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Addy for writing

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- Thu, 19 Aug 2021 06:50:26 EST UzXFMXhf No.298443
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So I'm using adderall to write a dissertation. Two things:
I get stuck trying to rephrase and perfectionate the same sentence over and over.. I lose hours for this

Tried sublingual (IR) and the tabs burns as fuck. That normal?
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Shitting Sesslelare - Wed, 22 Sep 2021 06:01:28 EST jpgqjr2F No.298720 Reply
>mad respect to people who put their neighbor's lives in danger and start forest fires that kill dozens of people because "I'm too good for the smug librul DOCTORS"
Kill yourself. You're already doing it fast through meth, just make it a little faster.
Rebecca Blackfuck - Fri, 24 Sep 2021 03:21:20 EST tudMmjYm No.298729 Reply
Lmao any time you're putting the word doctor in scare quotes like that you're probably saying some really stupid shit

Mania vs Stimulants

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- Sat, 11 Sep 2021 05:46:12 EST 74O6gIvN No.298637
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Anyone had to deal with someone having a psychiatric episode while you're on stims? Just had to take care of someone while they had their first full-on mania with a side of psychosis. A fat (for me) line of meth felt like I was standing still next to the person experiencing the this. I don't understand how peoples brains can just naturally redline that hard for days on end. I was tweaking decently hard by the end of it and all I wanted is for them to stop talking so much and chill out. I no longer have too many qualms about mild meth use to get stuff done seeing as some people's sober brains can just launch them into basically the heaviest stim bender ever. That must be easily as neurotoxic just due to the sleep deprivation it imparts.
Lydia Sebbleman - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 10:00:30 EST Pwyk+x+Y No.298641 Reply
A friend was doing speed 3 days in a row and had a dull-on psychotic episode. But I'm not sure if it was the drug per se or the fact that the drug made him sleepless and thus too paranoid (you can feel that bad even without drugs).
Cyril Gaddleford - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 10:48:15 EST 74O6gIvN No.298642 Reply

Thats what was so bonkers about it. I know stim use can easily tip into psychosis which makes things harder to differentiate but this just cropped up out of nowhere besides some excessive weed.

I really don't know why I made this thread other than to say that a good bit of crystal in me and I was left in the dust by someone's sober manic episode. Guess bipolar disorder could be the ultimate stim; with the drepressive part being the crash. Welp that was my meth binge for the month and It was all spent making sure someone tweaking harder than me didn't bolt into traffic.
Rebecca Blackfuck - Fri, 24 Sep 2021 03:34:32 EST tudMmjYm No.298730 Reply
>That must be easily as neurotoxic just due to the sleep deprivation it imparts

That's a big factor in exaggerating it for sure but it likely is damaging in and of itself


I'm glad I evened out a lot on Lamictal, I still feel like my highs and lows are way more dramatic and pronounced compared to normal people but nothing in the hard clear cut episodes like before, and I like that honestly I would hate to live in euthymia all the time, I like being neurodivergent it makes life more interesting i see bipolar kind of the same way, I only have type II so maybe i'd feel different if it was worse but I've been hospitalized for it a few times and my outlook is still pretty positive now that I'm through that part and the addictions that came with it and haven't been committed in a while and sober for a while now

Swollen dick out of nowhere

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- Tue, 21 Sep 2021 09:08:36 EST zAIUWtVr No.298713
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My dick was totally normal until now. It was totally normal in the morning, i had a long hard masturbation session, and it was totally normal after it. Then, 1-2 hours later i went to pee, and i noticed my dick is pic relevant. No pain, no red or other discoloration, nothing besides it being swollen, looks like the skin itself is swollen or something, and strangely, only on about the higher 1/3 part, below the foreskin. Not below that and not above that. I figured this board might know the most about problems with dick after long masturbation sessions. Anybody has any idea what might this be and what should i do? It is very scary. I made a drawing because i didn't want to post an nsfw pic of my actual dick. Thanks for the help
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Sidney Cidgestock - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 09:38:01 EST 5vbE2QmI No.298716 Reply
If memory serves right he complained about it for like two months, then somehow dislodged it/broke it up using an electric toothbrush and low dose aspirin. He was a furry from Corona, CA and was quite neurotic, so hard to tell how factual anything he said was because I consider him an unreliable narrator of his own life.

