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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated June 12 [TaimaTV Update])
nervous about meth Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Graham Honderstudging - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 11:59:59 EST ID:ZXrqATw1 No.291130
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background: adderall lover (30-60mg a day medicinally, ~120mg for all night work, 7 years of scattered experience)

i seem to have ADHD, never diagnosed. i use adderall to work my ass off. messed around with dexedrine while i could get it. i buy a friends script every month and i always run out too early.

after going back and forth, i've ordered a gram of crystal.

from what i understand if i can stick to dosing it orally, or at the very most snorting it, i should be able to use it responsibly.

initially i loved the idea of smoking it but after looking into it; it seems pretty dangerous in terms of the physical aspects (my teeth are all in tact but i don't take the best care of them), and the psychological aspects.

really nervous about trying crystal, it seems my intellectual drug friendly associates understand it can be easily used responsibly. however the stigma of this drug is extremely heavy. so many people say it's not worth it.

my best plan so far is to dose 50mg orally in the morning once i have it and see how that goes. not sure how my tolerance from addy is going to factor in.

not sure if making a mistake. looking from perspective from people that used pharmaceutical stims medicinally but also recreationally and then tried meth.

tl dr; addy user orders meth and is scared
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Nathaniel Bellywater - Sun, 16 Jun 2019 00:30:21 EST ID:WJP1Lvla No.291174 Ignore Report Reply
People talking about how bad smoking it is are over selling it. I've smoked it 3 or 4 times and snorted it dozens of times and shot it a couple of times and obviously I've craved it but I never even got to the point where I was doing it more than once or MAYBE twice a week and usually I kept it to a few times month. This whole time I was able to keep a stash and just not tap into it.

The secret is of course a time delay safe, plan your redoses then lock that bitch up for 72 hours. Easy. Have downers for the come down/day after and bam you're not addicted to meth.

Honestly smoking MDPV is WAAAAAY more addictive than smoking meth or even crack and I still didn't completely destroy my life on it, I just came to the conclusion I can't dabble regularly in it or any other cathinones anymore but I still pick up a gram here and there for a bender

I do a lot of drugs though so idk if I'm what you'd call a tweaker I mean I don't know if I could stop because I never have but I keep my use down to once or twice every couple weeks these days and it's been like that for a while with breaks for months here and there
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Shit Worthingstock - Sun, 16 Jun 2019 10:11:28 EST ID:ZXrqATw1 No.291176 Ignore Report Reply
OP here, meth is really not that crazy. also smoking it is too much of a pain in the ass to get addicted too anyway. looking forward to just regular oral dosing and the occasional bump
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IPLEADtheFIFTH - Sun, 16 Jun 2019 16:32:59 EST ID:D8tqkJ9E No.291177 Ignore Report Reply
>>291130
your already carrying around a dirty ua for amphetamines, honestly the dangers in meth is too much too often. its long term effects aren't the best either. its just easier to abuse becuase of the added euphoria and potency over adderall.


Thoughts on amphetamine Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Ernest Homblewill - Sun, 26 May 2019 20:04:44 EST ID:4bB/3uKi No.290974
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Until a couple of weeks ago, the only stimulants I had ever tried were caffeine and MDMA (LSD and 2C-B are somewhat stimulating but can't really be called stimulants). I got 2 grams of racemic amphetamine sulphate from a DNM. Obviously, euro speed is known for being impure and cut with dextrose, caffeine and a bunch of other shit, but based on reviews and forum threads, this was some good stuff as far as DNM speed goes. It was perfectly white, dry and coarse (first time I ever use that word).

I've done it four times now and just wanna write a little bit about my experience with it.

Before trying it, my plan was to not redose at all. It didn't take long for me to understand why people who use this stuff binge for days. The enjoyable effects seem to last around three hours *at most*, and the desire to snort more speed comes very soon after the inital dose. My compromise has been to do a couple of lines until I feel I've had enough, wait around three hours, then take about the same amount again, but no redosing after that.

