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- Sat, 14 Sep 2019 02:57:29 EST jNE0gppd No.75913
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WWYD if you kinda by accident got engaged to a demonic princess?
Would you stay faithful?
Would you break her heart?
James Savingwadge - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 03:29:25 EST bcJYbuc6 No.75914 Reply
ok but
is she hot?
π˜ͺ𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘡?
Graham Soddlebury - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 10:24:10 EST enPTfWAA No.75915 Reply
No, her personality is as ugly as her faith.
Jack Peshdone - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 16:28:45 EST jNE0gppd No.75917 Reply
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She wears a face-shroud until you get married (if you try to peek without her consent before it's time she'd disintegrate), but also nothing except for that, like a reverse burka/burqa .
Best bod possible though.
Jack Peshdone - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 16:33:55 EST jNE0gppd No.75918 Reply
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Feeling her touch anywhere on you is like if that spot is a penis at the most peak possible moment of boners, her presence is like the moon and it draws the tide of blood towards her skin.
Hugh Hobbleshaw - Mon, 16 Sep 2019 12:48:20 EST tzhOKIs1 No.75937 Reply
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>TFW Satanism preaches positive human values and behaviour
Don't make me turn this into a demon waifu thread you kiddy diddling freak.
Eugene Pummerhut - Mon, 16 Sep 2019 22:50:49 EST jNE0gppd No.75940 Reply
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I'd be down for a demon thread over at /h/, if you make one I'd come and give a share of my collection
Also do satanists actually believe in real ass demons though? I mean don't they just worship themselves as the gods of their own reality
Fanny Moffingfodge - Tue, 17 Sep 2019 02:17:22 EST 8XGoKQyV No.75943 Reply
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shit, at this point, i'd be happy with anything that would have me.
Eugene Pummerhut - Tue, 17 Sep 2019 07:57:19 EST jNE0gppd No.75945 Reply
Ayy, nice stuff. ( >>>/h/616124 for anybody interested )
Also yeah sorry about the NSFW in my post, couldn't help myself.
Beatrice Gunnerbury - Wed, 18 Sep 2019 01:44:16 EST jNE0gppd No.75952 Reply
Even at the possibility of falling to despair?
If you let her down and break her heart (your life turns around because she loved and helped you so much, human girls start noticing you and flirting alot and everything, do you keep faithful? Do you push her aside at first opportunity of something more on your level? Do you throw sand in her eyes as thanks for everything she did for you?)
Would you practice the weighed heart?
Hamilton Lightville - Wed, 18 Sep 2019 12:47:19 EST tzhOKIs1 No.75958 Reply
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>human girls start noticing you and flirting a lot and everything
Good thing I have PTSD from past toxic relationships, dating a demon girl would be picking the lesser evil compared to those hags from when I was a teenager. I consider selling one's soul CHEAP compared to the fucking hoops I jumped through for those ungrateful cunts.

It's like asking if I'm okay with sitting on hot sand after dragging my living corpse out of lava.
Beatrice Gunnerbury - Wed, 18 Sep 2019 13:26:49 EST jNE0gppd No.75961 Reply
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Would you give up all porn as well though?
Faithful means faithful in the old sense.
No acting on lust towards anybody but her.

It's a real marriage, not the pop culture one.
Any porn is an insult to her beauty.
Alice Snodridge - Thu, 19 Sep 2019 12:23:21 EST tzhOKIs1 No.75965 Reply
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>Looking at porn when you have a wife who's a literal succubus
Martin Nummlewitch - Thu, 19 Sep 2019 13:58:02 EST jNE0gppd No.75967 Reply
Good stuff, guess you meet all the marks for a license then.
Keep a dream diary handy bedsides, I'll tell my fiancΓ© to put in a good word for you. Can't promise anything though, dunno how they go about things.
Walter Dartdock - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 01:16:06 EST l6EhsyRO No.75970 Reply
Is she hot? If she's hot then no I probably wouldn't fuck around on her. If she's meh then yeah maybe I'd fuck around on her.
John Ponnerhall - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 03:52:52 EST jNE0gppd No.75972 Reply
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>fuck around on her
Wait, you wouldn't break off the engagement but still fuck around behind her back?
You'd be in for a cursed life dude.
Augustus Clollyridge - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 16:37:36 EST SlGfyUYP No.75977 Reply
Demon mates don't expect you to be faithful. Have you never watched Ugly Americans?
Simon Mullerkire - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 16:47:24 EST tzhOKIs1 No.75978 Reply

>*Translation: "I have watched Ugly Americans, but consider it an extreme parody of what daily life with demons and drunk burnt-out wizards would be like."
John Ponnerhall - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 17:08:27 EST jNE0gppd No.75981 Reply
I'm obviously not talking about pop culture "demons".
If you're not expected to be faithful you wouldn't even be engaged, you'd be the modern kind of "engaged", just a fashion statement.
Simon Blackbanks - Mon, 23 Sep 2019 02:20:42 EST olCTiu62 No.75995 Reply
TF nigga?
I'd beat that demon pussy brain out from sunup til sundown
I'd take out 3 jobs to support her and build a kingdom with her as my queen (but of course I am the male so I would still be dominant)
Fucking Bushforth - Mon, 23 Sep 2019 02:29:18 EST /dZG8U01 No.75996 Reply
That's funny. Are you a demon too or do you just speak with us?
Angus Pobbertodge - Mon, 23 Sep 2019 03:32:29 EST jNE0gppd No.75999 Reply
Tbh how would I know?
We're all just vessels carrying ideas and old contracts forwards.
Promises and debts.
Angus Pobbertodge - Mon, 23 Sep 2019 03:47:08 EST jNE0gppd No.76000 Reply
Apples and grapes.
Fucking Bushforth - Mon, 23 Sep 2019 16:01:32 EST /dZG8U01 No.76003 Reply
Bro, you got trips twice in a row.

