cut the bullshit and just post the pics and vids

assuming this isn't just lies

are you fucking serious, what the hell dude

>>100544
sex movie on youtube

that's methamphetamine for ya!

>>100544

> anal sex with stimdick

hahahahahahah

>>100555

Go ask wizchan OP. No joke, i know they are the butt of many, unjustly. It's a real community, centered around a real life experience. Like anywhere, there are crazies and extremists, but those are the minorities. They keep the site clean, shun outsiders, and are swift and effective at handling trolls. Yoi might find the most optimized advice and share in the like experiences of a marginal group.

Check 'em out.

>>100575
This guy knows it. I trolled wizchan with two lines of text then realized I was just shitting on people constantly shit on. And I also felt empathy for them from my uncle years when I was far and creepy.

I now respect them. Everyone needs a haven. No place is a safe space. The wizards will help you find ways to channel your energy into something you find enriching within your seclusion or at least offer true empathy most of us cannot.

They are REALLY fast at getting rid of trolls.

>>100577
Incel* not uncle.

>>100577
Not critiquing OP specifically but most incels are assholes and deserve the reputation they get. They think they need sex to have self-worth, but instead of critiquing the actual assumptions behind that, 99% of them just blame women because they feel entitled to sex.

>>100607
This. Incels are all fucking cunts and/or retards. Either fix your life and personality to get that girlfriend or get a hooker if you just want to get rid of your virginity.

If I could lose my virginity after spending 20 years in a fundamentalist puritan christian death cult, anyone can. If they fucking try to fix their fucking shit. If they fucking try to be a friend. Not just have friends but be a friend.

>>100023
I'm in a similar boat. I've had a bit of a progression though.

First, I found I like porn, but like you I pictured myself as the girl (at least part of the time, not always).

Then I got a blowjob for the first time, had sex for the first time, etc.,. Found while I liked the girl's bodies, I didn't necessarily care so much to receive blowjobs or penetrate them.

Then I got the courage to try giving a guy a blowjob, and eventually anal sex, and found it was incredibly hot and better than expected. I wasn't into the guy at all like a girl would typically be into a guy, just his dick. Eventually got with another guy on a regular basis, and started wearing panties under my clothes, shaved legs, etc., and tried to be more of a trap/cd. Could never really pass but it was incredibly hot having him feel up and down my body like I was a girl he was about to bang. I've considered transitioning, but I don't want to deal with the hassle and I'm pretty content as a guy the vast majority of the time. I think I'd be happy really if I could just have a pair of breasts when I wanted, and everything else I could shave and just ignore my penis.

I consider myself bi, because I'm more into girl's bodies, even though I like dick a lot. With a girl I'd rather be pegged than have vanilla sex though.

>>100023
Do not mind it! Just woke up too much nude female body, sublimation of consciousness and a malfunction in the brain.

>>100023

>someone told me it could be caused by hormonal disbalance

Did the person who told you this by any chance have a degree in internet science?

>>100023
Or you could be BI or curious. To put it simple, I've enjoyed being fucked by other guys but I've also enjoyed fucking women. :) And I don't think I have a hormonal imbalance because I don't have any health issues and I've been like this always. Was fascinated by both "situations" in my mind even when I was young and had not experienced anything. I guess you could have your levels checked by a doc just to be sure you don't have any imbalances though. Those could affect life in many ways, especially at young age when body is growing up.

>>100602
Maybe, but i must say its not only the desire of having sex with another boy, i mean, i wish i could have a feminine body, but not at the grade of hating myself or wanting to cut off my penis...
Also i noticed when im like this, also im like more sensitive than normally, dont really know how to explain it

I think you're right, it's not so much the actual masturbation as it is the porn. You should jack off when your body tells you to (within reason obvs), not when you're bored and start mindlessly gravitating to porn because you want the empty reward.

Then again, I'm a lady and I think that most porn is kinda sad and the girl is hardly ever having an authentically good time, and I would rather light some candles and conjure up the perfect fantasy than spend ages trawling the internet for what is usually some faceless gross dude exploding some poor sweet woman's anus. So maybe this advice will turn you into a faggot but tbh I find it strange that some dudes can't get off on their own without watching two strangers have unenthusiastic sex. Porn is fun too sometimes, but it's good to stay in touch with yourself and just go au naturale.

>>100572
Your totally right. Porn, like fast food, video games and drugs provide a one off hit of instant gratification. You keep hitting that button it's gonna get old and fuck up your neural pathways toward reward seeking.

Besides, when you wait and truly get hungry, that one load you blow is worth like 10 of those low tier "meh i guess i'll watch some porn" loads. Thats why, like she says, sitting and fantasising for a long time gets you real hungry for it, amps you up makes it that much better. Its that fasting and feasting cycle that humans really enjoy, you can't feast all the time.

When i stopped watching porn as much i wasted less time, had better orgasms but crucially i had better sex. Tends to be that when i watch a lot of porn when i end up fucking i fuck hard fast and cum in a couple seconds. probably because i've trained myself to do that by jerking off and cuming as soon as the woman starts getting fucked. However if i spend time fantasising for a long time, i train my mind to only cum at the point that in my fantasy i want to cum. Its preddy good.

Also yeah, i totally buy the more energetic/confident thing. i've got no science to back it up but i totally feel it. i know its real.

