Been a while since I posted I never was the social type, only time I socialize is when I'm at work or with family, you'll never see me out and about socializing not even on social media, I'm not a big fan of posting my everyday life online. Lately though I've been trying to change things up, been feeling like I gotta get out there so ya I'm trying to get out there but me doing so, I'm starting to remember why I don't bother trying to make friends or try hollar at chicks or something, everytime I try say what's up to anyone I always get a stale reply like "nothing" or "Lol", makes it super hard to keep a conversation going. The only way I could be outgoing is when I have drinks and now a days I ain't even trying to drink anymore, I'm officially on that sober path thankfully but man it's so hard to talk to anyone, making me think is there something about me ? Maybe I suck at initiating conversation ?, But ya I really want to start socializing without and alcohol influences. Anybody ever feel like this? Thanks for reading :)
