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where have my emotions gone?

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- Tue, 05 Nov 2019 18:48:28 EST FliHUos1 No.532295
File: 1572997708656.jpg -(5817009B / 5.55MB, 3490x5235) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. where have my emotions gone?
I don't feel things strongly, some things at all. I don't know what happened but I don't think I've always been this way. My inability to exert emotion without forcing things has left me isolated for a long time as it is perceived as disinterest from my peers and they respond in kind. spent most of my mid teens to early 20s without much of a social group as a result but that was cool with me, a few tight friends is all I ever needed. Except now I've gotten myself a girlfriend and were good together in many ways but my inability to feel as intensely as her is preventing me from meeting her emotional needs, and its really not fair on her.

can anyone relate to this? i can name various examples of times i should've felt things but didn't (my dog passing, for instance) idk i just dont want to be an emotionless rock as many have told me before
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Edwin Goodshit - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 12:04:58 EST XnNJKW4n No.532335 Reply
>>532295
could be trauma.. could be depression.. could be enthusiasm.. trauma doesn't have to mean rape / war / car accident. Many things can cause trauma, and trauma isn't synonymous with PTSD either, but anyway yeah, trauma makes people very numb in a lot of senses.

How's your body? How do your feet feel right now? Your left side? Your right side? Your chest? A lot of times emotional numbness comes along with physical numbness, and when you can fix one you can fix the other... e.g. by joining a capoeira class or whatever you fancy
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Edwin Goodshit - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 12:07:12 EST XnNJKW4n No.532336 Reply
>>532335
ah fuck I am talking about the medical and genuine human difference and this board treats it like a slur and changes it to being enthusiastic. Very wrong. enthusiastic people rock, but yeah, numbness is a common thing they suffer with, they regularly suffer lots of trauma symptoms along with the neutral traits and nice traits
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Edward Dartfield - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 13:00:29 EST oGGoSdpq No.532337 Reply
>>532295
I'm the same way man. For a while I had a bad habit of dwelling on it, feeling as though I were missing out on something essential to the human experience and was the only thing that really made life worth living. I chased after it by abusing the fuck out of dissociatives and stimulants, which seemed to (at times) make me feel emotions, and therefore human, again.

All that succeeded in doing was getting me addicted as fuck/a huge drug problem and miserable.

Now I'm cool with it, and have even found ways to somewhat sensitize myself to certain things again and experience a legitimate measure of empathy that I can feel, rather than emulate. I'm a lot like you, I just have two close friends and really only hang out with the one most of the time, if I even hang out. Relationships and social interaction seem like too much work to be worth pursuing. I can make friends easily and can even be a bit of a... man, I really hesitate to use this term here, but a bit of a "social butterfly".

For instance, I can make conversation easily and I honestly can't think of anybody at work that doesn't like me. A fair number of my coworkers even tell me they're glad we're friends and that I crack them up/I'm hilarious. I don't actually go out of my way to be funny at all, I'm just a really weird and goofy guy. A few have tried to hang out outside of work, but that doesn't happen much any more because they've learned I don't go anywhere or do anything almost ever. I use the excuse that I'm sleeping, which I typically am because I usually sleep 12+hours a day on the weekends, so they don't really bother trying any more.

I don't know if I want to pursue a romantic relationship with anybody ever again either. I've been in two, both since becoming like I am, and neither lasted very long, likely because I'm so emotionally distant (or rather, appear that way, it's more like emotionally vacant) that I give off the impression that I don't have any interest in my partner. It's been 4 or 5 years since the last one. The biggest problem for me isn't the fact that it's difficult to fake being emotional and provide them with proper emotional support, rather I want to actually be emotional and not have to fake it in the first place. I feel like if I'm faking it, I'm just wasting both of our time, so I don't really have any business being in a relationship with them in the first place.

