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haven't felt attracted to anyone is years

- Sat, 07 Sep 2019 07:32:46 EST gpcJl7qa No.531581
File: 1567855966632.jpg -(50627B / 49.44KB, 640x715) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. haven't felt attracted to anyone is years
first of all im drunk

when i was in high school one of the prettiest girls in school said she liked me and i went head over heels in love before i figured out she was doing it as a joke. i didn't really feel like dating anyone after that for a few years until i was in college.

while i was in college i worked with this girl who was an arial artist. she would stare at me whenever i was visually available to be seen. she was blonde with blue eyes and pale skin that turned beet red when i said hello to her. she would walk a really far out of her way to where i worked and just slowly walk back and forth staring at me. everyone would see this and tell me i should ask her out.

i asked if she wanted to hang out and she told me i had feelings for her she didn't reciprocate so i asked her to stop following me and she didn't for 4 years. i hoped she'd just stop when i stopped paying attention to her but nah. literally anytime i was visually available to be seen she would stop what she's doing and just stare at me. i wound up taking it to hr and getting a no contact order at our school.

now im 27 and i cant remember anyone else i felt any attraction towards. i can't remember the last time i masturbated or felt like looking at porn. i've tried dating a few people who asked me out but they tell me i don't seem interested and break it off. it started feeling fucked up to do that to people so now i just tell everyone i'm unavailable.

it feels like something really important went missing years ago and i didn't notice. i don't know how someone can not notice something like that. i feel empty a lot of the time.

my romantic experiences just seem so absurd and weird, it feels like no one would be able to relate so i never tell anyone this shit but i'll let you guys know cause we're friends.
Samuel Danderhock - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 07:42:26 EST VM7kCX+7 No.531584 Reply
welcome to adulthood buddy
Jarvis Trothall - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 09:37:33 EST 6yyblGQR No.531588 Reply
You ever smoke pot and jack off thinking about either of them? Ever continue the fantasy with the first one as if you're the secret object of teen LUST?
James Dashdet - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 10:02:47 EST ELFJ/DE/ No.531591 Reply
u just got to believe.......
Edwin Cudgewill - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 10:50:56 EST gpcJl7qa No.531592 Reply

no i haven't, i tried smoking weed and watching porn once but just went to efukt and ended up laughing until i cried, i don't really want to continue any fantasies people took advantage of me with

how can i believe in anything when you can accidently become mgtow
Fuck Fennercocke - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 11:49:26 EST 3nVA6FX4 No.531593 Reply
Well that was actually the next thing I was going to suggest, I see you're way ahead of me.
Archie Midgeseck - Tue, 10 Sep 2019 07:57:29 EST SvrL9OfC No.531625 Reply
i still masturbate and look at porn, but otherwise im the same as you. the last time ive had a crush or felt like i was attracted to a woman was in high school. im 28 now, and ever since being ~18 I haven't felt like i actually wanted to be with anybody at all. idk what's wrong with me either.

actually, in a more general sense, i dont even feel like i love anybody or am capable of feeling love for anyone. i dont ever feel grief when people i know and even like die. theyre just gone now. somehow none of it seems to matter.

what's even more disconcerting about it all is that for a while i was seriously fucked up an depressed, and my life has been off the rails for pretty much ever up until the last 3 years where i've made significant progress. i actually feel like living and like my life is going pretty well, yet i still don't feel grief or love. i dont even yearn for it in any serious capacity, only in the sense that i feel like im missing out on something.

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