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2 weeks. tic tok tic tok-NO!

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- Tue, 01 Jun 2021 12:08:40 EST lhynsC1S No.298029
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When your script runs out and you have to use the darknet for the first time in years becuase it's only half way through the month and want to be superman all the time instead of half.

Mt powers... they drain...

Sorry, can this process be any more fucking complicated as fuck, please? Jesus Christ, what the fuck is all this bullshit. I should have ordered my meth before I lost my powers.
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Edward Fuckingstone - Tue, 28 Sep 2021 14:29:35 EST Cx+UYZYb No.298762 Reply
I know its probably too late for you to read this dude, but listen anyway. Tighten up. Burning through my entire months script in 2 weeks was a huge red flag to me that I had a problem and this shit needed to stop. The first 2 weeks off were hell, but it was worth it. Buying drugs off the darkweb is for people who seriously cannot score addy legitimately.
Eliza Blallystone - Wed, 06 Oct 2021 06:28:04 EST 82OGhzx6 No.298808 Reply
>. I was not told by my mother I was on the enthusiasm spectrum until I was 19, because in her words, it would "change the way you approached other people." Like yeah, if I knew I was being a sperg I would have changed tactics, but instead I got to suffer being beat up all through middle school. Enough about me though.
Are you me? i found out at school and asked my mom and she just shouted at me, ok, then asked my dad and he "didnt want to talk about it" instead he just smoked his home grown weed. fucking losers knew they fucked up

Why is this

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- Sat, 02 Oct 2021 02:43:50 EST cNdjt4dp No.298784
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My coke is burning black and bubbly and tastes sweet
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Hank mcwank - Sat, 02 Oct 2021 18:37:33 EST w7BxgPhT No.298790 Reply
I like smoking on foil usually has a little bit of residue but never this
m - Sun, 03 Oct 2021 10:20:12 EST F+eTwIBq No.298794 Reply

>smoking coke hcl
>before acetone washing it, adding 1:2 or 1:3 baking soda:coke, "whipping" it up with water or whatever, and carefully drying it with a hot plate/ghetto microwave method to yield actual crack

What the fuck?

nb, also everyone report this kiddie porn link shit and ALWAYS nb threads with kiddie porn links/images still active in them

Goddamn I wish I could be a janitor of the slower drug boards (stim, opi, benz, dis, maybe other/detox), solely for shit like this.


Best stim for sissy masturbation session

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- Sat, 04 Sep 2021 04:40:00 EST dkaKd++f No.298586
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I used to do weed + adderall and that is good enough for me but is there something better, that will also not be super unhealthy and will allow me to go a full 24 hours
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Shitting Sesslelare - Wed, 22 Sep 2021 06:02:50 EST jpgqjr2F No.298721 Reply
/stim/ is for perversion. You're a meth addict, try to pretend you're not better than the 'sheeple' for once in your pathetic life.
Shitting Sesslelare - Wed, 22 Sep 2021 06:04:45 EST jpgqjr2F No.298722 Reply
Self-hating complexes are a worse drug than any stim. nb
Simon Bardlock - Fri, 01 Oct 2021 16:42:12 EST Y9HAYyn5 No.298781 Reply
TBH Modafinil and weed does it for me, but that shit makes me way hornier than most people I think.

addy prices

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- Wed, 18 Aug 2021 17:01:58 EST 3Q3sWSnI No.298433
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iv been trying to find addreral for a long time here in Toronto and i finally found some one with them and hes telling me 25$ for 1 30mg pill thats way too high isnt it ?
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m - Fri, 01 Oct 2021 03:12:53 EST F+eTwIBq No.298777 Reply
I wasn't attacking you. I was laughing in solidarity regarding how prejudiced the system and the doctors in it can often be.

>I can't lie

Being Honest Abe isn't the approach I'd suggest to get a script.

source: I've been more honest with Cambodian bar girls than I ever have with my doc, and I get scripted stims.

nb cuz you take everything like a personal attack


Is 100% correct
m - Tue, 05 Oct 2021 08:03:05 EST F+eTwIBq No.298805 Reply

I've had 2-FA only once and it was pretty decent (was like 50-70mg but my dex tolerance was through the roof), but the duration was ritalin-tier (2-4 hours). 2-FMA is supposedly around 7-9 hours, equivalent to dexedrine/adderall duration. Personally, any stimulant with <6-8hr half-life has always been asking for trouble (compulsive re-dosing, lasting not "long enough" yet a re-dose ends up lasting too long).

