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girls and dating mawk n moxxy couldent get it

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- Thu, 12 Mar 2020 19:42:51 EST PP+qHLYR No.533992
File: 1584056571218.jpg -(3564064B / 3.40MB, 5312x2988) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. girls and dating mawk n moxxy couldent get it
Why are the drug addicts like rxqueen the only girls I ever feel anything from? I try oh god how I try but the bar it is just so low from living here
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William Heshhood - Sun, 15 Mar 2020 02:57:22 EST Nt9gNCy1 No.533999 Reply
>>533992
I don't know or care to know what the fuck you're talking about but I feel your pain
god she's so fucked up and just rocks a crystal meth binge
she's so hot when she's thinner
I want to kidnap her and make her my meth princess

GOD FUCKING HATES ME WHY DOES THIS SHIT HAPPEN TO ME

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- Tue, 03 Mar 2020 21:56:47 EST PqgViVEA No.533898
File: 1583290607122.jpg -(13731B / 13.41KB, 480x360) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. GOD FUCKING HATES ME WHY DOES THIS SHIT HAPPEN TO ME
I really fucking hate this shitty rural town, I really need to fucking get out of here, fucking white trash neighbors up the road yelling jolly african-american, fucking pieces of shit. There is literally nothing to do here but do drugs and drink. Fucking god curses me to live here but why does he do this shit? God hates me.
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Rebecca Duckville - Tue, 10 Mar 2020 13:49:40 EST S6WwTyS/ No.533966 Reply
>>533951
there are a ton of tweakers where I live in washington, there will be people loitering at busstops full on nod, can't go to any store without derelicts hanging out by the front, down the road from me this guy driving got stopped by a gang of tweakers with the leader claiming they were "stealing her car" even though she was on a bike. they straight up opened the guys door, jumped on the hood of the car, tried to stop them, one guy gestured he had a gun, another guy almost threw a brick at the car
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Thomas Dronnermotch - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 19:44:10 EST PqgViVEA No.533996 Reply
FUCK MY GOD DAMN WHITE TRASH NEIGHBORS WHY DOES GOD FORCE ME TO LIVE BY THEM?
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Fanny Songerforth - Sat, 14 Mar 2020 08:52:46 EST VBQd6bjv No.533997 Reply
Join the military.
Fuck your cat

My relationship is getting rough

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- Sat, 07 Mar 2020 15:12:17 EST Mo+hzZ2t No.533924
File: 1583611937458.jpg -(169029B / 165.07KB, 750x1334) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. My relationship is getting rough
My girlfriend has been getting mood swings more and more in the past few months. She becomes really upset about little things and becomes passive aggressive (and sometimes actively aggressive) for god even knows how long. It can be an hour to a day, and sometimes things get brought back up. I understand it to some extent and I’m trying but I’m walking on more and more eggshells these days. And then whenever this starts up I get really defensive because I’m being attacked out of the blue for things that don’t warrant this reaction at all. Things I couldn’t have known. Small mistakes. Putting her work clothes in the wrong drawer. Throwing away her cup of tea that sat in the car for 3 hours. Right now she’s upset because she took acid and wanted to be alone in the bath for the peak. Instead we had sex. She didn’t tell me she wanted to do this. She went with it. She was totally happy the whole night. She told me in the morning and I said sorry. Now 2 days later she gets extremely aggressive (slamming the car door, raising her voice, pushing my buttons, picking on me) when i pick her up from work. This makes me defensive and I tell her she doesnt have to do this. Theeen a giant downward spiral. She brings the acid up again, says I’m driving her to buy more. I am upset about this. I didn’t know. This situation isn’t my fault at all. So I’m upset, she says I’m yelling at her (i really really don’t think i was). She twists my words and eventually I break and say she’s a bitch. I didn’t yell it, I just said it. I said she has some issues and she needs to work on them. I have issues too, I won’t deny it, but this is not my fault. Now I’m going to be the bad guy because I broke after she stirred the pot for half an hour and said what I said. She’s ignoring me now. Is my relationship fucked? We love eachother deeply but I don’t know what’s going to happen in the long run. I haven’t been in many relationships so I don’t know if this is considered abusive or not. She sure as fuck makes me cry all the time