The initial, positive effects are a mild euphoria (I thought it would be a lot stronger), a somewhat MDMA-like empathy, feeling energized and chatty. Most of these effects seem to fade within 2-3 hours, and you're left with a strong urge to do more speed, cold hands and feet, mild anxiety and an uncomfortable feeling where the body feels stimulated but the brain tired and a bit out of it. Because of this it feels pointless to do speed without redosing at least once, since you're just gonna feel kinda good for 2-3 hours and kinda uncomfortable and shitty for 5-6 hours.

While I do enjoy it somewhat, I don't really understand how people manage to become addicted to this stuff. There are a lot of undesirable and uncomfortable side effects to deal with and the payoff is a rather mild, fleeting euphoria. In addition to the stuff I mentioned above, you're unable to eat properly (which could mean stomach pain when you come down). You can't get an erection but you're really horny, so you end up jerking your flaccid dick to the most depraved porn. The day after, even if you manage to get adequate sleep, you're gonna feel kinda worn out. The undersired effects are just too much for me to imagine I would ever wanna do this daily. (I guess feeling this way makes it less likely I'll become a speed addict, which is good.)

I thought the chattiness induced by amphetamine would make it a great drug to take before going to a party, but the short duration of the enjoyable effects kinda ruins it. I wouldn't wanna bring speed with me to snort in the bathroom every other hour, which would kinda be required in order to not start coming down while still at the party.

Another thing, two times I've taken it while recovering from a cold. Both times, I've become more sick the day after. The first time I stupidly thought this might have been a coincidence, so a few days later when I was feeling better again I did some speed, but predictably, it made me more sick the day after again. So stay away from speed if you've got a cold, I guess.

I don't know, this is kind of a blogpost. Maybe it could spawn some interesting discussion, otherwise just ignore.
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Angus Ninderham - Fri, 14 Jun 2019 17:03:02 EST ID:Lj/ERqqX No.291163 Ignore Report Reply
what country are you in? sounds just like the speed i got here (russia) ive done Adderall and Vvanse and i hated vvanse while adderall was good. everything is as you say with this white ass amph except i dont fully come down enough to sleep for about 10-18 hours after dosing depending on dose. btw dont snort it it works better oral or plugged imo. and yeah i cant see myself ever being a speed addict ive had this gram for 2 months and still have like .25-.3 despite using it like 5-6 big doses and another 7-8 micro doses (just as a medicine kinda thing for busy/stressful days) snorting i feel i need to take 3x as much and i dont even feel effects until the drip happens which tastes terrible and likely just turns to oral anyway. i got mine from xtc market. amph v3.0 but ive also tried another amph previous that was alot less potent but felt alittle different too. i feel more burned oout on this amph but i only need like 40-70mg while the other id need atleast 100
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Phineas Sunkinham - Fri, 14 Jun 2019 18:27:07 EST ID:Bp5p7C+C No.291164 Ignore Report Reply
>>291163
>gram lasting for months
meanwhile in oter parts of europe 1 g lasts for a day
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Edwin Hubbleham - Sun, 16 Jun 2019 01:37:28 EST ID:4bB/3uKi No.291175 Ignore Report Reply
OP here. So uh, the other day me and a friend did a bunch of speed in the middle of the night. Stupidly, we didn't have much concern for how much we were consuming and just redosed whenever. Sometime early in the morning, I noticed my heart beating really hard and fast and I started having trouble breathing/shortness of breath (dyspnea). Then at one point I started feeling a cold sensation and some pain in my chest, while I got lightheaded and thought I was about to pass out. For a second I panicked and thought I needed to go to the hospital, but after I stood up, walked around for a bit and took a few deep breaths it went away (although the dyspnea remained and my heart was still beating very fast). Did I just fucking overdose on speed?

