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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated March 22)
Do you know the problem? by Betsy Bizzleson - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 20:48:35 EST ID:01uovkbA No.527255 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I have 3 grams of 3fpm coming express on Friday.

I feel like the train is barrelling down the tracks and im dicking around in the way.

I work full time , physical work , and stimulants sometimes end in absolute disaster for me

The last thing I want is to be glued to the computer screen 5 hours before i am supposed to go in Monday, rubbing my dick raw to tranny porn.

I bought this stuff to turn my life around explore my hobbies im usually feeling too beat in bed with my phone for hours daily
I want, to clean my room and study up on the textbooks i ordered with novels in between
And play guitar and paint.

Theres like a 50 50 chance it will all go straight into tranny porn from the get go and like a 85% chance it will turn into tranny porn after a few hours no matter what.

This all probably sounds completely ridiculous but its 100% true. What the fuck do i do. Turning off the internet doesnt work my dick like short circuits my logic center of my brain when im horny. I will be watching my body get up and turn the phone on and look up porn or other distracting stuff.
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David Trotson - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 21:01:56 EST ID:BQvANHRE No.527256 Ignore Report Quick Reply

No. Stop trying to use drugs to solve your problems. You clearly realize this is a recipe for disaster. You’re gonna set yourself further back, not fix your life.
Betsy Bizzleson - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 21:08:01 EST ID:01uovkbA No.527257 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Reading list id like to get done some of each:

The Three Musketeers (Barrow)
Tess of The DUrbervilles
General Chemistry
Organic Chemistry
Preparatory PreCalculus
The Bible
Gray's Anatomy (make flashcards for bones, major arteries and veins, skull)
Maybe Edgar Allen Poe, my lil bro got me his complete works

Fyi i am not a trans chaser and i dont consider myself a risky sexual deviant, but i have spent a lot of the time in front of the computer and been on a lot of porn sites and it all sort of started happening this way :(
its like a virus in my brain
I also look at straight porn sometimes fucked up like people doing meth when i tweak.
Clara Tillingspear - Fri, 19 Oct 2018 01:09:44 EST ID:BsaC9DIW No.527300 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sounds like you should just go ahead and fuck a tranny and be done with it you fag

ODED, NEED HELP GETTING LAID by Hannah Pumblemore - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 14:16:04 EST ID:NuHDfmWe No.527245 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've overdosed on heroin like 1.5 years ago, I'm looking to be more social. Everything is fine, minus some short term memory issues, I want a relationship. I sit in my room and play RuneScape all day. I live at home, I have therapy like once a month. HELP /b/

TL;DR: I overdosed a year ago and wanna get laaiiiiid boiiiiii.
Caroline Woshhall - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 15:23:42 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527248 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Get a life. Get friends, get hobbies, get a job you can do and do it long enough you can get a job that doesn't suck and then do that until you can get a job you like. Take care of your physical health. Find peace within. Somewhere along the way you'll probably get laid and if you don't, you'll be better off for it.
Doris Bleffingsodge - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 17:43:59 EST ID:vYe3Po+d No.527249 Ignore Report Quick Reply
i don't see how an overdose would stop you from having sex
Thomas Gecklespear - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 03:55:51 EST ID:a3rIXcd8 No.527262 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well you're not going to get laid staying at home pal.

Childhood Realization by John Clumblewill - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 03:50:30 EST ID:vUaVEVlD No.527170 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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As an adult I'm starting to realize how utterly naive I was as a child, even as a teenager.

In school I would put myself around other kids who treated me like crap, but I didn't even realize it. I think I just desperately wanted to fit in and have friends.

Even in highschool my 'friendgroup' wasn't kind to me at all, and I have no clue how I would consider them friends or even spend time around any of them.

I only truly realized this in the last couple years running into old classmates, now as adults. I was really friendly to them but in return I could tell they were intimidated by me. And it stings a bit considering how many of them still are friends and hangout with eachother on a regular basis.

Now that I'm older reflecting on how I was treated it freaks me out a bit and I'm wondering if this is normal?
Bird Keeper Dane - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 09:05:40 EST ID:LaNkGmSc No.527171 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I think those social dynamics are normal. I had people I hung around with that didn't treat me well, and eventually I stopped hanging around with them. I also used to treat some people who hung around me poorly, and they stopped hanging out with me eventually.
George Namblelock - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 10:38:41 EST ID:fFqdWlVJ No.527173 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Sounds pretty normal to me. We trade youth for experience as we age, etc.