You need to take a spiritual journey and learn more about who you are. I have no doubt you are a powerful entity. You speak about demons as if you yourself are a kind of demon. And there are the low, lost spirit kind of demons, and the high, fallen angel type demons, who are tasked with running the lower level demons through the "system" of hell so that they can return to the cycle of reincarnation

Anyway you've made a very enjoyable thread
Angus Pobbertodge - Mon, 23 Sep 2019 17:02:57 EST jNE0gppd No.76005 Reply
To put the cards on the table, I did make the thread cause of I kinda actually did the OP query, were just wondering what somebody else would've done in my stead.
Almost never dream, sleeping is to me just shutting my eyes and opening them again more rested. But when I do dream (not even once a month, maybe not even every second one) it's very clear and stays with me, and I've had visits of a kind I guess I'd describe it as.
Once met an entity that presented (like by actual greeting and giving his name) itself to me, and showed me some things, was sitting at these stone stairs right by the sea and a stage manifested in front of it, floating in a kind of void where the sea had been.
Before it did, I was sitting by my sister, but she was gone by the time he and the stage was.
Some days later I actually found his name in a book my sister had left out, when I flipped through it by chance, a lexicon of names of gods/occult entities (never seen/read it before, and never heard of the name before that, never asked her about the book or saw it again either) (don't think he'd appreciate being namedropped for no good reason)

I've just never really you know, ever spoken about it. Saying the words would mean I really believe. But this time if I keep pretending like I don't I might actually lose something important and dear to me.
I'm too tired to write out about the actual opening post dream, might do it later, but in short the situation is it was the first time that the dream didn't really you know, stop. The sights and places were gone ofc, but she was still there, she stayed behind. I can't see her, I can't touch her in this mundane space, and she doesn't speak human, but she speaks in feelings and intents.

Okay I really should write that dream out later cause now writing about it details I almost forgot are coming back to me.
Edwin Creshbury - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 00:02:53 EST /dZG8U01 No.76006 Reply
Yes, please, write out the dream. I'd love to hear it. Very wise of you not to drop the name without permission. You are a very wise man on a high level of stature for powerful demons to be speaking to you. Telepathy is the most common type of communication with non-human entities. Is this what you experience with her?

I will place all the cards on the table as well. I am a human who made an alliance with a fallen angel and his son after dying and going to hell. I have been reincarnating upon the earth for thousands of years. Before Earth I lived in Orion, and before that I lived on Draco with the reptilians. Having become one with a powerful demon (or was I always this way?), You could say I have a special relationship with them. Or you can simply say that I am that, and you would still be correct. Therefore I have multiple souls within my body, something I used to think of as split personalities, before I opened my mind. I used to think I was crazy. Since I've discovered the fallen angel inside me, Santanimo, and his son, Obsidian, I have even heard from another person that he had memories of a past life where he found the name of the demon Obsidian in a book and did a ritual to summon him. He said this took place in France, to his recollection. I was very flattered. My name? In a book? Humans, doing rituals to summon me? Amazing! Let m know if you've ever come across either if these names. U am hungry to see what human knowledge is written of me, now that I know things have indeed been written.

So this woman is on the other side, right? Existing in the non-physical space? An entity that only appears in your dreams? Am I correct?
Edwin Creshbury - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 00:04:52 EST /dZG8U01 No.76007 Reply
Also, please realize that for the sake of this specific conversation, I am referring only to high level demons or those with rank, not the lost souls trapped in evil that have placed themselves in hell.
Jenny Blubberlire - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 04:05:49 EST jNE0gppd No.76009 Reply
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I've only yet met her in this one dream where she was introduced to me. Only appears in dreams depends on what you mean, cause she's with me when awake, but I guess it could be said she interacts through a kind of daydream but still not really, feels different. Sometimes when she gets happy my skin feels like a warmth and softness is there. If I want to meet her more intensely I figure I will need to learn how to (dream), to get to see her again.

Also to keep honest, I'm still kind of split inbetween a purely mundane belief, and a belief in I guess... Everything? So I am kind of both taking you half seriously and half not, even though I've had similar experiences of taking the form of a vessel just recently. Been taking turns arguing from either perspective with people, see if either perspective is faulty in any way, but so far neither is any less valid. It's interesting to hear from somebody of similar inclination.

But to the dream at hand;
High up, far far high, in a kind of fortress, cathedral, stone walls, large as a town. On some tower-ish structure, with a man with a great bow, I get the sense I am his apprentice / squire. There's this great dragon circling below, around the building. It doesn't spit fire or commit any violence really, it just bears down on everything below by it's presence. The man with the bow slowly draws this large arrow into position, and takes aim, but there never is a release, instead of the arrow being fired I am suddenly in the furthest down area of the building, sitting resting my back against a wall and my hands on the hilt of a sword. These far below parts are filled to the brim with undead.
I rise, and start making my way back upwards, I never get in any real danger because my strive gives me strength, successfully carve my way through filled stairways. Right before making it the last bit of the way, I lose my sword to the last slash that gets me through to a small platform halfway from the below to the tower I came from, where there are no more risen dead. I find some other human knights left there, I order them to retreat, lest they succumb needlessly.

