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- Wed, 22 Apr 2020 00:15:08 EST AOUDFtDk No.294448
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All I want is my junky adderall

It's been since October that I haven't tasted that sweet sweet stimmy juice

Second longest period in my adult life I've gone without it, first being a full 2-year abstinence a couple years back.

Someone talk me into or out of starting again

Anyone else here /in recovery but struggling/?
Molly Cliblingdock - Sun, 26 Apr 2020 23:56:50 EST IXGMXFXc No.294485 Reply

I was.

The mindfuck and rush of that first push was so amazing.
666 - Fri, 01 May 2020 14:30:49 EST ey8q4nE3 No.294509 Reply
I mixed adderal and cocaine together one time.

Ritalin is good too.
Esther Ginninghall - Fri, 01 May 2020 14:51:02 EST Cey9hj1v No.294510 Reply
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>I mixed adderall and cocaine together one time
How are you even alive
666 - Fri, 01 May 2020 15:33:30 EST ey8q4nE3 No.294512 Reply
Actually you're right I did almost die. Did way too much...
I was like sitting in this bean bag chair on the floor talking to this black guy.
I told him he reminded me of Afroman.
Nell Cridgeforth - Thu, 07 May 2020 23:57:04 EST iSMzDGuq No.294571 Reply
dude I mixed a line of addy with coke before and it was pretty lit.
addercaine/ cokerall
Barnaby Settingbore - Wed, 13 May 2020 16:42:50 EST ih7RpWdf No.294624 Reply

This here is you sitting the barbers chair, asking the barber if you should get a haircut.
You posting here rather than getting to a meeting, online or otherwise, is more telling than you might think. You are in the process of relapse. You either double down on your recovery and hold dear whatever you've gained over the last 6 or so months, or you will end up picking up again.

Sorry to be harsh bro, but I know how this ends because I've been there. I know why you're on here instead of a meeting because I had the same thoughts.
Phoebe Drodgeforth - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 08:14:17 EST TJHZABHt No.294820 Reply
I've been on opioid maintenance, I only do stims once in a blue moon when I'm back home, but RN I only have one source. He's a black dude, really dodgy and unreliable. I have no other sources, though I'm thinking about DWMs. Not tech savy enough to have it all sorted though. It just sucks because I really want some coke or speed, yet I have no means.

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