For OP's needs, 2-FMA seems like the best choice.


How do I acquire stimulants?

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- Mon, 27 Sep 2021 22:56:42 EST LCDEm4XN No.298758
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I wanna try some low to moderate doses of Adderal, Ritalin and cocaine. I already have a cocaine connect but hes friends with my older sibling so he's only willing to hook me up with half a g a month lol nice of him to look out for me like that, but anywho.

Should I just ask him? I feel like if I go creeping around the bars in my town and the downtown area I'll just be presented with a ton of meth so I'm not sure about that as I do not want to do meth.

Halp a stim noob out. I've literally never touched a stim besides caffeine. I've done a plethora of other shit but just have never had access to stims.

I thought about getting a doctors prescription but that's hard as fuck since I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD or anything. I really wanna try MDMA the most but it's basically non existent where I live. Feels bad man.

TLDR, how does a stim noob go about finding stims and molly??

Selling Drugs

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- Sat, 25 Sep 2021 01:46:52 EST LywcM/he No.298738
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How do I start? And how much budget do I need?
Ernest Bruckletirk - Mon, 27 Sep 2021 07:20:21 EST nOzg3WZ8 No.298752 Reply
There's guides for buying. Surely there are some for selling.

Sending shit across the country

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- Sun, 26 Sep 2021 10:08:09 EST Y5PTlGuY No.298746
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Yo what up fellow strams i moved from Cali to fucking Milwaukee of all godforsaken places. Out here people do crack which is whack. I had found a good shit connect but one day when i was waiting on an 8ball delivery they just went silent and stopped answering the phone. It was heartbreaking. I have a buddy in Cali that is super reliable and used to middle man my shit because we used to work together. Anyways I'm thinking of having him send me like 7g's but I'm completely clueless as to what the best method would be. I've heard that overnighting something like over FedEx would be most effective because supposedly it has to get here fast so they don't bother checking shit. Is this true or am i a n00b? What about DHL? Thanks in advance. Don't know what to put under stand code. Please excuse my ignorance it's been a while since i come to this wonderful place
Edward Huddlepidge - Mon, 27 Sep 2021 04:30:31 EST jh6SF7dB No.298748 Reply
generally shipping by private courier is a very bad idea, your packages are subject to far greater scrutiny than they are going through USPS, the overnight thing might be true but one would think they'd catch on to that, it's only a few seconds to run something on a conveyor belt through an x-ray tunnel, USPS just gets so much mail they can't possibly check everything but private services have a lower load, it's not so much about how fast your package gets to you but how many other packages your is among to blend in with and not draw scrutiny

standard flat-rate boxes and first-class mail envelopes are your best options, with that kind of weight probably the former, since an envelope would be stuffed and bulky which is sus
Edward Huddlepidge - Mon, 27 Sep 2021 04:34:13 EST jh6SF7dB No.298749 Reply
also as a precaution obviously make sure he doesn't just stick a loose baggy in there and vacuum seals it with as low a profile as possible ideally with something else in the package, on the off chance it either gets diverted for random x-ray or comes open, it's very very unlikely either happens but 7gs in the mail could be serious time for both of you

Addy for writing

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- Thu, 19 Aug 2021 06:50:26 EST UzXFMXhf No.298443
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So I'm using adderall to write a dissertation. Two things:
I get stuck trying to rephrase and perfectionate the same sentence over and over.. I lose hours for this

Tried sublingual (IR) and the tabs burns as fuck. That normal?
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Shitting Sesslelare - Wed, 22 Sep 2021 06:01:28 EST jpgqjr2F No.298720 Reply
>mad respect to people who put their neighbor's lives in danger and start forest fires that kill dozens of people because "I'm too good for the smug librul DOCTORS"
Kill yourself. You're already doing it fast through meth, just make it a little faster.
Rebecca Blackfuck - Fri, 24 Sep 2021 03:21:20 EST tudMmjYm No.298729 Reply
Lmao any time you're putting the word doctor in scare quotes like that you're probably saying some really stupid shit

