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Thanks for the advice
Yeah no I hate Rohypnol it's such a pointless drug, that was just symbolic. And I'm not terribly worried about addiction because I really don't think I'll be doing this every night lol and I already do hella drugs anyway.
My DOC for this would be GHB hands down, it makes sex feel amazing, it makes everything feel amazing, and it relaxes all your muscles and totally loosens you up but that's a very tricky thing to get the dose right with. There's a very small range that's total ecstasy, any less and it's just like a softer version of taking a few shots all at once any more and you're just knocked out. Also hard as fuck to find by me and the analogs are even HARDER to dose properly. What I'm actually gonna go with is probably a low dose of some benzo, ideally one of the older, heavier ones like valium, bromazepam, or ativan and a medium-ish dose of Soma because it's the fucking shit and is easily one of the most euphoric tranquilizers outside of barbiturates and relaxes/loosens muscles similar to GHB. I've mixed the two kinds of drugs before, not inherently dangerous, they're even prescribed together sometimes for brief periods, but obviously I'll need to take a lot of care when doing it. At the moment I go on a few day bender on a downer once a month or so so if I do end up doing this I'll just do it then, won't increase the risk of addiction. I'm pretty deep into it as a head so the actual drug use part of it wasn't really a concern.
What I plan on doing is set out a few nights a few days apart to slowly work my way up the dosage to see where the best dose would be for the best results. Not sedating to the point of just falling asleep and getting memory loss, but sedating enough to where my body feels heavy but loose and absolutely amazing from the Soma, where it's difficult to even talk let alone move because everythings so heavy, but where both a still possible the entire time.
>you want to aim to make it as hard as possible to say no but never impossible. If you're into it then stopping them is so difficult but if you're not you can slam the brakes on
Yeah exactly I missed this, a HUGE part of it for me, at least just as much as the controlled physical incapacitation is the idea that I'm being psychologically influenced. Like the dom forces me to take this euphoric, disinhibiting, hypnotic and not only will it be physically difficult to resist him on the drugs, I won't want to.
In roleplaying terms I'll go from squirming around trying to escape while being tied, force fed drugs and gagged to stop my screams to the point where I'm absolutely BEGGING for it, while the dom throws me around, poses me, fucks me in every way imaginable, tortures me with unbearable pleasure with a vibrator, chokes me, spits on me and so on and so on and so on, thus being completely dominated in both body and mind.
Holy SHIIIIIIIT I want to do this so badly what the fuck is wrong with me?