I also got treated like crap by my high school posse. But idgaf, I moved away a decade ago and haven't talked to any of them since.
Hedda Dreppermin - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 13:48:38 EST ID:PMiKxfAC No.527219 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I dropped out of highschool after I got sick mentally. But, the friends I did have from the time we were kids, to the time when we were in our 20s, treated me like shit. Had a fallout with all of them because their sister is a cunt. Haven't seen or spoke to any of them in 5 years.

Entitlement by Shit Billingdale - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 09:23:10 EST ID:FzibHVoI No.527206 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Women complain constantly about men feeling entitled to them just because they're attracted

But if a woman "chooses" a man and he says fuck off im not interested, she sics a gang on him, he's a massive asshole, he's gay, he's picky, something must be wrong with him, and they get other dudes to shame the fuck out of you. Other people will encourage it with "she really likes you anon, give it a shot"

Does my desire and opinion not fucking matter? You can't rape someone into wanting you. This goes both ways.
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Shit Billingdale - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 10:26:32 EST ID:FzibHVoI No.527210 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Walter Blasslehall - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 10:39:48 EST ID:eUNsGCnf No.527212 Ignore Report Quick Reply
That's obviously wrong regardless of which gender does it but man that's never happened to me
Hamilton Depperstock - Thu, 18 Oct 2018 14:28:07 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527287 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There are a lot of shitty people and many of them are women. If you end up being ganged up on by people around you then you need to stop hanging out with shitty people.

I used to hang out with shitty people and it warped my view of people. I had to be a less shitty person myself and this probably applies to you. However while I am being judgemental I'm also aware that this can just stop. And yes a lot of women have done terrible things to me and largely other dudes have picked the pieces up, or I have. But you just have to get unlucky a couple of times to send yourself off in the wrong direction.

Habromania by Lillian Drizzlewell - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 12:52:53 EST ID:sQDM5bBX No.527174 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Heres some help for those depressed
Whenever you're feeling down just think of the word Habromania. It's a psychiatrist condition from the past where you're so happy that the doctor decides you must be insane Seems a whole lot like the opposite of whats being treated to the masses these days doesn't it?
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Alice Cipperbun - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 17:57:19 EST ID:eUNsGCnf No.527182 Ignore Report Quick Reply

Heres some help for those depressed

Whenever you are feeling down, set an alarm on your phone and when it goes off feel happy instead. On modern phones you can set multiple alarms a day
Jack Honeylock - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 18:03:56 EST ID:XiY1yiVU No.527185 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Are you English?
Graham Gishchot - Tue, 16 Oct 2018 09:38:29 EST ID:b2U4Jslk No.527207 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It is perfectly healthy so long as your thoughts, feelings and behavior never vary. One day we will all become stable and predictable, and we will look back at our ancestors with shock and horror.

I am worried people are only nice to me because they think I am retarded. by Eliza Droblingstock - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 18:01:18 EST ID:Snkz6Zsi No.527136 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Lillian Drizzlewell - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 13:03:03 EST ID:sQDM5bBX No.527176 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I lost a best friend because, while I was picking up LSD from my dealer at walmart my tripping bud wandered off, not wanting to get seen ina LSD deal

Was completely my fault, I told the workers at Walmart that I was missing my retarded little brother and the workers were running around looking for him. I wound up finding him at Mcdonalds across the street.He's not retarded btw.
I had plenty of fun running around Walmart with workers while coming up on 4 hits of Acid.
Rebecca Fanhood - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 13:49:21 EST ID:NJkLq9MW No.527180 Ignore Report Quick Reply
imma be real with u
i had a long time where i just wanted to die and so i isolated myself and got high. years of not doing much, i had a fucked childhood, etc etc.
im 26 and fairly childish, socially. i still look good so.. people sympathize. i think that<s the conclusion ive come to.
maybe that's you too and maybe not, but don't let it get you down because you are not worse than they are. most people are fairly lame anyhow. find your tribe by being authentic

or maybe you jack it to tranny porn too much
peace nigga
' God !!Bwteoy2D - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 16:16:15 EST ID:H0lOb7XI No.527181 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You are so nice

Seeking help by William Claywill - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 17:52:38 EST ID:TZiiBsES No.527164 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ever since I started smoking I've had this feeling that I couldn't get rid of.
While trying to get high I only worsen the feeling and literaly throw up every single time.
Its as if feeling as a disappointed,paranoia,anxiety,depression,humiliation,shame,fear,guilt mixed up all together with constant negative thoughts.
It was bearable until I did coke and weed and now its that times thousand. I can't enjoy any high anymore, I always throw up.
I don't want to die I want to fix this but I don't know what to do please help me.
Please help me
Wesley Donnerspear - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 18:00:25 EST ID:vYe3Po+d No.527165 Ignore Report Quick Reply
stop it? it's just weed
Molly Beshstet - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 18:09:43 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527166 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Yeah stop smoking weed. Take time out for several months or more and if that doesn't work just quit. It's likely not a purely physiological reaction so it should go away if you can just let the connections break.