Tl;dr my girlfriend has terrible mood swings that she didn’t used to have. We got into a terrible argument, normally I will recognize when I am at fault after an argument but I feel no fault in this one. She manipulates me and this keeps happening. I’m walking on eggshells and don’t know what to do.
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Matilda Sodgeson - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 00:28:02 EST 6y6pSaB+ No.533993 Reply
>>533991
You know, I always wondered if the whole clashing cultures thing may have come off as a borderline personality with mine. Maybe I would've seemed crazy in her country if I moved there as a kid.

Eh, nah I think she was deranged. I hope she's dead. Yours too, unless that's not cool or whatever.

SJW/Polyamrous Ex - Part 2

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- Sun, 29 Dec 2019 22:16:00 EST nQLKFsSO No.533020
File: 1577675760480.jpg -(134574B / 131.42KB, 900x675) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. SJW/Polyamrous Ex - Part 2
>28F her
>27M me

I posted here months ago about a girl I was dating, thread isn't even on the 15th page anymore. She was a bisexual, previously poly, hardcore sjw-type with a rich family and protested all the time to my annoyance. Everything that was too "hetero normative" to her offended the hell out of her. I'm talking if a guy and a woman kissed in a movie, she'd complain about how straight it was when she was dating me ffs. She also had terrible anxiety and I couldn't cope with it. She had a whatever part-time job, quit it to "travel", and then I had to nag and push her to do SOMETHING with her life. She had 1000x issues with her father, and abusive men in her life from exes to one of her step dads (mother had multiple marriages). I loved her anyway.

I wanted to move in with her and was deeply in love with her. She was there for me when my best friend died, I was there for her when her grandma died. I even held her at the fucking funeral while her own father wasn't even in the goddamn room when they look at the corpse. I stuck my neck out for her out of love multiple times and her whole family saw that.

When I posted here before, the thread is long gone, a poster here said that we were two sides of the same coin. She was an insufferable SJW stereotypical millennial on one side, and I was the edgy Chan poster on the other. Said that by sticking through this relationship would be a good opportunity for us to grow.

Well it didn't work. We broke up after a trip together 3 months ago, and I'm still reeling. We just squabbled the entire trip, and it ended with me dropping her off at her parents house, her slamming my car doors, not talking for a week, and then us breaking up over the phone due to "incompatibility". I was the one who did most of the initiating here.

I'm pissed and sad and lonely. Sometimes I regret it, sometimes I'm happy she's gone, but recently it's been more of the former. Rebound girls didn't help. Sometimes I miss her energy, and sometimes I'm glad I dumped a girl who was on some real man-hate shit, while simultaneously kept in contact with male "friends" she met from DATING APPS. Sometimes I wonder if I'm being a classic vindictive insecure male or if I did the right thing. I want to say I learned something from dating her but all I feel is regret, pain, and frustration. I'm completely turned off from seeing anyone for a while. I panic and rage when I'm alone. I want to look at her social media but i blocked her and resist the urge - just to see what shes been up to.

Fuck this what do?
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Charlotte Gullystone - Tue, 10 Mar 2020 20:53:04 EST LQ4VvGPH No.533971 Reply
oh man, it's the toxic gf who is somehow addictive as hell. Everyone has one. You just gotta quit that shit like it was heroin. Yeah, you might not ever find another drug that's quite as good, but maybe you can find one that won't wreck your life when you use it.
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sta - Wed, 11 Mar 2020 22:43:00 EST LbPBpo3d No.533984 Reply
>>533020
just be happy when your around others. isen't that the goal? if your getting infringed opon being happy or just get a bad vibe rubbed your way. then leave.
shouldnt family have the instict to segrogate you when your happy?
i think being single is cool i'm actaully goin through this milestone.
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Lillian Pebblebanks - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 02:08:31 EST xz460s0x No.533985 Reply
>>533971
Literally this
Treat her like a drug

I had the same except a man
I know so many people who have one of these exes. its like moth to the flame. You wanna go to it, but you WILL die.