I am sorry I don't have better intel for you.
Simon Grandhall - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 10:20:42 EST U1gSaHft No.298717 Reply
I've had this twice before and it went away after a few hours. Cold shower didn't do much for me but it can't hurt to try.
Nicholas Shittingdock - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 10:59:44 EST /GIZcGvX No.298719 Reply
Yea I have a friend who this happened to. Also had a blood clot. Go to the doctor ASAP bro

Is meth affordable

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- Tue, 31 Aug 2021 07:40:50 EST R6JTm26E No.298552
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Looking up prices of grams it varies from $40 to $300 depending on which website you go to.
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Walter Mommerbitch - Wed, 01 Sep 2021 09:54:36 EST R6JTm26E No.298563 Reply
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Theoretically speaking just as like a thought experiment is something extremely similar perhaps even identical to the White House market a legitimate thing? I mean hypothetically what's to stop a bunch of gay ass pigs from jumping out of a mail truck.
William Pibblelit - Wed, 01 Sep 2021 10:26:32 EST tudMmjYm No.298564 Reply
It takes a lot of time and effort to do a sting like that so usually they dont unless they track you ordering a lot frequently, but you're betting your freedom on a usually
DTMO - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 00:12:01 EST oe4Rl5m1 No.298708 Reply
Really? Shit, last I saw it was $700-900.
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- Sun, 19 Sep 2021 06:52:52 EST GQu5uH0L No.298689
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I have a 1st time psych appointment in 2 days time, Im looking to be prescribed an amphetamine of sorts (fuck ritalin)

this is no joke,

this has FUCKED my life up from day 1, i cant talk properly, I cant form thoughts properly, I cant concentrate
I cant maintain meaninful relationships LET ME TELL YOU, Im fucked, and i need help from anyone in Australia who has been prescribed
any kind of ADHD med, whats the process?

I do take existing drugs, which may show up on a drug test, is there ways to talk my way out of that? please dont judge my self medication as falsity to this plea of help I do what I need to function, I live on my own, I have a job, Im so cllose, to having a funcitoning full life, this will be the final step, I know it. I work my ass off every day and just wnat to improve and do better.

PLEASE ive been waiting months for this psychiatric appt, and my whole life technically, I need this sorted, now.

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m - Mon, 20 Sep 2021 23:55:27 EST F+eTwIBq No.298706 Reply
I only get tested myself because I'm a 24mg/day script lmao so fucking absurd, only take 3-4mg bupe patient. It's a requirement for the program. Same deal, one "visit" every 90ish days, get a 90 day script for both (recently 30 day scripts of dex at a time to prevent myself from ending up 2-4 weeks short every 3 months due to being a fiend), and the facetime w/e visits are a fucking joke.

Do yours feel like a joke too? My most recent "visit" lasted literally 8 minutes. It takes me 3x longer to give a urine sample at the local neighborhood Quest Diagnostics than it does to receive my medical "treatment."

He's just a drug vending machine, seriously.

DTMO - Mon, 20 Sep 2021 23:55:52 EST oe4Rl5m1 No.298707 Reply
>First off, I have no idea how their monitoring system works in Australia. If there's even a 10% chance they can prove you're lying, then yeah don't.

All S8 (schedule 8 drugs of abuse) prescriptions are registered with a central authority. I don't know how long records are kept for but I think it's very possible for them to check if you've previously been scripted anything in S8. I know when I was prescribed suboxone a few years ago I go the 3rd degree about my Ritalin script which I hadn't told them about and had forgotten was still current.
I don't expect previous scripts are as easily accessible but I imagine if they are suss on your story or you pop for opiates, benzos and weed then they may check into your story. It's possible that scripts from 15+ years ago may not be as centralised but I wouldn't like to bet on it.