I'm not sure if the pain in the chest was a symptom of the stress the amphetamine put on my heart, or if it was a symptom of a brief amphetamine induced panic attack. People who experience panic/anxiety attacks describe chest pain that sounds similar to what I experienced. Maybe it was a bit of both. Either way it fucking scared me so I'm definitely gonna stop redosing every 30 minutes like an idiot.

>>291163
>what country are you in?
Sweden.

>i dont fully come down enough to sleep for about 10-18 hours
Isn't that weird? If it lasts over 10 hours it might be some other stimulant (or regular amphetamine cut with some other stimulant).


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Phineas Dangerwell - Fri, 22 Mar 2019 22:43:40 EST ID:YyTPWBCu No.289916
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seeing as the current BWS thread is nearly a year old I figured now would be the time to start a new one

40mg dexamph. feels good man
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George Dipperville - Sat, 15 Jun 2019 21:21:00 EST ID:w3m9ZBNc No.291171 Ignore Report Reply
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DON'T DO IT
D D D DON'T DO IT
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Albert Biffingkutch - Sat, 15 Jun 2019 22:14:15 EST ID:uUZNU8iC No.291172 Ignore Report Reply
Slammed with a new friend today, sucked and then rode his dick to completion then spun in place and masturbated. Wish I had been able to suck more dick.
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Nathaniel Bellywater - Sun, 16 Jun 2019 00:24:17 EST ID:WJP1Lvla No.291173 Ignore Report Reply
>>291172
really wish there was a convenient way to find people down for PnP without getting AIDS

like grindr but only for people who A. want to do meth and B. do not have HIV/AIDS


Why is GHB and stims such a god combo? Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Ernest Gupperhood - Fri, 14 Jun 2019 22:40:27 EST ID:9IyZc4x2 No.291165
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I've done a lot of downers with stims as a combo, but no other has truly synergized and produce. It also makes you horny like no other.

It's interesting because GHB supposedly inhibits dopamine like other gaba-b drugs, but then why does it go so well with stims then?


Roommate is Shitting Everywhere Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Esther Cecklewudging - Thu, 04 Apr 2019 20:45:11 EST ID:+m2TUOm6 No.290132
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My roommate is freaking out. He’s literally going crazy and every few days will be so out of his mind that I will wake up and notice that he shit in the cupboards, shower, on the driveway, sometimes he spreads it on the walls, and now he just recently shit in the dryer.

What the fuck should I do?
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Charles Fandlededge - Sun, 09 Jun 2019 18:01:29 EST ID:8y5kXwZF No.291121 Ignore Report Reply
>>291069
imagine being so stupid to think that drug addicts pay fucking medical bills.

because yeah every junkie who gets out of the ER after an OD for instance goes and gets a job and a payment plan.

lmfao, those bills mean nothing.
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Phoebe Greenhall - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 06:20:10 EST ID:SMT1+XhK No.291128 Ignore Report Reply
>>291121
you sound dumb as a rock
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Fucking Nicklestone - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 18:18:23 EST ID:sVSKLIoA No.291159 Ignore Report Reply
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>>290828
>I’m stuck living with him for the near future.

>>290843
>I don’t doubt he’s legit. I had the exact same problems

>4kv44xBj


obsessive compulsions Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Emma Heshwill - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 16:14:06 EST ID:h/LcW3RQ No.291157
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Anyone else here have some weird OCD habits maybe partly due to ADHD meds?

Am i the only one who uses browser tabs as reminders and ends up with >1k tab sessions? I must have about thirty that say shit like
>DONT FORGET TO BRUSH TEETH
always writing on hands and arms shit like that

hmm
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Edwin Fonningnad - Sat, 15 Jun 2019 05:51:40 EST ID:zYGM4zg7 No.291166 Ignore Report Reply
>>291157
A doctor some years ago said I have OCD, but that was before I started using meds that treat ADHD (which I think I do not have). Write in a journal.