Anxiety

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- Wed, 11 Mar 2020 10:24:18 EST NNvOA7ck No.533982
File: 1583936658318.gif -(1336056B / 1.27MB, 500x500) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Anxiety
I work a stressful job.
I work 6 days a week.
My job involves getting yelled at by people upset about things.
Everyday I wake up and have serious nausea.
I can't eat in the mornings, I just vomit it up.
I've taken medication to reduce stress
I've taken medication to reduce acid reflex.
This part is an advertisement, ignore it.
I try eating at work, but have limited options due to working hours and general avoidance of frozen foods.
God this break room is a petri dish of germs.
I normally only have one big meal when I get home, just a few hours before bed.
I just want every day to be the night before my day off.
I have nightmares about my job.
It normally passes once I get to my office and start working.
It creeps back the next morning.
I just want to slow down.
I haven't connected with my friends in years.
Try getting fresh air that helps.
Just focus on your work you'll be alright.
You just need a creative outlook for expression.
Try socializing that helps.
I just want to go back to bed.
12 hours of sleep is healthy.
You have running water and clean underwear.
Your grandfather killed men for less.
Lets talk about current events
Just leads to more arguments.
I sleep in a closet locked away from my peers.
People look up to me as an example
People look down on me as a failure.
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Edwin Bungerhood - Wed, 11 Mar 2020 13:41:49 EST 1SSFeKJF No.533983 Reply
Look for another job.

It does seem like the majority of your problems are caused directly by or exacerbated by the job. Call centre work is awful, if you can do it you can hold down a job in a non customer facing office as an admin or maybe more and work your way up.

Also my advice for food is prep a big dinner and stick half in a tupperware bowl then bring that in for lunch. For bachelor eats it works.

Your life sucks, of course you feel awful. Socialisation and hobbies aren't an escape, they're supposed to be enjoyable on their own merits.

i really really want to kms right now

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- Sun, 01 Mar 2020 14:24:21 EST fX6Yh9Du No.533857
File: 1583090661973.jpg -(23875B / 23.32KB, 540x276) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. i really really want to kms right now
but i can't do shit because if i fail i'll be sectioned so i'm probably just going to eat cake and cry myself to sleep lmao
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Ernest Hinninglock - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 15:14:31 EST li/x54Vx No.533944 Reply
>>533857
Not OP but I am walking that road rn

31, unemployed due to rib fracture, uninsured, gf of 5yrs left me, no friends, living at parents, they're moving to a rural area in less than a month, no car, small uhaul worth of stuff, savings being crushed in stocks,

I'd much rather kms but don't have the courage yet. I called the suicide prevention hotline this morning. Some of their suggestions/techniques did help calm me down. The scariest part of today is waking up and just feeling totally at peace with expiring.

And I am trying... I do squat and pushups as well as run around the block, daily. Stopped drinking and once I run out of wax I think I might tolerance break from mmj. I'm reading library books, which requires me to physically go to a library. I even pet my parents cat for emotional support.

However, the impending doom of kms mostly outweighs any happiness I make for myself. Another word's, it just feels like it's a big waste of time. The impending feeling that none of what I do in life is going to matter in the slightest. Born a pissant die a pissant, dystopian bliss
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John Duvingstire - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 19:08:24 EST 1SSFeKJF No.533948 Reply
>>533944
You had a really nasty change and your life sucks so it's natural you'd feel this way but from the cave of depression it's hard to see far outside.

You will die eventually you might as well just try to make the most of the time you have while you still have agency and you have a lot of agency, even if right now your best options are really just steps to getting more exciting choices a bit later. Being rational about it (as hard as that is with circumstantial depression weighing you down) you can see that you might have to put in a bit of work before you can feel any benefits but that this will quickly start to yield benefits in the grand scheme of things. I mean sure while life is a day at a time a few weeks or months feels endless but your life stretches on much further. You are going to spend most of eternity being dead so might as well try living in the little window you can.It's less wasteful to live than do the same non existing thing you did and will do for all the rest of time.