Of course if it is a physiological reaction then it's important you do it less. So Time out and then not using it for ages/ever is probably for the best if you experience this. It's pretty hard to get mentally ill smoking weed but if you experience symptoms while high and keep smoking, it's not unheard of (I've seen people say it's happened on /qq/) that they get worse and last longer until one day you get high and then sober up and they're there.

Don't smoke weed until next spring. And I mean when it actually gets warm, not the 1st of March. I'd say avoid coke and don't step up other substances to compensate. If possible be sober for a while. If you can't be sober for a while DEFINITELY be sober and sort out the root cause because that's what's making you feel like this whether it's brain problems or just trauma or anxiety
Walter Clenninghall - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 02:01:31 EST ID:TZiiBsES No.527169 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Thank you my man

Stupid Blog Post Incoming by Lillian Pinnerchitch - Thu, 11 Oct 2018 17:35:54 EST ID:jnas4L6T No.527107 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey /qq/,

Just needed to type this out and shoot it off to the interwebs. Sometimes it helps to put down swirling thoughts into words. This year has been one of the most tumultuous and up heaving of my life, in good ways and bad. I'm not trying to whine or complain because I know countless people have it far worse than me, I'm more just trying to identify what I am feeling so I can work on changing it.

In May I got out of a 5 year relationship with a girl who I lived with. We were essentially married without being married, shared vehicles and condo that we were paying off, went to family things together, etc. However we would fight all the time and sometimes the fights would get extreme, hours of screaming, etc. The last two years were particularly hellish. Finally I had the means and the will to break things off so I got a new car, new apartment, and moved, all within a week.

I then began dating as rapidly and voraciously as possible to mask the pain and loneliness I felt (this is my first time living alone) and went through a couple girls with whom things quickly deteriorated for mutual reasons. However, I met a girl who I dated for a couple of months that was the most compatible-with-me human I have ever met. We had numerous hobbies in common, impressed each other constantly with things we knew or skills we had, made each other laugh non-stop, always made each other feel better, and of course the sex was out of this world.

Surprise, she is also an alcoholic, benzo addict, and worst of all, an IV heroin addict. After multiple crazy episodes (I made some threads about them), she ended up ghosting me. We met up for dinner to talk things over a couple weeks later but I was so angry at how she had left me like I was worthless after the intense love and passion that we had shared, that I just walked out and left her there. We haven't communicated since, over a month I guess.

I'd been drinking a lot to suppress my feelings, and continuing to try to date, even though I had little to no love left to offer, I just wanted companionship I guess. Now I have two very nice, very sweet girls who both want to date me exclusively, no matter how many times I try to say I need time or I'm not ready they are both so eager to make things serious. I feel guilty to keep seeing them (and of course, guilty that I am seeing them simultaneously) because I know they are almost definitely going to end up hurt in the end.

I don't want to hurt people, but I am realizing this little junkie adventure has really crushed my heart and soul. I put so much into trying to make it work with her, she filled me with so much joy, that when things fell apart it's like I just can't do it all over again. After such a long years of hell she was like a beacon of hope that things can get better, and then the beacon just burned out and disappeared.