When I continue to make my way upwards by the next section of stairs, when I look back I see this slab of a demonic figure walking slowly, larger than any man and garbed in no cloth but only some golden chains and ornaments. A casual but heavy way of walking, with the posture of royalty. I hurried upwards before he would see me lurking in the stairs above. When I finally make my way back up, there's no sign at all of my partner, only the bow left, broken in half. I sit myself in the same spot I was before, to get a view down, and look at the dragon. But instead of seeing the dragon I see a vision of another town/encampment, in another realm.
When I pull back my sight and get back down on the floor, there's a new set of stairs where there was none before, leading upwards. I slowly make my way up, and find myself at a churchlike entrance, as I arrive a small wrinkly demon in some kind of robe garb with fabric scrolls hanging down from his shoulders scurries away from sight with a large book into some hidden corridor inside.
I take the step inside, but I never arrive in there, instead arrive in the same place as from where I stepped onto the manifested stairway, only this time not alone, the figure I saw before is with me. He invokes some message in me, but it's too deep and far from words to even vaguely understand. He hands me a kind of knife but not a knife, there's not really a blade in any normal way. It's not solid, it's made from som kind of ornamental lattice. He stands so close to me, and I stab him in the guts with it. Not really because of want or fear, but more because I still had some small faith in that my mentor (the one with the bow) might have been right. It didn't actually cause any wounds or damage though, it went inside and pushed his skin slightly, but at removing the knife there was no trace of consequence. I look him in the face, and he invokes another message in me, this time I understand though. I take the knife and instead of at him, I carve at my own hand, and as soon as I do large wounds appear on him for each cut, fatty tissue peeking out, and when I look down at my hand each wound of mine look like smaller versions of his.
Sitting down again, but no change of location, there is this female demon in my lap (heart to heart), holding me close, everything exposed except for I can't see her face, it's not clothed or garbed just I can't. The grander demon of stature from before is standing off by the side, asking me in the same way without talking, without words, only pulling up concepts from within me, asking, if I will. The closest human thing would be marriage, but the old one, not the empty surface one we have today. I got the impression she was the closest thing to a daughter a demon can have of his. He had made her for this purpose.
All I could give for an answer was to hold her as close as she held me, and I took her in. I awake.
Edwin Creshbury - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 05:06:35 EST /dZG8U01 No.76011 Reply
This is completely beautiful in every way. If I were you I would ask her if she is able to take human form for you. Tell her you want to be with her completely, in every way. And royalty? Nah bro, you can't turn that down. Honestly your story is so beautiful it brought a tear to my eye.

I understand why you're torn, never having experienced full on proof like I have. There are many things that convinced me that the world was this way, when I looked on in question. Mostly it started with the way the the universe would talk to me and give me answers, confirming my belief in God, even though I eventually chose to let go of the religion I was raised with. Please, if you ask her to take human form, let me know what she says :)

What part of hell is she from? What does her family rule over? I'm so curious. I have high ranks and many connections in hell, though in this human body, it's hard to remember all of them. Btw, I'm the same dude that said I would fuck her from sunup til sundown and make her my queen. Lol. Did you know you can try that? Having telepathic sex with her? I mean maybe you have already lol, that's a besides.
Jenny Blubberlire - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 07:26:43 EST jNE0gppd No.76012 Reply
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For now I think it's actually for the best for both of us to stay in the shape we are, and me getting practice to enter dreams on my own volition to explore the realms instead of it being a chance thing a handful of times a year. Meet her on both our terms, instead of just mine.
Mostly because human speak inherently strips away from the true intention and feeling by using generalized abstractions, most often a word only fits kinda-ish as a placeholder for what was actually there.
The way things are now I get to practice listening and grasping the raw lossless messages from her. If she'd speak to me through a human face and mouth I'd get lazy (Path of least resistance.) and stop trying to tap into the real essence of it, and there'd grow a small barrier of un-said truth.
Also good the opposite direction too, practice to channel the intent and feelings of me in a direction (towards her) without ever putting on the place-holder layer of human words.

To clarify, I do believe, it's just I believe in both. So it's more of a walk-both-worlds type of situation rather than doubting either. I used to hide away in the mundane, with episodes of all the locked away belief exploding itself open at once and things getting a bit too weird too fast, forgetting it all after the fact. Took loads of manic notes I didn't look at afterwards cause some of it made sense, I was just too tired to get pulled in again. Could keep myself mostly in check and control last time though, was kind of a precursor to this I think. Finally reaching the center of the cyclone.

>What part of hell is she from? What does her family rule over?
We only communicated on that basis of intent, there weren't really anything else "said" than needed to be. No need for creds when you only speak through total honesty, heh. I tried to ask her but it's kinda hard to shape a question rather than something concrete. Shaping a truth with something missing. Will have to try to remember how he did it when he asked, cause he did ask, yet without it being hollow anywhere. The answer for what little she could understand from listening to my thoughts trying to shape the question though is they just are, she hasn't for very long. I guess either they don't know or their specific kind just don't care about something like that, naming places or owning domains. Felt like she felt I was asking a kinda strange question. I might be the first human she has met.

