.jpg -(171893B / 167.86KB, 1762x816) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Ok so I've been on ssri for 3 months now and I noticed my mood being more unstable since a few weeks. I was wondering if anyone had a link or recommandation to any decent cbt exercises. It helped me quite a lot to follow it with a professional but I'm broke as fuck rn and I feel like I could commit to it by myself. Thanks by advance. 6 posts and 1 images omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> William Sottingbure - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 17:42:20 EST Bs7kqlWt No.530273 Reply 1562535740423.jpg -(73071B / 71.36KB, 640x964) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530263LOL buddhists >> Walter Fottingstock - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 18:05:02 EST ivEgsjPJ No.530274 Reply 1562537102837.jpg -(45792B / 44.72KB, 540x441) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530273Good post. >> William Sottingbure - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 18:44:36 EST Bs7kqlWt No.530275 Reply >>530274I got an email from a Buddhist. There was no attachment.
>> William Sottingbure - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 17:42:20 EST Bs7kqlWt No.530273 Reply 1562535740423.jpg -(73071B / 71.36KB, 640x964) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530263LOL buddhists
>> Walter Fottingstock - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 18:05:02 EST ivEgsjPJ No.530274 Reply 1562537102837.jpg -(45792B / 44.72KB, 540x441) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530273Good post.
>> William Sottingbure - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 18:44:36 EST Bs7kqlWt No.530275 Reply >>530274I got an email from a Buddhist. There was no attachment.
sjw millenial and indifferent gen xer View Thread Reply Hide Reuben Messlesture - Tue, 25 Jun 2019 16:43:51 EST Nocxtt2B No.530007 File: 1561495431150.jpg -(47961B / 46.84KB, 735x1102) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. gen xers don't care about shit. they think everything is funny and ironic. he thinks there are two genders and that black people can be racist against white people. he doesn't understand what racism is or the history of it or racialism. he is not interested to learn. i care deeply about these things and he laughs at me. otherwise we get on. he is not interested in politics. i tell him how to vote so it's like i get two votes. are we just too different. is it like a christian and an atheist or a democrat and a republican, should we just break up 34 posts and 4 images omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> Sidney Hommertork - Sat, 06 Jul 2019 01:45:56 EST Je9nm5wp No.530225 Reply 1562391956914.jpg -(103839B / 101.41KB, 1300x1390) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530223 >> Edwin Murdford - Sat, 06 Jul 2019 21:31:55 EST yUhAjzvV No.530258 Reply >>530053>As well, even if we use the strictest definition of racism, which I believe is prejudice hand in hand with powerIf by "strictest" you mean the most rigid and minimalistic, then you're wrong. There's nothing about racism that requires the offender in question to have power. Racism is simply prejudice and/or discrimination against someone based on the color of their skin or ethnicity, usually stemming from a belief that one's own skin color/race/ethnic group is superior. There's no fucking loophole involving a differential in power between the two parties involved that allows somebody to avoid being recognized and classified as a bigoted piece of shit. The narrative that racism is prejudice/discrimination + power is some mental gymnastics bullshit used to shamelessly rationalize and even at times encourage the disgusting and immoral behavior of people who belong to historically marginalized groups and choose to engage in bigotry. >> Alice Fummerfitch - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 15:56:08 EST 3A/9rSkO No.530299 Reply >>530258>disgusting and immoral behavior of people who belong to historically marginalized groupswhat a way to disguise your status as a /pol/uter back to the future, McFly
>> Sidney Hommertork - Sat, 06 Jul 2019 01:45:56 EST Je9nm5wp No.530225 Reply 1562391956914.jpg -(103839B / 101.41KB, 1300x1390) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530223
>> Edwin Murdford - Sat, 06 Jul 2019 21:31:55 EST yUhAjzvV No.530258 Reply >>530053>As well, even if we use the strictest definition of racism, which I believe is prejudice hand in hand with powerIf by "strictest" you mean the most rigid and minimalistic, then you're wrong. There's nothing about racism that requires the offender in question to have power. Racism is simply prejudice and/or discrimination against someone based on the color of their skin or ethnicity, usually stemming from a belief that one's own skin color/race/ethnic group is superior. There's no fucking loophole involving a differential in power between the two parties involved that allows somebody to avoid being recognized and classified as a bigoted piece of shit. The narrative that racism is prejudice/discrimination + power is some mental gymnastics bullshit used to shamelessly rationalize and even at times encourage the disgusting and immoral behavior of people who belong to historically marginalized groups and choose to engage in bigotry.
