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haven't felt attracted to anyone is years

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- Sat, 07 Sep 2019 07:32:46 EST gpcJl7qa No.531581
File: 1567855966632.jpg -(50627B / 49.44KB, 640x715) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. haven't felt attracted to anyone is years
first of all im drunk

when i was in high school one of the prettiest girls in school said she liked me and i went head over heels in love before i figured out she was doing it as a joke. i didn't really feel like dating anyone after that for a few years until i was in college.

while i was in college i worked with this girl who was an arial artist. she would stare at me whenever i was visually available to be seen. she was blonde with blue eyes and pale skin that turned beet red when i said hello to her. she would walk a really far out of her way to where i worked and just slowly walk back and forth staring at me. everyone would see this and tell me i should ask her out.

i asked if she wanted to hang out and she told me i had feelings for her she didn't reciprocate so i asked her to stop following me and she didn't for 4 years. i hoped she'd just stop when i stopped paying attention to her but nah. literally anytime i was visually available to be seen she would stop what she's doing and just stare at me. i wound up taking it to hr and getting a no contact order at our school.

now im 27 and i cant remember anyone else i felt any attraction towards. i can't remember the last time i masturbated or felt like looking at porn. i've tried dating a few people who asked me out but they tell me i don't seem interested and break it off. it started feeling fucked up to do that to people so now i just tell everyone i'm unavailable.

it feels like something really important went missing years ago and i didn't notice. i don't know how someone can not notice something like that. i feel empty a lot of the time.

my romantic experiences just seem so absurd and weird, it feels like no one would be able to relate so i never tell anyone this shit but i'll let you guys know cause we're friends.
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Samuel Danderhock - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 07:42:26 EST VM7kCX+7 No.531584 Reply
welcome to adulthood buddy
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Jarvis Trothall - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 09:37:33 EST 6yyblGQR No.531588 Reply
>>531581
You ever smoke pot and jack off thinking about either of them? Ever continue the fantasy with the first one as if you're the secret object of teen LUST?
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James Dashdet - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 10:02:47 EST ELFJ/DE/ No.531591 Reply
u just got to believe.......
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Edwin Cudgewill - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 10:50:56 EST gpcJl7qa No.531592 Reply
>>531584
thanks

>>531588
no i haven't, i tried smoking weed and watching porn once but just went to efukt and ended up laughing until i cried, i don't really want to continue any fantasies people took advantage of me with

>>531591
how can i believe in anything when you can accidently become mgtow
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Fuck Fennercocke - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 11:49:26 EST 3nVA6FX4 No.531593 Reply
>>531592
Well that was actually the next thing I was going to suggest, I see you're way ahead of me.
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Archie Midgeseck - Tue, 10 Sep 2019 07:57:29 EST SvrL9OfC No.531625 Reply
>>531581
i still masturbate and look at porn, but otherwise im the same as you. the last time ive had a crush or felt like i was attracted to a woman was in high school. im 28 now, and ever since being ~18 I haven't felt like i actually wanted to be with anybody at all. idk what's wrong with me either.

actually, in a more general sense, i dont even feel like i love anybody or am capable of feeling love for anyone. i dont ever feel grief when people i know and even like die. theyre just gone now. somehow none of it seems to matter.

what's even more disconcerting about it all is that for a while i was seriously fucked up an depressed, and my life has been off the rails for pretty much ever up until the last 3 years where i've made significant progress. i actually feel like living and like my life is going pretty well, yet i still don't feel grief or love. i dont even yearn for it in any serious capacity, only in the sense that i feel like im missing out on something.

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