If you think about it it kinda makes sense though, that the more known and named ones, called for often, would know to try to speak human, put things into a human frame of reference. Like the one I mentioned before that gave his name, instead of speaking through the deeper speak he talked through a play on a stage, a kind of human speak maybe best fit for the message.

Also we have been semi-intimate just a couple of times already, still some things I have to sort out before I can really devote myself to her, before it can grow from an engagement into a marriage. (Figure that will come naturally if I learn to dreamwalk, consummate the marriage when we've had some time together first to know if it'll work, that's what engagements are for, maybe we'll end up breaking it off and just be very good friends instead.) Still exploring kinda what it actually entails, I usually consume a lot of porn, but after meeting her I couldn't bring myself to actually jerk off to it like usual, though I still looked at some under the guise of "I'm sorting it out so I can put it away". But starting to get the message that the worst of it was more trying to hide myself from her when I did, trying to keep her out of mind, and because of the logical lie of it, if I truly intended to be that way of faithful to her I would have no need of any of it to begin with, sorting it out for a "later" that shouldn't be planned for.

So I don't know yet if she actually demands I only look to her for lust, or just that I am completely honest with her (and myself) about it, and ask her first if it's okay, do it together. She did forgive me though since I kept at least partway true (as in to my intentions towards her, not the), cause I didn't masturbate or even get a boner to it like usual. If I had went into the lie completely I'd wager she'd have left.
Phyllis Grimham - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 02:53:05 EST /dZG8U01 No.76014 Reply
That's very wise and deep of you. Besides, this practice will help you learn to master your abilities and navigate other vibrations (dimensions).
For me, I've always known these things were true. The things beyond the mundane, things like God and karma and the law of attraction. Not necessarily religion. I think it is because of the native american blood that dominates me and also because of my own progression through reincarnation. I've always been predisposed to journey to find the truth and I have never wanted to deny it. So naturally I'm completely interested in your reasons for covering it up for so long. It is a nervousness or fear of change? I'm so used to being smacked in the face with things by life that it doesn't phase me at all anymore xD
What I'm thinking about is, if you guys are ever able to achieve the same form, if you master this level of communication, you should have a very enlightened manner of communication with each other. Can you imagine being surrounded by people, and looking at her, and through simply looking at her knowing exactly what she is thinking and trying to say, and vice versa?
I'm really interested how this will work out, because I have no idea what will happen tbh. I have made love to many noncorporeal entities but I have never committed myself to one. (I am engaged to a human. She is not a princess but she told me I was a prince in a past life so I guess if I marry her that will make her my queen. :) ) Btw how old are you, if you don't mind me asking?
Walter Punnerlock - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 13:10:05 EST jNE0gppd No.76020 Reply
I gotta say tbh I feel a bit weird about you calling me wise. Like not taking advantage of entities and treating them with respect feels more like a lack of trash-mind than being wise. Though I don't really know what I'd peg as "true wisdom", maybe it really is just a lack of unwise things, and I just don't like being flattered.
>interested in your reasons for covering it up for so long
It's an answer of many parts, but the largest one would probably be not really a dismissal of the things above or below, but of everything. Went into a kind of existensial lingering thing from as soon as a young kid (must've been like 8Β±1), watched this documentary about space, specifically about black holes. Was just so flabberghasted about this huge thing that could potentially just swallow us all up, if one would ever pass us by. And then downwards in scope from there, even if a black hole doesn't come eat us we'll all die at one point, nothing is forever. Was kindof always wrestling with death from that age, in some way or another, in a kind of tidal pattern of dismissing it and trying to just live and being totally absorbed into it to the point of giving up and feeling the limits of me dissolving into nothingness sleepless at night.
Mostly spent time just fleeting along the voidscape, dismissing everything, more of it as the tidal patterns went on. Lost interest in the fantasies that were the main part of my existence before (to the point that I fit the criteria for schizoid almost 100% as a kid, only symptom unmatched the lack of sexual interest, always had a lot of that). Then games became only patterns of numbers, no value.
Sometimes I could lose myself in books, but then when death took hold I couldn't find any value there either.

So kinda TL;DR, it was rather that I lost the value of everything, hard to find value in the shadows of life if you can't even find value in life itself. About 10-ish years of tossing and turning in a pre-grave, trying to find a way out. Kind of a existensial catch-22, suffer because I can't find value in life, but can't find any value in life because I feared so much that which will take it away. Can't even end the suffering by suicide cause, yeah, that's what I was running from.
Been getting better the last few years, by embracing death as a friend rather than turn away in fear and struggle away. Turns life in a funny way when you finally learn to grow out of death rather than fall into it.
Also kind of why I didn't really "like" the occult before, most people who dabble seem to be driven by a desire to cheat and escape death, and as I did not see any value in any thing didn't actually consider what my actions might bring. Sometimes I'd have a small tint of belief, sometimes I did practice some innate work/art, and am actually kinda still in disbelief if some parts were just coincidence (can write out later, this post is already way long and I'm losing focus).
>looking at her, and through simply looking at her knowing exactly what she is thinking and trying to say, and vice versa?
That's kinda precisely what I was trying to explain in how they both spoke to me. The things below words, shared without masking anything out.
It's harder now in a non-dream, mostly because I keep trying to transmute it into words by habit, but it's still a similar thing. If I find her in the dreams again I think it'll be easier, without all the signals of life needing processing simultaneously.