>> Alice Fummerfitch - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 15:56:08 EST 3A/9rSkO No.530299 Reply >>530258>disgusting and immoral behavior of people who belong to historically marginalized groupswhat a way to disguise your status as a /pol/uter back to the future, McFly
Personal and family life View Thread Reply Hide Rebecca Blopperpan - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 03:12:49 EST Y/IBjRot No.530190 File: 1562224369818.jpg -(52423B / 51.19KB, 612x750) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. My grandpa (moms side) turns 80 at the end of November. So my family decides they’re throwing a surprise birthday party for him. For god knows what reason they’re throwing it in September. Normally this wouldn’t be an issue but I’ve been planning a trip to a music festival the same weekend for over a month. The fact that it’s not even remotely close to this mans birthday makes it even worse. The party is also going to be very unorganized because it was supposed to be at my parents house but now my parents sold their house and are living at my fathers cousins house until they find a new place, and my fathers cousin is a dirty redneck that’s my age.I could bail on my grandpas birthday party. But the social repercussion from this would be terrible. I would be known as the 1 family member that bailed on my grandpas party to go to an acid orgy. The entire family knows what goes on at those things. I honestly don’t know what to say or do, except it’s kinda bullshit. 4 posts and 1 images omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> Eliza Gommledock - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 10:40:17 EST 00BGhIbS No.530200 Reply >>530197Don't listen to this moron. If you have a decent relationship with your family, you ought go to your grandfather's party.It sucks to alienate your family, and unless they're awful you'll probably regret it if you do. >> Awe' God !!Bwteoy2D - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 15:35:22 EST l1NmIjLu No.530207 Reply 1562268922732.jpg -(388628B / 379.52KB, 1900x1200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530198You aren't supposed to be a companion to someone (or a group) just because they expect it from you, but you have to be honorable - tell them that they are projecting onto you what you don't feel inside and level the playing fields. If the camaraderie is not felt from both parties one should proceed with utmost respect so that harmony is maintained and you can still interact on good terms. Otherwise if you are really in esprit de corps, you wouldn't be breaking your head over this and just do what feels right. At least be honest with yourself OP, everything else will follow effortlessly. If however it is the unlikely case that you are actually honest and the balance hangs right in the middle of the two options, it's also a non issue, because you may as well flip a coin and you won't regret your decision afterwards because you did the best you could. >> Edward Winkinlock - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 15:39:54 EST Lny7/LNo No.530208 Reply Go your grandpa's birthday for God's sake.
>> Eliza Gommledock - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 10:40:17 EST 00BGhIbS No.530200 Reply >>530197Don't listen to this moron. If you have a decent relationship with your family, you ought go to your grandfather's party.It sucks to alienate your family, and unless they're awful you'll probably regret it if you do.
>> Awe' God !!Bwteoy2D - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 15:35:22 EST l1NmIjLu No.530207 Reply 1562268922732.jpg -(388628B / 379.52KB, 1900x1200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530198You aren't supposed to be a companion to someone (or a group) just because they expect it from you, but you have to be honorable - tell them that they are projecting onto you what you don't feel inside and level the playing fields. If the camaraderie is not felt from both parties one should proceed with utmost respect so that harmony is maintained and you can still interact on good terms. Otherwise if you are really in esprit de corps, you wouldn't be breaking your head over this and just do what feels right. At least be honest with yourself OP, everything else will follow effortlessly. If however it is the unlikely case that you are actually honest and the balance hangs right in the middle of the two options, it's also a non issue, because you may as well flip a coin and you won't regret your decision afterwards because you did the best you could.
>> Edward Winkinlock - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 15:39:54 EST Lny7/LNo No.530208 Reply Go your grandpa's birthday for God's sake.
