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possession and soul transference

- Fri, 15 Dec 2017 14:20:15 EST 3GglNwws No.73980
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So when I was a kid, not that i was like *abused*, but i was bullied enough and my parents were dysfunctional that I tried to transfer souls with my teddy bear. I swapped clothes with it (it wasn't *huge* but he wore a stretchy sweater) and fell asleep side by side with some dumb mantra going. I don't remember what the next day was like, but I do still have that bear and talk with it. I've tried to "swap back" but it doesn't seem to be that 1-to-1.

And of course i was scared of the dark, I used to certainly see things in it. And I would be like "nah, fuck this shit, magic isn't real. I'm not scared, come and get me motherfuckers" (says the terrified 5 yr old). So i would purposefully fall asleep naked and spreadeagle on top of the bedsheets and *inviting dark spirits to attack me to thus "prove" i was invincible to them* (and by extension to the bullies etc i guess, such a wee scientist)

But now here i am i full grown witch and encountering, frankly, terrifying storms of black eels? Sometimes i can work with them, mostly through ordeal (pain? phsyical exhaustion etc), to turn them into something more snakelike and positive. But they are getting out of control and really draining. Mostly manifests like a classical depression and trying to treat it like that, but it's super exhausting.

WTF are these things? did I pick up some sort of psychic lamprey infestation or something? How do i tap into my teddyhorcruxbear into a badass psychic ally?
Cedric Fozzleshaw - Sat, 23 Dec 2017 16:03:28 EST qnmTj6/p No.73996 Reply
you have an eel infestation?
where are the eels manifesting?
Fanny Pickville - Sat, 23 Dec 2017 22:09:01 EST CnfdARzo No.73997 Reply
Have you tried any banishing rituals? You can't just nonchalantly transfer your soul to a teddy bear so don't worry about that, it's unrelated.
Fifth Pentacle of the Moon - Fri, 05 Jan 2018 23:15:36 EST AKC7rBMm No.74023 Reply
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You may have disrespected one of the rulers of the principalities of darkness.

This seal is said to aid in finding answers to problems within your dreams and to protect your spirit from phantoms and spirits in the night.

Angel Iachadiel serveth unto destruction and loss, as well as unto the destruction of enemies. Thou mayest also call upon him by Abdon and Dalé against all Phantoms of the night, and to summon the souls of the departed from Hades.

The Divine Names IHVH and Elohim, a mystical character of the Moon, and the Names of the Angels Iachadiel and Azarel. The versicle is from Psalm lxviii. 1:–‘Let God arise, and let His enemies be scattered; let them also who hate Him flee before Him.’
Grand Pentacle Seal - Fri, 05 Jan 2018 23:19:15 EST AKC7rBMm No.74024 Reply
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It should be written on sheepskin paper or virgin parchment, the which paper should be tinted green. The circle with the 72 divine letters should be red or the letters may be gold. The letters within the pentacle should be the same red, or sky blue everywhere, with the great name of God in gold. It serves to convene all spirits; when shown to them they will bow and obey you.

The words in the body of the symbol, so mangled by illiterate transcribers as to be unrecognizable, is believed to be intended for the Ten Sephiroth arranged in the form of the Tree of Life, with the name of Solomon to the right and to the left; while the surrounding characters are intended for the twenty-two letters of the Hebrew alphabet.
William Mirringlock - Sun, 07 Jan 2018 12:20:35 EST 3GglNwws No.74028 Reply
The eels manifest like weather. Like a your classic cartoon "personal depression stormcloud" that only rains on you and follows you indoors. Only it's this writhing mass of eels. Sometimes it extends to the rest of the sky (particularly when the weather *is* stormy or overcast) like it's just the weather for the day. They tend to swoop down and through me (like in one ear out the other) to attack with negative thoughts, insults, and body aches. "you're stupid and doomed", "that person is staring at you and judging", "here, suddenly remember and deeply regret that fuckup 5 years ago", or just sudden stabbing pains in my neck/spine, shoulder, or upper abdomen.

I do actually practice a fair amount of banishing work with them. If I'm on my game I can even usually samurai-slice them apart before they get to me when they're attacking. But It's just the individuals, and they can still catch me off guard, or overwhelm me, and there's still more in the giant stormcloud.