I did it and it I was surprised how easy it was and I'm glad I did it. Less anxiety and more daily determination are the main things I've gotten from it but the best thing imo is not supporting the industry. I don't like those people and I don't like what they do.

The more I read SWERF stuff the more they make sense to me tbh.

>>100483
Trojan ultra thins I cannot cum using regular condoms after using these.
No lub no one actually uses lube except the gay

>>100569
I actually never get laid. Joke's on you, cool guy.

>>100574

You wait me, cool girl.

>>100483
Mr. Cool Guy here

Kimono thinks are the shit. Expensive af though

DICKS EVERYWHERE

DICKS EVERYWHERE

DICKS EVERYWHERE

DICKS EVERYWHERE

Be good friends with her and maybe get a sandwich with her

How deep do you want to go into it?

>>100579

as deep as i can

I've done this with about 3 women in my time, it can be rewarding but very VERY frustrating and emotionally draining as well. IT's good that you're logical, but be ready for that to just make them act even LESS logical and more emotional at times.

There will be a strong urge to just force your will at any given time, which you can do, but if you are imbalanced then it will fall apart remarkably quickly. Make sure you are creative as well, a bored little will quickly become restless and act out.

Remember too that most women have at least two distinct little sides to them which might not both be sexual. My last little had 3 distinct ages, two of which were afraid of sex while the other one was hypersexual.

Communication is key, as is being attentive. Don't just read about it and think it applies to you and her, each woman is a unique blend of issues, complexes, problems, weaknesses and strengths.

Also sling good dick and beat her ass when she deserves it lmao.

>>100595

>Don't just read about it and think it applies to you and her

I honestly just stumbled on it. But it fits the bill. She's always been emotional, needy, and requires assurance. When we were together I spoiled her alot, got her jewelery, gifts, took her to nice places, cooked for her all the time, fixed shit for her, that sort of thing. I'm more of a doer when it comes to showing someone I care about them, not very wordy. She used to start fights with me which would end with me fucking her rough, almost always ending with a creampie in her ass, and it got to the point where she would act out just to get a good fucking. So now our rewards systems are all fucked up and when she pisses me off I just want to sexually dominate her and she wants to please me to make up for her misbehavior.

So when I say this shit fits like a glove I mean it. We did this shit for years. Its just now I found a name for it. Told her to look it up, she feels the same way. Now we're meeting up for a week of this daddy/little play time, and we're both on this shit.

As far as her being emotionally draining, yes she is, and she needs a dick in her ass to keep her satisfied and leave her feeling desired/taken care of.

>My last little had 3 distinct ages, two of which were afraid of sex while the other one was hypersexual.

now that's way more intense than anything I had to deal with. my girl doesn't age play as much as she is just childish and throws tantrums when she doesn't get her way. if age play is just part of it then I guess the daddy/little thing doesn't apply to me, might just be a dom sub thing. She sees me as a protector/provider type but I need to express ownership over my girls.

Ask /cd/, they know about dosing and self-medicating. I think some of those posters have actually did shit like this, but for different reasons.

I think it takes a month of full HRT to make permanent changes but I don't know how much you have to do and how often to not just be wasting your money. A onetime dose of mones won't do shit for you.

>>100554
It can, but changes in appearance aren't the only or even the most important permanent consequences to think about. Fucking with your hormones is a BAD IDEA. Chemical castration, galstones, blood clots, liver damage and dementia are just some of the unexpected side effects you could end up with. That said, HRT can be a lot of fun too. It's an amazing feeling when your skin softens, you'll feel all cuddly, and growing tits is a mindfuck and very addictive. But, in the end it's probably not worth it. I suggest you just add some Maca to your diet and leave it at that.

>>100562

The chemical castration part seems obvious, do you have any empirical evidence for those other points?

>>100566
Also, I don't know how much it'd be "fucking" with my hormones, I remember multiple doctors telling me, in the way you'd tell a 12 year old, that I have a hormonal imbalance anyway. "There are boy potions and girl potions that help you grow up, sometimes, for some reasons, guys get too much of the girl potion". Don't think I'll ever forget hearing that even though I had no fucking clue what he was talking about until years later.

>>100566
Have an infographic. In males, the dementia part is more a consequence of chemical castration - if you stop taking estrogen and your balls aren't producing testosterone, you've got a problem. If you keep taking estrogen, you end up with feminization and tits and possibly other side effects. In other words, don't start HRT unless you mean to transition.

tips for using a condom:
Don't.

>>100521
Not being able to pay a woman to have sex is more pathetic. I think telling yourself you don't actually like women/none are good enough/they're all "normie" whores/"fuck 3DPD" is more pathetic still as that shows inability to even face up to the reality.

I'm on the fence about prostitution, I'd never pay but I think it's easy to think of more pathetic things without even breaking into the realm of entirely different concepts and values.

>>100523
keep telling yourself that.

I prefer girls who aren't literal gold-diggers.

I'm a girl who always wanted to be a prostitute but I'd only wand to do it for virgins.

Is that even possible?

>>100549
Yeah, you can do that. Just get ready cause a lot of guys will just lie to you about it.

I would fuck a prostitute, if anything just to give a pro a try, see what she could teach me. But yeah, sex is a little dry without the emotional aspect; the desire, intimacy, trust, security, that need to please, and the real power dynamics in the bedroom.. some of that shit you just can't fake, and it goes deeper level than adventure, spontaneity, and promiscuity.

>>100549

I'm a virgin. I'll pay you for sum fuk.