I know I sound like a cunt probably but that's what I'm dealing with. Got a bunch of lovey dovey texts from them I need to respond to but I can barely bring myself to shower or eat let alone woo another person's heart. I dream about this girl every night, all night long, and just wake up feeling so sick and miserable. Why can't I just logic away the feelings?
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Reuben Blackville - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 18:12:29 EST ID:6VelNwAJ No.527167 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Very good post!
I also was in a very long relationship that ended like a year ago. There are some other parallels too, the failed ltr was also quite like a marriage, then afterwards a fast cut with lots of dating amd drugs/alcohol. Now i'm in a better relationship, but not with a borderline girl - doenst matter.
Maybe look at it this way: could it be that ypu were not at all over your long term relationship when you dated the junky girl? Possibly you projected your desire for intimacy and the warmth of your lost relationship in your new girl (?). So when you miss her smile you actually miss the smile of your ex girlfriend before. So with this in mind it might be helpful to learn to "not love" your ltr partner. This way the feelings for your junky gf might also disappear.
Often borderline personality disorder partners seem to be perfect in the beginning of a relationship because they tend to lie. Therefore it might be quite difficult to forget them or stop loving dem despite them being very toxic partners.
For letting go of an ex look into the recent research of sandra langeslag and michelle sanchez missouri (there was a recent paper, covered in mainstream media)
Eliza Winnergold - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 20:27:09 EST ID:EAInNdJP No.527168 Ignore Report Quick Reply
She is a dopehead. She will consistently put her needs over yours every single time.
Jenny Pennerlod - Wed, 17 Oct 2018 14:30:28 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.527247 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>it's the borderline fag who thinks every negative personality trait in the world is symbolic of his own personality disorder
Hate special snowflakes like you.

addiction by Esther Decklelock - Sat, 06 Oct 2018 20:50:31 EST ID:FSsw7BQ2 No.527022 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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how do i stop masturbating iv been faping since i was 11
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Nicholas Dartwell - Mon, 08 Oct 2018 22:01:10 EST ID:42wGzjUi No.527057 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Find better uses for your time. Maybe... learn proper grammar and punctuation.

How old are you anyway?
Shit Drollywat - Thu, 11 Oct 2018 13:59:56 EST ID:sQDM5bBX No.527105 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Burn your hands so that it hurts trying to jerk off. Might turn you into a sadomasochist but there ain't nothing better than finding new kinks
Reuben Blackville - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 17:09:08 EST ID:6VelNwAJ No.527162 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Hey bro! Same boat here... so i want to give you some constructive advice... i struggled with porn addiction and masturbation and of course i came across the whole nofap thingy. That was like five or six years ago. My longest (!) Nofap strike was three weeks long and i have not achieved longer abstinence times ever since. The three week abstinence was quite at the beginning of my nofap experience. I also was in a relationship most of the time, sometimes having weak erections, but really seldom actually, so i thought that the three week nofap streak and regular sex with another human being was enough to "reset" my brain.
However, when not in a relationship/dating i always went back to porn and masturbation.
I dunno but after all these years i came to the conclusion that nofap just isnt for me.
BUT what i have found also was that the real problem is not the masturbation but the porn. And i cant stress this enough: dont beat yourself up because you cant keep your fingers off of yourself. It really just makes the whole situation really bad, destroying your self confidence. It makes you believe that you are weak. But you are not weak just because you masturbate, nofap just isnt for everyone. I find that i can masturbate daily and have strong desire for my partner, also having sex daily, with strong erections. There are just some people with an extremely high sex-drive, maybe get your testosterone levels checked ;D
Just cut out the porn. Nofap is a bit of a fad i guess. I really believe there are people who greatly profit from doing nofap, but dont forget that people are different. For my part, my confidence doesnt suffer _at all_ when i ejaculate daily (be it from masturbation or regular sex - quite the contrary. When i cum daily i sleep better, have no desire to watch porn and since i stopped beating myself up because i cant do nofap my confidence actually got better. And i fuck my gf like a madman.
Porn is the problem, not masturbation.

Mental illness by Dale Earnhardt jr - Mon, 28 May 2018 20:44:25 EST ID:g9t4tORB No.524448 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Hey all,
recently I have been seeing and hearing shit that isn't there.
This started a couple days ago with me hearing a beeping noise while over at my friends that no one else could hear, I thought I just had good hearing until it started changing frequency at which it beeped and then I realized that it was probably in my head. I've had pretty intense auditory hallucinations in the past but this one was just so real. these past 24 hours have had even more hallucinations both visual and auditory and I have been incredibly paranoid about everything.