Just wait a few days to give your sample so you know you will be clean or use someone else's urine/synthetic. For an instant test these are fine, a lab GC/MS test will flag synthetic I believe.
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m - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 00:20:04 EST F+eTwIBq No.298709 Reply
>For an instant test these are fine, a lab GC/MS test will flag synthetic I believe.

Real is always better, yes, and not every GC/MS test tests for the same "adulteration checks," but the two main ones I've seen from all three separate institutions I've ever had a GC/MS test done with

...(all of my every 90 day drug testing is done via unsupervised GC/MS...so in my personal case which isn't what you were replying/referring to, I'd have to use someone else's urine that also magically has bupe, d-amph, several SSRI/low dose atypical antipsychotics like abilify/remeron, shit like clonidine, hydroxyzine, etc., all of which (except for clonidine) I only take for like ~2-3 days total to get some decent concentration numbers/parent drug:major metabolite ratios, etc., which is basically impossible to do. So unfortunately, my tests are impossible to fake personally. He also reserves the right to "spot test" me via blood draw up to once a year when I visit Quest to give urine, though he's only done it twice in about 3.5 years. It's impossible to avoid, lol. ...

...tend to include at least two things: "specific gravity" and "creatinine" testing. I don't pretend to competently know how either of these actually works. One testing institution not only tested my creatinine levels, but also shit like my creatine levels etc. themselves, perhaps to compare ratios of the two/multiple things to see if someone is attempting to do massive water dilution + creatine supplementation for a few days to a week beforehand.

AFAIK, the good brands (e.g. the newest or 2nd newest "batch" of QuickFix) should all pass for Specific Gravity testing, though I don't know within what margin they pass, or if said margins differ between institutions. I'm not sure if QuickFix etc. have proper creatinine/possibly creatine levels in them.

One good thing about solely being GC/MS tested is that you figure out pretty quick what bullshit they even test for. Quest Diagnostics doesn't test for either etizolam or clonazolam (even when docs request their most comprehensive, high level-tier benzo testing "package") unless it's specifically requested by the doctor. Another nice thing about it is it reduces getting screwed for fuckups that aren't your fault. One time "my" urine sample popped hot for crazy shit like crack/cocaine and methadone, whilst missing all my other non-controlled meds and containing non-controlled meds that I don't take/aren't scripted (this was pre-c0vid when we just left our urine in an unsecured bathroom tray next to a dozen other already-filled sample bottles that had conceivably zero "tamper-proving" tech on the actual cups/lids. Turns out another patient just opened mine, dumped it in his, and then whizzed in my fucking bottle, possibly even washing it out first, lmfao. I have no idea what he was thinking. He was supposedly kicked out of our bupe program.

Added spoilers to portions where I'm either rambling semi-off topic or listing somewhat personal info. Spoiler tags seem to visually block the archive.org/screen grabbing internet AI crawlers from accessing those words, though I'm sure it's not fool proof.



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- Sat, 18 Sep 2021 21:35:04 EST MvzDVosU No.298683
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Hey friends!

I perhaps may have ingested a powdery substance for the first time and there is A STRONG chemical taste in the way back of my throat like gasoline but worse and I am sweaty in my hands and feet. My mouth and teeth have no feeling? I didnt feel anything right away but whew lads now I am moving FAST LIKE FAST

Shit Tillingshit - Sat, 18 Sep 2021 23:53:53 EST 472bbkoT No.298685 Reply
Faggot pic for a faggot pedo like OP, fitting, but you have no "supieror genes" you bottom-feeding degenerate faggot subhuman. Please do your dysgenic family a favor and end your bloodline now. No one will miss you when you are gone OP

Amphetamine dosage per session

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- Fri, 10 Sep 2021 13:41:08 EST hn8QAT5d No.298627
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How much speed is OK per "session" (OK that may be over 24 hours)? Do you think that after 2-3 lines of 50mg, within 2 hours, it's a complete waste?