Mania vs Stimulants

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- Sat, 11 Sep 2021 05:46:12 EST 74O6gIvN No.298637
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Anyone had to deal with someone having a psychiatric episode while you're on stims? Just had to take care of someone while they had their first full-on mania with a side of psychosis. A fat (for me) line of meth felt like I was standing still next to the person experiencing the this. I don't understand how peoples brains can just naturally redline that hard for days on end. I was tweaking decently hard by the end of it and all I wanted is for them to stop talking so much and chill out. I no longer have too many qualms about mild meth use to get stuff done seeing as some people's sober brains can just launch them into basically the heaviest stim bender ever. That must be easily as neurotoxic just due to the sleep deprivation it imparts.
Lydia Sebbleman - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 10:00:30 EST Pwyk+x+Y No.298641 Reply
A friend was doing speed 3 days in a row and had a dull-on psychotic episode. But I'm not sure if it was the drug per se or the fact that the drug made him sleepless and thus too paranoid (you can feel that bad even without drugs).
Cyril Gaddleford - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 10:48:15 EST 74O6gIvN No.298642 Reply

Thats what was so bonkers about it. I know stim use can easily tip into psychosis which makes things harder to differentiate but this just cropped up out of nowhere besides some excessive weed.

I really don't know why I made this thread other than to say that a good bit of crystal in me and I was left in the dust by someone's sober manic episode. Guess bipolar disorder could be the ultimate stim; with the drepressive part being the crash. Welp that was my meth binge for the month and It was all spent making sure someone tweaking harder than me didn't bolt into traffic.
Rebecca Blackfuck - Fri, 24 Sep 2021 03:34:32 EST tudMmjYm No.298730 Reply
>That must be easily as neurotoxic just due to the sleep deprivation it imparts

That's a big factor in exaggerating it for sure but it likely is damaging in and of itself


I'm glad I evened out a lot on Lamictal, I still feel like my highs and lows are way more dramatic and pronounced compared to normal people but nothing in the hard clear cut episodes like before, and I like that honestly I would hate to live in euthymia all the time, I like being neurodivergent it makes life more interesting i see bipolar kind of the same way, I only have type II so maybe i'd feel different if it was worse but I've been hospitalized for it a few times and my outlook is still pretty positive now that I'm through that part and the addictions that came with it and haven't been committed in a while and sober for a while now

Swollen dick out of nowhere

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- Tue, 21 Sep 2021 09:08:36 EST zAIUWtVr No.298713
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My dick was totally normal until now. It was totally normal in the morning, i had a long hard masturbation session, and it was totally normal after it. Then, 1-2 hours later i went to pee, and i noticed my dick is pic relevant. No pain, no red or other discoloration, nothing besides it being swollen, looks like the skin itself is swollen or something, and strangely, only on about the higher 1/3 part, below the foreskin. Not below that and not above that. I figured this board might know the most about problems with dick after long masturbation sessions. Anybody has any idea what might this be and what should i do? It is very scary. I made a drawing because i didn't want to post an nsfw pic of my actual dick. Thanks for the help
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Sidney Cidgestock - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 09:38:01 EST 5vbE2QmI No.298716 Reply
If memory serves right he complained about it for like two months, then somehow dislodged it/broke it up using an electric toothbrush and low dose aspirin. He was a furry from Corona, CA and was quite neurotic, so hard to tell how factual anything he said was because I consider him an unreliable narrator of his own life.

I am sorry I don't have better intel for you.
Simon Grandhall - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 10:20:42 EST U1gSaHft No.298717 Reply
I've had this twice before and it went away after a few hours. Cold shower didn't do much for me but it can't hurt to try.
Nicholas Shittingdock - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 10:59:44 EST /GIZcGvX No.298719 Reply
Yea I have a friend who this happened to. Also had a blood clot. Go to the doctor ASAP bro

Is meth affordable

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- Tue, 31 Aug 2021 07:40:50 EST R6JTm26E No.298552
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Looking up prices of grams it varies from $40 to $300 depending on which website you go to.
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Walter Mommerbitch - Wed, 01 Sep 2021 09:54:36 EST R6JTm26E No.298563 Reply
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Theoretically speaking just as like a thought experiment is something extremely similar perhaps even identical to the White House market a legitimate thing? I mean hypothetically what's to stop a bunch of gay ass pigs from jumping out of a mail truck.
William Pibblelit - Wed, 01 Sep 2021 10:26:32 EST tudMmjYm No.298564 Reply
It takes a lot of time and effort to do a sting like that so usually they dont unless they track you ordering a lot frequently, but you're betting your freedom on a usually
DTMO - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 00:12:01 EST oe4Rl5m1 No.298708 Reply
Really? Shit, last I saw it was $700-900.
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- Sun, 19 Sep 2021 06:52:52 EST GQu5uH0L No.298689
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I have a 1st time psych appointment in 2 days time, Im looking to be prescribed an amphetamine of sorts (fuck ritalin)

this is no joke,

this has FUCKED my life up from day 1, i cant talk properly, I cant form thoughts properly, I cant concentrate
I cant maintain meaninful relationships LET ME TELL YOU, Im fucked, and i need help from anyone in Australia who has been prescribed
any kind of ADHD med, whats the process?