And also, yes, banishing is overrated (and perhaps futile?), and I'm honestly more interested in working *with* them, or making them work for me. As I said with pain and ordeal I can sometimes get them to manifest as more of a singular snake. (Lillith?) There's some more communication when that happens. She(?) want suffering/pain, but to an end. Riding my bike fast&hard till it burns and I'm exhausted and I can push through the wall(s) and get my second&third wind seems to do it but not all the time; when it does though I can feel the extra energy, practically like somebody else starts stomping on the pedals too. Like the eels inject themselves in my legs and start pumping, and some crazy (winged?) flying snake/serpent will start to keep pace / race with me, diving in and out of the ground and telling me to go faster/longer/harder, but also promising me strength and power and sex and beauty.

The weather is making that hard to do lately though, and I can't actually max out my workout every single day. I'm just looking for ways to access that communicative space that aren't self destructive. Because I can also get there with cutting or flogging myself but clearly that's not constructive and something I'd rather move away from.

Perhaps I'm already answering my own questions. Maybe i just needed somebody else to ask them.

>>74023 >>74024
This is helpful, thanks.
Hugh Hollerhood - Sun, 07 Jan 2018 13:44:56 EST +edatxXC No.74029 Reply
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>these eels I feels
Cornelius Narryline - Mon, 08 Jan 2018 07:51:19 EST Nn5G45zK No.74031 Reply
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Basically, you need to either grow up or seek medical help. What you are describing is not normal, and surely you must know magic and spirits are not real.
Nicholas Blythestone - Tue, 09 Jan 2018 13:02:05 EST Nn5G45zK No.74035 Reply
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Uh huh that's why my friend who has it drove his car through a fence towards some people walking their dog's in attempt to kill them for reasons he does not know. He goes down rabbit holes and cannot seem to let things go, it has to be black and white for him or he is frustrated. So at one point he was sure the earth was flat, then the next week he would be certain it was a globe, and then back to flat. He tore his passport up and destroyed his phone several times. He always changes numbers and freaks out when we arrange to meet somewhere, he always goes somewhere else as if he is paranoid about the man knowing where he is.
He hears voices, sees things like spiders on the walls if he stays awake too long, which he does often because that's part of it apparently.
He once told me that we live in a spiral of density, and we are at it's most tightest, that is why we are so grounded and back in time we used to jump around like we lived on the moon. He said the Asian race at that time was a one legged kangaroo type hominid. I wish I was making this up.
He also said that if we kill ourselfs then we are a spirit without a shell forever hungry and in pain, to feel good as a ghost you have to go into someones body and make them do the things you want, like smoke a bowl or have a meal. But yeah he is just a shaman in the wrong time though I guess.
Phyllis Lightville - Wed, 10 Jan 2018 18:47:53 EST 3GglNwws No.74038 Reply
I can actually tell the difference between what i'm seeing through my third eye vs the first two. It's like that trick where you look the the paper towel tube and there's a hole in your hand; but you can still close each eye or concentrate and think away the illusion. Or yeah, you can just dismiss it all by saying i just have an overactive imagination and i need to grow up. But who doesn't need to grow the fuck up; i'm trying.

Honestly even with shrooms or acid I've never even had full overlay 'hallucination' of actually physically seeing things that aren't there. Distortions and flowey patterns, certainly, but honestly i've always felt a little like i'm missing something when people describe hallucinations or manifestations or visions etc.

I certainly hope i'm not schizophrenic though. my cousin is and visting her was always sobering sad and scary.
John Dartforth - Wed, 10 Jan 2018 23:52:07 EST z4srjszG No.74041 Reply
You can't approach this like a video game.
You're wiccan? Do you believe in sin? Do you believe, "What is done is the whole of the law" (paraphrasing).
Think about your wickedness. Think about it. If you were to go into a forest and ask for it's protection, would it care?
Or would show you it's wrath after you've tested it's patience.
You are punished for your wrongdoings. Have you been selfish? Lustful?

You have a curse.
Beatrice Bammledock - Thu, 11 Jan 2018 10:26:32 EST oo38C1K+ No.74044 Reply

Disproven or not, the existence of a spirit or soul would be utterly redundant as all functions of the human body are accounted for as the actions of physical systems.

If there was a soul, it would serve no purpose. It would literally just exist, doing nothing, ever.
Cyril Hirrysick - Thu, 11 Jan 2018 16:04:47 EST ssBPWYIv No.74045 Reply
I don't think you've ever even begun to consider what a soul could be used for, I may as well disregard your statement. Do you need me to spell out what a soul could be used for?
Augustus Mivingstat - Fri, 12 Jan 2018 08:14:02 EST Nn5G45zK No.74048 Reply
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I don't think he will understand since he is of sound mind.

you just got burned hard.

