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Wisdom is just the application of knowledge, my friend. And I wanted to affirm you in your actions of respecting powerful entities because there are so many people on the wrong path or just completely lost these days.
I remember thinking about the black hole thing a lot as a kid, lol. I was a teenager by the time I came to terms with my own mortality. There were a few things I couldn't wrap my head around when I was very young and had to block out too. When I was 3 I had the thought "if God made us, then who made God?" And it led to a loop of "who made the one who made God?" ad infinitum. I was in a store with my parents when this thought struck. I couldn't wrap my mind around it and had to block it out completely because it was too overwhelming and I couldn't reach comprehension.
As for your wondering about coincidence, one thing I noticed when I started to synchronize my energies and become powerful and focused, is that there is no coincidence, only synchronicities. This goes back to what I was saying about having always believed in a God, because I've always spoken to the universe. And the universe hasn't always with words. Many times the answer is in something that happens, something that is given to me, or something that is taken away. I remember being homeless in Oregon for 8 months. I had a lot of shit with me, and finally landed a couch to crash on, and left my tent where it was for a few days. I went back to it a few times and it was still standing there. But as I walked away one day I remember thinking, "I wouldn't even care if it all got stolen." And the next day when I came back, it was gone. I have spirits who protect me and my things, and I myself personally protect them of course, but I also have spirits that protect my things when I am gone. As soon as I decided it was not important to me that it should be protected, it wound up being taken. This is the most direct example of this kind of thing happening that I can give you. But the more in tune I am, the more of these occurrences there are.
The way you are talking under words with them is basically something I basically call telepathy. If you'd like to practice in real life, try starting with a tree. I started by placing my hand on a tree, forming a thought, sending it into the tree, and waiting to "hear" a response. Then I moved on to telepathy with animals, without physical contact. Finally I practiced with humans, and eventually mastered long distance telepathy. It takes other people who are open minded, however.
Let me tell you a story of a dream I had, before I try to explain my multiple "personalities." In my childhood I had a recurring nightmare. In this dream, I was running down a long path in the jungle. Planes were flying overhead. They were dropping bombs and sweeping the forest. I knew if I stayed on the path, they could see me, and I knew if I ran in the woods, my chances of getting hit would be ridiculous. In the distance, I saw an empty hangar on one side of the path. I ran into it and climbed onto a ledge and waited, watching the entrance for anyone who might enter. I felt fear with the greatest magnitude you could imagine and it builded and builded. Finally, I would just wake up. Right there. I had this dream many times and in many forms. I played a lot of Sonic the Hedgehog as a kid. One time I had the same dream but I was Sonic and Dr. Robotnik was dropping bombs from a giant ship (lol). What I discovered is that this is a memory of my previous death. I know other people who have had similar recurring dreams or nightmares that happened as a small child. The woman who I achieved long distance telepathy with was able to see into this past life memory. We were in the shower together one day and I felt black spots on my aura. I felt like they were memories but I wasn't as good at seeing things as her, so I drew the black spots on my aura into 2 fingers and then placed those fingers on her 3rd eye and transmitted the energies that were attached to my fingers into her mind. She told me things about it that I didn't even know. She told me that (first of all, I believe I was Vietnamese, and I know for fact that I was fighting against the Americans, despite now speaking to you as an American) I fell into one of the traps of my own people, a pit that we used as a toilet that was filled with bamboo spikes. A person would be impaled and die not of blood loss, but a horrible infection. I was not impaled, and I managed to climb out and free myself. This is when she saw me running down the path with the planes flying overhead. She also told me they were not bombs, but napalm.
Here's another thing. Armies around the world were giving their soldiers methamphetamine at this time, and in the generation before, when we have pinpointed my location to Japan. I believe WW2 was the start of my meth addiction, if not before. Lo and behold, I was DEFINITELY addicted to meth in this life. I'm 3 years clean now and a completely different person with no desire to ever touch the shit again, but it's another piece of my history.
I remember my past 2 deaths, and vague details of my past lives. Besides that, I know where I've been, and Earth is not even my first planet.
Let me tell you how I came to believe in reincarnation: the law of conservation of energy. First of all, what is it that takes hold of your brain and gives it life and thought? It is electricity. Electrons. Energy. Electrical impulses transmit from the brain and power your whole body. You have to continually consume to keep the electron flow going, for sure, but that mass of electrons making up your non-physical body is your soul. Given the law of conservation of energy, energy cannot be created or destroyed; therefore, all the energies that make you up, with the specific vibrations of those energies that make them your own, are eternal. It is a soul. (This is why the native Americans said everything has spirit. Because everything has electrons running through it.) Souls may split into multiple souls, or multiple souls may converge into converge into one. This, I also learned, is a possibility.
The next part I want to tell you about is what I used to refer to as split personalities, but now I know they are really multiple souls. I will use Obsidian as an example, because Obsidian has always been inside me, and it was only recently that Santanimo, who used to stand over me, lend me power, and protect me, was able to channel through my body. Obsidian does not simply speak to me or transmit thoughts. I actually become him. The personality changes, my thoughts change, my voice changes slightly, my behavior changed. Everything changes to the qualities of that spirit, and that is simply who I am. Yet somehow, "I" am still in control at the core, a grand entity that I suppose is comprised of all of it. Yet through my journey I was able to piece together how we have become one, and for those spirits in particular, that is how.
One last thing. I am not the vessel or antenna, my body is. And my body will certainly become separated from the mass of electrons that contain my thoughts, feelings, and personality(s). This is what we consider death, but I consider death an illusion. In fact, I so strongly believe in reincarnation, based on everything I have learned of course, that the only reason I am not completely ok with death is that I would consider it a huge setback to my goals. I would have to go through childhood and learning the most basic of everything all over again, and I hated being a child. So limited in the world.
I consider the views of all people (who are being honest with themselves) to be equally valid, btw. I'm not offended.
And this is funny as fuck but I'm 25 too xD I'm born in January, I'm an aquarius