I do take existing drugs, which may show up on a drug test, is there ways to talk my way out of that? please dont judge my self medication as falsity to this plea of help I do what I need to function, I live on my own, I have a job, Im so cllose, to having a funcitoning full life, this will be the final step, I know it. I work my ass off every day and just wnat to improve and do better.

PLEASE ive been waiting months for this psychiatric appt, and my whole life technically, I need this sorted, now.

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m - Mon, 20 Sep 2021 23:55:27 EST F+eTwIBq No.298706 Reply
I only get tested myself because I'm a 24mg/day script lmao so fucking absurd, only take 3-4mg bupe patient. It's a requirement for the program. Same deal, one "visit" every 90ish days, get a 90 day script for both (recently 30 day scripts of dex at a time to prevent myself from ending up 2-4 weeks short every 3 months due to being a fiend), and the facetime w/e visits are a fucking joke.

Do yours feel like a joke too? My most recent "visit" lasted literally 8 minutes. It takes me 3x longer to give a urine sample at the local neighborhood Quest Diagnostics than it does to receive my medical "treatment."

He's just a drug vending machine, seriously.

DTMO - Mon, 20 Sep 2021 23:55:52 EST oe4Rl5m1 No.298707 Reply
>First off, I have no idea how their monitoring system works in Australia. If there's even a 10% chance they can prove you're lying, then yeah don't.

All S8 (schedule 8 drugs of abuse) prescriptions are registered with a central authority. I don't know how long records are kept for but I think it's very possible for them to check if you've previously been scripted anything in S8. I know when I was prescribed suboxone a few years ago I go the 3rd degree about my Ritalin script which I hadn't told them about and had forgotten was still current.
I don't expect previous scripts are as easily accessible but I imagine if they are suss on your story or you pop for opiates, benzos and weed then they may check into your story. It's possible that scripts from 15+ years ago may not be as centralised but I wouldn't like to bet on it.

Just wait a few days to give your sample so you know you will be clean or use someone else's urine/synthetic. For an instant test these are fine, a lab GC/MS test will flag synthetic I believe.
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m - Tue, 21 Sep 2021 00:20:04 EST F+eTwIBq No.298709 Reply
>For an instant test these are fine, a lab GC/MS test will flag synthetic I believe.

Real is always better, yes, and not every GC/MS test tests for the same "adulteration checks," but the two main ones I've seen from all three separate institutions I've ever had a GC/MS test done with

...(all of my every 90 day drug testing is done via unsupervised GC/MS...so in my personal case which isn't what you were replying/referring to, I'd have to use someone else's urine that also magically has bupe, d-amph, several SSRI/low dose atypical antipsychotics like abilify/remeron, shit like clonidine, hydroxyzine, etc., all of which (except for clonidine) I only take for like ~2-3 days total to get some decent concentration numbers/parent drug:major metabolite ratios, etc., which is basically impossible to do. So unfortunately, my tests are impossible to fake personally. He also reserves the right to "spot test" me via blood draw up to once a year when I visit Quest to give urine, though he's only done it twice in about 3.5 years. It's impossible to avoid, lol. ...

...tend to include at least two things: "specific gravity" and "creatinine" testing. I don't pretend to competently know how either of these actually works. One testing institution not only tested my creatinine levels, but also shit like my creatine levels etc. themselves, perhaps to compare ratios of the two/multiple things to see if someone is attempting to do massive water dilution + creatine supplementation for a few days to a week beforehand.

AFAIK, the good brands (e.g. the newest or 2nd newest "batch" of QuickFix) should all pass for Specific Gravity testing, though I don't know within what margin they pass, or if said margins differ between institutions. I'm not sure if QuickFix etc. have proper creatinine/possibly creatine levels in them.