You suck, bro. You seriously suck.
Fuck Crishfield - Sat, 13 Jan 2018 02:14:22 EST ssBPWYIv No.74051 Reply
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Ye of little creativity. The point isn't if it actually is how a soul works, the point is that you stretched your mind to consider new possibilities, getting you closer to the truth. To assume we know everything about reality is hubris.
Walter Chibberpon - Tue, 16 Jan 2018 18:57:36 EST mzGYkzLG No.74062 Reply
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i understnad
Phyllis Crillerridge - Wed, 17 Jan 2018 04:17:52 EST glKjkoNX No.74065 Reply
So how do you explain the "air loom"? Was Parliament really trying to torment that guy with magnets?
Martha Lighthood - Thu, 18 Jan 2018 23:39:35 EST ukgbwQI6 No.74073 Reply
Flat affect, not effect.
Typos totally invalidate the point, mmhmm, very relevent
Lillian Fuckingstone - Tue, 04 Dec 2018 06:09:44 EST OqDXuBRr No.75126 Reply
>>7404 when your thinking in your mind whos voice is that? who is 'hearing' that voice? and how?
Walter Hollercocke - Thu, 28 Feb 2019 02:17:49 EST aaQ4C0s5 No.75208 Reply
It isnt schizophrenia. Not every single thing you idiots can't explain is called schizophrenia.

Witchcraft is inherently destructive. Yes, even if it's "white magic".

Also you already know the answer to your own questions. The pains are paychosomatic. You are externalizing and projecting your own inner turmoil and negative emotions which are then manifesting as psychosomatic ailments. The fact you bothered to mention your teddy bear means you already know this. Then because you refuse to look at and acknowledge your own emotional pain you become confused by bot connecting the psychosomatic manifestations which appear to you consciously as completely independent while still subconsciously knowing they are all linked, and that a good deal of it goes back to your childhood. You are probably experiencing it more sharply and frequently because you are so used to using ritualization of something as an anxiety and have been made consciously aware of the fact that the rituals do nothing and are and always were a placebo effect. I would be willing to bet that the frequency of little rituals and OCD things of yours has increased substantially as a way of coping because you're simply ignoring the actual underlying fundamental problem which is why it's harder to feel better by using those things to temporarily forget. My advice? Do a light dose of acid or mushrooms and introspection with a trip sitter, or therapy.
Angus Backleson - Thu, 28 Feb 2019 07:10:15 EST M8/7PiyS No.75209 Reply

>>It isnt schizophrenia. Not every single thing you idiots can't explain is called schizophrenia.

Yes it is, talk to a doctor and they will definitely medicate you...
Rebecca Trotdock - Thu, 28 Feb 2019 21:11:03 EST aaQ4C0s5 No.75210 Reply
I'm not the person who posted the other thing you complete imbecile.
Priscilla Murrykodging - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 12:48:34 EST M8/7PiyS No.75216 Reply

why did you think I was assuming that you where, you dickhead.

I hope you get your anus ripped open by a black man so that every time you listen to hip hop it gives you ptsd
Lillian Menninghodge - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 20:49:04 EST aaQ4C0s5 No.75217 Reply
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You sound like one of the reasons I fucking hated what happened to this board tbh. It went from lots of spooky stories and interesting stuff to just random complete shitposts on every single goddamn board over the last few years. I remember many years ago when /spooky/ was actually incredibly good, in fact iirc it was still good backb in 2016
Jack Blusslefield - Tue, 05 Mar 2019 09:54:15 EST E+xhxU97 No.75220 Reply
That's bullshit. Even in 15 and the beforetime, it was mostly shitposts.
Charlotte Clendlewell - Thu, 07 Mar 2019 18:29:52 EST aaQ4C0s5 No.75221 Reply
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Maybe I'm thinking of even longer ago then, like 2013 or so. I think I'm mixing up lots of dates and years but I distinctly remember what I guess only felt like a couple years ago may have been well over six but still. We had a genuinely good board here and I remember that clearly at least. I remember the most recent thread which felt like lastyear but probably was 2013 was everytbody yellow texting spooky stories from when they were kids and it was quality af.
Lillian Binnerville - Wed, 13 Mar 2019 02:48:51 EST BlKvf8ew No.75240 Reply
This is the equivalent of Bart selling his soul.
Archie Dartway - Thu, 14 Mar 2019 11:43:54 EST E+xhxU97 No.75242 Reply
That is the only thread... it gets bumped from last page like ghost.

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