What's the ideal dosage and the ideal intervals in order to not waste speed, so as not to just become jittery, and not delay your sleep?
Walter Brammlehin - Fri, 10 Sep 2021 14:45:35 EST zAIUWtVr No.298631 Reply

That's like asking: How much potato should i eat to not feel hungry?

150mg within 2 hours would make me go psychotic, while some people i knew sniffed 3 times that without problem and actually enjoyed it, with not much more frequent use. There really isn't much relevant information you can get out of that question. I can tell you my experience: 30-50mg every 4 hours is ideal. But obviously this will be far too low for a lot of people here, most people i guess. My only protip would be: if you already feel great, stop redosing until you start to feel not so great.
Lydia Sebbleman - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 09:58:22 EST Pwyk+x+Y No.298640 Reply
That's the thing about the "not so great" part. Is it real or part of the fluctuations?
Cyril Gaddleford - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 10:55:41 EST 74O6gIvN No.298643 Reply

this. Space out your dosing and keep it low if you can. That urge to do more is just your brain on stims looking for more reward/dopamine and it remembers the that hit you got off the first line. Not worth it. Smoke a cigarette, take a shot of alcohol, get invested in something interesting to you. talk with people, smoke a tiny weed, do stuff. Most options before you will be better than redosing needlessly early and being jittery and anxious.

My Story & Experience of Smoking Meth for 3 Days Straight

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- Thu, 25 Feb 2021 22:53:29 EST kPX/cPIt No.297277
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Long story short about 20yr old something pervert me getting super lit of methamphetamine

Last time I got high was couple years ago, back when the only way to find a dealer was through my friends. Recently ordered a gram of crystal on the dark web straight to my doorstep from two different vendors. First batch was absolutely crap, too strong, perma stay up, shit high, minimal description. As for the 2nd, the vendor advertised it as really pure, not mixed, made himself, sterile for injection, etc. It was good that it felt like I can keep taking hit after hit and keep getting higher until it was too much to handle. I especially loved the fact that I can get tired/sleepy despite being high.

So I got high on the whole first day then and glued my self to porn blogs all day. I bought a hotel room for 2 days the following morning. I generally like exploring my fetish when i'm high so I packed a bag of lingerie, clothes, dongs and lube.

I pretty much smoked tiny bowl after bowl, recorded myself on my laptop, selfies, and ride my dildos up until midnight where I wasted it feeling absolutely paranoid/sketched out cause it was so quiet and was worried about smoking in the room. Etc. Tweaker things. I tried giving myself a prostate orgasm the whole night until afternoon, and I just couldn't bust a nut. Couldn't jack off cause i was in chasity, not that it mattered anyway cause I was so high that my cock literally shrunk smaller than my chasity belt, 15mm. Smallest I have ever seen it and it kept turning me on.

The second day, I began to repeat and smoke a couple of fat blows, edge to porn for while playing with my dildos for at least up until night like 9pm. Just like the day before but it was even more intense cause I was beyond horny and so fucking high. This is where it started getting really intense for me because I felt like crashing/falling asleep hard already but I wanted to make the best of the night and bust my load already

The following night: To wake myself up, I loaded a fat crystal and blew a fat cloud cause fuck it. Again, I got so horny and began to edge for another 2 hours while taking hots in between. Every hit I took made me paranoid than the last, I just could not stop being paranoid. I then got to the point where I felt like a fucking schizo and spent the next 3 hours checking the peep hole of my hotel door just waiting for a staff employee to come knocking for some reason.

I was literally talking to myself in my head, could not explain who the fuck I was trying to convince about how someone knows what i'm doing in my room and i'm gonna get caught. I eventually fought the feeling off, check-in is in the morning and I got to do my thing fast. I was so delusional I even forgot I was in a hotel room and lost my sense of place. I continued beating up my prostate with my 14" toy up until I felt like falling asleep and crashing, around 3am. I spent an hour taking a break, coming to realization of how paranoid I was, in disbelief, and debating to sleep or not. Decided to hit the pipe again, thinking this was be my last stride to bust my load.