One good thing about solely being GC/MS tested is that you figure out pretty quick what bullshit they even test for. Quest Diagnostics doesn't test for either etizolam or clonazolam (even when docs request their most comprehensive, high level-tier benzo testing "package") unless it's specifically requested by the doctor. Another nice thing about it is it reduces getting screwed for fuckups that aren't your fault. One time "my" urine sample popped hot for crazy shit like crack/cocaine and methadone, whilst missing all my other non-controlled meds and containing non-controlled meds that I don't take/aren't scripted (this was pre-c0vid when we just left our urine in an unsecured bathroom tray next to a dozen other already-filled sample bottles that had conceivably zero "tamper-proving" tech on the actual cups/lids. Turns out another patient just opened mine, dumped it in his, and then whizzed in my fucking bottle, possibly even washing it out first, lmfao. I have no idea what he was thinking. He was supposedly kicked out of our bupe program.

Added spoilers to portions where I'm either rambling semi-off topic or listing somewhat personal info. Spoiler tags seem to visually block the archive.org/screen grabbing internet AI crawlers from accessing those words, though I'm sure it's not fool proof.


Amphetamine dosage per session

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- Fri, 10 Sep 2021 13:41:08 EST hn8QAT5d No.298627
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How much speed is OK per "session" (OK that may be over 24 hours)? Do you think that after 2-3 lines of 50mg, within 2 hours, it's a complete waste?

What's the ideal dosage and the ideal intervals in order to not waste speed, so as not to just become jittery, and not delay your sleep?
Walter Brammlehin - Fri, 10 Sep 2021 14:45:35 EST zAIUWtVr No.298631 Reply

That's like asking: How much potato should i eat to not feel hungry?

150mg within 2 hours would make me go psychotic, while some people i knew sniffed 3 times that without problem and actually enjoyed it, with not much more frequent use. There really isn't much relevant information you can get out of that question. I can tell you my experience: 30-50mg every 4 hours is ideal. But obviously this will be far too low for a lot of people here, most people i guess. My only protip would be: if you already feel great, stop redosing until you start to feel not so great.
Lydia Sebbleman - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 09:58:22 EST Pwyk+x+Y No.298640 Reply
That's the thing about the "not so great" part. Is it real or part of the fluctuations?
Cyril Gaddleford - Sat, 11 Sep 2021 10:55:41 EST 74O6gIvN No.298643 Reply

this. Space out your dosing and keep it low if you can. That urge to do more is just your brain on stims looking for more reward/dopamine and it remembers the that hit you got off the first line. Not worth it. Smoke a cigarette, take a shot of alcohol, get invested in something interesting to you. talk with people, smoke a tiny weed, do stuff. Most options before you will be better than redosing needlessly early and being jittery and anxious.

My Story & Experience of Smoking Meth for 3 Days Straight

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- Thu, 25 Feb 2021 22:53:29 EST kPX/cPIt No.297277
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Long story short about 20yr old something pervert me getting super lit of methamphetamine

Last time I got high was couple years ago, back when the only way to find a dealer was through my friends. Recently ordered a gram of crystal on the dark web straight to my doorstep from two different vendors. First batch was absolutely crap, too strong, perma stay up, shit high, minimal description. As for the 2nd, the vendor advertised it as really pure, not mixed, made himself, sterile for injection, etc. It was good that it felt like I can keep taking hit after hit and keep getting higher until it was too much to handle. I especially loved the fact that I can get tired/sleepy despite being high.

So I got high on the whole first day then and glued my self to porn blogs all day. I bought a hotel room for 2 days the following morning. I generally like exploring my fetish when i'm high so I packed a bag of lingerie, clothes, dongs and lube.

I pretty much smoked tiny bowl after bowl, recorded myself on my laptop, selfies, and ride my dildos up until midnight where I wasted it feeling absolutely paranoid/sketched out cause it was so quiet and was worried about smoking in the room. Etc. Tweaker things. I tried giving myself a prostate orgasm the whole night until afternoon, and I just couldn't bust a nut. Couldn't jack off cause i was in chasity, not that it mattered anyway cause I was so high that my cock literally shrunk smaller than my chasity belt, 15mm. Smallest I have ever seen it and it kept turning me on.

The second day, I began to repeat and smoke a couple of fat blows, edge to porn for while playing with my dildos for at least up until night like 9pm. Just like the day before but it was even more intense cause I was beyond horny and so fucking high. This is where it started getting really intense for me because I felt like crashing/falling asleep hard already but I wanted to make the best of the night and bust my load already

The following night: To wake myself up, I loaded a fat crystal and blew a fat cloud cause fuck it. Again, I got so horny and began to edge for another 2 hours while taking hots in between. Every hit I took made me paranoid than the last, I just could not stop being paranoid. I then got to the point where I felt like a fucking schizo and spent the next 3 hours checking the peep hole of my hotel door just waiting for a staff employee to come knocking for some reason.