what the fuck should I do?
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Alice Cinnerburk - Sun, 30 Sep 2018 12:42:20 EST ID:uFSIIlhv No.526873 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Well, since I made my last post 2 weeks ago, I will tell you that things are getting better, slowly but surely. I am seeing my old therapist again and he already has helped me so much. I'm meditating again and am going back to the gym on Tuesday. I'm 178lbs now as of today and I truly proud of myself for sticking with my diet for many months and getting what I need out of it. Also, my hygiene has gotten better. I'm showering and everything else on a daily basis unlike before when my hygiene was horrible and I feel better about myself now just from taking care of myself better than I have in quite a while. Finally, I started my suboxone taper today. I'm done with opiates. Don't need them anymore as a crutch. I'm better than that now. I know that things can only get better from here. My recovery is the most important thing in my life right now. I will get better mentally and emotionally.
Hamilton Goblingspear - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 12:05:03 EST ID:PMiKxfAC No.527156 Ignore Report Quick Reply
2 weeks later since my last post. ive been on subs now for 2 weeks and have lost some weight and now going back to the gym, im starting to feel a bit happy again. starting to meditate everyday starting today. i know itll help me which it has before, things are starting to look up for me.
Molly Beshstet - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 12:38:39 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527157 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Taking pride in the shit you do and always be working towards something or multiple somethings is a good way to make life a lot more satisfying and a lot less soul destroying.

Can't stop worrying by Emma Wopperstatch - Sat, 13 Oct 2018 15:44:54 EST ID:j8vD/8dp No.527147 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I can't stop worrying about losing my job, being mugged or killed for no reason and my health, I'v always been like this but it's become really bad lately, quite often I find myself short of breath nad sleepless because I can longer stop worrying about everything, what should I do.
Hamilton Honderstack - Sat, 13 Oct 2018 18:54:42 EST ID:U5HeAx3l No.527148 Ignore Report Quick Reply
do something 17 times and it's a habit. have an emotional lead to a thought and always following through with it, then it is autonomous.

feel that negative emotion. feel its physical presence in your body. and shut out the voice. stop giving it reason. stop letting knowledge trump undeveloped values. stop validating the false reasoning. accept it is a persisting fact but still a what if chance, that is out of your power.

nothing wrong with looking both ways before going through a green light.
Charlotte Demblewell - Sat, 13 Oct 2018 19:04:45 EST ID:7dovOwn5 No.527149 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This lady right here might help you with the sleeplessness. The rest will become easier from there.

Hey, this is where I'm supposed to put this by Caroline Hedgebury - Mon, 08 Oct 2018 00:38:05 EST ID:XGjEpltc No.527037 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>Brother has personality disorder

>Diagnosed bipolar but it's definitely antisocial (sociopath), and probably narcissistic too.

>He's owed me money for like four years now. Spends every extra cent he gets on super strong weed and video games.

>Excuse is he's so depressed. He convinced his doctor to give him a high dose of antidepressants which make his manic symptoms worse and more frequent.

>Anytime an issue is brought up he'll go to any lengths to justify his position on the matter. He'll stand there and talk at full volume at you, for hours if you let him, until you admit defeat or do something to piss him off enough for him to leave you alone. He doesn't take advice from anyone. Weed, depending on the strain, just makes him more excited/agitated.

>He just came home raving about his newest idea he won't go through with, acting like he's on meth.

He's only gotten worse over the years. I know the solution is to move away (but I'd feel a little bad because I'm pretty much his only friend). I'm mostly just venting here. If anyone else has any ideas that would be cool.
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Eugene Hezzleperk - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 02:13:29 EST ID:yFDLSomA No.527113 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Wrong, psychopathy and bipolar disorder have roughly a 10% comorbidity rate.
Augustus Fankinsire - Sat, 13 Oct 2018 15:13:35 EST ID:ehhnNOgT No.527146 Ignore Report Quick Reply
put lithium in his food or give him an ultimatum and tell him he need to take lithium or you're out of there because you can't deal with his crazy manic ass.
Angus Pockhall - Sun, 14 Oct 2018 07:58:15 EST ID:3A/9rSkO No.527155 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Lithium is toxic to the liver at a high enough blood level (which is why people who take it have to be blood monitored strictly by a doctor) and you could stand to face manslaughter charges if you tried this in real life.

Classic /qq/ tier advice, commit felonies because you can't grow a spine.