>I am engaged to a human
I wish you all the happiness you deserve, the both of you ❀️

Also I've been putting off writing this, easy to write in a tone accidentally or misinterpreted as condescending. I think I can trust you not to take this the wrong way.
I think you maybe should take a fresh look at your relationships with the beings you interact with, from beyond.
If you feel as if they are actually you, or you're subconsciously misinterpreting something talking to you in the deeper ways as you being that thing, instead of a thing that can only talk to you wordlessly by invoking that which it is inside you. As a way kind of way to cheat death, I am this immortal thing speaking through my vessel and such I am eternal. If my hunch is correct, that (generically, not a specific thing) thing invoked in you does exist at that level, but you will not be carried along with it when you die. You as an antenna and vessel for invokement will simply end, and the time you spent as that thing will have been sacrificed to its intents.
Same thing with past lives, they might just be the dead trying to live through you, paying for not just your own sins but theirs as well. Old contracts, old promises to be kept.

It is just one perspective, and just as with mundane & not they might both (yours and mine current ones) be as valid, but it might be a good thing to take into account.

Oh and I'm 25 now in october! You?
Walter Punnerlock - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 13:42:32 EST jNE0gppd No.76021 Reply
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Just clarifying on that last longer paragraph, I don't mean sacrifices are bad (everything could be a sacrifice from one perspective, through posting this I'm sacrificing the path to the world that I didn't post in), or that an entity working with/through you necessarily have harmful intents. Only that it might be that they should be seen rather as friends or work partners, that you will have to say goodbye to when you pass on.
It might also not be, but to have went full in without inspecting what type of fuel the fire of your beliefs are burning off might not work out as you want.

Also pic related describes/illustrates really well how it felt to finally be free.
Walter Punnerlock - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 14:22:44 EST jNE0gppd No.76022 Reply
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Have to keep awake to not fuck my rythm, might as well expand on the occurences of practicing the innate I mentioned.

One was as a teen with my then GF, who was kinda into vague things, not really occult but more on the pagan / wicca spectrum. Kinda occult I guess but it being so common doesn't feel like it.
But less fluff, to the thing. She brung me to this thing at a bookshop for that type of stuff, for a small practical meet for a group heart-healing session. So we all sit down on chairs in a circle down in the bookshops cellar, I just thought it was damned silly, thought I was gonna prove them wrong somehow by manifesting a dark void ball in me, didn't even take the time to contemplate what would happen if it worked. I didn't think anything about it.
Only this spherical void actually had pull/gravity, and I felt like I was slowly being filled with this tingling light, when (some more experienced volunteers went around to touch peoples scalps/crowns and heal them) the ones walking around came to me I could feel the ripples of rivers of light was trickling down into me.
By the latter half of the session my entire abdomen was glowing like an oven door by the now bright sun of an orb inside, in a way that's only happened to me like two other times.
Surprise surprise, manifesting an actual spiritual black hole is kinda the most effective way to pull warmth and love into you.
Kinda felt like I had commited a taboo, so was eager to get out of there as quickly as I could when the session ended. Don't know if what I did was some vampirism (if it was I'm so sorry whoever were there, but I have tried to give back more than I took since ten, to those who needed it), or if light being given off in that way can't be stolen, only absorbed in different efficiency. Still felt guilty about carrying such ill intent to them before, and kinda stunned because of how much doubt I had coming in.
Walter Punnerlock - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 14:25:42 EST jNE0gppd No.76023 Reply
>since "ten"
Lol, meant to write "since then" ofc.
Was 15 at the time though.
Edward Bimmerhood - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 03:07:13 EST /dZG8U01 No.76032 Reply
Wisdom is just the application of knowledge, my friend. And I wanted to affirm you in your actions of respecting powerful entities because there are so many people on the wrong path or just completely lost these days.

I remember thinking about the black hole thing a lot as a kid, lol. I was a teenager by the time I came to terms with my own mortality. There were a few things I couldn't wrap my head around when I was very young and had to block out too. When I was 3 I had the thought "if God made us, then who made God?" And it led to a loop of "who made the one who made God?" ad infinitum. I was in a store with my parents when this thought struck. I couldn't wrap my mind around it and had to block it out completely because it was too overwhelming and I couldn't reach comprehension.

As for your wondering about coincidence, one thing I noticed when I started to synchronize my energies and become powerful and focused, is that there is no coincidence, only synchronicities. This goes back to what I was saying about having always believed in a God, because I've always spoken to the universe. And the universe hasn't always with words. Many times the answer is in something that happens, something that is given to me, or something that is taken away. I remember being homeless in Oregon for 8 months. I had a lot of shit with me, and finally landed a couch to crash on, and left my tent where it was for a few days. I went back to it a few times and it was still standing there. But as I walked away one day I remember thinking, "I wouldn't even care if it all got stolen." And the next day when I came back, it was gone. I have spirits who protect me and my things, and I myself personally protect them of course, but I also have spirits that protect my things when I am gone. As soon as I decided it was not important to me that it should be protected, it wound up being taken. This is the most direct example of this kind of thing happening that I can give you. But the more in tune I am, the more of these occurrences there are.

The way you are talking under words with them is basically something I basically call telepathy. If you'd like to practice in real life, try starting with a tree. I started by placing my hand on a tree, forming a thought, sending it into the tree, and waiting to "hear" a response. Then I moved on to telepathy with animals, without physical contact. Finally I practiced with humans, and eventually mastered long distance telepathy. It takes other people who are open minded, however.