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Phyllis Climblestin - Mon, 03 Jun 2019 21:25:45 EST ID:V1me3jGZ No.291064
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>got diagnosed with a ritalin prescription last year october
>used it till the beginning of february
>4 months of being on it was great
>moved away for college
>had to transfer records and set up appointment
>have been on a 4 month break since
>first patient visit at new location today
>make clear points why it works for me and stuff
>wants me to get on strattera and a mental health evaluation
>can't give out scripts first visit
>visit ends
>next schedule visit is a month away

The receptionist told me my provider does same day visits, meaning if I call in the morning I can visit that day. I am essentially trying to plan a urine sample test this week and schedule another same day appointment next week so I can actually get the prescription before summer classes start.

She says she believes my previous providers diagnosis, but would like to get a more professional evaluation. She said I could have some time to think about if I want to do the strattera and professional evaluation. I plan on saying I rather not do the strattera and evaluation and would like to get back on medication.

Is this a good idea?
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Phyllis Climblestin - Tue, 04 Jun 2019 17:31:15 EST ID:V1me3jGZ No.291066 Ignore Report Reply
>>291065
That's my next option if she continues to bring this up. I have a sneaking suspicion she was thinking the worse in me because it's a controlled substance. Doesn't make sense either if I look like a productive member of society and I've stated my reasons why the medication helps. I'm just trying to get this done asap without any hiccups.
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Martin Cruppernid - Wed, 05 Jun 2019 22:45:50 EST ID:4+Fg1cX6 No.291075 Ignore Report Reply
>>291064
take the strattera and in a month bitch about side effects and get switched.


if they dont give you something good, or try some other dumb shit (Effexor or Risperdol or whatever) tell them to fuck off and get a new doctor.
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Hedda Grimford - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 15:05:14 EST ID:V1me3jGZ No.291156 Ignore Report Reply
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Well bros I just got back from a 2nd visit. I iterated my point that I was diagnosed last year and do not want to take an alternative strattera and go through a mental health evaluation when the previous time being on the medication was fine. She absolutely refused to go through with prescribing the medication during the whole duration of the appointment.

I noticed that she kept talking as if it was in her own personal opinion for her recommendations because she doesn't feel comfortable prescribing me. Which made me think that she was giving her own thought that doesn't necessarily apply any of her licensed professions knowledge. I'm currently having thoughts that they're allowed to do that in any regard.

It got insulting because she started talking about people selling drugs which made me think she was indirectly referring to me that she has a suspicion of me attempting to do. This doesn't make any sense at all to me because I haven't been on my medication for around 5 months now.

In short I'm going to research the doctors that do work at this health center and switch to a new provider.


Increase in porn containing meth use Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Thomas Hallywot - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 13:21:57 EST ID:okEz3+WP No.290252
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Maybe I've just gotten better at finding it, but regardless I'm definitely finding more porn containing meth use. I have a drug use fetish because 99% of the times I orgasm I'm on drugs. You probably do too.

Has anyone else noticed this trend? Pornhub is blocked for me right now cause I'm on a bus, but go there and search for "angel of meth". This is a good trend and I assume we can thank Trump for this.
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Nathaniel Shittingridge - Wed, 05 Jun 2019 16:30:10 EST ID:0BjtsuA3 No.291070 Ignore Report Reply
>>290993
No such thing as overanalyzing

>>291001
This is true on the level of the individual but not with regards to society.

>>290983
I think what youre missing here is that an abstraction of attractiveness can be made, as, say, attractant power. This relates to the sensations produced through interactions (direct or through proxy like with porn or modelling) with the subject.

This attractant power has use value in the eyes of others in which it is exchanged with, and thus generally becomes a commodity like any other. Getting a job based on attractiveness is basically selling your attractant power in the same way a laborer sells his labor power, with porn selling it directly and other jobs like a clerk a mixture of labor power and attractant power. However, it differs from labor power in that the absraction of socially necessary labor time cannot be maDe directly, As attractiveness cannot be quantitatively compared at this stage. Attractiveness is a large group of unique commodities.