I was literally talking to myself in my head, could not explain who the fuck I was trying to convince about how someone knows what i'm doing in my room and i'm gonna get caught. I eventually fought the feeling off, check-in is in the morning and I got to do my thing fast. I was so delusional I even forgot I was in a hotel room and lost my sense of place. I continued beating up my prostate with my 14" toy up until I felt like falling asleep and crashing, around 3am. I spent an hour taking a break, coming to realization of how paranoid I was, in disbelief, and debating to sleep or not. Decided to hit the pipe again, thinking this was be my last stride to bust my load.

After that hit, I was back in dreamworld. As if I was slipping in & out of mind and catching myself, like, I was dreaming while I was awake. Tweakd out of my goddamn mind, I began to think my room was a safe-haven and the bathroom was another safe room. I was living another reality. At this point I swear I thought I was just dreaming. I subconsciously went to the corner of the room to twist my pipe again.

After smoking in the corner, I moved to the next corner. I completely lost touch of reality, began to think a smuggler gave me his last stash of meth and I was on a mission to get dicked down by Jesus's 14" cock and Moses's 6" monster girth dong. I literally kept the monster dong in me while I was racing to finish my whole bag. I just non-stopped chief'd that pipe in the corner of the room, every hit I took i felt like I was about to orgasm, just blowing cloud after cloud.

I then went to the bathroom with my toys & lube, turned the water on the hottest and began to intensely fuck my self. I was so delusional that I thought I had a partner in the room taking turns on the cocks as if they were Gods. I'm pretty sure I was talking out loud and moaning to my fucking self. I eventually finally ended up busting the fattest load i've ever had, I was pounding my self with the 14" and was cumming every deep stroke of my dong. Like literally shoved the whole length in me and everytime I would piss a stream of cum out of my micro cock. It felt so fucking hot to watch and felt soo good. It was like pressing button and I'd just cum so hard.

As soon as I was done, I cleaned up in the shower. When I opened the bathroom door and suddenly realized I was in a hotel room, I snapped back to reality and realized I just subconciouslly did everything I have just done and believed the things I thought. I fucking thought it was dream, and there was no other person in the bathroom. So I began having a panic attack, knowing that I maybe did smoke more than I handle.

I was seeing things move when they shouldn't, glimps of figures, but mainly I kept seeing my kids and GF sleeping on the bed. I kept seeing them on the bed, and I just wanted to go home at this point. Frantically I go back to the bathroom and for some reason the towel I hanged up was in the shape of an angel, kept panicing and turned on the sink water to the coldest to keep me moving. Eyes pure black.

I began brushing my gnarly fucking teeth, got that meth mouth effect where those tiny rocks just keep foaming up my mouth. Brushed to the point where my gums bled and teeth turned near white, like 15 times & all the tooth paste used.

Couldn't help looking in the mirror and seeing how different I felt and lo…
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Martin Chemmerbudge - Fri, 03 Sep 2021 13:20:54 EST dkaKd++f No.298581 Reply
OP, do you recommend not touching my penis and only fucking myself? I wanna try it but I don’t wanna lose any pleasure. I was thinking a good middle ground would be to put myself in chastity but attach a vibrator to it so it’s like I have a clit. I usually just fuck myself and jack off for a couple days... and it is mind blowing, because I look like a girl.
Isabella Fingerham - Sat, 04 Sep 2021 04:36:39 EST dkaKd++f No.298585 Reply

Im really looking for some insight into this because I haven’t done a marathon sissy session like this in two years and I really want it to be special. I.e. make me retarded. I want to cum from my boipussy but what if I can’t and I waste the whole high help I’ll post pics of me in miniskirts pulling apart my shaved pink pussy in compensation
Angus Hangerspear - Fri, 10 Sep 2021 11:18:13 EST jLP9qNAO No.298626 Reply
Not OP but have advice to share. If you want to cum from anal definitely do chastity and avoid dick touching except maybe just a little at the very beginning before you put the cage on. That'll get you aroused and your prostate ready. If possible shave, do makeup, dress up, get feeling as girly as possible. The mindset is a big part of it. Smoking weed can help, stims help for a marathon but can make cumming harder, smoking damiana can help. Once you're all ready, cleaned with an enema, shaved, dressed, and in chastity put on some good sissy hypno according to your tastes. I recommend things like: https://hypnotube.com/video/why-white-girls-twerk-17059.html#

Now, let us see that pussy in a miniskirt

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