After that hit, I was back in dreamworld. As if I was slipping in & out of mind and catching myself, like, I was dreaming while I was awake. Tweakd out of my goddamn mind, I began to think my room was a safe-haven and the bathroom was another safe room. I was living another reality. At this point I swear I thought I was just dreaming. I subconsciously went to the corner of the room to twist my pipe again.

After smoking in the corner, I moved to the next corner. I completely lost touch of reality, began to think a smuggler gave me his last stash of meth and I was on a mission to get dicked down by Jesus's 14" cock and Moses's 6" monster girth dong. I literally kept the monster dong in me while I was racing to finish my whole bag. I just non-stopped chief'd that pipe in the corner of the room, every hit I took i felt like I was about to orgasm, just blowing cloud after cloud.

I then went to the bathroom with my toys & lube, turned the water on the hottest and began to intensely fuck my self. I was so delusional that I thought I had a partner in the room taking turns on the cocks as if they were Gods. I'm pretty sure I was talking out loud and moaning to my fucking self. I eventually finally ended up busting the fattest load i've ever had, I was pounding my self with the 14" and was cumming every deep stroke of my dong. Like literally shoved the whole length in me and everytime I would piss a stream of cum out of my micro cock. It felt so fucking hot to watch and felt soo good. It was like pressing button and I'd just cum so hard.

As soon as I was done, I cleaned up in the shower. When I opened the bathroom door and suddenly realized I was in a hotel room, I snapped back to reality and realized I just subconciouslly did everything I have just done and believed the things I thought. I fucking thought it was dream, and there was no other person in the bathroom. So I began having a panic attack, knowing that I maybe did smoke more than I handle.

I was seeing things move when they shouldn't, glimps of figures, but mainly I kept seeing my kids and GF sleeping on the bed. I kept seeing them on the bed, and I just wanted to go home at this point. Frantically I go back to the bathroom and for some reason the towel I hanged up was in the shape of an angel, kept panicing and turned on the sink water to the coldest to keep me moving. Eyes pure black.

I began brushing my gnarly fucking teeth, got that meth mouth effect where those tiny rocks just keep foaming up my mouth. Brushed to the point where my gums bled and teeth turned near white, like 15 times & all the tooth paste used.

Couldn't help looking in the mirror and seeing how different I felt and lo…
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Martin Chemmerbudge - Fri, 03 Sep 2021 13:20:54 EST dkaKd++f No.298581 Reply
OP, do you recommend not touching my penis and only fucking myself? I wanna try it but I don’t wanna lose any pleasure. I was thinking a good middle ground would be to put myself in chastity but attach a vibrator to it so it’s like I have a clit. I usually just fuck myself and jack off for a couple days... and it is mind blowing, because I look like a girl.
Isabella Fingerham - Sat, 04 Sep 2021 04:36:39 EST dkaKd++f No.298585 Reply

Im really looking for some insight into this because I haven’t done a marathon sissy session like this in two years and I really want it to be special. I.e. make me retarded. I want to cum from my boipussy but what if I can’t and I waste the whole high help I’ll post pics of me in miniskirts pulling apart my shaved pink pussy in compensation
Angus Hangerspear - Fri, 10 Sep 2021 11:18:13 EST jLP9qNAO No.298626 Reply
Not OP but have advice to share. If you want to cum from anal definitely do chastity and avoid dick touching except maybe just a little at the very beginning before you put the cage on. That'll get you aroused and your prostate ready. If possible shave, do makeup, dress up, get feeling as girly as possible. The mindset is a big part of it. Smoking weed can help, stims help for a marathon but can make cumming harder, smoking damiana can help. Once you're all ready, cleaned with an enema, shaved, dressed, and in chastity put on some good sissy hypno according to your tastes. I recommend things like: https://hypnotube.com/video/why-white-girls-twerk-17059.html#

Now, let us see that pussy in a miniskirt

What does this mean?