When you’re drunk,

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- Wed, 06 Nov 2019 10:21:56 EST OCwtUy6R No.532302
File: 1573053716989.jpg -(30844B / 30.12KB, 480x480) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. When you’re drunk,
It’s super horrible how you’re just totally down to do something brash like kys. The thought may sate you but please don’t do it. Literally so stupid. If I had a dollar for as many dumb things I thought to do on a whim when I’m exclusively drunk, it would be distressingly high. Just don’t do it. Wait a couple hours and understand how hasty you’re being. Love yourself. That’s all
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Hugh Greenlock - Thu, 07 Nov 2019 03:07:11 EST JCATCBbz No.532310 Reply
Love, OP. You're exactly right. Decisions made in haste result in visions laid of waste.

Mental Health

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- Thu, 26 Sep 2019 10:07:47 EST MMP3J5AH No.531885
File: 1569506867172.png -(364B / 364bytes, 150x150) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Mental Health
If the voices in your head suggest self harm, then you're better off not being schizophrenic.
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Priscilla Cresslechetch - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 09:54:01 EST JCATCBbz No.531897 Reply
>>531885
Watch nothing but happy, up-beat cartoons untill the voices have no citations to source from.
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Simon Nurrynune - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 11:17:48 EST EoOfVVNJ No.531898 Reply
>>531897
Fuck that watch one of those Japanese ones that makes kids kill.

DO I HAVE STD?

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- Thu, 17 Oct 2019 14:58:58 EST ELFJ/DE/ No.532143
File: 1571338738095.jpg -(1087535B / 1.04MB, 1840x3264) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. DO I HAVE STD?
Do I have an std? I was super messed up last week and got a blowjob from a hooker with a condom on. I feel a burning sensation in my penis around my peeing tubes. It doesnt hurt when I pee but is just in slight pain. I dont see any symptons other than feeling a burning sensation. I am ok? Im going to get a std clinic but they are not open until saturday. I fear I have gonorrhea and it is going to damage my penis but the clinic I have to wait 3 days!

Any advice is appreshiated im kind of living in high anxiety mode right now and have so much home work to do for school. I know what I did was fucked up and I will never go do that stupid shit again.

ԾԾ
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Emma Sillermot - Wed, 30 Oct 2019 09:40:21 EST 1BGp4HgQ No.532238 Reply
>>532143
Whaaat tf

Child u need jesus and some street 101. U dumbb af. Hope u clean bro tho
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sheldon - Wed, 06 Nov 2019 12:55:34 EST FliHUos1 No.532304 Reply
yeast infection or chlamydia is my guess. both harmless. quick pee test to confirm.

Fuq

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- Thu, 31 Oct 2019 18:46:45 EST /EV1+DTZ No.532246
File: 1572562005028.jpg -(94570B / 92.35KB, 1080x1080) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Fuq
So life kind of blows. I'm a janitor, I make 15/hr, I live in the ghetto, I have no significant other and haven't for like 6 or 7 years. I feel like I've literally failed every conventional metric of success.
Literally every person who tells me that its subjective and I shouldn't worry makes over 100k a year, has love in their lives, and frankly would probably kill themselves one day into my.life.
I'm in credit card debt, the stupidest fucking debt you can be in, just from being stupid and irresponsible. I cant even kill myself because I do have a family and dog. They say suicide is the most selfish action but I HAVE to be alive because I was dragged into this existence. I went like a year without feeling this way, and like the stupid ass failure I am my stupid ass brain sinks me.back into suicidal ideation.
I wish I had motivation and energy to make my situation better but I just cant fucking move myself. I dont know I'm about 29 and I feel like I've pretty much just fucked myself for life and the rest of it is going to be toiling for some fucking company and being told to be grateful for it. I hope someone fucking kills me.in a walmart in one of America's famous shooting sprees.
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William Shakegold - Mon, 04 Nov 2019 08:08:25 EST XHgC+rDf No.532283 Reply
I can tell you it's subjective and unimportant in The Grand Scheme of things or whatever and I live on about 10k a year and am physically and psych disabled as fuck and also living in a ghetto.