Should I make a tinder or no by Phineas Sullerpid - Thu, 11 Oct 2018 21:59:19 EST ID:6TyKdAm6 No.527111 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Ok I know this seems like a stupid issue and question, but to me it's caused alot of deep thinking in me. Let me preface this:
My best friend is my ex gf who've I've known since she was 14, now she's 24, so there's alot of history. We still say "I love you" but it's well established that we mean it in a non-relationship way. More like family. Anyway, we talk every day, and recently I've gone through some bad shit (police raid at my house, two overdoses, and then I went to prison for a bit) so it's been a shitty year and I guess I'm not the most pleasant person right now. I stay in a halfway house for recently released cons and ahit, and I've been very standoffish and anti social with almost everyone here. This has a point, bear with me. So for some reason my ex Sarah spent an hour and a half pressuring me to make a tinder last night, and for some reason, I really, REALLY don't want to. That's whats got me twisted. I mean she probably wants me to find a girl and stop being such a sociopathic fuck and be happy, but I don't believe in relationships (haven't had one in two years, after more partners than I can count I honestly think it's not meant to happen for me, and I don't like some broad telling me what to do)
So that makes sense, my question is: why was my reaction so strong and violent? Like instantly, NO. What's my adversion to this? Like, no bad can come from this. I don't really have a huge sex drive recently (not sure why either, like I just don't care anymore) so it's not like I want to get laid from it either. If I wanted to get laid I wouldn't need a website for it. Can someone make sense of this for me? Cuz it's got my head all fucked up
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Lillian Singerpark - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 11:47:22 EST ID:vYe3Po+d No.527128 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>stated clearly I want no relationships or hook ups of any kind.
then don't? word your threads better next time
Nicholas Chucklegold - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 12:22:45 EST ID:/wfImQLD No.527129 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I've looked into my feelings for her, and they're complicated. I love her, but it's not a romantic love. Like a family kind of love. But what makes it complicated is we fuck sometimes but we both know it's just for fun and there's no deeper meaning there. And ya maybe I don't like the idea simply because it's popular and I feel like I'm expected to do it .. interesting...

As for the other anon who commented, thank you for putting that much effort into the post. My friends deaths have been 90% overdose, 5% car wreck and 5% suicide. I know the simple answer is to just not make friends with drug addicts anymore but unfortunately they seem to be the only people who understand me, them and of course other criminals. You should see me at a family function....trying to make stilted small talk about bullshit with people I barely ever see and have no care for, while they speak to me like I have fucking down syndrome because I've had drug problems. I don't relate to the normal folk, I've tried, but I mean once we start sharing our past they usually get pretty freaked out. I like being able to tell a story about the time I did a home invasion on someone who fucked my girl over and I stole their cat too and have the person laugh instead of wanting to call the police.
As far as the lack of fear goes, when you get thrown in jail at age 18 for a crazy charge you really weren't guilty for and you stay on pre-trial jail block for 9 months, you adapt quick or you end up hanging in your cell. It's more of a survival technique in my life at this point. I agree I have a lot of shit to sort out, and it sucks because that's been the status for ten years almost. I just turned 27 and my years of being able to do fun shit is running out quick, so I SHOULD want to do it, but I don't. Maybe it's just that I know deep down I don't really have anything positive to offer at this point in time so why bother
Nell Henningbanks - Sat, 13 Oct 2018 06:50:59 EST ID:BMrBkVc9 No.527143 Ignore Report Quick Reply
It sounds like you're doomed to the same life unless you change.

Easy to say hard to do I know. But if you've survived this much maybe it can improve. Your life sounds like shit so there's no harm in starting anew and when people ask just say you had a dark shitty past and are trying to do better. It won't work on everyone but a lot of people will think more positively of a statement like that. You have done and lived and some fucked up shit and you're basically alive by luck and persistence. If you can survive that lifestyle when everyone around you didn't you're strong. You could be using that strength to do something worthwhile. What, I don't know though. You're never going to reach the heights some others do but honestly that's something most people deal with to some extent, the game is to do as much as you can do from this point forward.

Street Sharks by Shit Drollywat - Thu, 11 Oct 2018 13:53:43 EST ID:sQDM5bBX No.527104 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So... um.
My now ex gf left me to take part in a animalistic cult where sharks and people can live side by side, sometimes in a sexual nature, kind of like that girl that lived with Dolphins to try and communicate with them,until the Dolphins became possessive of her.

If I, one day, look back on this and realize Street Sharks became a thing because a shark cult took my gf away then I'll be proud of her. But if they're just trying to fuck sharks then I have no idea how to feel about it
Jenny Blibblefield - Thu, 11 Oct 2018 23:38:24 EST ID:dUpMR5ON No.527112 Ignore Report Quick Reply
what the fuck
Doris Hobberwill - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 02:56:18 EST ID:vT4X7cTo No.527114 Ignore Report Quick Reply
You're lucky the biker mice from Mars didn't get here. Fuck those guys.

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