As is the trend with commodities in our society, the exchange value that starts as a slave to use value later overtakes its master and use value becomes irrelevant.

It is in this process that the individual differences in tastes as to which commodity / type of attractiveness one likes starts to be removed from the process - you can get someone who wants to fuck you because youre fat but youre not going to be landing a modelling job very easily.

And this happens through the spectacular nature of attractiveness. Society is plastered in proxy experiences of consumption of attractant power. Porn, naturally, but every romance movie, every animu (yes, animu porn serves as a proxy for a proxy, but tis the spectacular nature of life).

the consumers experience the reality of the spectacle - they know what attractiveness is in spectacular terms, even if they dont agree with it. And the world of the spectacle is the world of commodities contemplating themselves, and this is the driver for the exchange value of attractant power.

The spectacular essence of attractiveness is a measure by which individual attractiveness is weighed against to produce the exchange value for attractant power, one which is known by all in spectacular society but which cannot be known, because it contains every spectacular reference in society. And the more you immerse yourself in the spectacular society the more you can quantify attractant power without regard to your own personal tastes of attractiveness. And this also allows for the essence to change over time, and vary across societies.
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Nathaniel Shittingridge - Wed, 05 Jun 2019 16:30:10 EST ID:0BjtsuA3 No.291071 Ignore Report Reply
>>290993
No such thing as overanalyzing

>>291001
This is true on the level of the individual but not with regards to society.

>>290983
I think what youre missing here is that an abstraction of attractiveness can be made, as, say, attractant power. This relates to the sensations produced through interactions (direct or through proxy like with porn or modelling) with the subject.

This attractant power has use value in the eyes of others in which it is exchanged with, and thus generally becomes a commodity like any other. Getting a job based on attractiveness is basically selling your attractant power in the same way a laborer sells his labor power, with porn selling it directly and other jobs like a clerk a mixture of labor power and attractant power. However, it differs from labor power in that the absraction of socially necessary labor time cannot be maDe directly, As attractiveness cannot be quantitatively compared at this stage. Attractiveness is a large group of unique commodities.

As is the trend with commodities in our society, the exchange value that starts as a slave to use value later overtakes its master and use value becomes irrelevant.

It is in this process that the individual differences in tastes as to which commodity / type of attractiveness one likes starts to be removed from the process - you can get someone who wants to fuck you because youre fat but youre not going to be landing a modelling job very easily.

And this happens through the spectacular nature of attractiveness. Society is plastered in proxy experiences of consumption of attractant power. Porn, naturally, but every romance movie, every animu (yes, animu porn serves as a proxy for a proxy, but tis the spectacular nature of life).

the consumers experience the reality of the spectacle - they know what attractiveness is in spectacular terms, even if they dont agree with it. And the world of the spectacle is the world of commodities contemplating themselves, and this is the driver for the exchange value of attractant power.

The spectacular essence of attractiveness is a measure by which individual attractiveness is weighed against to produce the exchange value for attractant power, one which is known by all in spectacular society but which cannot be known, because it contains every spectacular reference in society. And the more you immerse yourself in the spectacular society the more you can quantify attractant power without regard to your own personal tastes of attractiveness. And this also allows for the essence to change over time, and vary across societies.
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Phoebe Socklechedge - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 10:37:49 EST ID:CPIr4EK3 No.291153 Ignore Report Reply
>>291002
>cocaine porn
A pretty large percentage of amateur Latina/Brazilian porn features thots high on coke anon


Meth street prices Ignore Report View Thread Reply
David Hinkinlane - Mon, 13 May 2019 21:58:48 EST ID:3/ExM/pK No.290782
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Just had some dude try to sell me two points of meth for 60 bucks. What the fuck? What happened to ten bucks a point?