But I also wouldn't say don't worry, as you are obviously miserable and your life isn't where you want it to be. Sorry friendo.
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Hamilton Buzzcocke - Mon, 04 Nov 2019 09:45:19 EST 2tz018tx No.532284 Reply
>>532278
>Also, WTF is wrong with drugs you dumb cunt? Fuck outta hea

Those aren't the fun drugs man. Those are the drugs that fuck with your energy and your libido and cause you to have massive mood swings and cause you to alienate everyone in your life while you go back and forth with your psych trying all different manner of cocktails until they finally find one that smooths you out....assuming it doesn't drive you to kill yourself first. And the whole time you're the one paying through the nose for the privilege of being a drug guinea pig for your psych, too.
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Molly Crandledale - Mon, 04 Nov 2019 15:20:04 EST BcgArs1M No.532285 Reply
>>532284

So much this. If they work for you, great. But I feel like SSRI's are the miasima theory of our age.

most repugnant thread you'll read all month

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- Wed, 09 Oct 2019 17:08:54 EST +qvx4Wsc No.532065
File: 1570655334417.jpg -(79446B / 77.58KB, 548x750) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. most repugnant thread you'll read all month
how do i clean the piss bottles and other signs of malaise from my room before i have to move out and back to shelter in two days? fruit flies are dying off.. i took some klonopin and some caffeine but i dont feel like stuffing my gut full of ginger to fight the nausea. and nausea is horrific


i dont want to leave the guy with a bunch of filthy rot, though i technically could.i wont. i have no energy, though. what is wrong with me that i have to piss so often? i drink tons and tons of water for its healthy benefits, but i never hold my bladder because i read that its very bad for it in the long run.

i constantly imbibe caffeine because i can't focus otherwise, which makes one pee. running back and forth to the shared bathroom to pee when i already am running back and forth all day due to my irritable bowel symptoms is embarrassing

in a shared home i am annoying to the other members of the house. i am huge and its like im using the hallways as a personal gymnasium/ running space. maybe the giant footfalls are imagined, a caffeine paranoiac's delusion

i finally realized that pissing in 2 gallon jugs alternatingly makes way more sense than pissing in smaller bottles: gatorade, powerade, wine bottles...

is it really shitty that i am putting the empty bottles in the trash?(OUR CAN IS AMBIGUOUS and irritatingly doesn't specify trash or recycling)
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Molly Dribberlit - Wed, 30 Oct 2019 05:26:23 EST UIa8+LGi No.532233 Reply
>>532229
>that obviously beneficial common sense health care stuff like drinking more water is nonsense
>the Sprite corporate slogan has it right
You're American, aren't you? You're a goddam stereotype
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Albert Tootdale - Fri, 01 Nov 2019 00:47:36 EST T+17NiZt No.532252 Reply
>>532233
I'm American and I wasn't even thinking about Sprite until you mentioned it. You damn ferners seem to care more about our corporate logos than we do.
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David Cellysane - Fri, 01 Nov 2019 15:51:05 EST pYxWpL1g No.532255 Reply
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>>532065
>>532065
>>532065

I was in your position a couple of months ago and if it makes you feel better I also went back to the shelter and being homeless etc. I'm now looking to rent a room in a flat using my benefit (welfare) money which estimates to around £425 a month which is just barely enough to get by.

In terms of your depression and not wanting to do things you should force yourself to do them even if your brain is telling you no and you think you will have a bad time because every time I've had that and I've gone and done it it's turned out to be an awesome thing that turned into an awesome habit.

It's been a month since youve made this post so I hope things are looking up for you now and youre in a better place. You should have seen my 20 piss bottles that I accumulated, they were gross (also perfect)

Jerked off to CP once - feels bad man, what now?

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- Thu, 26 Sep 2019 15:05:24 EST Y7ZWXY5S No.531891
File: 1569524724379.png -(1099000B / 1.05MB, 1919x1023) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Jerked off to CP once - feels bad man, what now?
Rewind 1 year ago

I download a nondescript link while on the porn boards here. The attached image and file size gave me the impression it would be an amateur compilation of teens n twenties, usual shit.