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- Wed, 08 Sep 2021 01:18:37 EST q/hUAQrI No.298620
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What does it mean when this happens when you melt it down and it rocks back like this? The meth actually pools away from the flame.

Urine test

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- Sat, 04 Sep 2021 11:16:46 EST NMNwDAW4 No.298590
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I did about a litt less than a half gram of cocaine within ~2-3 hour period. Is there a high chance I'll positive test 7 days later? I'm 5'10" ~160lbs I'm moderately active and I'm drinking 3L+ water a day. Anything I can do to speed up the breakdown of cocaine and benzoylecgonine?
lol - Sat, 04 Sep 2021 21:35:02 EST fU93295z No.298593 Reply
You should be more than good with a week. Just don't get cocky and do anymore before then
Phyllis Papperkudging - Wed, 08 Sep 2021 02:13:38 EST CzSqAvD4 No.298621 Reply
drink water and do sweat and maybe buy one of those 9 dollar amazon ones to be sure'
Basil Grimwill - Wed, 08 Sep 2021 18:01:05 EST NMNwDAW4 No.298622 Reply
I was thinking that but I was having trouble finding one I could buy in person. It's for probation so it's not like I can just not go if it's positive. She's been out for the past 5 weeks I'm hoping she'll still be out

Fent Laced Cocaine

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- Sun, 05 Sep 2021 12:56:37 EST 5YzVhTXE No.298604
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What's up with this? Is it really becoming more common and widespread? Should we be testing our blow every time to be safe from now on?

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Lillian Shakeshit - Mon, 06 Sep 2021 00:12:50 EST DKA0BQOI No.298613 Reply
>We're told cocaine laced with fentanyl appears to be what was ingested by all.

I really don't understand the logic behind this. Is fent that cheap that dealers will use it as a filler instead of fucking baby laxative or shit that won't kill off all your customers after one purchase? And even if they had insane opiate tolerance they would know immediately it isn't coke and be pissed. Either way that's still tragic. We might see a lot more of these celebrity ODs in Hollywood if that's really going on.
Lillian Parrydale - Mon, 06 Sep 2021 05:03:14 EST 5vbE2QmI No.298614 Reply
You used to be able to get several thousands of doses of (cara)fentanyl online for less than 40$ because Chinese chem manufacturers were offloading the stuff like mad.
Furthermore, it's also somewhat of a common practice to add heroin or another opiate to pressed street pills to make them more addictive. With the decreasing cost of fent over H, there was probably the idea to do this with coke as has been done with MDMA and Benzos.

Finally, in conspiracy theory mode: if you wanted someone dead, it's easy enough to lace a few doses in. dealers have burnt former buyers with H loaded with rat poison or similar. Fent is probably the new hotness for this practice due to even lower dosage needed and price-point. I vaguely suspect our comedian was in bad with someone and got bumped off.
Reuben Becklelurk - Mon, 06 Sep 2021 10:55:11 EST 4czSNojS No.298615 Reply
I've been hearing about fent-laced coke being around the US at least for about two years now

Best rc for extreme appetite?

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- Wed, 25 Aug 2021 18:56:40 EST 1VD1LjMV No.298484
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What’s the best rc for appetite suppression but without anxiety or insomnia? I’m so fucking hungry 24/7 not even caffeine will touch it I need constant 24/7 food and I’m always tired fatigued hungry as fuck all god damn it’s driving me insane

But whenever I do stims I get depressed as fuck and anxious and I already have insomnia
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Caroline Sobberwedging - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 16:23:38 EST 5vbE2QmI No.298577 Reply
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If and only if you have real pseudophedrine that might work but they come with a few unpleasant side-effects such as dizziness or just "feeling loopy" in general. Might work, but don't operate heavy machinery until you know how you are on them. Phenylphedrine which is commonly in other replacement crap after the federal US statute is pretty much a placebo substance, imo.