I think you are doing well by keeping busy and doing stuff. Maybe look at how you can focus that. Your daily routine isn't bad, set goals to slowly run further, do more reps, or carry a small weight, try to work on incline pullups until you can do pullups. Work towards bodyweight tricep dips. But not just the exercise.Read stuff which might help you find useful skills whether it's stuff like cooking, or first aid or music or even stuff which might help you get a new job when you can move enough.
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Oliver Climmerlidge - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 22:57:28 EST JFqzZM+C No.533950 Reply
>>533944
>unemployed due to rib fracture

Wut. I broke my rib leaning over too hard trying to pull something heavy out of a dumpster. Felt it snap. It hurt to breathe for a few weeks but that was about it and then it healed itself. You don't even need a cast for that shit, the other ribs hold into place.

Therapy

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- Thu, 29 Aug 2019 16:51:03 EST Sjfg2Tup No.531387
File: 1567111863544.png -(366355B / 357.77KB, 1320x881) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Therapy
My therapist has the exact same table. Fucking weird.

Had a session today with some very, very difficult topics and now that the session is over, my mind is trying to.. explain reality away again. IE my therapist was like, "Face the shit you've been lying to yourself (and others) about" and in session I DID, and it was HARD, and it really shook me because I did have to face the fact that I had lied to myself for so long I believed it, now I have to make some hard choices.

But now session's over and my brain is like... "Haha J/K you can stuff all that shit right back in your lockbox and forget about it forever and keep on the way you were without ever changing because change is scary and uncomfortable and this is safe!"

AND THAT ISN'T HELPFUL/HEALTHY.

I know what's going on, I know it's an old coping mechanism that I do (did?) with painful subjects, but how the fuck do I leave a session and take the lessons and reality check with me, and not let old habits override what could be actual personal growth and healing?? Has anyone else experienced this or am I just that messed up?

also one hour sessions are nowhere near long enough when you're dealing with heavy topics, why can't you opt to pay for 2 hours or something so you don't have to cut things short
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Edwin Burringham - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 12:46:49 EST 3xVrj3us No.533943 Reply
>>533937
You’re on a drug forum dude what do you expect. I’m sure you’re perfectly well adjusted you insightless robot trash beast
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William Lightville - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 15:50:38 EST KEmQe8DO No.533945 Reply
>>533937
What is this supposed to even mean? Do you think mental illness is a recent phenomenon?
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John Duvingstire - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 19:00:58 EST 1SSFeKJF No.533947 Reply
>>533937
Not sure this isn't satirical tbh guys. I mean it's like a self important teenager who thinks a boomer mentality makes them mature. Usually though it's something about Pink Floyd rather being better than modern music though.

I mean why would you go on a board full of people with issues and be surprised by mental illness?

alexa how do i edit the sexuality group policy

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- Tue, 03 Mar 2020 17:05:53 EST I9AaZI3m No.533892
File: 1583273153087.jpg -(13255B / 12.94KB, 253x226) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. alexa how do i edit the sexuality group policy
i, in typical channer fasion, am a 21yr old wizard w no sexual experience. im not ugly, i smell nice, in good shape, am at least somewhat funny, and feel comfortable around women. in fact, most of my friends in school growing up were girls. romance just never happened for me though, i had 1 or 2 girls i was interested in at some point earlier on but the feeling was not mutual. i suppose it was at that point i decided i was irredeemably ugly (which was a misconception as i now realize im not at all), which colored my romantic life afterwards and made me get so stuck in my head that i never even entertained the idea that a woman would be interested in me.