What are street prices like in your area? Have I been away too long? Is shit more costly now?
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Wesley Sushpick - Wed, 15 May 2019 23:56:47 EST ID:3/ExM/pK No.290823 Ignore Report Reply
>>290814
Well that's disappointing. Might be time to learn to cook
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Frederick Godgesure - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 19:30:19 EST ID:Br6NJEKv No.291136 Ignore Report Reply
>>290782
20 a g, 50 for a ball. Quality may vary, but generally alright.
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Basil Moffingnark - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 10:17:45 EST ID:5/5umR9y No.291152 Ignore Report Reply
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>>290782
LMAO 10 bucks a point? Learn to use darknet, kiddo


Concerta and Coffee. Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Fucking Smallfield - Tue, 21 May 2019 10:03:32 EST ID:mx09MWCd No.290913
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Currently taking 54mg of long-release Concerta and I was wondering why is it that doctors recommend not taking coffee with it (apart from the obvious reasons such as anxiety and palpitations).
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Edward Claybury - Fri, 07 Jun 2019 08:01:38 EST ID:BNInltGP No.291100 Ignore Report Reply
It’s just from pharmacological principle and most likely long term repeated personal experience from the medical community. But for me concerta is so lightweight that it’s fine. In fact, Ritalin and caffeine may be considered a GOOD. Option.

I would try it OP. Hmu tell me how it goes. Don’t be timid there’s no need to be. By don go fucking overboard lmao
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Nell Fuckingville - Fri, 07 Jun 2019 08:27:14 EST ID:3B7GqIaj No.291101 Ignore Report Reply
>>291081
Propranolol gave me such fucked up dreams I was afraid I was falling into psychosis. Luckily it just happens to be a common side effect.
I know that the conventional wisdom of not mixing beta blockers and stimulants is based on kind of outdated evidence, but it still made me feel physically 'off' and like it wasn't a good combo. I tried to get my shrink to give me clonidine but she only pumped me full of more xanax instead.
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Molly Billinghall - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 06:49:34 EST ID:D2ofMr+g No.291150 Ignore Report Reply
>>290962
This it's like you can't breathe anymore for like a second. Very scary.


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Phoebe Benningned - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 15:06:29 EST ID:+TGGvFdo No.291141
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I'm not diagnosed with adhd but now that I'm looking into it I'm 99% sure I have a very severe form of it. I've never been hyperactive at all but I'm extremely unmotivated and it's practically impossible for me to focus on anything or do anything productive I just get distracted and procrastinate for months without getting anything done and it's practically impossible for me to follow directions or learn new thing's. I've been rotting away in a room for year's as I have extreme anxiety to a point where i can't leave the house during daytime and now that I'm reading up about this adderall shit I want it badly. does it actually work? If so how do I get a doctor to give me it?
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Emma Bunson - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 15:19:58 EST ID:JKsqQeU3 No.291142 Ignore Report Reply
I'm going to be no help I terms of how you get it (I'm UK based) but from what you've just posted, I'm not sure you sound ADHD to me? Sounds more like depression so far in honesty, and then you have come across a medication that also has abuse potential to get you high and thought - oooo how do I get that?? Look I'm not knocking you man, but if you truly want medical help for your problems, let a doctor decide what you need based on the symptoms you present. If you just wanna get high, you might as well just say that here and forget the back story...
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Nathaniel Babbledock - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 19:11:52 EST ID:h/LcW3RQ No.291146 Ignore Report Reply
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How old are you OP? If you're 22-23 or under go NOW to your GP and say that you were diagnosed as dyslexic, apparently, while in primary school or at the start of secondary and that you got a spazzie-coach to help you and that you struggled with deadlines and constant feedback was around the fact that you were easily distracted, often said inappropriate (not necessarily offensive/lewd things but maybe just 'random¨', however that as your internal dialogue is often louder in your own mind you say things which are often percieved as others as inappropriate, or that people struggle to follow your train of thought). Say that you struggled with being given direction and could often fall into your own world. Say youre in further education now and the spazzie-support there has suggested that you would benefit from extra time and such but that they also strongly suggested you saw your GP. Say that as you got older it wasnt necssarily behavioural problems as in youre lazy or beligerant, but that they notice teachers often have to repeat things or spend more time with you than other students. Say it has historically made you feel insecure and that you were into lego and playmobil and shit while you were younger.