Dear Mom, View Thread Reply Hide George Gizzlepone - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 13:10:19 EST IJBeTWzx No.530204 File: 1562260219100.jpg -(245005B / 239.26KB, 806x1514) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Disclaimer: This is one of those letters to someone who you need to express feelings to without intending on actually sending it. Perhaps with enough feedback, proofreading, and revisions, I will be comfortable and confident sending this one day. That is why I am here. I wish that you understood while we grew up that we would have appreciated useful and practical things to stimulate creativity in young, developing minds, as opposed to the facade of an overly fancy house to provide people with the illusion that we are higher class than we ever actually were. I can’t even go home and eat a meal or use the printer or do a load of laundry but there has never been a single day that I have been alive that you didn’t smoke cancer-causing cigarettes. We would have benefited from a home with emotional, nutritional, academic, and social sustenance, not TV and cigarettes. You have raised your second daughter making the same mistakes twice over that you could have avoided by learning from experience the first time. It’s not acceptable that [my sister] was a truant in school. Did you know that legally constitutes parental neglect? This parental neglect in turn caused [my sister] to experience issues obtaining her driver’s license and thus, an unrealistic and unsupported transition to adulthood. This is representative of how you raised us. We were not taught values, morals, ethics, or how to accept responsibility for our own actions and decisions. We were not taught to find something to believe it and stand up for it with passion. We were not taught how to own our autonomy and independence for good and how to support our decisions and actions with logic or reasoning. We were not taught to contribute to society or to be a part of a world that is much larger than just us. We were taught to respond to people with confrontation, scapegoating, aggression, hostility, impulsivity, downright negativity, and even physical attacks. Peoples' personalities in adulthood are determined by years of learned behaviors from parents and guardians. My personality in adulthood is in the effort to avoid being like you.But because of the facade of this fancy house that does not and has never proportionately reflect our actual lifestyle, income level, or happiness, people often overlook the truth of parental/domestic negligence, avoidant parenting style, and verbal, emotional, psychological, and physical abuse that we have endured for years. You wanted this fancy house so much more than you wanted happy daughters that you have effectively attracted negative spirits to it, so it can not even be a happy and safe place to be. I don’t feel safe or welcome here. When I am here, I am reminded of being physically attacked and beaten by both of the only 2 people in the whole world that any person should ever really be able to trust - their mother and father. I do not think of a childhood that had plentiful nutrition or emotional support. I do not think of parents that encouraged me in my academic pursuits or to ever engage in extracurricular or social activities. I have memories of a mother that got annoyed when I asked her to take me to the library to read books or to practice driving for my learner's permit. We shouldn’t have been allowed to graduate high school online. It deprived us of crucial social development that you had no idea of then and will now impact our ability to socialize and develop in adulthood. Other people my age have memories of their parents spending money to take them on vacations and share experiences traveling together. I have memories of my parents spending all of their money on making a house with no love inside of it superficially look like it did, alcohol, and cigarettes.I think of parents that I only ever saw drinking and smoking and partying beyond their years, who then ridiculed their children for replicating the same learned behavior, then after verbal abuse over it, accepting it as if it was normal and okay. I used drugs in my bedroom as a teenager to escape the reality of growing up with parents that I felt like didn't love me. I was escaping the fear and resentment I harbor toward parents who gave up any respect I would ever have for them the moment they laid their hands on me when I was a child. Do you think that I deserved it? Do you think that children's actions are not the culminations of what they learned from adults and media? Do you think that anyone deserves to be beaten… Comment too long. Click here to view the full text. >> Nigel Honeyman - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 14:31:22 EST bZjBiC2x No.530205 Reply First of all, if you cannot express this verbally then a letter will be thrown away, ignored or just used to justify abuse. Getting even doesn't help and often just makes it worse for everyone. You should be thinking about how to get these people out of your life. Closure is something that only you can give yourself. Dwelling on your shitty childhood doesn't really help beyond helping identify what is wrong, but even then knowing what's wrong is only good because you know what you need to fix. Your eventual goal should be to put this letter away and not send it because you don't need to. One way or another.So I assume you've moved away and started your own life? Worked out what makes you happy? Looked at expressing your creativity? worked out what you want to do with your life/career/whatever? >> Awe' God !!Bwteoy2D - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 15:22:00 EST l1NmIjLu No.530206 Reply 1562268120477.jpg -(123218B / 120.33KB, 720x708) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530204that's pretty cool, you should keep it up, OP
>> Nigel Honeyman - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 14:31:22 EST bZjBiC2x No.530205 Reply First of all, if you cannot express this verbally then a letter will be thrown away, ignored or just used to justify abuse. Getting even doesn't help and often just makes it worse for everyone. You should be thinking about how to get these people out of your life. Closure is something that only you can give yourself. Dwelling on your shitty childhood doesn't really help beyond helping identify what is wrong, but even then knowing what's wrong is only good because you know what you need to fix. Your eventual goal should be to put this letter away and not send it because you don't need to. One way or another.So I assume you've moved away and started your own life? Worked out what makes you happy? Looked at expressing your creativity? worked out what you want to do with your life/career/whatever?