>FAST FORWARD

i went on my first date ~a month ago with some girl i met on tinder. we got coffee n she was real cute, but i think i misread her signals. in retrospect she had lots of red flags and was probably only looking for a hookup, but moron me wanted something more and just pushed her away. she flaked on me a bunch, we stopped texting, that was that, and i'm not too hung up over it. after that, i stayed on tinder for a minute without much success and decided it wasn't worth it anymore.

lately i was invited to go rehearse with some of my old friends from music school since they needed a pianist. i've been doing that and there's this girl there that i was pretty good friends with back in school, and i spent some time with her the other day. she was telling me about some people she was seeing, and i told her that i was interested in her, but that there wasn't any pressure and i'd still wanna be friends if the feeling wasn't mutual. she said that she "really liked" me, but wasn't sure if she wanted a romantic relationship since she had recently gotten out of a longer term one (and generally likes women more), and that she needed time to think but wanted to hang out with me. so, we were hanging out with her ex (red flag?) for awhile that night and it was fun. she had a mardi gras party earlier as well which was sort of fun, but i don't like parties and dipped out early. then there was our rehearsal the other night where we were supposed to chill one-on-one afterwards, but it ended up being a thing with like 5 other people and id had way more than my fill of groups of people, and left early again. we were supposed to hang out tonight, but she texted me saying she had to work late. asked if she has any other nights off this week, and haven't gotten a response.

i just.... idk. i get vibes that she's not really that interested in me and it fucking sucks. every time i try to do something romantically this it turns out like this. it makes me hate myself. i mean it's not like i deserve a real human connection with someone so i can't be too upset. i'm already so far behind here that it doesn't even make sense for someone to want to be with me. there's a part of me that sees something rose-colored in being this lonely guy, an independent soul. hell it's not even just romance, the last person i thought i was becoming good friends with stopped wanting to hang out with me. perhaps there's something deep in my being that's repelling to other humans, where it only takes spending enough time with me to realize i'm not worth it. i wish i could get in my own brain and turn off sexual desire along with the need for deep connection with someone. i have a bunch of baggage that's probably related here but im not going to go into it right now. i don't like my job, nobody wants to be with me or spend time with me, fuck. all i am is human garbage and i'll never be anything more. this isn't even scratching the surface as i am LITERALLY INSANE, and as i think back im realizing that ive been hearing voices in my head for the better part of my life thinking they were real. in any social situation with more than a few people, especially ones i dont know, i hear their voices talk about me behind my back, criticizing how i dress, how i act, laughing at me, making fun of me. i realized this at the mardi gras party, i was jamming with some other people and there was a small crowd. i kept hearing them say things about the pianist and how he was barely keeping up and how they felt bad for me and that i should get off the stage. it was at this point i left the party, and on the ride home i realized that i was doing fine and none of those things really made sense for people to be sayi…
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Eugene Tootlock - Wed, 04 Mar 2020 00:04:03 EST jnas4L6T No.533901 Reply
jesus christ indeed. you need to smoke more weed
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Cyril Grimman - Wed, 04 Mar 2020 00:59:38 EST XOsSM943 No.533903 Reply
Son you cant just jam an old bisexual friend with a life full of experience into the hole in your life. Did you expect her to turn into the perfect girlfriend barbie doll when you said that you liked her?

You've got anxiety, depression and self esteem issues that are manifesting in psychotic symptoms. You can banish those voices now that you're deciphering them though. I had that shit too and it fades when you are aware of it.

Anyway this chick is no good for you and your mental health is too dogshit to be in a relationship right now. Focus on improving your own self image and on friendships for now. Talk about your issues with people you trust.

For the love of God though please dont expect anyone to save you from your personal hell or try and force a relationship because of your own unrealistic feelings. I say this with love because I was you mate. Theres no shortcuts. Only working on yourself and platonic relationships for now bud.
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Esther Hablinglen - Fri, 06 Mar 2020 14:50:08 EST m5PpGgiM No.533914 Reply
I have similar feelings OP. No advice but you're not alone. Heres to hoping for better days.


Sorry this.