You WILL need a referral to a psychiatrist, not a psychologist, not some academic support worker but a psychiatrist. Whether you mention that you want a psych referral is up to you and depends on the doctor, but if you ask for one you are a hundred percent entitled to one and if the GP suggests otherwise, it depends on the GP and how they'll take it, and how you come accross as a person whether it will go down well if you say "can i have a psychiatric referral". Maybe mention that its stressing you out the idea of going to uni but make it clear the reason isnt because youre a mong but that the workload and given previous feedback, youre lacking confidence now about going to uni and your parents also agreed you should get wahtever support you need, and that they've always thought you might have something. Say even that you've considered not going to uni at all because of being put off by academia, but that you managed in some cases to do very good work - but that no matter what it always seems to take you far more time and energy to meet the same standards as your peers. Describe it as barely treading water.

This is also from a UK perspective, no idea how it works in your country and if it is also your right to see a psychiatrist if asking for one there.

For what it's worth you probably "do" have it as much as teh next person, ive had a diagnosis since i was a kid but i'm not going to be snobby agianst people who are older and think they haev it. If we all lived underground being tall would be a disability and sure maybe as little as 100 years ago you couldve been a farmer or a soldier or something else but the reality is today's society requires you (for the MOST part) to be able to succeed academically to make it in life. So whether or not you were born predisposed to being mal-adapted for sitting at a desk or not or whether you've become this way through hyper-exposure to stimuli doesn't really matter if prescribed ADHD meds help then why not try to get every advantage you can?

good luck


meth is a helluva drug Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Prowule - Wed, 08 May 2019 23:18:15 EST ID:EjwW2RhQ No.290723
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>started smoking meth
>voices n shit yeah
>go about the voices in a scholarly fashion, don't look at them as either fake or really a product of drug induced telepathy
>but I still treat them as drug induced telepathy for the sake of how realistic they were
>never got shadow people or anything like that
>fast :^) forward to this year
>experience this exact shit http://web.archive.org/web/20190302165057/https://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=21324
>except it happens within 24 hours for me instead of 10 days
>like it got to that point super quick
>it could have been the super pure dope I was getting but hey, who knows!
>start interacting with literal gods, meet Satan, meet some other thing called 'Dragul', meet another being named Ololua
>one time this goatheaded little dude was walking across the floor, I put my hand to the floor and he steps up onto my hand, my attention wavers and he falls through and onto my floor
>keep in mind everything I see here interacts with my environment with full physical interaction, like, exact physics, I can feel them and they can feel me by touch taste and even smell
>I even meet this fucked up being named 'abraxas'
>never even heard of Abraxas before
>look it up, see the mythology, realize oh shit the last few years have been following this pretty damn closely
>I might be a part of some grand conspiracy, or not even that, some grand bullshit involving mythology that's way older than I am.
>I could not even be a part of it, and just became part of it by walking into something that I should have never walked in to just by getting high
>tfw even had this shit confirmed to me by a medium
>tfw spent months, MONTHS interfering with cosmic affairs of fucking who knows what, memeing on them, shittalking, you name it, flipping them off, mooning them, jacking it to furry porn for hours on end, even playing their stupid fucking games and using my 'mind powers' to 'kill' some of them cause they just wouldn't leave me alone