Opened it, examined it. Multiple sets of definitely 9-13 year olds sucking adult dicks or self-shots. I didn't like the CP - low quality, blatant abuse images of bodies too young for me. I think there was a "fuck it" moment though - I wasn't going to find this again. In all my time on the internet, I'd never seen anything remotely like this. Not what I was after, but I was bored of searching for porn.

I jerked off to it, deleted it off my PC, reported it here and then got on with my day.

Nothing about my consumption historically was pedo-esq. My porn collection was small <5GB, but I was a bit obsessive about the pursuit of curating files for it. The content was typically 18-30, emo, bbw, chubby, big tits, outdoors, fisting, homemade etc all sourced from overground websites like pornhub, xhamster, motherless etc. I had a few fantasy's about fucking 15 year olds in my local park, but it was really just reliving my own memories vicariously. Zero interest in actually doing that and I've never been happier in my current relationship.

I feel like I betrayed myself. For one naive moment, I had some sort of "what happens in vegas" feeling and just went way off script. I don't feel like a pedo, I've watched videos where they talk about their feelings towards kids and it's not how I feel. However, since this incident, a guilt is now present. A hesitation to interact and a fear of being inappropriate. I only look at eye level, I ignore children in my peripheral if I don't know them etc.

Society gets as far as punishment, but never really figures out what to actually do about the bad guy, beyond hating them. People are generally seen as "no bueno" if they play with the fire that I have. I've had a lot of guilt on my mind and my hands felt stained with blood that I can't wash off. I've tried my best to simply honour the mistake, by not repeating it and also changing myself for the better. I don't watch porn anymore, although that took a while to happen. My perspective changed on porn. I realised how desensitized I had became, that this blatant abuse became mere entertainment for me.

I don't believe in burdening people IRL with my dark, fucked up moment. I've kept it to myself. I'd really like to get this off chest.

>Can I be redeemed?
>Should I even feel guilty a year later?
>What should I do about it?
>Can you fuck up, learn from it and actually be better afterwards?

I am sorry if this broke rules of this board.
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Name - Thu, 31 Oct 2019 10:21:00 EST 3xAoi2Rr No.532242 Reply
There's kind of an unwritten rule amongst society. Maybe it's only in my society but probably amongst yours to some extent. But yeah amongst the people who arent naive and have experienced a few things. Real folk. People who have been bad and had bad things happen to them.

It's pretty much this: deal with your shit. Did you do something bad? Yes. Did you get away with it or did it have bad consequences? You got away with it but you've felt bad for a year. Are you going to continue being a fuckwit? It doesn't sound like it. Good. Dont be a fuckwit. Deal with your shit

For fucks sake dont come asking whether you deserve redemption and forgiveness. Shiiiiii. Theres too many good or innocent people that have bad shit happen to them for no reason. One in 3 or 4 kids get molested. They dont go around asking if they deserve redemption and forgiveness. Some of them just deal with it. Others spend their lives numbing the pain with drugs, blaming themselves and not knowing why, fantasizing about dying and all of it just going away. So why we got to hear these questions from the dude who watched that shit unfold with his dick in his hands? You should shut the fuck up and deal with your guilt.

So yeah people dont want to have to hear a fuckwits journey to self forgiveness because they chose to do something bad and now feel bad about doing it. That's the fucking lesson. Dont do that shit and you wont feel bad. Life is long. You'll get over it.

Come back when your mum dies. When you're a victim you can make a thread.