Let me tell you a story of a dream I had, before I try to explain my multiple "personalities." In my childhood I had a recurring nightmare. In this dream, I was running down a long path in the jungle. Planes were flying overhead. They were dropping bombs and sweeping the forest. I knew if I stayed on the path, they could see me, and I knew if I ran in the woods, my chances of getting hit would be ridiculous. In the distance, I saw an empty hangar on one side of the path. I ran into it and climbed onto a ledge and waited, watching the entrance for anyone who might enter. I felt fear with the greatest magnitude you could imagine and it builded and builded. Finally, I would just wake up. Right there. I had this dream many times and in many forms. I played a lot of Sonic the Hedgehog as a kid. One time I had the same dream but I was Sonic and Dr. Robotnik was dropping bombs from a giant ship (lol). What I discovered is that this is a memory of my previous death. I know other people who have had similar recurring dreams or nightmares that happened as a small child. The woman who I achieved long distance telepathy with was able to see into this past life memory. We were in the shower together one day and I felt black spots on my aura. I felt like they were memories but I wasn't as good at seeing things as her, so I drew the black spots on my aura into 2 fingers and then placed those fingers on her 3rd eye and transmitted the energies that were attached to my fingers into her mind. She told me things about it that I didn't even know. She told me that (first of all, I believe I was Vietnamese, and I know for fact that I was fighting against the Americans, despite now speaking to you as an American) I fell into one of the traps of my own people, a pit that we used as a toilet that was filled with bamboo spikes. A person would be impaled and die not of blood loss, but a horrible infection. I was not impaled, and I managed to climb out and free myself. This is when she saw me running down the path with the planes flying overhead. She also told me they were not bombs, but napalm.
Here's another thing. Armies around the world were giving their soldiers methamphetamine at this time, and in the generation before, when we have pinpointed my location to Japan. I believe WW2 was the start of my meth addiction, if not before. Lo and behold, I was DEFINITELY addicted to meth in this life. I'm 3 years clean now and a completely different person with no desire to ever touch the shit again, but it's another piece of my history.
I remember my past 2 deaths, and vague details of my past lives. Besides that, I know where I've been, and Earth is not even my first planet.
Let me tell you how I came to believe in reincarnation: the law of conservation of energy. First of all, what is it that takes hold of your brain and gives it life and thought? It is electricity. Electrons. Energy. Electrical impulses transmit from the brain and power your whole body. You have to continually consume to keep the electron flow going, for sure, but that mass of electrons making up your non-physical body is your soul. Given the law of conservation of energy, energy cannot be created or destroyed; therefore, all the energies that make you up, with the specific vibrations of those energies that make them your own, are eternal. It is a soul. (This is why the native Americans said everything has spirit. Because everything has electrons running through it.) Souls may split into multiple souls, or multiple souls may converge into converge into one. This, I also learned, is a possibility.
The next part I want to tell you about is what I used to refer to as split personalities, but now I know they are really multiple souls. I will use Obsidian as an example, because Obsidian has always been inside me, and it was only recently that Santanimo, who used to stand over me, lend me power, and protect me, was able to channel through my body. Obsidian does not simply speak to me or transmit thoughts. I actually become him. The personality changes, my thoughts change, my voice changes slightly, my behavior changed. Everything changes to the qualities of that spirit, and that is simply who I am. Yet somehow, "I" am still in control at the core, a grand entity that I suppose is comprised of all of it. Yet through my journey I was able to piece together how we have become one, and for those spirits in particular, that is how.
One last thing. I am not the vessel or antenna, my body is. And my body will certainly become separated from the mass of electrons that contain my thoughts, feelings, and personality(s). This is what we consider death, but I consider death an illusion. In fact, I so strongly believe in reincarnation, based on everything I have learned of course, that the only reason I am not completely ok with death is that I would consider it a huge setback to my goals. I would have to go through childhood and learning the most basic of everything all over again, and I hated being a child. So limited in the world.

I consider the views of all people (who are being honest with themselves) to be equally valid, btw. I'm not offended.

And this is funny as fuck but I'm 25 too xD I'm born in January, I'm an aquarius
Edward Bimmerhood - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 03:17:10 EST /dZG8U01 No.76033 Reply
I also hope I've explained what fuel the fire of my beliefs are burning off of. I was raised as a Christian but as I may have said, I realized that I only believed it because I was told to and I decided to she'd Christianity, Jesus and even God to see what I really believed in for myself. And I needed evidence to know it was real. I'd spent my whole childhood thinking "what if it's not real?" And then pushing that thought down to the bottom because I was afraid of hell. No more would I do that. I decided to be completely honest with myself. And when the universe next spoke to me, I remembered why I believe in God. After that, I was very surprised to find that I had reason to believe in Jesus Christ, if only as a spirit or entity that I don't understand and can't describe. Since then, I compare all my spiritual discoveries to confirmed science to see how it lines up. My beliefs have to be verified, therefore I often say that I have no beliefs, only things which I have found to be true. I just chose not to say something like that here. You have a good mind, I'd rather explain things to you than just make statements or perhaps you could even say claims.