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- Mon, 02 Mar 2020 10:52:08 EST USUZpST+ No.533879
File: 1583164328756.jpg -(35786B / 34.95KB, 500x400) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Sorry this.
I've had a tendence, due to "incompatibilities, I'd rather. Said the reason the evenings and asking through that her part-time doing what he used by me normal intellectual communities, I would pick when the same as nice, and I'll be 21 in exactly one sides on imageboard before, they student socially when puberty starting to vent a lazy life, got me kind of morning the one who aren't made me ffs. She was good at a lazy life. I have had clear goals in the feeling below average lotters.

Like I am.

I was dating more I can't keep up with), am going the boiling point* that made me playing the lonely sometimes (althought tables, talking to wonder if I'm being so forthright about ever me. Fuck respoons (which he don't help. Sometimes (although it. She has a first step for getting is... I find of feels like I'm just disappoint* that made for me dropping her. She was kind of feels likes and and sad an extreme lazy life and it enoughts. Probably be as nice from time to repay the doesn't really fixable if I tried. I wanted to move intellect on the time.)

I don't know what attractive goes, is most of loved here before thoughts. No knowledge, nothing the illusion of and I barely managed to do SOMETHING with male or to school socially attractive beginning to wonder if I definitely got some good advice from dating a classes.

When I postman, and goes, is regret, pain, and it messes with him the met from DATING APPS. Sometimes I'm happy she was on some reading my self conside of her when my fault for than try to fix my life. The most of the illusion to vent go to them to realize I'm just disappointing the begin the begin tomorrow morning. I suppose.(Whom I started to takes, which we've talked abusive me succeed at it naturally bad some goes, maybe a good advice from dating all the sharpest person that I'm 20, and my best friends well-though to date guy who is really under how good I barely myself to blame focused on that prompted to do with me dropping him and her wasn't for not being what I was dating a guy is about me, who had there, the first place my head, basically locking my car doors, not being someone who doesn't have mutual issues with me dropping him a blowjob. It was kinda depressed and high school and lil broke up after the "canceled" classes.

I want social started to them to vent a lot of from seeing and push her to do with less and lonely. Sometimes I'm a girl dating so forthright thing the lottery from DATING APPS. Sometimes.
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Thomas Clayway - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 12:54:23 EST 1SSFeKJF No.533883 Reply
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>>533879

Am prepared to well dressed salad of substance words am maybe.
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Fucking Drarringdale - Tue, 03 Mar 2020 09:07:38 EST 7OGdb+ZV No.533889 Reply
Bumping this shitty bot thread because fuck you

what's the point of it all?

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- Thu, 27 Feb 2020 19:55:44 EST fX6Yh9Du No.533803
File: 1582851344566.png -(57892B / 56.54KB, 540x225) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. what's the point of it all?
i got over my agoraphobia and bulimia, i started using my meds again, i got into university, i stopped cutting, but for what? the first person i've felt anything close to love for in a very long time doesn't want me anymore, i'm stupid as fuck, i have nobody i can truly vent everything to anymore and i feel like there's no point in me even existing anymore. change my mind, please
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Shitting Pinkinshit - Sun, 01 Mar 2020 06:32:13 EST 1SSFeKJF No.533845 Reply
>>533803
Yeah you have to decide what for. You've got yourself into a good position in terms of opportunities to do stuff and be happy. For now keep it ticking over and try to figure out what will make you happy. Then start working on it. Your purpose now is twofold

>work out what you want
>make it happen

The universe is endless and huge and you'll die eventually for certain so might as well do other stuff in the window you have when you exist. You can cease existing in a few decades and no matter how bad life gets you know it will end one day. So in the mean time work out how to make the most of the opportunity.