I just wanted to get high man
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Doris Siggledet - Thu, 16 May 2019 17:30:51 EST ID:4+Fg1cX6 No.290839 Ignore Report Reply
>>290835
lmfao
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Albert Smalldale - Fri, 17 May 2019 15:54:37 EST ID:4+Fg1cX6 No.290855 Ignore Report Reply
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>>290723
Been playing DST and it's crazy to me as a tweaker how spot on the hallucinations are when you go insane...even the sounds.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFo6RjO9xa8
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Frederick Godgesure - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 19:28:00 EST ID:Br6NJEKv No.291135 Ignore Report Reply
>>290744
I really enjoyed your post and erowid link. As a man of many gurus, watching the wheel of samsara turn indefinitely, I always find the God's in delightfully obscure places.
I enjoy how you address in your post that you obtained this level of consciousness not in the prescribed 7 to 10 days as stated on Erowid, but rather within 24 hours. I will go a step further and say that you may enjoy these components of universal intelligence at any time and any place, no prerequisite necessary but almost any is welcome (meth included, which occurs naturally in nature and is derived of ephedra. Other tried and true methods include opium, psilocybin, and forms of meditation, chanting and sense deprivation).
Your contact with these higher entities is very personal so they must enjoy you. These entities you speak of may be under the domain of an entity, who serve's another entity, and so on. Ultimately all serve One, who serves all. If you serve him, you serve all, including your friends, just as water cascades down a river.
You could very well be their leader, or their God. The Gods do, in fact, visit this Earth which is a very special planet, all the time in human and animal form, under many names. The only difference is they know why they are here, whether it be to fight, or enjoy peace.
Also, that third eye shit (being able to see through walls, beyond your eyes, even in other rooms) is real. The universe is made up of spacetime. Spacetime is nonlinear, so seeing with your third eye what is going on in Russia is actually just as easy as seeing what's going on next door if you have the discrimination.


Starting to Fucking Hate Meth Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Phineas Fodgelare - Tue, 16 Apr 2019 20:46:37 EST ID:Ropm54/6 No.290319
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Is it just my town or does meth sucking suck now. I started off smoking the anhydrous and of course the desired effects have lessened over the years, but damn some of it makes me even more tired. It's super cheap now but I'm about to just go get pheteramime from a weight management clinic.
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Charles Fandlededge - Sun, 09 Jun 2019 18:00:15 EST ID:8y5kXwZF No.291120 Ignore Report Reply
>>291111
i love when girls do meth and they arent burnt out looking. (yet)
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Charlotte Curringway - Mon, 10 Jun 2019 22:05:25 EST ID:kticZQNc No.291126 Ignore Report Reply
>>291117
Lol I am. It unlocks my most kinkiest of sides. My man's dick got used to it so luckily that's not an issue. However, the dry mouth sucks for when you are sucking dick for hours.
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Nathaniel Wannerham - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 02:25:32 EST ID:Ropm54/6 No.291127 Ignore Report Reply
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>>291113


TAAR1 receptor sensitivity Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Isabella Billingstock - Wed, 08 May 2019 13:37:36 EST ID:usvLu3sJ No.290713
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Does anyone know of any substances that increase TAAR1 receptor sensitivity?

Or, any alternative ways to increase the effectiveness of N,N-DMPEA
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Martha Tootgold - Fri, 31 May 2019 12:13:53 EST ID:jdz10BCd No.291034 Ignore Report Reply
>>290850
Hmm. Amphetamines don't alter your consciousness from normal too much without high doses usually. You feel a kind of sober until doses are huge and you've been awake for days.

Oh wait, you're using N,N- DMPEA right? My bad.
Good luck with potentiation. MAO-A inhibitors come with loads of negative side effects b/c serotonin systems... I wonder what kind of sides come from MAO-B inhibition?

Someone should inhibit MAO-B heavily, observe, and report back. I'd be curious to know.
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George Smallworth - Mon, 03 Jun 2019 04:46:11 EST ID:AAoDPwel No.291061 Ignore Report Reply
>>290713
don’t, it’s really dangerous
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Shit Hillyfield - Mon, 10 Jun 2019 04:59:36 EST ID:usvLu3sJ No.291124 Ignore Report Reply
>>291004
Anyone have any info on genistein as MAO-B?


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