Literally all you have to do is live with yourself and not do that shit again dude. That's it. Things happen to people whether they deserve it or not and nobody knows why. That's life. You dont get answers. Deal with it. Fuck sakes dude.
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Angus Nenkinwedge - Thu, 31 Oct 2019 15:40:28 EST Je9nm5wp No.532243 Reply
>>532242
this, life is inherently meaningless outside of the meaning we give it, if this falls outside of your typical moral compass don't do it again, but if you never get caught (which you won't unless you snitch on yourself) just do a big ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ and get on with your life
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Martha Duckdock - Sat, 02 Nov 2019 18:08:00 EST yndvewPP No.532264 Reply
>>531891
lol, if I was so hard on myself after every poorly calculated move I'd be locked up like a rock. Get a life OP, you live and learn, but your life begins and ends now, seize the day.

vent

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- Mon, 28 Oct 2019 16:04:12 EST Bilak5z0 No.532209
File: 1572293052846.jpg -(304116B / 296.99KB, 550x733) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. vent
needed to vent

Fucking cunthole friends are blanking my calls and texts. Our collective online firend came to visit. and since he got here they've fucking cut me off, guess i'm not meeting the guy after all.

Wouldn't be so bad except I literraly have no other social group these days.

Cunts.
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Jack Fanforth - Mon, 28 Oct 2019 18:51:39 EST MIY3Ry2U No.532216 Reply
>>532210
Say that you're busy and will get back to them then never do. Don't even talk to them after. Learn to ghost, it's a great skill.
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Oliver Piggleham - Wed, 30 Oct 2019 21:39:12 EST JCATCBbz No.532241 Reply
>>532209
Don't trip OP, my stepsister ghosted me a few weeks ago after having no contact at all and I'm still A-OK.

To my old hairy butt

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- Sat, 26 Oct 2019 22:23:00 EST r5s2ZQDr No.532201
File: 1572142980637.png -(148162B / 144.69KB, 375x600) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. To my old hairy butt
We had personal issues posted here years ago. People thought my replies were fake, that the odds of your girlfriend finding your post and replying to them were too slim. Now I feel the odds of you finding this are slim, and your replying even more so.
But today I feel compelled to say this.
Sorry, not sorry.
I'm sorry I set you up for heartbreak when I didn't have the balls to explain what was really going on. I didn't know how to say I felt like you had forced something that would have happened on its own. You didn't have to make any kind of deal with anyone or anything. I had already loved you. But when I learned about the deal you had made, I felt like it was in complete disregard to my own free will. I may be a grey witch, but that darkness haunted me.
I am sorry I let things end under this assumption that my loyalty had been a sham. What you had found on my laptop that morning, it was a set up. Basically a scripted conversation between me and a friend. I left an opportunity I knew you would take. I knew you would tell me to leave as soon as I came back. It was fucked up of me. It was the kind of manipulation that made me afraid of other females.
I'm sorry for all of that.
Not sorry. Because you found a really really special person at exactly the right time. It doesn't feel perfect with her every day, but she needs you. And you need her. I don't have the right to say anything more about your sacred love. But it was always supposed to be.

I had a dream a little while before I realized we wouldn't be together forever. You might remember the conversation we had about it. I told you I had a dream I was pregnant, we had always said we would abort. But in my dream it was so real. I realized I could never give up a baby if it ever came to that. You told me if I want a baby, you would build an extra house on the property so you wouldn't have to look at it. You said you would be a horrible father. "Because I'm an asshole."
I hope your perspective has changed. I can't imagine you being anything other than patient and kind with the children that are basically your own now.
I'm not sorry because I also started a family with exactly the right person. We have three daughters. Always with the number three, ever since Hermes and I became tight. From over here, four years feels like a really long time. Thank you for being you. And good luck in everything you do.
Long letter short: Sorry I was a dick about it.
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David Billingwater - Sun, 27 Oct 2019 14:37:04 EST ZdyXyUcS No.532204 Reply
>>532201
I wish this were a forum where I felt comfortable haranguing you, instead I'm glad that you learned from an experience. But I'd love to assail you with degrading and immature personal questions.

How to get over the memories of a job experience that makes you hated?