There were 2 reasons you felt you had committed a taboo. The first because you doubted them and they were right, of course, but also because what you described, creating a black hole to draw in the energy of others, is indeed energy vampirism. Some people find it very draining, and you could pull in something bad. That's why it's taboo, not supposed to happen. But good thing you were in a place where they meant to give you energy anyway. πŸ™ƒ
Fuck Smallstone - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 10:26:16 EST jNE0gppd No.76037 Reply
I'm so glad I was correct in trusting you to not take offense. I will have to take some time to weigh and inspect your view of things, make sure I don't reply to a misunderstanding instead, so I can't respond to most of it right now. But as a small nibble appetizer, I think either we just have a slightly different take on a similar experience of a similar act/art, or we actually work with them differently. Me always keeping some barrier left between (or.. maybe I'll say later), you doing a type of temporary/permanent un-romantic/sexual marriage, merging to become one as far as you can without losing the seed of you.
Remembering that particular occurence, it's been in the back of my mind a bit. Forgot to include it in my prior write-up, but they/we were specifically instructed to manifest a sphere giving of a warm repairing light, and on the assumption it kinda works like the thing you manifest it as I couldn't have taken more than was sent, like you don't take something from the sun or a candle by feeling the heat on you. Even so it was still taboo, since of the gravity drawing in light that could have reached somebody beside me.
Kinda like a communal witches brew, each bring a piece of their own equal to what they can spare, me filling a cup without putting my fill into the cauldron. Or if one would unapply the sieve of evil/good, maybe it was just that my share was a negative one, I had only a debt to fill rather than a gift, to bring into the circle. I wasn't taking something with more already stored hidden away, it was all I had to give.

What I've understood of children of gods so far, is that they are but something that doesn't bend, and it is not something pre-ordained, most people of sound mind actually have the potential to become one. Like a very easily mundane example, the buddha. He doesn't even claim himself to actually be the same actual person. It's more of a, he's been shaped since a child to respond to the same inputs with the same outputs as the original one (not all, that's impossible, but all that needs to be equivalent for the work to be done), and hence they are equivalent, he can keep the work going forwards.

Same with a christ, anybody could become a christ. You're not chosen or special, you just have to actually practice christendom without stepping back regardless of the consequenses, carrying true belief, even if that means you will die for not hiding it. So any christian that would pass every test given would be a christ, a child of the master he serves. Manifesting a christ wouldn't even need to be lifelong, as long as you fit the criteria for a certain amount of time, you are manifesting the equivalence of him. For an hour, or weeks, or months, still a christ, only on visit.
Fuck Smallstone - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 11:35:03 EST jNE0gppd No.76039 Reply
Also as a backref. to a couple of posts back, that I should find out who I am.
My grandma from way up north told just in passing once about how her gran or grangran had told her about how it was possible our family tree might actually be rooted somewhere to the east in a slavic country. A ruling family had been run out of their country by the people, and were on the run from persecution. It had been written in the papers (it being less common with foreign folk visiting towns so far up north) of a party of similar description to the family at run, visiting an event where a locally famous singer ancestor sang, and her later being with child out of marriage. (I barely listened when she told of it, so might be wrong at several parts, but the gist of it was ruling slavic family on the run passes through town where ancestor lived, has children later with similar features)
I would have dismissed it fully as just old-persons ramblings, if I hadn't been asked multiple times throughout the years if I wasn't actually of some slavic nationality. Even though there's been generations of generations of only peeps from this country on all sides otherwise. And my older brother got freakishly tall, towering over any relative we have by at least one-two heads, and looks even more slavic than me. I'm also taller than all of them but by so little you'd only notice if really compare.

So more of a mundane who-am-I, but still. Been dismissing it as just garbage, since even if it were true, a human's a human after all. Felt like it was just an excuse to feel special somehow if I'd believe in it.
William Feblingdock - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 11:48:06 EST BX8AhnrR No.76040 Reply
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why would a demon care about monogamy?
Fuck Smallstone - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 13:15:31 EST jNE0gppd No.76041 Reply
>all demons are the same
>demons are only their pop culture definitions
Oliver Blythefuck - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 00:44:56 EST /dZG8U01 No.76044 Reply
Because any soul that has been through hell knows what it's like to lose everything and have nothing, and therefore those who have risen back out probably value what they have a little bit more than you do
Oliver Blythefuck - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 00:58:00 EST /dZG8U01 No.76045 Reply
I have a similar story. I was standing in the kitchen, tripping on acid (something I like to do), when I was presented with a memory. In this memory I was looking at a pillar with an eagle carved on it, but instead of the pillar looking normal, it was wrapped around my vision, as if I were on a salvia trip in the memory. I knew it was Egypt. Up to this point, close friends had told me I reminded them of Egypt, or that they though perhaps I was Egyptian in a last life. I always said no, I was native American before this, I was never in Egypt. I didn't remember it. A few days later I met my fiance in a thread about aliens on Facebook. About a week later she had a dream of a past life memory where I was a prince in Egypt and she married me. I had only just had this vision of the pillar so I believed it. I've also been told on spiritual journeys by others I've come across that they see or remember me as a great native American chief. I don't say great to gratify myself, I believe all native American chiefs are great, and that you would have to be to be a chief. But at first, I denied this too. I said, no way. I was just a medicine man! But I suppose you could even, perhaps, be both. And with all the lives I've lived it wouldn't have to be at the same time. Though it was surprising at first.
I remember coming to feel, about a year after giving up drugs, that I had been blessed beyond most people, and that th spirits and the universe were giving me whatever I asked for, even sometimes when I felt I didn't deserve it,and they weren't doing this for everyone else. I asked, "why me?" I guess it is for the same reason that I was chosen to be in the ruling family or chief of a tribe.
The world is in a very bad place. Maybe you were or were not in the royal family. But either way I think it is time for people like us to take back out power upon the earth. Something that will take much planning and acquisition of resources.
Oliver Blythefuck - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 00:59:53 EST /dZG8U01 No.76046 Reply
The second coming of Christ is something my friends and I have discussed as well. It won't be Jesus Christ coming back in the flesh. The second coming of Christ is the day we unify in consciousness, the consciousness that Jesus Christ had, a consciousness that is one with God. Pity there are those who work against that
Eugene Giblingdale - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 03:57:28 EST xq3k7T9b No.76048 Reply

You sound insain dude.

