|>> || 1565483159343.png -(362657B / 354.16KB, 448x520) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Just starting to come up on my last bit of tina, listening to Can, just ordered some bromazepam, one of the few major benzos I've yet to try, just went with 10x6mg, not a bad price, going clean (well except I'll still be doing ECA) after this until that comes |
I ordered 5g of wax the other week and did it all in a week in a half after a tolerance break for a few months, really not the best tbh, prefer meth honestly, but you can't do meth as much, not nearly as good as I remember it being, guess i'm not really a weed girl anymore, it just kind of made me anxious and hate myself, but also hungry as shit since i've been cutting for a few months, I would smoke too much then smoke more to distract myself from that feeling, then feel even worse then eat way too much food and pass out and then wake up and immediately hit a dab again, fall back asleep, then repeat 4 or 5 times until I finally stumbled out of bed, into my chair, dabbed some more, played minecraft, and then quickly got to the point where I was too high and then the cycle continued,
Absolute waste of a week and a half, it was almost like I came too when I woke up for the first time without waking and baking.
It's so weird to remember liking something so much and then when you come back to it, all that love is completely gone, but it was low key starting to happen before I quit smoking, so I even had a good idea of what this would be like before I did it, did it anyway, and didn't stop for a second until I was out. I'm not even like this with harder drugs, maybe it's the "it's just weed lol" mindset, but really the whole experience was a miss, and weed isn't really that high up on my list of stuff to pick up, maybe just to have around while I do other drugs
i think at this point in my life just doing weed by itself is not at all preferable to being sober, it just kind of sucks. I don't understand what I was getting out of this for so many years, maybe it's different when you smoke with a lot of friends and do stuff. I don't think it's just that I got onto harder stuff because I had been doing harder stuff along with the weed for a good few years
i mean all of this said if I had an ounce of weed right now I would smoke it all, pic related
to be fair you have to have a very high iq to understand meth