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- Thu, 24 Oct 2019 16:16:44 EST cxPfWrve No.532184
File: 1571948204690.jpg -(65399B / 63.87KB, 720x490) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. How to get over the memories of a job experience that makes you hated?
I wont bore you with the details but I used to have an internship that my parents made me do when I was 21 and i only went through with it it because it looked good on my resume. I hated everyone that worked there, and I had a feeling that they only tolerated me. I thought that once I was done with my time there I wont ever have to worry about it again. Yet as I got older (im 24 now) I look back on my time there and cant help but cringe and get into a state of anger over it. Anyone whos felt this way or had similar experiences tell me how to let go or get over it?
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Gudra - Thu, 24 Oct 2019 17:22:58 EST LbPBpo3d No.532186 Reply
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>>532184
Yeah brother I had a experience working at a dollar store. Fuckees couldn't relate (more so wouldn't come to simple terms)
My bank account with my pay.... It's sad as I got so mad that I voided a check infromt of them. Told them put it in manually. As the kiosk wasn't working correctly.
Gave it a week. They shorted my hours. I went in there and asked. "have you guys linked my bank account yet? Checked the time we stood there for bout 15min. She had nothing to say.
Told them I quit and too deal with that paperwork instead...
Later on I went to a clinic talking about my work history.. saddly enough the job wasn't on there. Told them it's cool that money's always gona change. I vawed from that day on that I wasn't ever goin back to that paycard bullshit. They're not gona cycle me through horse shit ever again.
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Augustus Worthinghall - Thu, 24 Oct 2019 20:14:08 EST DWBxGZkC No.532188 Reply
>>532184
Look for something on getting rid of intrusive thoughts.
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Priscilla Blicklekatch - Sun, 27 Oct 2019 05:20:20 EST bcNcgV/D No.532203 Reply
>>532184
It's the same as letting go of anything. It happened and it's okay that it happened. If you take steps to make sure it doesn't happen again, then overall you've gained from the experience, even if it does happen again, provided you keep working to learn from the experience and keep it from happening again.

Those feelings you have, they serve a purpose. They are powerful motivational tools, but like all tools, they can be used incorrectly. If you don't use them to make changes for the better, then they are going to have a toxic impact on your mental state because you're going to use them to beat yourself down.

Knowing this, you have a choice. Do you want to grow, improve, and move toward a greater happiness? Or do you want to be stagnant, miserable, or even regress? This kind of pain and suffering is a natural step in the process of growth, and we are all always growing. Don't let it fuck you up, use it to be better.

The Chronic

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- Fri, 25 Oct 2019 17:06:51 EST aVlJMYg4 No.532194
File: 1572037611283.png -(140540B / 137.25KB, 500x522) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. The Chronic
So anyone else here ever masturbate for over 12 hours while sober?

This isn't the first time and god damn I feel gross now even after a deep clean shower.

Not really lookin for solutions kinda just wanted to cry about this a little
now I am going to drink until I don't care anymore
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Ian Cabblefuck - Sat, 26 Oct 2019 11:41:02 EST lrW7Upub No.532199 Reply
What's this? A psyop for morons?
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Reuben Worthingwell - Sat, 26 Oct 2019 21:09:54 EST Je9nm5wp No.532200 Reply
i don't get why this is a big deal, i did pretty much the same thing last night but I was on meth, the only thing I regret is how sore I am
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Dextrolord - Sat, 26 Oct 2019 23:28:54 EST aVlJMYg4 No.532202 Reply
>>532200
even with a girl there I just wanna fuck all night and not stop till I physically have to. It's crazy

Yall ever have mad chicks trynna bang but you cant get over “”THE ONE”” you love???

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- Thu, 24 Oct 2019 21:49:38 EST 9Ri2xQHu No.532189
File: 1571968178534.jpg -(763879B / 745.98KB, 1229x719) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Yall ever have mad chicks trynna bang but you cant get over “”THE ONE”” you love???
> Why the fuck does this kind of vulnerability draw in so many women?
I just dont get it.

I fall apart, express it poetically on my social media in a plethora of emotional and romantic posts, being that I am a bit of a creative here you know?

But here’s the thing, it was all MAINLY FOR THIS ONE WOMEN I LOVE to understand just how strongly I feel FOR HER, and sure it’s mostly depressing shit with a hint a fiery rage and love thrown in... but yet she goes into a new relationship assuming my goal was to be her side nigga because I also gave off a vibe of being a guy who likes helping bitches cheat... very mixed bag here, I know.