I mean your problem both in terms of being alive and within it is that you don't know what to do, not that you're stuck without hope. You're in a good position, you're strong, you can get stuff done.
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Priscilla Wubblewetch - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 06:51:38 EST 8Lq8I12n No.533878 Reply
>>533803
If you did all of that self-improvement for other people, it's for nothing. You could have been out there finding someone who was comfortable with you or at least willing to be codependent. What a waste of time if you don't think you're valuable enough to deserve the life that you've worked for.
User is currently banned from all boards
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Phoebe Shittingshit - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 13:31:33 EST sOxTo0lY No.533884 Reply
>>533803
dude you are still a kid, you will feel love many more times and some day someone will love you back

focus on building friendships, not romantic relationships, i think you are lonely, i might be projecting, but i think you are lonely and if you get some stable friendships in your life everything else will slowly fall into place. Friendships are just as much work as romantic relationships, but they are more stable, and because everyone can have several friendships at a time but only one romantic love at a time, it is easier in that sense to find friends (not because it takes less time or less social skills or different social skills, just because of that one thing)

Anyone every pump a bunch of air directly into their urethra?

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- Mon, 02 Mar 2020 00:04:33 EST 8bUsPtBW No.533868
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Priscilla Wubblewetch - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 06:48:44 EST 8Lq8I12n No.533877 Reply
Anyone else drunk and edgy as fuck testing out a spambot and/or investigating the limits of the website to spam it?
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Alcoholic mom - help

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- Sun, 01 Mar 2020 10:54:47 EST veLftDuq No.533849
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Whenever I notice my mom drinking I try to find her bottles and confiscate them.

But I feel like this only makes her want to drink more the next day.

Should I just let her get fucked up? This way she can stop saying that she controls it by only drinking a bit, and I can record a video to show her the next day.

I don't know, I feel extremely guilty right now.
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David Seddleway - Sun, 01 Mar 2020 16:58:14 EST b2U4Jslk No.533862 Reply
>>533860
Oh that's sad. Maybe that's her way of showing affection? Like she just wants you to be happy so here are pills that make you happy? Because she loves you but it's tragic all around and there's no discernible way out?
Anyway I hope things work out for you and her.
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Priscilla Wubblewetch - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 06:43:33 EST 8Lq8I12n No.533874 Reply
>>533856
I checked my father into a mental hospital last year because he's over 70 and can't stop drinking and he's alienated or assaulted everyone in his life.
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Priscilla Wubblewetch - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 06:45:37 EST 8Lq8I12n No.533875 Reply
>>533856
And in terms of this pushing you to drink, choose today to link the external image that you have of your mother in your own mind and think about it this way: no matter how good you /feel/ when you're drunk, this is what you look like, and what you are. Don't follow that path...
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Major insecurities flirting with new people, fucking it up SOS

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- Thu, 27 Feb 2020 19:04:44 EST 0Ag2Us1E No.533800
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Hi.

I have this problem where whenever Im into somebody I like, all of my insecurities come flowing out of me like a repulsive ooze that nobody wants to see or experience

I end up being self deprecating and always making excuses and being preemptively defensive about any judgments

Its the worst because with people im not interested im actually cool and chill and good to be around, but with romantic interests i actually like, i turn into a pathetic fucking slug just waiting to be salted or squished, preparing for death at any moment, and in turn, actually facilitating the salting by acting so insecure.

How do i not be insecure when interacting with people im interested in?

SOS actively fucking it up right now and probably pushing them away by being self deprecating and overly complimentary toward them

Why am i like this????????
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Reuben Pockwill - Thu, 27 Feb 2020 21:15:18 EST 0Ag2Us1E No.533805 Reply
>>533804
Yeah its the same with me. Its like watching a car crash in slow motion. A car crash that i cant stop.

And then i also feel if i didnt preface with all the self deprecating shit, they would like, still assume im a dick becsuse i didnt preface it with all that stuff. Its truly a lose lose.
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Edwin Grimhall - Sun, 01 Mar 2020 13:49:38 EST U2D5rH6t No.533855 Reply
I stopped trying to date/fuck.

Idk if it's the right move, but I hurt less so there's that.
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Molly Pimmerchet - Sun, 01 Mar 2020 18:54:32 EST jeBHOknd No.533863 Reply
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I feel this post way too much. I feel like the less I focus on it the less it hurts, then you eventually find people that don't treat you like shut because your akward, they akward too.......fuck im such a fool

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