>> Awe' God !!Bwteoy2D - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 15:22:00 EST l1NmIjLu No.530206 Reply 1562268120477.jpg -(123218B / 120.33KB, 720x708) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530204that's pretty cool, you should keep it up, OP
kill self View Thread Reply Hide Edward Tootwill - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 12:37:18 EST EnWZVPJW No.530172 File: 1562085438840.jpg -(7724B / 7.54KB, 210x230) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. how do i kill myself if im on probation for being black? i have decided this is the best action to take but im scared because im black and they're out to get me plus god is too.i want to just order some heroin off the deep web overdose and die and im scared if it doesnt work because im black. i feel like because im black if i fuck up ill just be in the hospital and theyll be like oh btw you gotta go to prison now for trying to kill yourself and just walk into the hospital and throw some piece of paper on my barely functioning body telling me i have to go to prison and go straight from the hospital to prison because im blackbut if i was white they would just be like OMG WE HAVE TO GET THIS GUY HELP WE ENED TO SIGN A PETITION TO HELP HIM AND HE NEEDS HELP. i just wanna overdose and die on heroin i dont want any other stupid fucking method of suicide drugs are all i care about and i want to die by them. I just want ot nod off and fade into nothingness as i die slowly. i just want to take a bunch of xanax and alcohol to kill my anxiety and take like 30x the lethal dose of heroin all at once and just end it and slowly die peaceful and relaxed. i am not killing myself any other way and i have access to heroin easy off the deep web. 2 posts omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> Nathaniel Sumbletere - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 20:22:06 EST kAEKpfyQ No.530178 Reply If you're worried about a hospital bill what you're looking for is a suicidal gesture, not suicide. Kinda gay imo. Guns are cheap and plentiful and you can blow your brain out with them and then you don't have to worry about anything anymore. If you can't even afford a gun then a rope will do just fine. >> Jarvis Mingerstot - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 06:43:29 EST ITjNMzUi No.530181 Reply nah dude its not because your black its because god hates you >> Charlotte Hankinson - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 07:23:10 EST vFDzrbdS No.530183 Reply 1562152990461.png -(82533B / 80.60KB, 645x773) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530173GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY
>> Nathaniel Sumbletere - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 20:22:06 EST kAEKpfyQ No.530178 Reply If you're worried about a hospital bill what you're looking for is a suicidal gesture, not suicide. Kinda gay imo. Guns are cheap and plentiful and you can blow your brain out with them and then you don't have to worry about anything anymore. If you can't even afford a gun then a rope will do just fine.