So now she realizes she read me wrong and fucked up there, has taken the time to relate to my currently Fucked Life and let me know she really does understand me, what I go through etc. but her being in this relationship drives me fucking Mad. I never wanted that to be what she got from my posts, and this is all why it’s not a good idea to play fun games with each other and try using intellect and intuition to send each other signals.

ANYWAYS, now all these other hot bitches who I thought would never come at me are showing love and letting me know it’s fine to embrace my sexuality as a man and be expressive about it and lettingg me know they want this fire burning my soul

I was even given permission to have my fun but I just cant. I know she assumed I was polyamorous and that she was just trying to play what she thought was My game but she’s also completely monogamous so like, I don’t understand what’s going on

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David Wondledack - Fri, 25 Oct 2019 10:02:40 EST cyCP7HfG No.532191 Reply
>>532190
>while he maintains what compassion is left for the world and other living beautiful things around him in a soulful sense
Which, if you were as reflective as you say, does not describe you.
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Name - Fri, 25 Oct 2019 20:25:18 EST Ilywq8MV No.532198 Reply
Uno is number one. Uno is lots of fun. Draw two, draw four, suffer.

Soooo

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- Sat, 19 Oct 2019 04:20:40 EST txF9nNlN No.532156
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I was a crazy sad anti social kid until i got out of highschool. I had hardly any experience with girls and never was in a position to learn to actually talk to them and flirt with them. Then I got out of highschool and did all of the self improvement memes like lifting and nofap and going through a short ‘facts and logic’ phase. At this point, I felt pretty alright. Got a cute girlfriend and I’ve had her for a while now. At this point I’m turning a lot of my life around but I’m realizing more and more that a lot of girls find me attractive. Cute ones, too. I’m coming to think if I had any form of confidence growing up I could’ve been a fuck boy and I feel like I missed out :/ I mean I love my girlfriend but sometimes I’ll be getting the eyes from a cute lightskinned girl or this one latina girl at work as I’m just like egoshagakbaveilq. I’m head over heels for my girlfriend but I also really wonder what it would be like to go around fucking different girls. So I don’t want to cheat but I want to fuck other women. Uh????
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Simon Sallerstire - Sat, 19 Oct 2019 06:12:48 EST rM9EOQD/ No.532158 Reply
>>532157
It's the same advice you give everyone because he's just like everyone else - never satisfied with what he has, never able to accept what he has as enough for him, he's insecure and seeing every aspect of his life in need of constant improvement and since one girl is good, two girls is better.
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Name - Sun, 20 Oct 2019 01:52:02 EST Ilywq8MV No.532162 Reply
Easy. You can:

Get over it

Break up with your girlfriend

Cheat on your girlfriend

Cut your dick off
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Othsa - Fri, 25 Oct 2019 17:04:35 EST LbPBpo3d No.532193 Reply
>>532156
Here's I feel my bruh. I will get my dick hard for me.. it's better then giving any opportunity to let someone else take it away from me.

Moving

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- Mon, 21 Oct 2019 02:34:42 EST Y/IBjRot No.532167
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Has anybody ever here ever moved to denver from another state?

What was it like? were you successful? Did you stay out their?

I grew up in this small area and have never seen much. went to denver recently and had the time of my life, and I think I could easily start a business out their within 2 years

Has anybody ever done this?
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Martha Drecklesork - Mon, 21 Oct 2019 10:53:05 EST pgN5fKlQ No.532171 Reply
Yeah I've done it a couple times. Save up 6 months of bills and do it.
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Martha Ginnersot - Mon, 21 Oct 2019 19:03:38 EST Je9nm5wp No.532172 Reply
that's a lot of frogs
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Gudra - Thu, 24 Oct 2019 17:27:22 EST LbPBpo3d No.532187 Reply
>>532167
I have got to experience a load of places (fourtantly) I will make back to a good countryside outside a small town.

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