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- Fri, 18 Sep 2020 19:54:20 EST K2adsqNS No.536198
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Okay I got my first apartment when I was 18 I got out of jail on Halloween with 600 bux in my pocket in 2005. I used smoked down see shows every night... I went to college at 21... still partying trying DMT, and new bands MGMT, starting dating seriously at 24 not just fuck buddies.... I bought a house at 26 got married at 27 mom passed away when I was 29 never really knew my dad... right before my 31st my son was born. I'm bipolar on the welfare my wife works so I'm a stay at home dad... none of the drugs work except opium I'm saving that one till I really hurt (50+) I have everything I could want except the ability to enjoy the things I have the chemicals in my head and what little time in my life no longer let me enjoy Motorcycles, Wave Runners, and PS4/PSVR. I'm always tired, I always wear Pajamas, I can't remember the last time I was anywhere formal or even fun. I never worked a day in my life except sweat equity into my house, and sweat equity into my kids. I wanna be 20 again or even 18.... I wanna feel... I don't care if I'm broke I wanna feel that dopamine hit my system again in a good way I feel the rush of the drive along the beach, that first bite of filet mignon, that first tight pussy, that first insane fucking concert (I Love you Mindless Self Indulgence/Powerman 5k, Kill Hannah). I feel like Dorian Gray like some old potrait in an attic. How do I stop this feeling? I remember when Kirtaner had a cute ass, and when Mac Os didn't suck. I'm old.
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Scourgeofthewest - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 10:46:29 EST HZm1KLNh No.536200 Reply
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>>536198
I'm 42. You are as old as you feel. You need to hit the gym, run, or do somekind of physical activity. That's the answer. You just need to do it.
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Cedric Guzzleferk - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 12:30:27 EST ehhnNOgT No.536202 Reply
>>536198
>tfw old now but never did anything fun nor built up my career/wealth nor dated/fucked women

At least you lived a little when you had the chance and now you have a family of your own. Things could be much worse.
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John Finnerdutch - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 12:38:17 EST MJluvy3Q No.536203 Reply
>>536198
Get your shit together today for your kid, it's not right to behave the way you do as a child's role model.
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Henry Bammerdare - Sun, 20 Sep 2020 02:24:01 EST K2adsqNS No.536213 Reply
>>536200
Yeah I planned to do that but covid is making it hard. I think that's the best advice I could be given. It's the endorphins I used to play tennis and college and it felt great for like 220 I could sign up for a gym class at the local college thank you for reminding me. I appreciate this.
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Walter Clinnerwin - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 23:25:14 EST /a0EWK+P No.536255 Reply
>when mac os didn't suck

Damn did you get your age wrong? You'd have to be well into your 40's...

So OP part of getting old is learning to utilize your time properly. If you do this, you won't feel your age as much as your hand. Just try and motivate yourself.
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Priscilla Drorryhock - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 23:59:22 EST wn2jITKb No.536274 Reply
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>>536198
I found new and better drugs. These will help you Mr. Unhappy with everything a dude could ask for, also maybe get a philosophy degree, that might pull you out of your funk.
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Fucking Dinkinson - Fri, 25 Sep 2020 01:38:45 EST pajX8ZCA No.536275 Reply
>>536203

Basically this.

People can do whatever the fuck they want with their own pathetic, miserable lives, but that changes the second somebody else's well being comes to depend upon them.
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Sophie Sirringsedge - Fri, 25 Sep 2020 08:15:49 EST Ua9KPMkb No.536276 Reply
>>536275
>>536198
Listen OP, I just took an aging family member to emergency detox at age 72 because he'd physically assaulted everyone else in his life that would help him. Wake up, drink some water, and play with your kids, and don't focus on anything else but that. Get off the drugs. Your son doesn't know anything about you before a couple of years back, what would his opinion of you be, if he understood how he was being shafted right now out of having a loving father because you couldn't stop drinking cough medicine. Sober up, please.
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Doris Sollerpud - Sat, 10 Oct 2020 08:59:09 EST yjlyTKBO No.536384 Reply
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>>536198
I can totally relate. Im 33 too. I asked my gf to marry me but she refused. I know its because I dont have a job but its not like im poor. I spent the last five years saving up every penny so im comfortable but the simple fact that I dont have a job right at this moment is a real issue for her. I believed thst I had a lot to offer her besides money and stability, I own my own house and worked for a long time and I always supported her emotionally so what gives?

I just feel like im running out of time or maybe its just too late for me and should give up. I know I dont actually love her, not like I loved my first girlfriend or second one. She's just someone I attached my self to her because im desperate but what else am I going to do. This is a major Red flag and I should totally bail and I think I will but I bet shes hoping for it so screw her

I want to know what it feels like to be a father but I keep thinking maybe I should come to terms with my lot in life and try my best to be a good uncle to my niece and nephew and a good friend to all my pals who've always been there for me instead of going after something I only feel the need to go after because im running out of time.

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