>> Jarvis Mingerstot - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 06:43:29 EST ITjNMzUi No.530181 Reply nah dude its not because your black its because god hates you
>> Charlotte Hankinson - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 07:23:10 EST vFDzrbdS No.530183 Reply 1562152990461.png -(82533B / 80.60KB, 645x773) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530173GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY
In a real rut View Thread Reply Hide squeeby - Wed, 08 May 2019 03:45:45 EST m5vPT8jq No.529265 File: 1557301545894.jpg -(102807B / 100.40KB, 750x719) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Hello, never posted here before but I feel like I'm in desperate need for some guidance. My problem right now is I broke my arm skateboarding two weeks ago. I live alone with no friends or family to help me. I have a job and was able to pay my rent last week. I can't work really so I'm wasting away stressing about my next month's rent. I'm also getting surgery tomorrow and the whole idea has me terrified. Anesthesia and having screws, brackets and stuff in my body. Never been under like this. Never broke a bone really. I'm mid-20s.Really what my problem is I'm not sure how I'll be able to come up with the 500~ dollars I'm short on my next month's rent. I feel like I'm cracking under the pressure. I know it could be worse. I was able to get emergency insurance coverage through the state and I'm not losing my job or anything but I don't know how to get through the next month & 1/2 so I can recover and don't ruin my arm by trying to work with it again before its ready. Almost wish I just had more emotional support. Feels like no one can hear my cries.I learned today I can't donate plasma with an injury so that option's out. I've heard about Social Security Disability Insurance but is that able to be used to pay rent?Probably going to try finding an office for social workers when I feel strong enough after my surgery. Really I just need to figure something out. Feels like I have no one to turn to and I probably don't.I'll answer any questions in this thread. I also have discord and snapchat. 11 posts and 1 images omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> Barnaby Wuddledock - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 23:28:44 EST kr1gms69 No.530153 Reply You broke your arm skating faggot, what the fuck do you need a surgery for? Why are you on your own with no savings if you can barely scrape up 600 bucks for rent every month?Bet you probably fucked your shit up trying to drop in on a quarter pipe ya kook. Got what you deserved you stupid manchild >> Basil Pillydune - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 22:32:19 EST loFqoohq No.530180 Reply >>530153nigga why you so mad? >> Charlotte Hankinson - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 07:15:10 EST vFDzrbdS No.530182 Reply >>529265Welcome to being poor in America. Resign yourself that there will be expenses you will incur that you will not be able to pay, ever. As a result, you will pay more for things, your social mobility will be restricted, and you will have worse access to services. This is called a cycle of poverty. You are in one. Get educated on how poor people avoid paying debts, like what things you can let go to collections and what you have to pay off. Do this early. Don't even start that "I'm a man who pays his debts" bullshit.
>> Barnaby Wuddledock - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 23:28:44 EST kr1gms69 No.530153 Reply You broke your arm skating faggot, what the fuck do you need a surgery for? Why are you on your own with no savings if you can barely scrape up 600 bucks for rent every month?Bet you probably fucked your shit up trying to drop in on a quarter pipe ya kook. Got what you deserved you stupid manchild
>> Basil Pillydune - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 22:32:19 EST loFqoohq No.530180 Reply >>530153nigga why you so mad?
>> Charlotte Hankinson - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 07:15:10 EST vFDzrbdS No.530182 Reply >>529265Welcome to being poor in America. Resign yourself that there will be expenses you will incur that you will not be able to pay, ever. As a result, you will pay more for things, your social mobility will be restricted, and you will have worse access to services. This is called a cycle of poverty. You are in one. Get educated on how poor people avoid paying debts, like what things you can let go to collections and what you have to pay off. Do this early. Don't even start that "I'm a man who pays his debts" bullshit.
varicocele View Thread Reply Hide Charlotte Mabberworth - Wed, 26 Jun 2019 20:53:16 EST vtOIxKen No.530032 File: 1561596796334.jpg -(16650B / 16.26KB, 239x211) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. any dudes here ever dealt with varicocele? if you don't know it's basically varicose veins in your ballsack, they can cause infertility and low sperm count, and in my case, hurt like hell. i found out i have it about a week ago and have an appointment with the urologist this weekend. i was told it was on the left side and at the time i only felt it there, but now i'm feeling it on the right side too. by all accounts, it is rare for it to be anywhere but the left side. from what i've read it's likely it will need to be operated on when it's presenting symptoms like this, and today it was so uncomfortable at one point that i had to waddle around like a fat person. has anyone here had this and/or had surgery to fix it, and how has it affected your life? i feel healthy otherwise, and it hasn't even stopped me from fapping (even though i pay a price afterward). i've only been dealing with it since this month, so it's possible it will get better and can be managed, but everything i've read points to surgery and I'm all kinds of scared about complications and such. how fucked am i dudes 5 posts omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> Lydia Binkinchin - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 07:49:09 EST F1FRZWms No.530169 Reply >>530147>it's just permanent damage to your reproductive system dude no big deal >> Beatrice Cerryhatch - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 09:34:46 EST 2dpbGRKS No.530170 Reply >>530169>help i'm clueless and shitposting >> Alice Gallyhod - Sat, 06 Jul 2019 11:11:08 EST HyQTSCMM No.530242 Reply >>530170This is what you're doing, yes. nb
