I keep falling for the lies of lust. Sexual desire. Everytime theres post orgasm clarity I am as ashamed of my filth and wish to never engage in such activities. But the longer I stay clean from onanism the sirens song becomes ever more loud and at some point I start listening to it with its persuasive arguments and crash. Only to find the arguments debunked and void of substance the moment I relapse. Why do I keep falling for the same lies? It are always the same arguments the sirens give (though sometimes they get creative with new arguments). How to keep falling for their melody?