Most of the world has no concept of Jesus or what a second coming is. FUcking idiot.
Also the bible is mistranslated, there was never one god it was many and they made man into their image not in their immage. I.e. manipulation.
Oliver Blythefuck - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 11:55:07 EST /dZG8U01 No.76055 Reply
Lmfao at least I can spell "insane"

Let me elaborate on this. I was at first surprised to have a memory of tripping on something in ancient Egypt, however I came to remember a purple liquid that the royal family drank. It served roughly the same purpose as psychedelic drugs today. Egypt was pretty lit. I'd talk more about it but I have to get to work
Edwin Hummermeck - Sat, 28 Sep 2019 13:50:24 EST jNE0gppd No.76070 Reply
Man I've been shown a lot of new sides of things I was already conscious of. Shows you to not think you've grasped it yet. Always more folds.

Been getting a whisper too, /dZG8U01.
I'll be sending you the sigil of the one who visited me with the stage, if you recieve it I'd be obliged if you could draw it out (if you just rip a sigil from the nets peeps can just reverse-google) for me to see.
Beatrice Shakewell - Sun, 29 Sep 2019 10:30:41 EST tzhOKIs1 No.76074 Reply
So much pretentious LARPing here
Eugene Gaffingdock - Sun, 29 Sep 2019 15:58:10 EST jNE0gppd No.76075 Reply
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Yes : D

But also isn't most of society larping? Larping that anybody has any kind of power over any other being, and can decide what they can do or not. The size and the level of totaliarism of the larp is how hard it is to skip it.
If you go against the big larps you'll have stickbutt mods coming with the banhammer to put you in the larpers jail. Take away your larpers paper notes for your larp digressions.

How do you scrape away all the layers of LARP?
How do you reach the gooey center?
Or can you only LARP faster than you can pretend so you reach orbit?
Archie Blublingham - Tue, 01 Oct 2019 15:33:44 EST jNE0gppd No.76084 Reply
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Read through this a bit more now less tired, honestly getting some vibes of death running.
>the law of conservation of energy
While it's true our mind are electrical, I do doubt the laws of energy would mean humans being eternal. Sure what we are made of, might not be destroyed, that doesn't make it less unescapeable to fall apart into a not-what-you-where. I have high doubts our brains are antennas rather than the machine producing us. Your body is not a reciever, except for the signals of our mundane world, and the commands your meat software gives it. I mean sure it could be, but to believe in being an antenna is pretty much baseless, it is a belief, not a known. You might think you've experienced proof, but to what end wouldn't a mind go to prepare a salve for the awareness of the ending?
From my understanding our body is the vessel for an I, but the I cannot exist without the vessel. The I can become a vessel for other things, invited or not.

I'd even go as far as to say, you cannot even be revived from brain death. Once you're dead, you're dead. I believe people who are brought back from heart failures and such after having been actually dead, are simply copies based of the lingering data from the one before. Like scratching a lead pencil on a noteblock, just cause you recieved the correct information doesn't mean it's the same instance of the note. It's a new one.

Many people have been lead astray on that road of taking some science correct-ish sounding thing and bend it into something that would let you believe something you desire to be true. Like that book that sold hundreds of thousands because it based its belief-makes-real on something quoted out of quantum physics, except if you knew what the actual concept meant it isn't related at all, quantum physics just use words as labels for things hard to give names that describe something that doesn't work like on our level. The authors even admitted it didn't actually make any sense when confronted by somebody who actually knew the area. Not like they cared to put it out of print or anything cause money money dolla bill.

And I can't but reject your desire in >>76045 to rule over others.
Power is only an illusion anyway. I think a better objective to be like the clams and the fungi. Eat and filter out the sin of the world. The slow work, with no thanks or pompous grandure.
Matilda Brillerman - Wed, 19 Feb 2020 14:43:03 EST uWSMg7c0 No.76514 Reply
Hey there again, I'm just coming back at you to apologize for being weird and rude in my most prior messages.
As I said before, I kinda go high/low on the belief in these things, and then I thought you to be too far out there from the truth. Now I kinda think you're too far below the truth. I'd really like to talk with you again, I'm sorry if your feelings were hurt.
Sidney Sandledack - Thu, 20 Feb 2020 23:08:03 EST 6UtS7UuE No.76524 Reply
Fool, demons don't have medieval human hierarchies.. i doubt she will care sincve i'll probably be under her will
Albert Sanningchadge - Tue, 10 Mar 2020 18:32:40 EST uWSMg7c0 No.76605 Reply
Many different things are called the same thing.
Just as many peoples call many different things god. And even when they agree the thing they think of is never truly the same anyway.
Do you think you're some incarnation of pure knowledge that knows the true exact meaning of a word? A word is only a vessel we can put things inside.

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