>> Lydia Binkinchin - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 07:49:09 EST F1FRZWms No.530169 Reply >>530147>it's just permanent damage to your reproductive system dude no big deal
>> Beatrice Cerryhatch - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 09:34:46 EST 2dpbGRKS No.530170 Reply >>530169>help i'm clueless and shitposting
>> Alice Gallyhod - Sat, 06 Jul 2019 11:11:08 EST HyQTSCMM No.530242 Reply >>530170This is what you're doing, yes. nb
Jail View Thread Reply Hide Emma Tootcocke - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 01:22:50 EST 0JH6jvDo No.530160 File: 1562044970636.jpg -(291272B / 284.45KB, 3000x2000) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. How do i not go to jail and prison as a black person? there's just something in our heads that makes us impulsively commit crimes and shit. sometimes we dont realize how serious shit is and do it in the moment and the crack that gavel and give everyone life over nothing. I saw suge knight who just got pissed the fuck off and tried ramming some dude with a car probably thought it was some 5-10 years thing or probation or something NOPE REST OF LIFE IN PRISON i see people just do impulsive shit in the moment not really meaning to harm anyone (not suge knight he fucking hit someone with a car) and just wake up with a 5 year sentence and shit and committing one crime instantly turns into like 12 different felony charges like if you break down a door and take shit you would think oh thats one felony stealing. NO. its a felony for breaking down the door, felony for walking in the house, felony for taking the item, felony for this, felony for that, felony for selling the item, felony for possessing the item.i feel like as a black man its impossible to not go to prison and i dont even want to do one day i want to just live a peaceful life and chill. I feel like you can do one harmless thing in the heat of the moment and just wake up one day with a 5 year prison sentence or in jail or some shit you dont even know how illegal something is until its too late. and fucking drugs are illegal. i cant just live in LA because god is out to get me and weeds legal there but i saw someone in florida that got pulled over by a cop and they smelled weed and the cop fucking freaked out attacked him ALL OVER WEED and pulled a fucking gun on him ALL OVER WEED and the dude tried to drive off and the retarded cop just hung onto the car dragging along ALL OVER WEED and then they charged him with trying to kill a copALL OVER WEED. >> Jack Snodwell - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 01:27:04 EST uZExeyVJ No.530161 Reply 1562045224169.gif -(579507B / 565.92KB, 289x197) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >How do i not go to jail and prison as a black person? there's just something in our heads that makes us impulsively commit crimes and shit. >> Archie Wongerway - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 11:42:12 EST 2tz018tx No.530171 Reply >i cant just live in LA because god is out to get me hide ruralfag threads ignore ruralfag posts do not reply to ruralfagnb
>> Jack Snodwell - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 01:27:04 EST uZExeyVJ No.530161 Reply 1562045224169.gif -(579507B / 565.92KB, 289x197) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >How do i not go to jail and prison as a black person? there's just something in our heads that makes us impulsively commit crimes and shit.
>> Archie Wongerway - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 11:42:12 EST 2tz018tx No.530171 Reply >i cant just live in LA because god is out to get me hide ruralfag threads ignore ruralfag posts do not reply to ruralfagnb
Suck my cock View Thread Reply Hide LOL cuck mods - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 23:37:56 EST qTTmaZ8D No.530154 File: 1562038676522.jpg -(1877811B / 1.79MB, 4032x3024) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. These fucking faggot pizza faced forum moderators think I'm trolling so they tried to ban mem literally all I do is tell the truth. 1 posts omitted. Click View Thread to read. >> Ebenezer Niddlekut - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 00:03:48 EST em7ipYii No.530157 Reply 1562040228294.gif -(512352B / 500.34KB, 500x348) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530154let go of your anger. >> LOL cuck mods - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 00:07:31 EST qTTmaZ8D No.530158 Reply >>530154Suck my worm Dr worm >> Simon Drishworth - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 00:10:44 EST +cDBckoC No.530159 Reply 1562040644423.jpg -(8731B / 8.53KB, 228x221) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >OP's face
>> Ebenezer Niddlekut - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 00:03:48 EST em7ipYii No.530157 Reply 1562040228294.gif -(512352B / 500.34KB, 500x348) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >>530154let go of your anger.
>> LOL cuck mods - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 00:07:31 EST qTTmaZ8D No.530158 Reply >>530154Suck my worm Dr worm
>> Simon Drishworth - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 00:10:44 EST +cDBckoC No.530159 Reply 1562040644423.jpg -(8731B / 8.53KB, 228x221) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. >OP's face