For just wakefulness is probably something like: 200mg caffeine + 50mg f-phenibut if you need the second one, and beside that. If your needs go beyond shift work and into "I need 30 hours of straight time productivity" buy some modafinil/adrafinil and save yourself the trouble of taking too much caffeine and b-complex.
Honestly, the only big detriment (beside flavor) for me with kratom is that even somewhat reasonable (5g) doses cause irritation of my stomach lining. I do not have this effect when I take the time to strain it clear, but I don't always have the patience for filtration. Goes great mixed with low doses of amph though: poor man's speedball.
Hedda Happerfere - Sun, 05 Sep 2021 16:14:20 EST 82OGhzx6 No.298606 Reply
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> poor man's speedball.
for me its P.E.A and phenibut + white red 2:1 kratom mix
very solid info pal, bless you my dude. will deffo think up a plan here on how to cheat the utter demotivation and lethargy that i get on the early shifts, kratom making me a little moody now so im trying to cut back but damn my work drags on and its busy as ever. i work with heavy machinery but its only an industrial loom, you would have to be proper retarded to lose a digit or die in the factory i work at.
Albert Fobberhall - Sun, 05 Sep 2021 17:31:57 EST tudMmjYm No.298609 Reply
i got this when i first tried it too, for me it was just cause i took it on an empty stomach, so i'd eat a light breakfast and then a single regular meal in the evening, it's not sustainable or healthy in the slightest but I found 150mg of Wellbutrin, 60mg of DXM, 25mg of ephedrine, 500mg of aspirin, then caffeine throughout the day until like 1 or 2 or so to basically completely turn off my drive to eat

α-PHiP foil pipe

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- Fri, 27 Aug 2021 19:33:49 EST 4Heq7vdI No.298511
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Hey I have some α-PHiP on the way and am not a big stim user. I've smoked and shoot crack before but could someone explain to me the best way to smoke this stuff? Or even better draw something in mspaint. All I'll have is foil no oil burner or anything like that. I'd appreciate the help.
Augustus Greenbanks - Fri, 03 Sep 2021 18:45:21 EST zAIUWtVr No.298583 Reply
i've heard people chase it on a foil. basically take a piece of foil, fold it a little bit to take up a V-shape like shape, put in the shit, heat slowly, and inhale the fumes with anything tube shaped. it's actually very hard to describe how to do it good, and i havent done it a lot either, i used lightbulbs (oil burners are not available in my area). You use a pair of pliers to take off the metal top of the lightbulb, and with a strong scissor, you start to destroy the ceramic part and the inner structure glass, until it is down to only the glass and the metal socket part. Then you really throughly wash it to get rid of any tiny glass or ceramic shards that you might inhale then dry it, and then put in the stuff, heat it lightly while twisting and swirling around while closing the exithole with your finger. when the bulb is filled with fumes, you take off your finger, put in something tube shaped and inhale the fumes through it. The problem is regular lightbulbs are less and less available, mostly only sold in hardware shops here (they are told to be heating bulbs to help egg hatching or something like that, as laws prohibit it from being sold as a light source because environment 'n' shit

Trouble with Vyvanse and SSRIs

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- Wed, 01 Sep 2021 23:05:15 EST 7vNjAHY5 No.298569
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>I need advice and not sure this is the right place

I've observed I feel better and generally less "zombified" with sore muscles when I take my vyvanse dose in the morning without my SSRIs. I'm going to try and take those before bed tonight to see if sleeping through their negative side effects is possible, but I think I'm nearing a point where they generally are hurting me more than helping...and I feel better without them. At least for now I do.

I took alot of lysergamides while taking cipralex for several months which was irresponsible, I know...Now I might have an overabundance of serotonin in my system...because now when I take SSRIs, I feel anxious...sweaty...and physical activity becomes truly painful. It feels a bit more difficult to breathe at a regular pace, my heart rate feels..."irregular", and when I stretch my back or stand up too quickly, I get such an intense headrush that my vision blurs and I lose my train of thought completely...sometimes forgetting what i'm doing.

I have tried going off them before and initially I feel like I have more energy and capability for a few days to a few weeks...but then the devastating, delayed withdrawal of SSRIs creeps up on me and I cycle into a low mood. This, coupled with the increased energy/dopamine from the Vyvanse, makes the sadness manifest as anger...and I can lose my temper...but still I have way more energy, focus, and motivation to engage with life than I do when taking it in conjunction with Cipralex.

I feel like SSRIs might just be making me practically vegetate in self-isolation... upset about my lethargy but still not caring enough or being motivated to do anything about it. Therefore, I end up doing nothing most days. Not just neglecting housework, hygiene, and diet...but I'm also now neglecting the hobbies I used to enjoy. It has literally been years since I felt like drawing or felt truly immersed in a piece of entertainment beyond just having a show on for background noise.

I know it might be dangerous to mess around with this stuff and...I can't tell if feeling better is just "mania" that will inevitably lead to a terrible crash...but I can't deny what I feel right?

Yesterday I drew a sketch for the first time in years...without giving up and thinking I've lost my ability. I played a video game and had actual fun, and I actually got off my ass and did some cleaning and didn't feel like it was a waste of time.

I just...wanna feel like that all the time. It feels like the realest, best version of me, and its just not there when I take cipralex or other SSRI antidepressants. At least, not anymore.

My psychiatrist recently put forward the possibility that my "depressed symptoms" (which led to a diagnosis of Major Depressive Disorder in my youth and prescribed SSRIs) were in fact likely resulting from external difficulties caused by untreated ADHD. (mainly getting shit on by parents, teachers, and peers for being lazy/unreliable/unfocused) So that makes me feel even more like It's time to get off SSRI treatment...its just...hard as hell to quit and convince my doctors to let me try tapering off.

Anyone else been through similar shit and can offer their experience/perspectives/whatever?
Alice Bommerdedging - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 06:16:45 EST G4EGCXuU No.298570 Reply
One thing's clear. Your SSRI is not helping you. You are MORE depressed when you're on it. Your first move should be to taper off it.
>This, coupled with the increased energy/dopamine from the Vyvanse, makes the sadness manifest as anger...and I can lose my temper...but still I have way more energy, focus, and motivation to engage with life than I do when taking it in conjunction with Cipralex.
How long have you let that happen? Your brain chemistry's gonna need a while to go back to a steady state after you quit an SSRI, especially with another drug in the mix.
If you're still in that state weeks after quitting Cipralex, maybe changing something else would help - maybe going down on Vyvanse if you're overstimulated, or going up (feelings of desperation making you get unproductively mad may not actually come from the stimulant, and upping the dose may actually help, as counterintuitive as that sounds), or switching to a different stimulant, or adding a non-SSRI antidepressant. Or maybe you need to direct that energy at developing coping mechanisms and finding something better to get emotionally invested in.
But there's no substitute for waiting it out and watching the changes.
>its just...hard as hell to quit and convince my doctors to let me try tapering off.
Why? If your psychiatrist suspects you don't have major depressive disorder, they should be very open to the idea of quitting your antidepressant.
Either way, you're not in a psych ward, they can't force you to take shit. Worst case they might refuse to treat you further if you disagree about medication and you'd have to find somebody else for your Vyvanse.
Wesley Dottingketch - Thu, 02 Sep 2021 18:59:22 EST 7DUQOiyv No.298578 Reply
Two things:

1) You regularly took substances that interact negatively with your Cipralex.
2) Kinda sounds like you're not taking it as directed (skipping doses, not taking it at the same time every day).

Both are factors that will impact the efficacy of the SSRI.

>hard as hell to quit and convince my doctors to let me try tapering off

Just tell them you'd like to taper off the antidepressants. They'll either agree or convince you to stay on them. Can't force you to do anything unless you're a legitimate threat to yourself. Judging by their response, your psych seems open to treating the ADHD alone.

For the love of fuck, if you're actually trying to get better: pick a treatment plan with your doctor and STICK WITH IT. You really think taking research chems off the internet and playing with serotonin syndrome is going to make you feel better in the long-term?

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